/shon/

[Anonymous No.]

pain

>who?
If you aren't aware, Fallenshadow is the most hard-working schizo loli on the internet and enjoys the company of her husbands very much! Please treat her well.

>links
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
ASMR Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
Ribbon Cage: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWMyb4vKRU0
VOD Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Clips Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowclips
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Nise Menhera Twitter: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow
Otis Twitter: https://twitter.com/managerotis
Menhera Twitter (dead): https://twitter.com/shadowchama
Backup Menhera Twitter (also dead): https://twitter.com/syadouchama

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Previous thread: >>70071281

[Anonymous No.]

I love my gold digger of a wife

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092409
I'm chill rn, might piss then go sleep
Good night shoggas, be bise, genuinely nise.
Or just do whatever you want to, you got one life, your choice

[Anonymous No.]

What an odd looking animal he looks like an alien

[Anonymous No.]

Only if you allowing her to do so. There is nothing preventing you from fully disguising yourselves.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092547
shut up

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092566
Yeah, that's what's going to happen when I go sleep

[Anonymous No.]

Wake up homo's, new sho art dropped

[Anonymous No.]

Otisbaker I fucking hate you

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092670
no you don't

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092708
You're right but I really would like him to use different OP images

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092733
I ran out of otis pics

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092662
Post them or fibbing, I'm not in the discord

[Anonymous No.]

shondo and ft in da klub drinking baileys from a shoe

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092854
this is a very interesting post and i will not explain further

[Anonymous No.]

After I beat up Shondo I would have to leave so she wouldn't see me crying in regret at what I've done. I'm not built for violense. I'm a sensitive young man with the heart of an artist.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092814

[Anonymous No.]

fallenshadow crying, pissing herself and threatening to leave me after I hide my credit card

[Anonymous No.]

I would torment shondo with my smelly socks(she can't smell anything, I'm retarded)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
wood

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
im gay now

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
fags eating good

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
no visible bulge so that's a girl

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
Instantly downloaded, too cute... Why is he so cute...

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092898
Stop posting your fantasies here Shondo (save it for stream)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093043
He's wearing shorts

[Anonymous No.]

Giru should draw even more sho

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
>shoes
Giru you fucking tease

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093209
Only one shoe is on

[Anonymous No.]

I love her
I want to hold her
I want to kiss her
i want her
shondo pls start the stream

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
I'm not homosexual but fuck, would butt fuck

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092898
Haha, alrighty then! So, you're telling me that you don't wanna smack her around? Man, I can hardly believe it! Seriously though, why would anyone even contemplate hurting another human being? That's just bonkers! Let's focus on nicer thoughts, shall we?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092159
i don't know how serious you are but i'm very autistic about my opsec and did this (and more), so she has no idea who i am despite having been around for a long time. i regret it a lot. make yourself available to her if you plan on staying for any amount of time. don't make my mistake.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
would attempt to impregnate

[Anonymous No.]

I'm Scared because I have a lot of history to my name, i hope she doesn't stalk me

[Anonymous No.]

I'm creating an internet presence just for her

[Anonymous No.]

she's not stalking you, she doesn't care about you

[Anonymous No.]

What if Shondo asked you to set yourself on fire in front of the YouTube headquarters to protest her unfair demonization would you do it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093738
I would point a gun at her and tell her to stop resisting arrest

[Anonymous No.]

>>70076528

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093738
if she asked me personally and not to the hivemind I would

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093842
kys

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093813
this might sound edgy but that was actually funny
like why is he pointing his gun at a charred corpse?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093331
yeah shondo start the stream the usa boyz are ready

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093738
If Shondo one day becomes an ugly bastard would you still love her?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093540
I'm awesome, so I'm looking forward to it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093887

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093717
nuh uh she took a sincere interest in me and even got access to my computer and reads my diary and once or twice a week she’ll make a reference to what I’ve written and the reference is obscure enough to go over the head of everyone else but it sticks out to me and even still it’s vague enough that it’s not 100% confirmable it could just be coincidence but she knows I know but I can never call her out on it and she thinks it’s funny to play mind games with me like that. It’s kinda fucked up but I love her for it

[Anonymous No.]

