How do I cope with my osbi being the only thing in life that keeps me going?

[Anonymous No.]

I know it's pointless. I know it won't bring me long term happiness or go anywhere. I make good $ but it doesn't make me happy. What the fuck can I do?

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>>7219994
Stop watching vtubers and tough grass, unironically.

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>>7219994
Superchat to your oshi will make you happy

[Anonymous No.]

How much do you make

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>>7219994
People will argue against me to the death but an animated streamer is one of the least gay things that keep people going these days.

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>>7219994
You should probably kill yourself

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>>7220033
What's the most gay?

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>>7220021
130k. Just an average pathetic tech douchebag.

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>>7219994
Keep your oshi but try to find something else that gives you a bit of happiness when she's not streaming. Do it for her.

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>>7220065
Science

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>>7220144
Kinda based

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>>7220144
Not based.

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>>7220086
found the problem
you followed the career for "nerds who don't know what they want to do with their lives"

[Anonymous No.]

therapy.

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>>7220193
It's actually about the most controversial thing you can possibly say these days. It's really funny to watch just about any given person lose their minds when you say something about science being a waste of time and money. Its like the reaction people think they'll get when they say God isn't real.

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>>7219994
>I know it won't bring me long term happiness or go anywhere
But isn't that just life in general? As long as it makes you happy+doesn't hurt anyone else, why not enjoy the ride while it lasts?

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>>7219994
>How do I cope with my osbi being the only thing in life that keeps me going?
you shouldn't. a life like that is not worth living, and anything keeping you in it is just a trap.

[Anonymous No.]

I managed to survive after finding out that my oshi is a lesbian. You can do the same.

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>>7220220
How the fuck could you explain any of this to a therapist? "Go to therapy" is a weak cop-out answer that only amounts to just telling the other person to shut up and fuck off. Therapy only works for normies with normie problems.

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>>7220144
kek

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>>7222485
For real lol. I had to tell my doc that a family member died when Coco retired so she'd up my meds. What do you even say to people

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>>7219994
become someone your oshi would love

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>>7222520
you be honest with them lol if you're not honest with your doc/psych/therapist no shit they can't do anything to help with the root cause of why you're feeling the way you are

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>>7222485
wow, so you've really never been to therapy? you should try it, one session is cheaper than an akasupa, too. you'll be surprised.

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>>7222520
>What do you even say to people
generally, people stop pointing and laughing once you're out of high school. your fear is irrational.

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>>7219994
>how do i cope with my cope.
the absolute state of gosling.

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>>7220086
Kill yourself.

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>>7219994
You enjoy every moment with your oshi while you can and off yourself when she graduates.

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>>7220007
There is no way to touch grass unironically because touch grass doesn't refer to anything unironically besides "walk outside" and being outside doesn't change anything
You need places to actually go but the whole point is that there's nowhere to go

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>>7219994
Call your mom. She misses hearing from you.

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>>7219994
>How do I cope with my osbi being the only thing in life that keeps me going?
You just do.
Society makes people deeply unhappy, while also building up the expectation and false reality that everyone be/is happy.
The vast majority of people aren't and don't know how to be.
>>7220086
>130k
Get /biz/pilled, build up about 500k - 3M in savings, quit your job and learn how to do something else.