/shon/

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Un jour je serai de retour près de toi.

>who?
If you aren't aware, Fallenshadow is the most hard-working schizo loli on the internet and enjoys the company of her husbands very much! Please treat her well.

>links
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
ASMR Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
Ribbon Cage: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWMyb4vKRU0
VOD Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Clips Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowclips
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Nise Menhera Twitter: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow
Otis Twitter: https://twitter.com/managerotis
Menhera Twitter (dead): https://twitter.com/shadowchama
Backup Menhera Twitter (also dead): https://twitter.com/syadouchama

Schedule: Temporary hiatus

Please refresh yourselves on global and board rules before posting, you might be surprised.

Remember to ignore, report and hide shitposters. It's easier than you think.

Previous thread: >>73173353

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i love you shondo, always.

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shondo in my arms

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shontoes

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bibisi in shondo

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shondo

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OP continues on the day of my imouto daughter wife's hiatus to be a faggot.

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I miss my wife and hope that I will die soon

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>>73190094
At least post the unblurred feet you repless retard.

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shondo you have to post the eggs :(

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last thread summarized with one image

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shondo doing that against a random black guy

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>>73190347
how does that make sense when they were shared in the thread with everyone

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>>73190387
you tell us, Tuffy

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anon since you don't want to dm dewd dm me instead. i won't snitch :)

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Why French

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this is an anti thread
shoggas voted not to bake until the hiatus is over
proceed with caution

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>>73190551
Khaal is the next target.

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>>73190592
GGGGGGG

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it really makes you think why this upset the groom squad so much if there's no weight to it. i can't recall a freak out bigger than this from them. i wonder if they were some of the people who have been trashing shondo in the threads, it's a big coincidence they're willing to guilt her in offline chat in that sneaky way and it just so happens to align with the people posting about her not working hard enough and changing the OP to non-working schizo loli.

of course we don't know what group of people is coordinating posts like that but it's unfortunate the mass and the machine coordinating in offline chat to "grill" her about productivity happened to overlap with their motives. there's no way honest men like them could be responsible for the other nasty posts about her. right?
>>73141804
in case they try to gaslight and deny it, check the logs around when that post was made, it's unlikely it was a shitposter when he was posting in offline chat and he's called out skin walkers before.
they weren't denying it from the start either.

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i WILL make you happy shondo, i promise

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As a filthy newfag and clip watcher even I got bumbed out over that hiatus letter, really hope she gets better, no one deserves these kinds of mental issues.

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forever.

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>>73190636
you really need to shut the fuck up now. make a public statement on your main and call out the community for what you feel like i'm so guilty of. everyone grills her pushes her and encourages her because she has asked us to.
but you won't. so go off more, schizo-chama.

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still seething in a new thread
yawn

[Anonymous No.]

Tuffnarr can you just stop now? You've already blown your cover and you rant the same way as you did about the jannys.

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i feel like im the only one who actually loves shondo, the rest of you either obsess over other men or try to take advantage of and hurt her
i hate you all

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stop larping as me

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>>73190956
again, you don't know who i am.

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>caring this much about a schizo on 4chan dot org
lol

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groomers self-snitching on themselves over petty drama just to try and frame poor bratty

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>>73191036
You're not as clever as you think you are man. Stop.

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I wanted more than anything to help protect this smile
The fact that its out of our hands and control hurts

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>>73191094
I want to see her smile again ;-;

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/shon/ groomers, telling all their business
sitting on /vt/ being their own star witness
'do you see the perpetrator?' 'yeah i'm right /here/'
fuck around get the whole squad sent up for years

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im sure who ever is inside her right now is making her smile, dont worry

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>>73190636
as much I suspect you could be right, i don't think it's really necessary to get into speculation
shondo's now reached her breaking point, and we know that leading up to that she was constantly worried about getting enough work done, and we also know that there are people who are totally unrepentant about systematically piling on to that in an unproductive way
i could see messing up about this and changing course, but i can't really forgive the doubling down

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shondo i will protect you for life if you will let me
i wont let your sunshine go away
i will even hurt you just a little bit, as a treat
just know i love you and always will

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>>73190636
I feel like no matter the case actually is, an anonymous post is just too inherently uncertain to rely on as evidence. And again, nothing can happen for a while. It's just too late, and too early at the same time to get into anything right now.
One of the only meaningful way of even helping her now is to reduce the chances of us ending inadvertently giving her a reaso to stress if/when she looks in here.