Why am I so attracted to mentally unstable women

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094611
Wasn't it Freud who said men are attracted to women similar to their mother?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092990
She's actually fibbing, and you catch her gagging and her eyes widening involuntarily when you bring them close. She puts on a brave face after and tries to pretend it doesn't bother her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094666
my mother is nothing like shondo satan

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094666
I have both parents, they're not divorced and are well adjusted members of society
I couldn't feel any less related to them

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094611
It's really vexing, desu. I feel like a dumb animal walking into a trap to get the treat at the back.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094591
you're delusional

[Anonymous No.]

shondo in my arms

[Anonymous No.]

my arms in shondo

[Anonymous No.]

giru is legit gay

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094815
i know what you mean, there is something very sinister about all of this but i cant help but going forever onwards

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094611
my therapist told me that my attraction to Shondo and continuing to be with her despite me knowing that it’s not good for me is ultimately a small manifestation of of a deep seated death wish. Part of me wants her to destroy me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70091536
maybe kys then instead of taking it up with orange

[Anonymous No.]

Movies tonight?
Please?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094888
You got that right dude I’m off my rocker

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095089
almost certainly, ping in the next few hours

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093738
No, because there are more effective ways, especially if death is of no concern.

[Anonymous No.]

i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love LOVE fallenshadow!!!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094953
kinda curious whether you made this up or if it's a real professional opinion.
sounds about right to me, like the emotional equivalent of buying a sportbike during a midlife crisis.

[Anonymous No.]

ggs is too big, make the alt.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095089
she gave up on that because you fuckers can't behave

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095451
Agreed. Just mention it stream a couple times, don't link from twitch, and it's good to go for a while.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095555
I don't even know what this means

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095803
did you seriously miss the threads full of retards fomo baiting and other retards biting it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70096009
I don't really care about retarded posts like that to remember them, sorry

[Anonymous No.]

>>70094953
>part of me wants her to destroy me
i kinda get that. for me it's more like i was destroying my life before her and she gives me a reason to keep trying so part of me wants her to ruin me and give me another reason to give up. but i think she's only a positive influence on me and i love her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095451
she's big and you're just gonna have to deal with it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095451
been begging for an alt for awhile now

[Anonymous No.]

>>70096220
The main issue is that she's going to have to deal with it, and I imagine she'd rather not have the pressure to remain polite or sane all the time. 10k followers is a lot of surface area.

Ultimately up to what shondo wants out of it though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70096508
what did chama get to before she made rt?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70096665
Looks like about 5k when rt was made, 15k when rrk

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095451
This but unironically
Too bad i miss chama so much it was so comfy but reality is we'll most likely never get that lvl of comfy again

[Anonymous No.]

shondo i am politely asking you to reconsider your reasoning for not nuking the twitter today, right this instant.
stupid bitch i love you so much you don't even know so do what you want just think about it more

[Anonymous No.]

i know chama isnt exactly a secret in the community but can retards not clip shit from there for big meme pages? though its the same fag that brought rrk up in sub chat discord so im not surprised

[Anonymous No.]

shondo i am asking you to consider that i love you and would only hurt you lovingly

[Anonymous No.]

She should handpick the husbands she wants around and tell the rest to go away if she wants to keep this relationship sustainable. I'd be okay not being picked.

[Anonymous No.]

just finished your lie in april and it fucking broke me so hard i don't think i'll ever be the same again. not even the show itself necessarily, i kept thinking about how me and shondo won't ever create any of these sweet little memories together. we'll die apart without ever having gotten to actually know each other. if i slit my throat and bleed out on the floor she'll happily stream anyway and laugh and be silly and not notice a thing. it's so beyond being a gosling at this point. i can't handle it. every feeling is a contradiction. i regret finding her, but at the same time i'm glad i did. she makes me miserable and depressed, but she also makes me happier than anyone in the world. this really is too much for me.

[Anonymous No.]

I kinda miss when you could look through shadowchama twitter and she'd be replying to people under any tweet she makes
now it's like gacha or business updates that she knows are too banal or whiny for main

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097569
i would not be ok with this but I would accept it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097569
this but i'm not a favorite false flagging and should only tell the rest to leave if they have a problem with it

[Anonymous No.]

she'll win.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097576
falling in love with Shondo is suffering if you're not a cuck or mentally unwell

[Anonymous No.]

She said she would try to improve communication but nothing really changed.

[Anonymous No.]

