/shon/

[Anonymous No.]

Stop your gamba addiction!

New ASMR video dropped, GO LISTEN TO IT:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVYjZKWEWmk

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
VODs: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Merch: https://ko-fi.com/Z8Z07FFQ1/shop

Previous thread: >>49727152

[Anonymous No.]

Is it really gamba if the result is determined based on someone's feelings over the situation?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747812
No, that was absolute bullshit. We got scammed hard.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747721
It's ok Shondo you'll get him next time

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747721
I NEED MORE CHOCOS

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747721
Genuinely never seen the boss's death animation play and it not count
She truly has the worst luck in the world

[Anonymous No.]

tfw can't gamble with choccys because of EU laws. i know she hates brexit, but EU is fucking retarded

[Anonymous No.]

man i had this funny donation message all ready for when she beat it and its not going to be the same in the context of a new stream

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747905
You have time to rethink it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747812
Sorry, I sent a dickpick to the mods and they couldn't stand betraying me after seeing it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747891
belgiumbro...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748019
Big if true

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747891
No, that's just specific to your shithole country. I am in EU too (Austria) and I can gamble without any issues.

[Anonymous No.]

I think this shadow weekend I will go completely insane and start my vod reps from the beginning

[Anonymous No.]

I'm really glad I didn't read the thread and just focused on the stream, I had lots of fun today.
I think I will keep doing this until the threads stop being schizo, reading some posts here are making my brain worms act up and they keep getting in the way of me enjoying the streams.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748218
I thought the thread was mostly fine while the stream was going on.

[Anonymous No.]

seems like filian wants to ask neuro paradoxical questions to see what happens

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747685
I was in the same boat, the difference it's that I went detective mode and found the evidence that convinced me she's genuine. You have to ask yourself "what evidence would convince me?" and then find it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748218
Glad you were able to enjoy today anon, it was a great stream

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
ligger... your tab reps...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
Liggerman...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
That's nice

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
tabs

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
are they collabing right now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
Snackers, in my /shon/?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748394
how low have we fallen

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748289
filian is crimge

[Anonymous No.]

>>49747891
>because of EU laws
Yeah nah, that's just your country.
Hell, we have the strictest imaginable gambling laws in Finland, all gambling where money is involved is handled by the state monopoly and otherwise banned, but for-fun stuff like twitch predictions are free game.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
rip, fuck sweden then

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
Ah, fellow finbro.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748293
I did this when I felt I was falling in love with her, I couldn't accept that unless I was sure she was really genuine so I looked through the entire archives learning everything I could about her, it took me about 3 or 4 days to look through everything.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748864
oh I assumed belgium, since they have the most famous ridiculous restriction on gambling, gacha, twitch gambling etc

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
Gambling is also unavailable in the Netherlands

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
Hello Alice, drawn more porn

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
Hi Alice
>>49748987
Hi Nina

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748987
Hello Nina, how's the JP trip going

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748987
yeah, it really sucks, i can never achieve millionare chocostatus because of it.....

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748893
Torille.
>>49749029
>>49749068
Sorry but you got the wrong shogger.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
Hi Alice

[Anonymous No.]

>>49749131
I used a vpn to be able to gamble but it doesn't work with my current isp

[Anonymous No.]

>>49748828
never understood cracking down on gambling that is in no way connected to real money, but I guess what with the loopholes that japan has it makes a little sense?
I don't know, I fucking hate real gambling and things resembling it but it's twitch points who cares

[Anonymous No.]

>>49749419
it started out with paid lootboxes, and i was fine with that, but it got way out of hand and it's really fucking annoying
blame EA for making battlefront so fucking gay (non-derogatory)

[Anonymous No.]

>>49749549
before it ever reached lootboxes the EU was forcing things like pokemon removing slot minigames which was already really pointless

[Anonymous No.]

>>49749549
EA is shit, but I will blame the people who are actually responsible for passing retarded laws.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

do you think she knows
https://twitter.com/shadowchama/status/1659688462935621632

[Anonymous No.]