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>>73191167
oh shit syadouChibiDance

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>>73190836
my favorite grannytuber

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hi shondo dont kill your cat this time

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>>73191341
Fuck off wannabe concern mod

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>>73191167
go off mr rapper man

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>>73190636
Ironic, coming from a skinwalker.

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>>73191465
Her chibi model might be my favorite model in all of vtubing

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Is Shondo actually6 Schizophrenic? Like I've gto a friend who might've unlived someone in an episode, Is she that?

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>>73191734
No, shes just pretending, she has over 200 IQ if you would believe it

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>>73191734
no, she has schizoaffective disorder

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>>73191180
But that kind of underlines the major point; there's nothing realistic we can do about any bad actors right now. There no point in doing anything now either; it won't help her more to do something now compared to doing it when she gets back.
And being quieter down here is unironically one of the few things we can do to possibly help in the current situation. It's too late and too early, and she needs quiet and rest until she comes back.

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>>73191825
What's the differtemces? Like my friend actually spent 7 years in the loony bin.

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>>73191830
using this opportunity to getting newfags up to speed would objectively be a good thing. just letting the community freeze in its current state, a state that helped make her mental illness and suffering a lot worse than it had to be, makes no sense at all to me. we should never stop trying to improve, both for ourselves and for her. this is no exception.

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>>73191734
The vast majority of schizophrenic people end up hurting themselves far more often than they hurt anyone else

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>>73191977
its like she has bipolar too

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>>73192005
Hard disagree. The post is still speculation. None of this is a strive towards improvement when the person at the head of the community is out of commission. This does nothing but potentially poison the well and trying to point fingers rather than encourage unity is counterproductive.

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>>73191150
Well will someday im sure of it

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>>73191830
No, earlier is always better.

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>>73192127
but theyre far more likely than normies to hurt someone too. make no mistake, they are DANGEROUS.

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>>73192223
>None of this is a strive towards improvement
it is though. getting rid of the most obvious bad actors in her community would release a lot of tension. it's almost always the same people, that's the reality here.

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>>73192325
It is speculation whether or not you agree on that fact. We don't point to specifics when there is evidence for blame most of the community. If you kept watch of the community as much as you seem to love doing, you would know this.

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>>73192005
How could letting more people know even fix the community like you're suggestingg? In the end, any actual decision about how is and isn't welcome in her fanbase is up to her. Even if you told literally everyone, nobody can speak for her except for her, and she isn't and shouldn't be talking until she comes back. So telling people cant actually do anything useful. We can't let it freeze over because everything froze the second that tweet appeareded.

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>>73192173
Like my friend ACTUALLY TOOK LIFE. i spenf ages actually deciphering it all what?

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>>73192496
see
>>73191180
plenty without the speculative part

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shondo i dont care how dangerous you think you are, i love you and will do so forever. i just want to be happy with you and alongside you and protect you and keep you all to myself. youre the best girl in the entire universe, the cutest and most interesting girl to me. you are so sweet and loving and caring i am so lucky to have met you. i want to repay even a hundredth of what you have given me.
i love you.

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>>73192545
some of shondos viewers died because of her she encouraged digi to buy gamersupps for her and than take herodose of caffene

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>>73192325
It's unironically not in anyone's power to remove anybody right now. Because doing so would be subverting her autonomy over her own channel and community. We can't simply call down a police state, not even if literally everyone agreed to.

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>female schizo
all this worship
>male schizo
rope
It is what it is.

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The more he sockpuppets and argues with himself here the more he sets himself up to say to Shondo:
"uuuuu look at the mean people they were so nasty to me while you were gone i was so scared for you and they only cared about hurting me uuuu shonshon uuuuuuuu"
He's just trying to pull a stunt on her that has been done before and hes doing it at the time when she will be most vulnerable.
Sad.

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spidermens pointing.jrpg

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>>73192706
she consistently told people to be careful. he killed himself.

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>>73192873
bee careful (but also stay up with me or you dont really love me)

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>>73192554
Plenty of what? That post is also speculative. There is many to point to that could fill in your perspective and I am disagreeing with it.
So I will reiterate: it is counterproductive and you should be thinking more about the community as a whole which objectively have and had the most impact on her.

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>>73192873
>he killed himself.
;)

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>>73192706
Digi didn't die the Groom Squad was mad about the sponsor and faked his death to punish her and get closer to her, that's why they keep the mom account around, to remind Shondo.