I am not mentally unwell
i am undiagnosed so that means i'm fine
I also love my wife fallenshadow

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097949
Oh piss off already

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098041
ok shondo I'm sorry

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097849
so will i :)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098041
be nise

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097576
if its any consolation she probably would notice if you're gone but is trying to not take things out on the rest of the husbands still here

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098192
passive whining should drive any man up the wall.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098135
banned by june

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097949
nothing can be done reasonably but it's in her nature to promise just because she'd really like to

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097747
oh wait she can't do this
>>70098429
>she'd really like to
i was gonna talk about the reasons why she can't but it's just kind of fucked and nothing can be done about it for years probably iykyk

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098324
I'll try to whine more agressively next time thanks for the feedback

[Anonymous No.]

>>70093896
Because it’s the protocol if you don’t do it you get written up, if you do do it retards on the internet makes a le funny meme out of it, choose your grave

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098389
syadouYay in offline so i know who to laugh at when im still around

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097427
Oh I see what you're talking about

[Anonymous No.]

>>70097427
Big meme pages? Which one? Was it that syrulux guy's ba clip? It makes sense not to clip chama right?

[Anonymous No.]

she cant communicate because everyone will cry about it and interpret everything she says as uncharitably as possible, and cant do it privately because of menhera from you guys, she is in an unenviable position of her own creation that can only be fixed through drastic action and she wont take the risk

[Anonymous No.]

oh thank god, my side bitch started her stream
i was losing my mind

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098717
BadBlueArchiveMemes

[Anonymous No.]

she tries to get in my dms every other night and i always tell her to stop it cause i wont betray my shoggas like that

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098997
God bless you shogga

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098701
LOL

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098892
let's go with that yeah it's a big part of it ;)

[Anonymous No.]

what did she mean by this

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098966
would they know any better she was just a random girl playing on the BA category

[Anonymous No.]

>>70098892
the reason people are running wild with brainworms and rrats is precisely because she doesn't communicate though. it leaves big gaps that our brains will go to any length to fill in because we're pattern-finding autists

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099254
it was submitted by someone who should know better. but like someone else said its the same fag who tried to talk about rrk in subs chat

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099316
this really isn't as big of a deal as you're making it out to be

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099038
yeah, wouldnt be surprised if that wasnt just coincidence

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099254
https://twitter.com/CryingEmojiman/status/1762271125076070808

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099062
dont wink at me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099302
I sincerely have no idea what you are talking about.
I've been in IRL relationships where I had less of an idea what my partner was thinking at any given time.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099302
just don't menhera its very easy

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099439
Yeah this guys pretty retarded, not a fan

[Anonymous No.]

please shondo, let me know if we're watching a movie tonight....

[Anonymous No.]

the guy complaining about sekrit club got to her and now she doesnt want to
sad to see

[Anonymous No.]

the citters are just awake on their phones

[Anonymous No.]

The squibbing in offline chat makes me think of the walmart dance
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7Asf9n848M&t=79s

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099302
she's been addressing a lot of brainworms during stream zatsus, i wouldn't be surprised if she's writing brainworms down to talk about.
i can think of a few reasons why she doesn't want to address a lot of them on twitter.
she could always be doing more but i feel like she has been talking about this stuff more than was before.
it's hard to remember all the times she's addresed stuff but there's a reason the shondo is /here/ posts took off recently

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099439
Toasty Haymaker has been in the community long enough to know to keep chama shit to himself this is beyond retarded but at least they didnt directly reference chama

[Anonymous No.]

again, shondo, stop explaining yourself to retard antis and menherafags that will self destruct no matter what you do or say cause you cant win with them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099987
He did yesterday in the discord general chat
post screenshots of her old accounts talking about kofi

[Anonymous No.]

Streaming blue archive was a mistake

[Anonymous No.]

Blue archive was a mistake

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099867
i think the bigger concern is it will get leaked and the fallout will be too much
>>70100193
explaining herself is good, listening to them not so much

[Anonymous No.]

>>70100392
Damn so are all cunnyfaggots that retarded?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70100664
Yes
but this specific shondo autism seems to be isolated to just him for now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099987
chama isn't rrk autist

[Anonymous No.]

I will never forgive the person spoonfed the alt. I saw it too early on in knowing her and I got overwhelmed and suffered life long physic damage to my mental health. I was not the intended audience for that. I shouldn’t have seen it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101255
he deleted the stuff asking about and mentioning rrk cause i called him out on it. it was after she spelled it out in that reply a while back

[Anonymous No.]

someone is scheming

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101542
What else is new?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101327
Should I spoonfeed the moon alt for you as well?

