VTuber Tulpa & More Thread

[Anonymous No.]

I'll make it quick. I miss my oshi. She retired not long ago and I fear her VODs are being removed just like Lulu and Era.
Yes archiving is a thing but what's the point? They're all gonna be the same copies. You'd watch them a hundred times and it'll just be the same thing!
Just like looking at a photo album! No new tweets, no new videos, I cant hear or talk to her anymore.
That is why I want to make my own version of her in my head! So even if the real her is gone, I could still get my daily stimulation from her acting like a real living intelligent being!
But I cannot do it alone because Im a dumbass and a pussy so Im making this thread asking you schizos on how to make my own personal mini-oshi.
If you're interested and curious you can join in the thread too!
Also, if you're like me and still mourn over your retired chuuba wife then lets go through this together!

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
You unironically need meds.

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
OP please calm the fuck down
Is it worth it to give yourself permanent brain damage just over a virtual waifu?

[Anonymous No.]

sending positive vibes

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
The duality of man
One man will always have something that he hates, that someone else desperately want

[Anonymous No.]

>>17849120
Already on xanax. Not gonna work shit if Im not getting stimulation from my oshi.
>>17849370
Cant break what's already broke
>>17849533
I'll never get to hear that again
>>17849751
See! This is proof this can work. If he doesnt want then it's his problem. But I really need to make one.

[Anonymous No.]

>>17850527
>on meds
>making a tulpa
Yeah bad idea. Exhibit A: https://i.imgur.com/4kfi5HB.jpg

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
This vtuber was nothing but groomer bait

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
Mythikore, anon.
>>17852323
You'd be surprised. She had a pretty good head on her shoulders.

[Anonymous No.]

>>17850527
>meds
>already on xanax
hahaha...

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>>17852646
The impression I got was that she was still in high school and very new to being a vtuber

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>>17850527
you dont understand anon, your tulpa wont be what you want, its easy to botch tulpas into horrifying mental abomination and you will regret it.
your basically asking for fast insanity

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
no meds
cyanide pills

[Anonymous No.]

>>17848975
Fags

[Anonymous No.]

/x/phile here. Ill give you a brief description of how to make a tulpa. Its all about forcing your will and imagination to create something that doesnt exist. You have form a thoughtform around your oshi and just keep focusing on this idea that you are paritioning half of your mind or soul to give it its own existence or life. Treat it as a seperate entity in your mind. Get a good mental picture and spend your time forming it or talking to it. This can take a lot of focus and mental power so the process can be draining at first. Tulpas are parasitic in nature so they always require the base energy youre giving to feed off of. I made a tulpa once too, but i destoyed it long time ago as part of my experiment. Tulpas are not meant to last, like your oshi they need to graduate too. They are meditation excersises not your personal schizo induced waifu. If you go about it the wrong way you will destroy your brain even worst. Anyways, give your tulpa energy, talk to it and develope its personality and soon you will find that it can talk to you without your own input and you will find it having seperate thoughts on its own. Good luck anon, i advice you dont do this to be honest but i cant stop you if you do.

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>>17848975
You should make friends with the kenmochi tulpa guy in sure you two would have a lot to talk about

[Anonymous No.]

Monitoring this schizokino

[Anonymous No.]

You guys actually liked sumi? She gave off vibes like she was unironically disgusted by her viewers, barely talked to chat, acted like a boring judgmental bitch most of the time.. I say good riddance. I hope you find an oshi or irl gf who treats you right anons.

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>>17856408
I liked Sumi well enough but she only had a couple months and it's insane that you managed to get this attached in such a short time. Just wait for her to reincarnate in her PL and take your fucking meds OP.

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>>17858568
(Me)
I was talking to OP, not the person I responded to, sorry about that.

[Anonymous No.]

What would your oshi feel if she saw you like this anon? Do you think she would want you to do that? If you can't help yourself for your sake do it for what she represented to you.

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>>17848975
During the days of /become/, I had hoped to make a Lamy tulpa myself. I found a short way into the process that my interest waned, and I ended up dissolving her. Just wait a while and you probably won't care in another month or so.
Even so, be careful if you do go down this path. As another anon said, if you aren't careful, you can end up with some messed up tulpas. I had one I created last year that ended up slaughtering my years-old tulpa. I eliminated her there for doing that, but I can no longer interact with the old tulpa. She's just gone.