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>>73192935
that post is not speculative
>should be thinking more about the community as a whole
i am, and that behavior is objective cancer
(I like this new sly approach to arguing, but i doubt it will work out for you)

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please please please please please please please please stop blaming yourself for things beyond you control shondo. it isnt your fault, and you never have to apologise for it. you work so hard despite all your faults and demons and you soldier on, its so admirable. i love you and always will.

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If people really wanted to help the community they would be learning how to lead zen meditation seminars for the rest of the fanbsse so that everyone can finally figure out how to calm down

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>>73193385
>placebo
wow thanks were cured maybe shondo could use the same

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>>73193086
>there are people who are totally unrepentant about systematically piling on
That is essentially what you said in your previous post and it is speculation much like yours.
>i am
I have explained already that the community is notorious for what you are proposing. Take it up with her moderators if you feel this strongly but I guarantee you they will feel the same. I think the last thing shondo would want right now is witch hunting in her community.

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>>73193385
FUCK YOU I AM CALM INSANECAT
Also that would help nothing at a fundamental level.

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>>73193086
It doesn't matter if it isn't or isn't because we don't have any authority to remove something like that right now.
>(I like this new sly approach to arguing, but i doubt it will work out for you)
what

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can't stop dooming and catastrophizing in my mind. i really hope she gets through this and finds her way back to us, but i have a bad feeling about all of this. a therapist would 100% tell her to not stream again for example.

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we're just getting started

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I miss her

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>>73193607
it is not speculation, it was explicitly posted in the prior threads
>I have explained already that the community is notorious for what you are proposing
sounds to me like a serious problem, an "objective cancer", if you will
only question now is what to do about it

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>>73193699
I'm feeling a sense of dread over this too, hope she'll be okay.

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>>73193503
Fine
If people really wanted to help the community they'd be learning how to farm and process opium poppies in order to spike the community well every day so that everyone can finally be calmed down

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polygamous relationships are bound to fail for the reasons evident here

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>>73193642
We as a community can agree that it's not acceptable, and call it out when we see it.

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Still laughing at the anon that said he was spamming her dms with yt poop, best anon the last thread

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>>73193807
All that was posted in the previous threads is what you are repeating now. And it is still speculation.
>only question now is what to do about it
Since you're agreeing it is a community issue then, what we do is wait for the head of the community to recover so that she may make changes that suit her needs afterwards. If these needs do not suit your perspective afterwards, then you could likely make a case.

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>>73193607
of course you don't want "witch hunting", because you're one of them. to draw a parallell here, you basically want someone who physically beat their wife half to death to be allowed to stay in the house while she's recuperating in the hospital, and then allow him to keep living there with her like nothing happened afterwards. this is an objective good in your eyes. your judgement simply can't be trusted on any of this as a result.

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>>73193807
>>73194070
we should wait for now. the discussion has been had and people now know, i don't want to go in circles anymore until shondo is in a state to make her decision.

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>>73194188
>All that was posted in the previous threads is what you are repeating now.
No, that is not the case. Keep squirming.

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Therapists aren't hypnotists and it was painfully clear that she ended up blaming herself for everything.Also, streaming was something that helped her stabilize as well. There plenty of other reasons you could rattle off too.
But more importantly, core personal values aren't exactly something you can therapy out of a person. Remember what she said, doing something about this was way overdue already. She 2as worr8ed that if she didn't do it now she might have ended up leaving us in a way where she'd never come back. She acted specifically to prevent that from happening.

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>>73194111
whats your favourite?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMWs0OlkMIE
shondo lets have a chucklevision watchalong on chama sometime

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>>73194276
people shouldn't be squirming its too weird of a motion for human bodies to do

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>>73194210
I am just a community Derek. Like I said to the other anon, just take it up with her moderators if you feel this strongly. None of these parallels or speculations are productive in the slightest when done /here/ and especially without shondo being in a state to even address any of it.
I get you're coming from a fairly emotional point of view but she has asked us previously to solve things without infighting and I am trying to simply align with that.

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>>73194581

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>>73194434
>core personal values can't be changed
they can be changed a lot more than you think if you have the proper guide and are willing to do some figuring out of your own, but yes her mental is really bad surrounding this stuff and she needs someone working with her to rationalize through her brainworms and provide a healthier point of view. i think a lot of the worrying she does is fixable but she will always struggle

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be nise

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>>73194631
I have no interest in talking to the mods, they don't help.
As far as the infighting goes, I'll keep it as far from her eyes as I can, but stuff needs to be resolved somehow.