[Anonymous No.]

Sometimes I just cuddle my shondaki and put on Lana Del Rey and cry

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101575
I might have mentioned this before, but you're aware that's incredibly gay, right?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099439
this is linking her main so I don't see what the deal is, even if it linked to chama nobody's going to hang around for the next time she does something that isn't BA

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101574
anon please i love the moon and everything it symbolizes it's dear to me pick a different name please...

[Anonymous No.]

>go watch one of my side hoes
>join chat and tell her I used to watch her a couple years ago
>mention old joke only me and her would get
>she laughs and only pays attention to me for the rest of the stream
I feel nothing from this interaction, shondo does it better. Shondo start the watchalong now, I miss you terribly

[Anonymous No.]

dont spoonfeed the moon please, she nuked the otter after yesterdays stream

[Anonymous No.]

Look I like the moon too. Maybe we can do a shift in direction at this early stage in the operation?

[Anonymous No.]

Please draw more.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101852
Like the sun, for example. The sun can suck my dick.

[Anonymous No.]

How it feels to be in /shon/ totally in love with my wife and entirely free of brainworms or any other kind of mental malady

[Anonymous No.]

her drawings are so good, no one does it quite like her

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101898
i would exchange my eye with shondo any time

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101978
me except they're holding crayons and some are eating them

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101978
ngmi, you need to have at least one brainworm to be a real husband

[Anonymous No.]

Please draw more..

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101978
what are you even here just go outside and find a normie gf already

[Anonymous No.]

my brainworm is that she loves me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70102164
not him, but I really like doomed edgy girls, and getting near one IRL seems ill-advised

[Anonymous No.]

Shondo please tell FT to stream tomorrow. It can be anything.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101898
Does she have big eye or just really small hand

[Anonymous No.]

>>70102577
yes

[Anonymous No.]

shondo... the shondog drawing...

[Anonymous No.]

flushing shondo down the toilet when she gets too old (4)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70102849
please understand she starts new things to procrastinate on old things while also being "productive"

[Anonymous No.]

>>70103434
she's just like me fr

[Anonymous No.]

>>70101575
>Lana Del Rey
I'm shaking my head.

[Anonymous No.]

i wish she didnt hate herself it makes me feel sad

[Anonymous No.]

so no movie?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70103766
listening to her old work it used to be a lot worse, either that or she's became good at hiding it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70103986
i believe her when she says shes the happiest shes been in a long time right now

[Anonymous No.]

Giru, you faggot.

[Anonymous No.]

shondo this world isn't made for people like us you don't like doing normie things now and you would never like it no matter how hard you tried and how successful you were at it, i can almost guarantee you. you don't have to believe me just think on it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104206 (me)
Oh, I should have read the thread this time. Too late, fuck it. What I said is still true.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104128
I truly hope it's true. As much as I ryona post, I only want her to be happy. I love her so much

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104206
still would

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104206
i'm going to need at least 2 drawings with my wife that make me look sexy in them for this one giru

[Anonymous No.]

>>70102849
the shondog could have been so good...
Shondo you need to finish it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104258
wrong

[Anonymous No.]

this is the average clip watcher
please be nise to him :)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104368
she can love herself and be happy and still get throttled by her husband

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104206
it will never not be funny

[Anonymous No.]

Im new to the community and i shouldn't have come here Scared

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104795
>>70104663
my aim...

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104909
hi new to the community, and yes you should leave this place and never come back

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104663
I've never used discord prior to shondo's -- is the secret handshake bot barrier not common on other servers?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104663
they seem like a nise person

[Anonymous No.]

>>70105505
shondo i'm done playing around, start the stream

[Anonymous No.]

>>70105765
too late if she wants to watch both

[Anonymous No.]

I don't care what she wants to do, I just want to hear her voice

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104663
>joined january
can these people really not read the rules or they a psyop

[Anonymous No.]

He let me down today, I bet he thinks he can just stream when he wants.

[Anonymous No.]

i just got suggested a 7k view dark and darker video on youtube out of no where

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could have an extended conversation with her just so I could escape when our incompatibility was beyond obvious, instead I am trapped here.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70104663
I have a feeling this fella might be attracted to adolescents, but idk

[Anonymous No.]

