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Today is officially day 2 of my attempt at a multi-day stim binge for the purposes of giving myself hallucinations of Pekora. I have saved 800mg of Adderall from the last three months, and will be reupping constantly over the next several dozen hours because my body hates me and builds tolerance like a mother fucker. I also stopped taking my anti-psychotics and mood stabilizers 4 days ago. The constant dopamine rush from the Adderall and forcing myself to watch Non-Stop archives of Pekora while alternating occasionally with archives of her roommate are sustaining my mania. I have started to see shadows moving in my peripheral vision, but more importantly, I heard her laugh in the distance today while making breakfast(which i realized after making i couldn't eat because fucking adderall) despite having restarted my computer and my phone being off. I intend to now keep a low volume looped video of her laugh on in the background for all of her archives to try and exacerbate this going forward. Redoing 30mg in 2 hours from this post. I feel good; I think I'm gonna make it broa. Even if its just for a second, if I can reach a state where I feel like I'm with her, even for a day, even an hour, and spend that time with the person I love most in the world, this will mean the world to me. I try to force myself through every archive, even if I get strong urges to pause or look away, to try and train my brain to accept that this is what it must see whether it wants to or not.

>> No.21369267

>>21369235
this can only end well

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>>21369235
Didn't read but hope you die

>> No.21369550

>>21369488
I did read
but same

>> No.21369592

i really hope this is real. post pics of drugs with timestamp

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>>21369235
>>/jp/thread/S30772069#p30775924 no it isn't

>> No.21369731

fucking newfags

>> No.21370126

>>21369725
Why are nousagis like this?

>> No.21370495

/vt/ is the worst board.

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>>21369235
erm, have fun?

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>>21369725
how do you even get to this point

>> No.21372310

>>21369235
Ah.. just like the old days..

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