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>>73192873
>>73193032
Never dug deep enough into this, some moron overdosed on fucking gamersupps? Thats hilarious desu

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>>73194860
there is a slim possibility otherwise but its most likely he is dead

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>>73194956
I have decided that when I die I will be live streaming myself choking on fallenshadow merch

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Kino

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>>73194631
yeah, and she also said not to do all of the things these people did. what's your point? this is literally why tolerance isn't an idea rooted in practical reality. it's just a meme. she has also talked extensively about needing to set her foot down more, and that's she's nice to the point of being a doormat, which is confirmed by the fact that she didn't block any of these people a long time ago. of course she'd prefer there to not be infighting, who the fuck wouldn't prefer that? you can't just behave in any way you please then use that as a shield. that is not how this is going to work. you're just making excuses for your friends and it's painfully obvious.

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>>73194707
Eh true, but therapy is definitely not going to end up being a place where that happens
Especially since she is literally in the middle of an episode, the priorities in that case would specifically be gentler methods focused mos5py on providing some immediate relief of her symptoms
no therapist in right mind would so much as even suggest such inherently stressful topics to her in her current state

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>>73195289
she doesn't block them because they're favorites

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>>73194631
two-faced can hide it well, it's not possible to solve this without some level of infighting because they do the worst of it in ways they can't get caught like /here/ or can deny it.
infighting is bad until someone takes advantage of that.

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forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever forever

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>>73195289
shogger if the already know the mods won't budge what do you even think the rest of us could
we can't form a shadow government without a shadow

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>>73195388
yes because lerapy doesnt work and is meme to setal half ur salary for nothgin, grown adults are fixed and "walk outside bro" is not going to change that

[Anonymous No.]

Alright do you like to be called shogga or do you prefer the hard R?

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>>73195748
drunk anon go to sleep

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>>73195472
But it's not possible to solve it in any say
there is literally no actual influence anybody can exert

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taking care of shondo, making her eat a reasonable diet. being there to help her defeat her brainworms. growing old together. dying first because im older. going to the next world while watching her cry while surrounded by our 8 children

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>>73195289
You are saying all of these and discredited how much of a doormat she has not been. She has dealt with several problems such as Fleece's meltdown and has spoken up to other regulars such as Retromancer and FlawedIntellect. Even afterwards she has tried to coddle Retromancer a bit like during Twilight. Then there was the Ray situation on top of it. Fact of the matter is that she was showing a lot of growth despite the weight of her community.
She has has been putting her foot down more and Dewd was included in that.
But what these current speculations are about are not husband-specific and pertain to the community as a whole, which is why I have disagreed with you. I think you should give your wife some more credit then you are letting on as well and it is why I am confident she will come back strong.

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>>73195765
shoggas are the cool oness
fucking hate shoggers though

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>>73195962
Say that in the shogger hood I dare you to pussy

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>>73195953
Whatever wormtongue.

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>>73195825
if you "infight" and call out things like disavowing DMs but sending them at the same time, and now this, you can build a case against them and eventually you'll have enough of an idea to make a decision, knowing how someone acts behind her back is something that would exert influence on shondo, and it's something that should influence her.

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I’d give her my wormtounge if you know what I’m getting at

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I'm scared she resents her community for what the vocal minority are like
Its always the minorities

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>>73196216
No? Please explain to me

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her community making racial jokes like what youre doing is making her resent her community

https://x.com/jeff28144720359/status/1776704260455170538?s=46

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can't wait for you retards to speak up once she is back

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>>73195953
>Even afterwards she has tried to coddle Retromancer a bit like during Twilight
That was just her coping over being confronted with the reality of her LARP.

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you niggers never have anything good to say even when "defending" her. kill yourselves.

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>>73195953
sneakier behavior like this she might not notice or keep in mind when she's making her choices, so they should be called out to make sure she's aware, otherwise i would agree.

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>>73196382
why would we need to wait for her to be back? she reads the threads

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>>73196348
No race was mentioned of any kind, don't be a racist pig

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>>73196240
>Its always the minorities
I disagree with 15% of this

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>>73196601
But I am at least 50% correct

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>>73196522
And what good does it do now other than poisoning the well of the community? We are about to loop on this matter so I pray you recognize that and just agree to disagree.

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>>73196676
The well is already poisoned. Might as well be aware of it

[Anonymous No.]

25% of shoggers fuck shondogs

[Anonymous No.]