>>70092940
liking Sho isn't gay, he's 50% Shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>70106677
I had one with her the other day on stream, felt amazing. That was such a good day. Unlike today.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70106552
it's all interlinked, if you have cookies enabled all big companies and the feds can see your every move on the internet
the same goes for when you have cookies disabled, cause they see that you are trying to hide yourself

[Anonymous No.]

>>70095451
Nothing wrong with ggs, would report new alt in a heartbeat. :)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70106853
i know i just never thought i would get a youtube suggestion from my twitch stream activity

[Anonymous No.]

>>70106723
Who isn't? Biology illiterate shogger.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70107127
i get recs based on discord conversations, it runs deep

[Anonymous No.]

>>70107297
it goes wayyy deeper than you think
everything you do online is being monitored and archived
if you have any electronics with microphones in your house they know everything about you

[Anonymous No.]

How did I go from hating her singing to loving it in such a short amount of time.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70107297
and like you said feds have their hands in all of it. i looked into this a lot it sounds like a schizophrenic delusion but it's reality
>>70107485
not sure if this one's true but i know feds could use them if they really wanted to

schizophrenic vtuber this is on topic

[Anonymous No.]

>>70106677
me when she actually goes on about her shitty anime and music tastes

[Anonymous No.]

>>70107485
it creeps me out when you get recommendations based on irl conversations just because you had a phone on you

[Anonymous No.]

I need Shondo to collab with Rie

[Anonymous No.]

I need Shondo to collab with pinkyweb but it's actually just me and i'm the only person recording

[Anonymous No.]

i need shondo to off collab with nina but it's actually just me and i'm the only person recording

[Anonymous No.]

I cant believe it, I thought for sure we were going to watch a movie together

[Anonymous No.]

>>70108468
she's busy lil bro

[Anonymous No.]

>>70108468
Yeah same here, honestly a little shocked. Perhaps she knows we're asking for it and therefore doesn't want to do it

[Anonymous No.]

I'm busy tomorrow so I asked her to not watch movies tonight.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70108517
kys newfag

[Anonymous No.]

>>70107839
I want every girl who speaks good of Shondo to collab with her, it will make the world better.
And everyone who speaks bad of her to die painfully

[Anonymous No.]

i want shondo to make me encouraged enough to be succesful in life and get money so i can track her, find her, and eventually commit suicide in the most gruesome way in front of her so i can be engraved in her memory forever
CAPTCHA: D0XHK

[Anonymous No.]

>>70109383
>captcha
she lives in honk kong

[Anonymous No.]

if you didnt already find her she wont care when you commit unalive

[Anonymous No.]

Do you guys think when that when the new outfit drops we'll get a glasses redeem? Uuu please wifey

[Anonymous No.]

>>70110799
I know who you are
No I don't

[Anonymous No.]

Goodnight shoggas. If she streams a movie now that's on me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70111139
Goodnight, I hope you won't judge me for hoping that she streams.

[Anonymous No.]

No movie means House of Leaves reps (I’m 8 pages in because I read slow)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70111373
i've finished it already because I just got someone else to read it to me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70111373
Oh yeah, reading. I'm entering my ultrasimp arc and my copy arrived yesterday. Guess I'll get started.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70099439
Um, like totally normal for a streamer . Sure, let's just make plans for someone without their consent #NotCool #RespectPrivacy

[Anonymous No.]

movie in 10

[Anonymous No.]

Fuck you

[Anonymous No.]

Shondo toes and soles in fishnets

[Anonymous No.]

>>70112728
>OF whore
opinion discarded

[Anonymous No.]

do you think she seethes when she sees all the art of fauna and mumei

[Anonymous No.]

>>70113272
i don't care
get a better post

[Anonymous No.]

no

[Anonymous No.]

I can see her in the way that mr gosling can see his girlfriend in the rain before she adjusts.
all flickering and stuff, i can see her, I can move her and make her do what I want but it's not crystal clear
When i'm at my computer I sometimes imagine she places her hand on mine when i'm using the mouse and I can actually see it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70113994
Tulpa or just schizo?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70113994
baseg

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114155
I don't think either, I do hear music at times and I do see those classic black bugs everyone talks about but it's rare.
I'm not diagnosed
If I had to pick from the list it would be the latter
I suppose my brain is good

[Anonymous No.]