>>49752160
Yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49752160
of course

[Anonymous No.]

>>49752256
I wouldn't be so sure, she's a bit of a retard when it comes to perceiving innuendos

[Anonymous No.]

>>49752608
this one is pretty obvious id say

[Anonymous No.]

IS BABY BUNNY ALRIGHT?! UUUUUUUUU

[Anonymous No.]

>>49752160
I want shondo to squeeze my duck, if you know what I mean

[Anonymous No.]

I can't express my love for her enough. I just can't.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753140
no I don't get it, is this a fetish thing? you guys -.-

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753136
Wait, what's going on? She didn't tweet anything.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753294
anon didn't take his meds

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753294
We heard a kid cry during the stream remember?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753392
There is always lots of screaming and stuff going on in the Shondo household. I wouldn't worry about it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753392
anon...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753392
Yeah, me. I'm 357 years young.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753237
how is squeezing rubber ducks a fetish thing?
stop having lewd thoughts

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753700
shondo please post feet

[Anonymous No.]

>>49752160
Those who liked this are all Fetish Friends

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753737
that will be $9999999999999.99

[Anonymous No.]

me when shonods feet are in my face

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753914

[Anonymous No.]

so chip is the old friend? come the fuck on

[Anonymous No.]

>>49754054
What the fuck are you talking about? Are you ok?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49754054
Chip here, whats up?

[Anonymous No.]

I keep doing my graphics programming reps solely for her, but it still taking potentially months is just so fucking demoralizing.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49754145
>>49754218
sorry, wrong tab. meant to post in /ftl/ kek

[Anonymous No.]

>>49753768
I didn't like this though, I liked the one where it's a penis instead

[Anonymous No.]

>>49754499
I am talking about wife's tweet, Mr. gay penis lover.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49754471
Thanks for saving / reposting my dumb crop.

[Anonymous No.]

I miss shondo a lot even though it's been like 3 hours
Aaaa

[Anonymous No.]

>>49756458
hello hi Remnant

[Anonymous No.]

>>49756627
Please don't insult me like that

[Anonymous No.]

im eating expired yogurt

[Anonymous No.]

I miss wifey

[Anonymous No.]

>>49757259
Shondo stop

[Anonymous No.]

>>49757259
interlinked

[Anonymous No.]

>>49757259
expired dairy is the most vile thing ever even when its not even that bad yet my wife is GROSS

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder how my wife is doing

[Anonymous No.]

>>49759427
Probably watching movies

[Anonymous No.]

anyone understands shondo's usage of capitalization? is it emphasis?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49760028
Pretty much

[Anonymous No.]

can't believe she's going on a twitter tirade over a singular ant she caught

[Anonymous No.]

>she likes ants
>she likes us
>she will touch ants and let them hold her hand
>she will not touch us
It's so over we are beneath ants on the hierarchy

[Anonymous No.]

>>49760437
its cute

[Anonymous No.]

>>49760436
at least we're somewhere above spiders

[Anonymous No.]

I greatly enjoy when Giru draws spooky Shondos

[Anonymous No.]

another cheater called out

[Anonymous No.]

>>49760869
I greatly enjoy when he posts the full images he finishes and in a reasonable resolution anywhere but in shondo's DMs

[Anonymous No.]

>>49760028
it's a code if you've been keeping track of them, been a fun little arg with special things along the way

[Anonymous No.]

>>49761273
interesting you said that because I tried using all the capitals from ribbon tan under a cypher or base64 thinking that was the lead to her new alt.
turns out she's too stupid for something like that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49761540
based cryptoschizo

[Anonymous No.]

How do I endear myself to shondo and become someone she cares about. Other than art im working on that

[Anonymous No.]

She is responding to the same people as always.
I pity the sad irrelevant fucks who still try, she will never notice you, give up already.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49761540
>she didn't do it the way I personally would've done it, and the way literally nobody else would've assumed she would've done it
>this means she is dumb
Schizo anon...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762164
>>49762168
4 seconds after my post how are you in my brain

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762164
she's self destructive and wants you to leave so she can complain about it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762168
>she is replying to the people who comment interesting things and are fast

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762175
you're new, aren't you?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762507
Been around since April 2021 actually

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762548
then you should know why base64 is not something literally nobody would've assumed

[Anonymous No.]