I am 25%

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i love you shondo. the persona and the real you. i love you even if i dont get to see you. please be okay.

[Anonymous No.]

hi 25%

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>>73196676
bringing it up while it's recent has advantages, like it's harder to dismiss, but no, i agree, we should drop it for now.

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>>73196783
why not just dm people 1 by 1 if you want to do that
it's not like you're short on time

[Anonymous No.]

Is a shondog a hotdog made by shondo, or just a dog, or shondo in the form of a dog

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i am of

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>>73196920
i fucking tried that yet here we are :)

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shondog is a hot dog if you get where I’m coming from

[Anonymous No.]

If shondo is a hot dog is she a literal hotdog of meat in bun
Or is she a dog that a shogga shouldn't be left alone with

[Anonymous No.]

Tying shondo up and tickling her until she agrees to function like a normal person

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>>73195953
>tries go gaslight me into thinking i'm the bad guy
yeah no, go fuck yourself

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>>73196997
literally nothing can happen right even fi theu do do that though
I feel like some people are not getting that
literally nothing is happening for the next few months
and that's just it
...
I'm going to bed wake me up when she comes back

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>>73197340
Anon! Anon! She's back! Wake up wake up

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shonpits

[Anonymous No.]

I decided to check the thread for the first time in two days and it's all just 2-3 guys doing juvenile infighting and pathetic moral grandstanding. Bye

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>>73197331
I have just stated on the contrary to what you've said. You are making the speculations and crediting her still as a doormat to sustain the claims, yet there is evidence proving otherwise. We have examples that have been Derek'd here for months now and I simply do not agree with your perspective. If you think you are being gaslit because I am vouching for my our wife's credibility in the growth she has shown, I simply do not know what else to tell you.

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>>73197771
I think you are entirely mistaken, it's like 4-5 guys.

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im all of them

[Anonymous No.]

I'm 6 guys

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>>73198173
Hi 6, welcome

[Anonymous No.]

how much longer until she's back, i have nothing to do

[Anonymous No.]

in other threads I have larped as up to 6 people and you guys didn't notice ut

[Anonymous No.]

Three (3) white ribbon accounts are me

[Anonymous No.]

husbands, how are you preparing yourself for the bad news when she comes back?

[Anonymous No.]

trying to rid myself of all feeling or emotion connected with shondo, I want to sleep but don't want to listen to her voice
want to watch vods but know it'll just ruin me
I'll be here if she ever returns but until then it's best i try and forget, else i'll just be stuck in a mental loop for months
i miss her something fierce

[Anonymous No.]

dunno if i'm prepared to be widowed in my 30's but i won't be marrying again after should it come to that

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>>73198759
I'm bracing myself for if she goes full yuko after her break.

[Anonymous No.]

never believing in love again and becoming a man whore

[Anonymous No.]

>>73198759
I'm prepared for anything

[Anonymous No.]

spend your time decoding the message hidden in her final letter, i've already got a few words

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>>73198759
>when she comes back
haha...

[Anonymous No.]

my shoggers in christ it's day 2

[Anonymous No.]

>shondo has an episode
>klubposting stops

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>>73195646
just ignore the retards. Its going to be a looong break if you don't

[Anonymous No.]

>>73199376
Suit yourself. Every day just zips by while I argue with retards.

[Anonymous No.]

they want you to go away and not pay attention so they can get away with it. knowers know

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>>73198323
No one knows, including her.

[Anonymous No.]

weaponizing her mental health is disgusting, please find the nearest rope and hang from it. get creative with it in fact. impress people on your way out.

[Anonymous No.]

I loved my gold digger of a wife

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>>73199678
yeah, she probably should stop weaponizing her mental illness

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Gn lads
Don't forget, it's better to bury your emotions and gaslight yourself into feeling better than it is to become depressed and doom post publicly in twitter
Unironically no one wants to see that and the only purpose it serves is to make others worse
At the same time, expect the worst and simulate your emotions now in advance in order to prepare and lessen the blow when it happens for real

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>>73199021
at least she'd have a good reason to unlike yuko. their situations aren't comparable. i wouldn't even hate shondo for it and i'd keep loving her anyway.

[Anonymous No.]

it reeks of boobros in here

[Anonymous No.]

prepared to support my wife as a friend going forward

[Anonymous No.]

>>klubposting stops
meds?

[Anonymous No.]