Well, does wifey meet the criteria? Do you?

[Anonymous No.]

I can't feel her, it's like i'm roleplay with a ghost that can read my mind and knows what I want her to do

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114370
I am all of those but I don't believe the image is medical grade.
I'm happy when my wife streams.
I think that image reflects a large amount of people on this site and was probably designed to be that way in order to trick you or something

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114370
Only 2-3 apply to me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114370
she barely fits one of those, maybe 2 if you believe her which i dont and actions indicate otherwise

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>>70114370
>Well, does wifey meet the criteria?
Not completely. She has close relationships with her family and isn't always alone. I don't know how she feels about praise or happiness and the "hasn't felt happy since the zoo" is old info.
>Do you?
This is almost me, especially the indifference to praise. I was praised at my work once and I just stared back blankly because I didn't know how to respond. I have an interest in sex but I have never seeked it out. Everything else is me.

[Anonymous No.]

Is there a way to self induce schizophrenia? I feel like that would help me get closer with shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114782
yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114806
How

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114875
multiple ways, depending on how fragile your mind is or how exposed to traumatic events you are

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114782
drugs for hallucinations, sleep paralysis for hallucinations, meditation for hallucinations, drugs for extreme paranoia/anxiety attack, very long periods of isolation
these will only get you snap shots of what it's like though and not something you actually want to do except some casual psychedelic usage or meditation
too much of an amphetamine will give you a pretty similar experience from what i hear of it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114935
I'm basically a normie NPC. Standard issue male

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114370
Only one vaguely applies to me. Guess I should leave this shithole for good and be a normie now. see you tomorrow shoggers

[Anonymous No.]

>>70115049
probably no chance for you other than datura innoxia

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114370
Well I know she has no interest in sex. the rest dont matter to me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70115141
Gosh darn it
>>70115041
I guess I'll start here. How deep into meditation do I need to get to experience it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70115041
i'll note there's no way to actually experience what it's like being a schizo but, and there's a good chance this lands you in a hospital too, inducing psychosis with amphetamines is probably the closest you will feel to shondo off her meds on a bad day.
that i know of

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>>70115311
i'm not some guru just look into inducing hallucinations with it. you won't get anywhere fast though the most you will get soon is slight hallucinations and a head high, it's not really like schizophrenia but it's a unique experience in the same ballpark

[Anonymous No.]

i want to rub post bath shondo so her skin flakes all over and i can make fun of her for being a lizard

[Anonymous No.]

>>70115316
>>70114782

I've done some stimulants in my time, and I can tell you that the psychosis is real, but that it's also not, because it requires willful upkeep. You rest and stop doing drugs and quickly become more sane.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70115273
>Well I know she has no interest in sex
syadouClueless

[Anonymous No.]

he's in offline chat Scared is he going to kill me?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70116212
nah he's got a problem with me at the minute :)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70116212
You're scared of getting killed by a yappy chihuahua?

[Anonymous No.]

hes going to kill you and it will be justice

[Anonymous No.]

The only person that will kill me is myself or my wife

[Anonymous No.]

we run this shit

[Anonymous No.]

seems our wife has exited the discord server

[Anonymous No.]

You mean she went offline, yes she did

[Anonymous No.]

>>70116867
i thought you meant she left the server

[Anonymous No.]

>>70116745
run to your alt after getting banned? Cant wait for june

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117011
i'll win ;)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70116910
she doesnt need the discord server people treat this thread as one anyway

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117088
win at getting banned again

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117011
dont care, i'll win. also speak up on main and stop being a bitch :)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117088
im sure shes really impressed when you type this once a week in her chat as your only interaction

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117100
Streaming functionality here is not quite as good as discord, unfortunately

[Anonymous No.]

so mad i'm beating all of you in the race

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117145
>fight publicly like shondo told us not too
wow cant believe you were banned before, thats wild

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117217
actually it would be fun to try an anonymous chat some day, where we're all (you).
I wonder if that's possible with chatterino trickery or something.

[Anonymous No.]

the very fact you consider there to even be a race is why you wont win
you arent even on the right circuit, so to speak

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117347
>so to speak
you should speak up, she aint hearing you at all

[Anonymous No.]