Shondo are you reading the thread

[Anonymous No.]

>reads the thread
>responds to a random dude
fuck you shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762611
Didn't she use it before to encrypt something? A merch video or something?
So why are you saying she's too dumb now or?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762356
Close to just disappearing and not saying anything until I wake up every morning telling myself that it'll be better today

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762800
Shondo please reply to this Anons twitter he needs it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762689
i think you're moving the goalpost quite a long way away from the conversation, but in case you need further clarification, the stupid part was not being able to plan multiple posts over months with a cypher to be used for a new alt in case ribbon tan dies.
i hope this cures your autism.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762484
lol often there are replies that are identical
but she only will respond to those made by her favorites, even if they were slower

[Anonymous No.]

>expecting shondo to make 20 replies to appease every person that comments something retarded on all of her tweets
either be early or fuck off

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763090
*unless you're an artist

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763089
Have you considered those replies appear for her first so she sees them first then replies? How the fuck can you think she's deliberately sectioning out a handful of people you fucking retard?
Everything she ever does indicates this isn't the case.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49762800
what? not happy with your once a month reply while her favorites get multiple every day? you are greedy. stop complaining or fuck off

[Anonymous No.]

Sho would respond to everyone...

[Anonymous No.]

great now she thinks im one of the complainers. I wasn't even posting in this thread at the time!!

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763428
Probably for the best I do

[Anonymous No.]

You guys are overthinking it, unironically either just be more interesting or when you have nothing to say just like her tweets and move on. It's better to come up with an actual response instead of just trying to fish for attention.
https://files.catbox.moe/jtumdj.png

[Anonymous No.]

Sometimes I feel ashamed to share a thread with a few of you

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763604
>can't think of anything good, would rather move on
>end up seeing her respond to a bunch of people so take a shot anyway
I don't mind I'll just keep doing my rizz reps

[Anonymous No.]

I just treat it as a ritual, wife says dumb shit on twitter, I say dumb shit on twitter in response. If she interacts, that's great. If not, there's always next time. Having a hissy fit accomplishes nothing.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763703
Sometimes I worry Shondo is dumb enough to actually come here. I know she said she hasn't come here in ages but she never said she wouldn't come again.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763305
i used to think that but she kept proving me wrong still giving priority to her favorites even if their tweets are autohidden by twitter and to fresh accounts(these are normally hidden or at the bottom) of them

[Anonymous No.]

Wow. She's actually gaslighting me and I have no idea why.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49761540
i've left cute little crypto challenges for her but i don't think she stalks as much as she claims desu

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763604
you are one of her favorites. good for you but you don't know shit about being irrelevant to her

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764067
Shondo went months without replying to me, unironically you're probably just doing something wrong

[Anonymous No.]

She just liked, and then unliked a random tweet on my profile. wtf does that mean?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764185
she just got you to out yourself lol

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764245
Out myself what, I've already posted art I worked on here, I'm already in the list.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764185
doxxed

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763604
>just be more interesting
i don't get this argument when she literally responds to people that leave the most generic replies imaginable on every tweet she posts, like "please drink water" or whatever when she says she's feeling bad. whatever, this is dumb.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764366
I think it's just a bug it's still there in her likes tab

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764534
Very strange, I've been getting all kinds of weird twitter bugs.

[Anonymous No.]

is shondo a cat or not?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764756
A trick to check if the like is still there is to like your own post and then check who liked the post. Twitter fucking sucks.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765111
Yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765117
Was it always like this or only after Elon
I am not a twitter user

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765132
okay! thank you!