>becomes a contestant on a British TV show
>fakes hiatus to have time to be in it
>she loses in the first round to a bunch of actual 12 year olds
>she's Trapped forever in the tower
>MFW

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>>73200392
>if i did something like that i'd kill myself
wdsmbt

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shes going to come back then spend a whole stream mentioning a bunch of peoples names and her reasons as to why she doesnt love them and doesnt want them around, then shes going to say my name and say she only loves me and and is going to spend rest of eternity with me

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>>73200615

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>>73200615
yeah, im thinking that i made this post

[Anonymous No.]

My mother has assured me that shondo being able to recognise when she's ill and needs rest and help is huge and a good sign
When I told her what happened her first action was to blame me for it though, for the first time she didn't joke about shondo having a hidden agenda which somewhat worries me. It means she knows this is serious, she asked me if I cried and of course I lied and said no. She said I'd paused before answering so she clearly means a lot to me, never really though about it
Women are kinda freaky with emotions, who needs therapy when you've got a mother that listens

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>vote whether or not to have threads during hiatus
>”no” wins
>threads made anyway
>they’re dogshit
Who would’ve guessed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>73200567
she meant that she would kill fallenshadow and live on simply as *

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>>73201244
if only the people who voted no didnt come to the thread maybe the threads would cease
oh wait you're all here anyway seething away

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>>73201168
your mom sounds pretty on-the-ball
makes me wonder how you ended up a shondophrenic to begin with

[Anonymous No.]

>>73201244
>muh vote
and that matters why?

[Anonymous No.]

>>73201168
you need to be 18 to use this site

[Anonymous No.]

>>73201467
nta, but I didn't talk to my mom about anything important until I was past 30

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>>73201244
you're not helping

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>>73201467
You must be new here, tourists need not reply

[Anonymous No.]

>>73201552
Is this the birth of the racist sith lord?

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>>73201467
My mother and I share everything together, my family are the only people I talk to. Not sure why I would stop talking to them just because I've past a certain age

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>>73201323
what kind of argument is this lmao
>stop eating shit its disgusting
>well maybe if you didnt comment on me eating shit i wouldnt do it
like wtf you are so fucking retarded lmao

[Anonymous No.]

>>73194860
He was 40, morbidly obese and one day his heart just couldn't handle 700mg of caffeine

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>>73201244
yet /here/ you stand

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>>73201676
From my point of view, the White Knights are the niggers.

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>>73200615
Not sure how you inserted yourself into my schizo episode but cool

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>>73201803
in this tortured analogy, you are also eating shit and then mocking the people around you for eating shit while doing it

[Anonymous No.]

>>73201933
im not participating in the thread thus not eating shit
just calling out that you eat shit doesnt mean that i eat shit aswell
shit eater

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>>73201244
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-B1sink-nY&ab_channel=Darkslayer

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>>73201977
>im not participating
could have fooled me with your multiple posts

[Anonymous No.]

I didn't want threads either and said so numerous times. But the world has moved on and here we are. No point crying about it.

[Anonymous No.]

bbc is the best medicine

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DU-RuR-qO4Y

[Anonymous No.]

>>73202030
The world has not moved on
It's moved back

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>>73202126
wrong
its moved black

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>>73201244
nobody said you have to come to the threads when they're made

[Anonymous No.]

I think fallen and we should watch the new documentary on the battles of lexington and Concord by BBC

[Anonymous No.]

Someone should keep baking just to make that one guy mad since it's really funny to see him come shit himself every thread

[Anonymous No.]

I can't believe shondo had to leave right before the new vtuber trend of literally just a sloppy bj started to catch on
shondo would've given us head in her mental state before she left

[Anonymous No.]

the most toothy pathetic blowie from shondo

[Anonymous No.]

actually i apologize i shouldnt honypost in these trying times

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>>73203050
nah, she'd massage the tip of my dick with her soft tongue, like when she's eating yoghurt, greedily licking and softly sucking and dragging her lips across it until i start cumming in her mouth, pump after pump. i'm in complete ecstasy.

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i'm sorry too, i feel ashamed of what i said

[Anonymous No.]

fleece won

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>>73204685
delete this right now
you've been warned

[Anonymous No.]

a ban and a block

[Anonymous No.]

what do you think shes doing right now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>73205020
working hard of course

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>>73205020
Non-shitpost answer: crying and hopefully eating something.

[Anonymous No.]

>>73205020
she's busy

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>>73205020
readin da bread and havin a laff

[Anonymous No.]

i hate seeing shoggers in my 2view's chat

[Anonymous No.]

she's not responding to my dms, do you think it would be inappropriate to threaten suicide?