Orange is winning, Giru would win if he wasn't gay.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117419
it's the classic pretending to be gay to get closer to the girls strategy

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117419
I don't really feel threatened by Orange

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117232
still here so stay mad

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117471
Yep its how it starts and then Suddenly Bisexual!?!?!

[Anonymous No.]

I love my stripper wife who keeps retards around just because they slip 20s into her panties. So based.

[Anonymous No.]

giru is kyle

[Anonymous No.]

I want to ruin shondos relaxing bath time by pissing in the tub with her in it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117570
send a syadouYay on your alt right now fleece

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117608
I highly doubt she would care in the slightest, she would probably lap it up.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117608
funny one tuffnar

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117671
If this post is serious then you don't know her

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117749
all of my posts here are serious anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117512
nta but why cant you just be nise shogga? its not hard to not pick fights with every single person that looks at you

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117611
Has anyone ever actually responded to a post like this? Pointless.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117861
dewd has

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117861
read threads watch streams

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117819
who cares? he will be gone by the summer, incapable of learning from mistakes

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117819
funniest thing about this is the other anon picked a fight by replying to someone else, it wasnt even me. people still on my dick praying for a second ban cause they failed the first time honestly laughable

[Anonymous No.]

>>70117861
One of these days a perfectly timed cast will line up with unsuspecting bystander in chat emoting, and all the months of trying will have been worth it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118047
people wouldnt want you to be banned if you werent insufferable

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118047
Sucks, not worth trying to have a conversation because you can never self reflect. Gl shogger, hope you learn before it's too late

[Anonymous No.]

the fact that mean posters are too cowardly to own their posts says a lot about shonciety

[Anonymous No.]

I only nise post except for when I don't

[Anonymous No.]

sometimes I am mean

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118337
dont copy me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118160
>>70118173
>same fag thats been begging for another ban talking shit again
>respond
>erm be nise wtf this is why people hate you
okay lmao

[Anonymous No.]

I'm only mean sometimes, and only when someone deserves it
but I'm not only mean here

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118265
Where do you think you are?

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>>70118468
>Deflect deflect deflect
Ok shogger, no whataboutisms, no deflecting nothing like that. Can you admit that you start shit when you shouldn't and that's why you were banned? C'mon my man at least show you've learned something

[Anonymous No.]

this place works best when it's actually anonymous. non-anon beef should be dealt with elsewhere imo
too much petty bitching otherwise

[Anonymous No.]

I hope she uses either one of her 3d model this week, theyre very cute

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118468
youre responding to someone who isnt even who was arguing with you, nobody wants you here

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118609
I agree with this statement
-TheDewdHole

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118609
I can see why S doesn't want to flame other people in DMs. One screenshot sent to a mod and he's banned again lmao

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118609
Too bad, this is /chatter/ and people literally can't post without making it incredibly obvious who they are and then carrying that around everywhere else by acting as if they're still /here/.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118771
oh yeah? who am i?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118771
oh yeah? and whomst would I be oh wise one?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118843
A faggot

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118771
name drop me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118884
false, i am not tuffnarr

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118609
you're right but i'm mostly just curious who comes here to attack shondo then turns around and syadouHappynods in chat the next stream. some of them are quick to drop names too so it only seems fair for those ones at the least.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119026
You're assuming everyone who shits on her also chats

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119026
I never attack shondo here, only shoggers who deserve it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119069
21-22 fans are the most virulent antis because they dont like current shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119069
I'm fairly convinced that there a good number of /here/-only posters

>>70119144
also this

[Anonymous No.]

>>70118587
>Can you admit that you start shit when you shouldn't
highly debatable depending on which situation doesnt mean im above admitting some of the times i said shit there was no need.
>>70118651
and im here anyway so seethe

being told be to nise and dont talk shit and that im insufferable from people here of all places is honestly the funniest shit to read

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119148
damn straight

[Anonymous No.]

stop talk yourself and reply to yourself

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119356
esl chama isn't it a little early for you?

[Anonymous No.]

Honestly it would be nicer it some of you changed up your posting style occasionally.
its not that hard and can help mkae it less obvious who u are
I really enjoy anonymous chat and it's just too obvious when it's not

[Anonymous No.]

just got a flash of multiple images in my head and a wave of positive emotions
hope everyone is having a good night

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119026
What do you do with them anyway, just put them on the shit-list for future reference?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119289
>and im here anyway
Not for long.