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765111
Technically she is an ageless, genderless, amorphous blob of eldritch slime inhabiting the bodies of things she's eaten so she's just mishmashing the bodies of a child and a cat she once consumed together like some sort of twisted, adorable scientist
So yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765344
thanks for the elaborate reply, cute wife you got there.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765344
If she ever felt the need to drop the rucaco model (which she will never do) her lore works with getting a new body

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765519
It's pretty good she has set herself up in a position like that, it could be pretty cool.
I guess Rucaco COULD technically go total menhera and ignite in some way Shondo doesn't want to use her model anymore or something, but I doubt it considering she'd sooner dig out an artist willing to work with her existing model which I've never ever seen an indie do before instead of just getting a new model.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49765747
Is calling her one of those names considered doxx caus Nix is a cool ass name

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766131
This isn't official, anon

[Anonymous No.]

who is this imposter that asks us to touch her hair

[Anonymous No.]

god what I wouldn't give to touch and smell her beautiful hair aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa her hair is so pretty

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766384
She's probably having one of her brief moods where she isn't touch repulsed, enjoy the idea while you can because it lasts like half a minute

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766131
Padushi Seni means Fallen Shadow in Old Church Slavonic (пaдъши cѣнь)
>>49766332
Indeed, it was an anon comparing her to nyarlathotep or hereditary's paimon

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766529
it's odd she kinda gets on the physically needy or teasing side when she's been recently stressed

[Anonymous No.]

now this I can get actually angry about
why the fuck won't she sell those strands of hair

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766818
The 12% Jewish in her blood isn't enough for her to start selling parts of herself just yet, sadly

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766788
its weed

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766788
cycle of abuse/woman mental issues

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766893
she doesn't want to do that again because of how it makes her useless for a whole day

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766818
isnt it really old by now anyways
I want fresh wife hair

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766818
I bet forest elder told shondo what we would do if we got that lock of hair

[Anonymous No.]

>>49766965
I would just sniff it I am not a fetish friend

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767054
don't lie, if you see it lying there every day you'll do something to it one of these days

[Anonymous No.]

Seems lately at night she's either clingy and affectionate or she goes completely menhera, stalks everyone and leaves passive, scary, insanity inducing tweets. I am enjoying this gacha actually.

>>49766893
She's flat out incapable of functioning on the smallest amount of weed. This is a girl that can't walk after two shots, remember. She's around 40 fucking kilos.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767232
it's cute but I'm afraid it might spiral out of control if this keeps up.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767211
Anon I still haven't hot glued the only figure I bought from several years ago

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767232
need more clingy affectionate shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767314
She already said she plans to address it, watch the streams instead of concernfagging. I was only half paying attention today and it was obvious she's aware.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767388
someone force feed her aphrodisiacs and catnip

[Anonymous No.]

>>49767583
at what point in my post does it state that I was ignorant of the fact she has addressed it?

[Anonymous No.]

everyone so mean lately
chill out my shoggas be nise

[Anonymous No.]

>>49768472
Go to sleep shondo, let the adults argue.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49768534
ok
nite nite

[Anonymous No.]

>>49768649
>not the first post from this ip
aware

[Anonymous No.]

shondo cute
cute
cutecute utecutecutecutec7te uue Itxcutxh8f h7d

[Anonymous No.]

>>49768917
Good post

[Anonymous No.]

>>49768917
this better not be dolphin porn

[Anonymous No.]

>went offline on discord
>now back
she logged into her alt for a bit lmao

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder if she's found who I watch when she's not around

[Anonymous No.]

giru based

[Anonymous No.]

>>49769742
why is this horny

[Anonymous No.]

>>49769785
??? that's my arm

[Anonymous No.]

>>49769898
no not that, it's got a very like, daddy kink vibe

[Anonymous No.]

>>49764008
I'm sure she is anon, now take your meds and go to sleep

[Anonymous No.]

>>49769951

[Anonymous No.]

I discovered shondo through her collab with neuro and the title of the thread with the asmr retain my attention earlier this day and right now i'm listening to it, she is ultra talented. it reminds me of the good old days with heather feather and her anticipatory trigger and this is the first time I see someone doing the same kind of stuff but better. Heart

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763428
this attitude is so bizarre. like me more or I'll get mad you!!! seriously get outside of your head and look at yourself objectively

[Anonymous No.]

does anyone have shondo's logo as a png? it is really cute

[Anonymous No.]