[Anonymous No.]

>>73205312
i found you, but not them

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>>73205020
DMing with giru

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>>73205699
I think just cutting to the chase and committing suicide is your best option

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>>73205020
i hope she didnt go on the internet all day but all of her friends are there so idk

[Anonymous No.]

>>73205699
depends on who you are

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>>73205020
crying in her bed while thinking she let all of us down

[Anonymous No.]

i hope not

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>>73205020
klubbin, duh. its the weekend shomie

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>>73206059
as she should, she failed all of us

[Anonymous No.]

How can you guys actually be like this. What went wrong in your life to make you this way? I don't want your life story of course. I'm just fascinated you can be this revolting.

[Anonymous No.]

I'm currently 2/3rds through the last thread and I gotta say, it's a total shitshow. You should all be disappointed in yourselves. This angel of a girl is in mental and physical shambles yet you're acting like this?
If this thread isn't any better, I'm shitting in all of your pants.

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i got some bad news for ya lel

[Anonymous No.]

>>73207304
Abandon hope, and the thread

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>>73207225
What, thinking about her goin to da klub?

[Anonymous No.]

the klub is my living room with its good yet reasonably priced sound system

[Anonymous No.]

the klub is my pants because its party time if you know what I mean

[Anonymous No.]

sissy hypno klub brainworms schizo derek shadow weekend wife

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BO-iKVlPz8I

[Anonymous No.]

never thought about it that way before

[Anonymous No.]

https://youtu.be/lL2ZwXj1tXM

[Anonymous No.]

fallenshondy got me bricked
my balls lookin' like masonry
got shiggas lined up on em'
i'm blastin' lead cumshots you stupid fuck

[Anonymous No.]

the shadow has fallen...
naur...

[Anonymous No.]

got shondy doin' poses
called that bitch shadow pornia
i'm smokin' Barbie kush
i'm high on Wax Harpoon running reps on Koikatsu
don't test me you piece of shit

[Anonymous No.]

https://youtu.be/dZLfasMPOU4
Shondo can't you see

[Anonymous No.]

I’d wax har poon if you know what im getting at

[Anonymous No.]

>>73210454
unneeded

[Anonymous No.]

i wouldnt

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BO-iKVlPz8I

[Anonymous No.]

giving shondo a hair growth serum so you can have the hairy shussy

[Anonymous No.]

i hope she finds a nice man
maybe a handsome healthcare worker at the shrink

[Anonymous No.]

my pillow is yellow
my hat is Norse
i am You i am Him
i'm smokin' spinks cat
i'm punchin' holes in walls
needin' somethin' to fuck

[Anonymous No.]

https://youtu.be/8vRYot0s28A I cant believe shes fucking dead

[Anonymous No.]

wifes gone and possibly for good, the worlds empty now but we’ll meet again in the next


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=P4bKZT_Eg4A

[Anonymous No.]

im going to make her happy

[Anonymous No.]

nah, she'll win :)

[Anonymous No.]

We smokin' slime
Smokin' that Kitanya, south African
Furburger deluxe, Mega Shondillions scratcher, skunk, Shogga kush
We smokin' Otis gunk
I'm on twelve Vicodin, smokin' on Scooby-Doo dick

[Anonymous No.]

she won me

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Started the third subathon stream and her breakdown at missing her family made me realize something: After (and during, I'm sure) this hiatus, she is going to blame herself for being out of commission, feeling like she's let her family down and to some extent us, by not streaming.
If I am correct in that assumption, then I have a statement I would like to make and hope to God she reads it:

Shadow, you know that you can be selfish sometimes, right dear? You can take time for yourself so that you feel better and get healthy and not die for at least another 70 years. Your family and us understand. Anyone worth giving a shit about isn't upset at you for this, nor do they think you are weak or pathetic. If they are upset at you or do think you are weak or pathetic, they are delusional pieces of shit that you should not give a single fuck about, ever.
You are loved and wanted, sweetheart, and you being in pain and stressed out and hating yourself hurts those that care about you, too. So, if you want to make it up to everybody, take as long as you need to feel 100% again and never feel guilty about it or how long it took. Promise that to the people who have you in their hearts always...please?

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>>73213347
first good post since the announcement

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>>73213347
i think shes weak and pathetic

[Anonymous No.]

>>73213036
ruh roh

[Anonymous No.]