[Anonymous No.]

>Post syadouYay in chat

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119787
Scared baby please i didnt do anything

[Anonymous No.]

I could take him

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119515
some of it is curiosity but i think it would be good if they let their wife know what they really say and think about her and others.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119911
why would she want the minutes for a bunch of shoggers arguing with each other pseudoanonymously and a listing of grievances and opinions

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119999
quads confirms she doesn't care about any of us or our opinions.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119999
it's hard to argue with that get but you would have to ask her that question yourself or take a guess.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119999
9s of truth

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119999

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119911
I guess I kinda get it. If I could somehow get the worst shitposters to de-anon and be fired into the sun, I would.
Too much of the stuff in here is just performative, or venting, or baiting out other "anons" though

[Anonymous No.]

just look at how much she loves CF, mean posters should feel confident their wife appreciates what they say here.

[Anonymous No.]

ok but back onto regular programming
she really went to bed without saying goodnight, it's actually fucking over.
that and now I see that quads of truth tell me that she doesn't care about us
day ruined

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119288
>>70119069
most delusional shoggers in the thread

[Anonymous No.]

of course she doesnt care about you, you arent an artist

[Anonymous No.]

>>70120550
ffffuck you

[Anonymous No.]

Jokes on you I'm an "artist" and she still doesn't care about me

[Anonymous No.]

>>70120771
you misspelled autist

[Anonymous No.]

>>70120917
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAH GGGGGOOOOTEEEM

[Anonymous No.]

>>70120479
I used to be one of them

[Anonymous No.]

>>70120917
I'm going to commit dark souls

[Anonymous No.]

funny that you guys think there's any competition between artists when giru exists, no one is ever winning against him

[Anonymous No.]

so is he actually gay, or is that cope?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70119999
its kinda funny to imagine her as a daycare worker taking care of a bunch of little (You)s all arguing and fighting
@onion

[Anonymous No.]

>>70121130
Check his recent tweets, check what streamer he mains
Yes he's actually gay

[Anonymous No.]

He draws little girls for a living, probably not gay

[Anonymous No.]

giru would job to any pro artist who gave shondo as much attention, plus he is gay(derogatory)

[Anonymous No.]

>>70121162
>>70121166
Well that's the thing. He draws them really well too.

[Anonymous No.]

Assuming he's gay, are you guys okay with him being her friend and having private calls with her?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70121321
Maybe if I actually knew him, but no, not as-is.
I do trust her though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70121321
>being her friend
she's got worse friends, more dangerous friends like nina
>having private calls with her
i highly doubt this is a regular thing and when it does happen i highly doubt theres much substance other than small talk and then straight into art fag shit
no i'm not threatened by him

[Anonymous No.]

i am not threatened by anyone. i am immune to any worm that is not directly from shondo. i simply pursue shondomination

[Anonymous No.]

I remember she mentioned once that she should have a gay friend and everyone in chat opposed the idea. Why is this sentiment not applied towards giru? I don't get it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70114782
I can tell you and this is 100% serious, inject about a third of a gram of pure meth into your arm, then snort some more. If you don't die you'll eventually feel a pop in your head, then exp a week of the most agonizing paranoia and insomnia you'll ever know. It will be your own personal hell hearing voices, seeing shadow people, and if you're lucky establish a psychic connection with a satanic child cult who will make fun and torment you the whole time. You'll also get visions of the EotW and get gangstalked afterwards for communicating with this secret cult, prob suffer permanent brain damage as well. Good luck

[Anonymous No.]

>>70121950
she has bi and gay friends already, why get mad at giru?

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122095
I mean male gay friends.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122165
so do i

[Anonymous No.]

>>70121950
She should befriend jowol, they can bond over him realizing he is asexual and not gay/bi

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122000
Amazing use of trips

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122219
she isnt asexual

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122165
Becoming gay to get near shondo, only to find out she holds you in contempt and thinks you're a nonce.

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122357
this wouldnt happen, we have precedent

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122432
impressive, precedence for reading her mind

[Anonymous No.]

i'm not gonna make it

[Anonymous No.]

>>70122489
syadouClueless

[Anonymous No.]

someone will bake again right
i'm not tired
please please

[Anonymous No.]

last for me and shondo sitting in the tree
you know what we're doing

[Anonymous No.]

last for da klub