>>49770344
Don't think it's ever been released

[Anonymous No.]

>>49770081
I agree, she’s seriously good. She’s been listening to ASMR since she was a preteen though, so she’s a rare case of really understanding it. She gets tingles and knows what makes an ASMR good. She’s fantastic

[Anonymous No.]

>>49770344
I know it was made by 7mdigital so maybe check his twitter
He doesn’t even make logos anymore but they were both in Lemonleaf’s friend group

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder who she's stalking today

[Anonymous No.]

>>49771725
Me

[Anonymous No.]

>>49771725
The CheaterCHADs as always

[Anonymous No.]

>>49770113
yeah bro, being greedy cringe. is totally fine she replies to her favorites multiple times a day while ignoring the rest. sucks to be them but they have to shut up and sit down in the corner while wifey gives all the attention to her favorites

[Anonymous No.]

if you follow all her friends on chatterino she'll never know if youre cheating or idle and itll keep her on her toes without having to cheat

[Anonymous No.]

>>49774306
Have you considered that you just make shit replies?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49774306
she literally took action in response and liked/followed a bunch of new people recently to calm you down. youre still complaining. sorry you got unlucky but if you keep up this attitude shes going to give up putting in extra effort to try to make more people happy so STOP

[Anonymous No.]

have you all considered you're replying to bait

[Anonymous No.]

>>49774468
>>49763089

[Anonymous No.]

>>49774811
ok

[Anonymous No.]

>>49763089
>>49761540
Shondophrenic
>>49763703
Shondummy
>>49763824
Shondochad
>>49774811
Shondowise

All me.

[Anonymous No.]

What would I have to make so wifey would appreciate me more?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49775155
art

[Anonymous No.]

sometimes I wonder if she really likes art or does she just know that art is the biggest form of promotion besides clips (which she also clip baits a lot)

[Anonymous No.]

>>49775275
If she didn’t like art she wouldn’t have spent probably thousands on commissioning so much

[Anonymous No.]

>>49775275
I wonder if the girl who started drawing anime girls as a hobby really likes art.

[Anonymous No.]

I want to hug Shondo but I can’t. That daki can’t come soon enough.

[Anonymous No.]

>last post in the previous thread talks about how some men need physical affection to know they're loved
>a few hours later wifey wants to be headpatted by You
I LOVE HER SO MUCH!! Also you guys are retarded if you think a glutton for punishment like her doesn't read at least some of these threads, this place it's perfect for seeing the true face of her husbands. The scummy squabbling for attention, the paranoia, the love, the stalking, the shaming of cheaters, the excuse making of cheaters, the horny...etc. A solid 1/3 of us here might be fetish friends willing to rape her but that's only because we love her, it's a form of sadism that she doesn't enjoy. Good. It wouldn't be rape otherwise.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49777696
If she reads this, she needs to answer if she has, had, have a boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49777788
yeah, me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49777788
Yes, me

[Anonymous No.]

>>49777788
she literally already has answered newfriend.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49777788
How new?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49777696
>some men need physical affection to know they're loved
yeah me

[Anonymous No.]

What’re your favorite Shondo stories? I still think the lesbian groomer story is top tier, especially with her trying to find her again on stream.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49778353
The knife under pillow story was peak Shondo.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49778423
Forgot about that one, I always forget how scary unmedicated Shondo was, especially since she was stronger.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49770066
I miss that screen

[Anonymous No.]

When Shon finally got the twin princes down and starting gushing about it, my paternal instincts got sent into overdrive. It felt like my 10 year old daughter was bragging to me about how she did good on a test, it was so cute I just wanted to hug her. Never thought a guy as "young" as me could have such thoughts

[Anonymous No.]

>>49779346
>Never thought a guy as "young" as me could have such thoughts
I unironically wanted to have kids at 17-19, basically baby rabies and hated myself for being too poor to start a family. I was cured of it in my early 20s after a pregnancy scare.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49779346
Same, I’m so sad that she didn’t beat soul of cinder she would’ve been so happy

[Anonymous No.]