>>73213347
shondo (for ctrl + f)

[Anonymous No.]

email it to her idiot, she doesnt read here

[Anonymous No.]

>>73213347
You cannot save her from herself

[Anonymous No.]

>>73213465
no

[Anonymous No.]

shes in the klub inside my heart

[Anonymous No.]

darling please spend all the time you need at da klub B)

[Anonymous No.]

>>73214128
show me a good post then
you cant

[Anonymous No.]

do your own reps, you cant teach a shogger to drink

[Anonymous No.]

>>73198173
MOOOOOODS MINOR IN THREAD

[Anonymous No.]

i love you e

[Anonymous No.]

>>73215307
enough to carve her name in your arm or are you not baruman?

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>>73214048
She said not to email her and I don't think she'll be checking a business email during her break if she's smart.
Plus I'm a 1-month newfag. She's interacted with me a good bit, but there's no reason she should give a fuck about anything I say and I don't blame her.

[Anonymous No.]

uuuuuuuuu i miss her so much already

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>>73215447
did he really? kinda based

[Anonymous No.]

>>73215515
anon was mostly shitposting but people are constantly trying to bait shoggas to mess up like that so be warned

[Anonymous No.]

do you think she would like this picture of this cat

[Anonymous No.]

yes

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>>73213347
i second this

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>>73216584
Oh, if I did email her, it would be with a throwaway email. I have amassed about 20 of them over the years.
>inb4 rookie numbers

[Anonymous No.]

what does otis have to say about this hiatus

[Anonymous No.]

he's probably extremely excited about all of the hugs he'll get and the biscuits he'll be able to make on her chest
greedy fukin manager, lucky bastard.

[Anonymous No.]

>>73217323
"I really dislike minorities"

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>>73191550
This. I can't believe how much cuter it makes her when she's already cute as it is.

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>>73217323
Probably ecstatic because it means more personal time with her. He already gets more affection than any husband.

[Anonymous No.]

>shondo anti-'affirmative action'
and you all tried to tell me she wasn't the wee bit based
even the SCotUS bows before the opinions of my beloved

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>>73218303
I get so jealous every time he's on stream. Especially the movie watchalongs when he's being a little shit.

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>>73218644
I liked when she calls (you) 'daddy' when she's talking to Otis about us. It's wholesome. Makes me unable to wait for the days when she'll do the same to our children...all 14 of them (numbers accurate as of 2027; subject to change in the future.)

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>>73218448
what? meds.

[Anonymous No.]

>>73219222
watch streams maybe?
https://youtu.be/tEtQx7wqjsI?si=quXXD34QIXz4cGEo&t=6429

[Anonymous No.]

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>>73220039
Why is there a dick drawn on my face?

[Anonymous No.]

>My wife that randomly goes out her way to say ‘racism le bad’ and shits on the people in her rich White town for being ‘racist’ and how shes NOT like them at all is actually a le hekin based TND loving chud like me!

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>>73220292
>racism le bad
>whether or not someone is let into uni should not be based on the colour of their skin
Yes, these two are logically compatible. What is your point?

[Anonymous No.]

you obviously meant ‘based’ in the racist chud way, and people that think shes like that need not shoot themselves, same with the people that complain about transgenders in her audience when she would way rather have them than the /pol/like audience that someone slipped in

[Anonymous No.]

I spend 90% of my time on twitch watching shondo, 5% nina, and 5% everyone else.
I just checked and I have 8 gifted subs, half to people I've never watched -- is that normal?

[Anonymous No.]

yeah that's literally how gifted subs work. it's random who gets them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>73220949
u using chatterino? when i setup my stalking station i got gifted subs for a shitload of channels

[Anonymous No.]

>>73221139
Ah, yes I am. Maybe the algorithm tilts according to time in any chat.

[Anonymous No.]

>>73221052
I'm sure there is some randomness involved, but it's not random. 100% of my gifted subs have been for vtubers, and I get a lot of loli and GFE subs.

[Anonymous No.]

you lost

[Anonymous No.]

>>73222922
I never lose

[Anonymous No.]

no...

[Anonymous No.]

nah, i'll win :)

[Anonymous No.]

I’ve already won, in this life and the next

[Anonymous No.]

>>73223130

[Anonymous No.]

My wife has a lovely smile.

[Anonymous No.]

i am rotating a happy shondo in my mind

[Anonymous No.]

shonnegans wake

[Anonymous No.]

Taking Shondo to the park to feed the ducks.