This art style is not bad just different, I hope the new artist doesn't make outfits that give me whiplash.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49778164
>>49778118
So, she had right. I knew it. She's a fucking whore.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49780479
Yes, before marrying her I was her boyfriend. What of it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49779346
I want her to be my actual real wife so fucking bad why did she have to be a vtuber in UK why do I have to fall so hard for people unobtainable i hate the demiurge i hate the demiurge i hate the demiurge i hate the demiurge

[Anonymous No.]

>>49780479

[Anonymous No.]

>>49749419
Japan's gambling situation also makes no sense, Gambling for money is bad and evil to Japan and its society but buying points with real money with which you gamble with and you can trade for plush toys and take to a buyer around the corner that just so happens to buy those exact plush toys for real money is completely fine and consciously tolerated by the state even though literally everyone knows of those kinds of workarounds

[Anonymous No.]

>>49782414
Meh. It's cultural hypocrisy just like the puritanical shit in the West, we're going to pretend that a guy pissing on a tree is a sex offender because "Think of the children!" but gay parades are fine. In fact bring your kids to those.

[Anonymous No.]

>"o-onii-chan..."

[Anonymous No.]

>the last time Shondo was happy was over 2 years ago
>you can't make her happy no matter what you do
Well that's demoralizing. And now we know that in the back of her head she's just thinking about how she would much rather be a normalfag with an irl boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783386
You are new here right?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783386
The last time Shondo was happy was last stream before that soul shattering moment. She's a woman, she lacks the self-awareness to know when she's happy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783465
So we blame Fauna right?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783465
She literally said the last time she was happy was two year ago before her grandfather died when her family went to the zoo together.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783539
>She's a woman, she lacks the self-awareness to know when she's happy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783579
NTA but
>short term high of beating a video game boss = true happiness
cmon anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783642
>true happiness
Define it. Whenever I see people talk about true happiness or meaningful this and that, I always ask them to define it in their own words. What does it mean for Shondo to be truly happy? A high that lasts hours? No menhera for a whole week? Creating memories with her family?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49783642
well most of us aren't happy in the sense that "true happiness" is some form of lasting contentment, for all it matters we regularly make her happy, both in real time and when she remembers us and where she's come
she just fumbles over the words and lets this type of thinking affect her when she can otherwise usually say how happy she is with what she's doing in the moment

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>>49783910
I think she basically just told herself she can't be happy with her grandfather gone and until she can learn to accept loss and live life again she's depriving herself of happiness

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>>49783910
It's her happiness, not mine. Ask her what it means to be happy.

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>>49784029
She should stop streaming then. Fucking bitch.

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>>49784029
Ditto. That destructive mindset + lack of sleep = low energy + paranoia + being a NEET = mental hell that's occasionally punctured by (You) and Shadowmama.

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>>49784180
despite everything it seems she hit a point of reflection where she realized she can't just push it down with streaming since she can't do it 24/7, hopefully her desire to go outside has broader meaning relating to this

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>>49784180
damn I bet when I move in with her she'll be clingy as all hell and become anxious every time she wakes up and realizes that I'm at work

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does make me wonder how much the barbie girls are counseling her or if she doesn't try to bother them with her personal stuff
I mean, nina's getting her to visit in person which is pretty monumental for shadow as she is now.
still even if she doesn't dump anything on them I wouldn't be surprised if they're a part of her realizing she needs to correct course again

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>>49784465
I don't like Shondo going outside. What if she changes.

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>>49784609
she is going to change regardless. she's only 21. I changed so much since then. don't know when, but prepare yourselves.

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This makes me wonder how much of her mental health issues are caused by her lifestyle instead of her mental illness

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>>49784609
people like you don't deserve her

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>>49784661
Yeah she's already freaking out about wasting her youth. Really sounds like she wants to give irl relationships another shot.

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>>49784465
I've read somewhere that forming a new lifelong habit such as jogging in the morning takes 3 months of repetition, she'll need to take a 15-30 minutes walk every day if she wants to fight the hikineet in her heart.

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>>49784609
fuck off

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>>49784609
she can be a broken person that we never have to fear leaving or she can be a slightly less broken, happier person who probably still won't leave because she's deeply embedded in this shit, pretty limited in where she can go, and lacks any confidence in being able to engage in normie shit

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>>49784609
She needs to change anon, the way she lives now is very unhealthy and is clearly making her miserable.

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most of you are making me sick everyone is pretending to care about her but in reality you are all just selfish

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>>49784717
I mean all that shit's a long progress I'm just saying I hope that the desire to go outside is symbolic of a positive change in her outlook, maybe even a desire to finally continue the grieving process

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>>49784609
She will change slightly.
>>49784698
No, she'll never become a normie white mom you retard. As long as she lives with her family irl relationships will be neigh impossible unless it's with a You, and she's not dumb enough to risk it all like that.

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>>49784853
relationships born from mutual loneliness are a bit fragile, because what happens if either person starts to have more self esteem
I almost honestly trust people who claim her as their sister/daughter first, because it seems to be the people that actually care and want to see her improve and not just be someone they can toy with that they know won't leave them

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>>49785041
i don't see her as my sister/daughter but i still want the best for her i know that everything will end someday

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She's already changed a lot. Compare her personality from 2 years ago to now in VODs. She was much quieter, reserved, gentler, less manic, talked slower, more british. The way she conducted herself as a streamer was more like hanging out with friends and less like putting on a show. Most of it is probably just what happens to every veteran streamer, you see these same kinds of changes happen to their personality when they get confidence and a routine.

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Shondo I have a knife and I am going to cut my veins open if you do not respond to my tweet in the next 33 minutes. This is not a joke.

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>>49785225
she is sleeping retard

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>>49785225
goodbye anon she is sleeping

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>>49785225
how many veins will you cut open? are you going to avoid some and cut others? what about a squirty artery?

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>>49785258
>>49785263
Goodnight cruel world

>>49785334
Straight up the arm anon, the only way

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>>49785375
are you the same retard the cut her name into his skin and posted it on twitter?

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>you're some normie Britbong guy not even a weeb
>see Shondo on tinder
>"goth? kinda cute ngl"
>ask her out
>weird voice
>realize that she's a basket case with no education or normie hobbies
>"so what do you do for a living? ...oh........ haha... y-you go girlboss! slay queen!"
>quickly finish your drink
>try to stick your dick in crazy before ghosting her
>make a move
>*SCREECHING EAR RAPE*
>everyone within a 5 miles radius thinks you're trying to rape her
>run for your life
>block her on tinder

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>>49785225
Here anon she left you a message
https://twitter.com/shadowchama/status/1564854037090033664

[Anonymous No.]

wife is in deadlock because she can't look past what she wants and instead at what she needs

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>>49785683
Second one.

[Anonymous No.]

Did you order?

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>>49786359
2, one to sleep with one for the shrine

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>>49786359
i ordered 2 full sets

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>>49786359
I'm not enough of a weeaboo to sleep with one of those pillows.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49786359
I ordered a complete set but I'm still not sure if I will actually buy a pillow

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>>49785182
>>49785041
Can you two just skip to the 'I don't even care if she gets a bf I'll still support her haha!' phase and get it over with. You aren't fooling anyone.

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Usually I don't care much about feet but I need the other daki right now, her feet there are just beautiful and really activate my neurons

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>>49787322
I will keep supporting her if she doesn't hide it and 100% stops doing intimate ASMR, calling herself imouto wife...etc.

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>>49787449 (me)
And if she hides it and I find out I'll /tp to her and deliver an iron axe to both of them as a sort of wedding gift.

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>>49787449
Here comes the cuck
But yeah what would really hurt is if she lies about it, if she don't I think I could keep supporting her, maybe it would still be too painful to watch her though

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>>49787322
I never said that

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I don't care what she says watching these nerdy tabletop streams isn't cheating as long as I don't super chat. Only wifey's 12% hands get my shekels.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX7zydH8-5Q

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>>49787908
>Watching homos
What has attracted all you cucks recently

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>>49788106
Male on stream = taken.
Calli's married now to that vampire guy so there's nothing suspicious going on between us.

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I wake up and THIS is the state of the thread. What the fuck happened? If you think she will turn into some cheating whore if she goes to dinner with her mom, goes for a walk, or just sits in her own backyard for a bit, then you should kill yourself. You never trusted her. You never believed in her. Why did you even marry her in the first place if you think she is such a whore? Your lack of faith and lack of care for her wellbeing disgusts me. And the cucks who would be fine if she had a boyfriend are just as bad, just for different reasons. Why even watch her if you care that little about what she says?

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>>49788831
>Why even watch her if you care that little about what she says?
Because I'm mentally ill/paranoid and don't trust anybody not even msyelf.

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>>49788831
That leaving for a random rich guy post really did a number

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>>49788885
That post made me love her more, we all have intrusive thoughts from time to time and obviously menheras have it 10x worse. To me she felt more real than before.

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>>49788831
i tust her but i've seen enough shit in my life i want her to be happy no matter what and if the days comes when she leaves us i will kill myself

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Every single vtuber whos close with their chat leaves when they don't need them anymore. We're always the 2nd choice. No matter now strongly I believed that they would treat their chat equal to their friends, they always reach the point where they will ditch chat to hang out with others. If shondo doesn't do that, even though she's talked about how she's with us because we're the best she can do right now, she would be the 1 exception, but I've already met people in the past that I thought were exceptions too and they weren't.

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>>49788831
>the cucks who would be fine if she had a boyfriend are just as bad
Objectively wrong, I mean if one guy can make her happier than 80k combined then she should get a bf. I'm not a fetish friend who would jerk off to it, I'd probably just divorce and if she tried to hide it call her a cosmic whore before divorcing.

[Anonymous No.]

If it's OK that she has wives like Nina, would you guys be fine with it if she got an irl gf?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49789339
No. I don't even watch flirty collabs.

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>>49789339
No

[Anonymous No.]

>>49789339
no

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>>49789339
No, cuckery is cuckery.

[Anonymous No.]

goomornin my shoggas, lets all have a good day today

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>>49789339
Anon she always had wives in her audience, I know of two You lesbians who were complaining that she sometimes uses gendered language like "good boy" in her ASMR. It was difficult for them to self-insert.

[Anonymous No.]

Nice day for a picnic.

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>>49789339
No. I hate it when she calls nina her wife and when she says that it's not cheating if it's another girl. It still is being a fucking cuck.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49790096
no it's not, it's too cold

[Anonymous No.]

>>49790160
Here it's sunny, 25*C.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49790096
Picnics always sound nice until I remember that we would get assaulted by an army of bugs.

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>>49790135
Yeah, unless you're a fetish friend or a normalfag there's nothing hot about your wife fucking another woman.

[Anonymous No.]

I need to get off this stupid fucking website and just watch and draw my wife. Maybe that will fix my brainworms

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>>49790503
Ganbatte!

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>>49790503
Keep your brain busy, that should help.

[Anonymous No.]

Now that I've wasted half a day it's time to be productive, I'll follow that other me's example and get my fat ass to the gym.

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>>49785443
I must have missed this. Did someone actually do this? Is it still up?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49791045
the tweet is gone (i reported it)

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>>49791219
Good. How long ago was this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49791368
last monday, a reply to her bingo card

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>>49791474
What the fuck

[Anonymous No.]

>>49791729
Kinda based desu.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49791474
Damn I wish I had seen that

[Anonymous No.]

>>49791758
not really he didn't even cut deep

[Anonymous No.]

How often does she weed?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49792311
Twice ever, one was shit quality when she was young.

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>>49792338
Thanks.

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>>49792311
>shondo
>uncovered wrist
who the fuck is this

[Anonymous No.]

>>49792428
idk some DeviantArt fucker.

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