Confession Thread

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Confess, /vt/.

[Anonymous No.]

>>16005161
i accidentally saw an EN vtuber stream

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>>16005161
The Niji en guys really grew on me. I actually like them a lot

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>>16005161
I love Nun hentai

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>>16005161
i uohh post for fun but i actually don't like lolis

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>>16005307
who's ur fav?

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>>16005161
I have impure thoughts about a threesome with Sister Claire and Abigail Dovely

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>>16005161
The difference between Sora and chubbas who do better than sora in numbers is literally (LITERALLY) based on how degenerate they are compared to the idol.

This says a lot more about Western/Japanese society than you think.

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>>16005467
Mysta. Luca is a close second

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>>16005161
The thought of my oshi having a boyfriend right now sickens me.
And she might actually have one because she's had more than one in the past.
I can't sleep well anymore.

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>>16005161
I am subbed to more chuubas than I could realistically watch, I just can't stop clicking subscribe...

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On the contrary I wish some of my oshis would get into relationships. Being forever alone while your old school friends and non vtuber streamer friends are getting engaged and married is sad.

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>>16005161
On one occasion I reported my Oshi's stream "for shit an giggles"(It was a shitposting/troll stream but Japanese only), specifically a moment in which she made a combination of words that accidentally sounded like "NIGGA" out loud.
YT actually took down her transmission and she even deleted the VOD, now she no longers does those types of streams.

I also sent a Chuuba "hatemail" using an old twitter account that I made for a troll way back in 2012, I got that account terminated but it was fun to see her trying to "expose me" when all of the details of the account were clearly false and I was giving her very fake info.

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I only came here to shit on vtubers I dislike

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>>16005161
on a few occasions, a few anons have recognized who i am based on what i've posted. i feel some pride every time i'm recognized as one of the board's personalities (even if it's that of a retarded schizo)

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>>16005161
I actually like Ame

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>>16005161
I actually likes holo council

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>>16005161
Last time I posted a confession in these threads I copped a months ban for violating US law

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>>16005161
I cried like a bitch when my oshi liked my stupid fucking drawing

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>>16007442
Anon.......

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>>16007442
kek

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>>16007442
>"Last time I posted a confession in these threads I copped a months ban for violating US law"
Damn, that was a strong a confession...

[Anonymous No.]

Commissioned an R18 fanart for the first time in my life, the guilt is crazy and I felt like I wasted my money that I could've SC'd or spent on merch instead.

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>>16007540
Post the drawing

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It took me way too long to find out what "roommate" meant. I was so confused about most of the posts on these threads and looking back on it I feel like an idiot

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>>16005161
I just found out my oshi is now dating a girl. Everyone is celebrating it, he's finally graduating from incelhood. I'm grinning and smiling the whole time reading the comments, I think I'm happy. But for some reason, I'm hurt too. I'm not sure when I developed these feelings for him. He recently appear too often in my wet dreams. He's a man with a girlfriend. It feels so wrong. I just realized I wanted him so badly now. I should have jumped into the vtuber scene or at least been an utaite and befriends him. I kinda regretted it now, I mean my singing voice isn't too bad. I still watch him despite all of this. In fact, My love for him is getting stronger.
Do I have a cuck fetish? Can my longing for him be cured after I get a boyfriend as his replacement? Is my love for him genuine or am I just using him as masturbating materials? Maybe... I feel hurt because I'm still stuck in incelhood and he leave me behind. Aaah fuck I want to suck and take his dick so bad.

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>>16009830
bit gay bro

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>>16007442
w-what was the confession anon?

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>>16009830
who's your oshi, anon

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>>16009830
Who is it?

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The only ENs I have a shit about are Ame, Gura and Mumei. I barely even watch anyone else anyone and have basically stopped watching HoloJP eve though I've watched since 2019.

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I guess some vtubers have to do it because there's a notable hyper coomer demographic, but if you're not going for that I don't think you should reveal your bf/gf. You're an entertainer. How is who you're fucking the most interesting thing you can think of? "You know what the most interesting thing I can think of is? Someone else."

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>>16010805
There was a party
There was a lot of drinking
Girls were passed out
Fill in the gaps
Not proud but it happened and I can't change that

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>>16010822
>>16010822
Vox

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>>16011019
You watched Kiara while they were passed out, when they woke up they saw you were cheating on your oshi with the orange woman and so you made the meat threads look like a joke

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>>16010486
What makes you think I'm a dude?>>16010822
>>16010831
I knew it through his utaite circle Facebook posts. He has not said anything about it on his own utaite and vtuber accounts. Why are you guys curious? lol

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>>16011257
>What makes you think I'm a dude

Women don't exist on the internet

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>>16011257
Must be a Holostar based on how obsessed you guys are with roommate stalking.

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>>16011082
Pretty much anon head on the nail except I was watching Pikamee when Watame is my Oshi

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>>16005161
I don't enjoy watching my oshi's streams that much anymore, but I can't change oshis because I don't care about any other chuuba to that extent.

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Marika is unwatchable garbage and I'm glad the arc is over.

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>>16011257
i'm just curious because a majority of the vtubers i follow are guys and i can't image any of them being open about having a girlfriend/relationship, but if it's a roommate thing then i guess that makes sense

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>>16005161
I want Kson to create her own Vtuber agency and invite Haachama, Amelia and Gura

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>>16005161
i regularly write fic of my male oshi getting fucked in the ass
i'm feeding myself with my own delusions but it's all i have

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>>16011862
Now imagine watching Niji and having to endure marika, poker and mahjong back to back

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>>16012089
Marika arc was the worst out of all of these, I'm used to mahjong from some members anyway so it's easy to watch but mario kart is fucking shit and I'm glad it's done

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>>16009830
>>16011257
Post boobs.

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>>16011373
It's not stalking if his friends posted his pics and discussed his private life in public. It's just a coincidence that I saw it. It's his friend's fault for leaking those stuffs and disrespecting his privacy, they even talked about when and how he lost his virginity, how horrible... he needs to find better friends. Compared to that his roommate account is a barren wasteland. Not a holostars btw

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>>16005161
I want to ravage Sister Cleaire's butthole

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>>16012642
I'm glad he lost his virginity, at least someone made it.
But now he must die, like all the other riajuus.

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>>16005161
I liked Pekora, she was my favorite for a long time but i started to have feelings for Subaru, SHE IS LIKE THE SUN.... I´M SORRY PEKORA, BUT SHUBASHUBA IS MORE CUTE INMY HEART

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>>16005161
I want to make my oshi cry and feel bad and have a mental breakdown

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>>16005161
Bump

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bump

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I attempted to find some "gfe" from westerners. I deeply regret it.

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I'm not posing in this bait thread so you can add me to your blackmail spreadsheet

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I fantasize with joining holostars EN and fucking a cute secretary from Cover and having a secret relationship with her.

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>>16018100
Why?

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I have cum to every single hololive girl past and present, and every voms member past and present. I'm going to move on to nijisanji next but there's a lot of members.

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>>16020411
Western whores. Shouldn't have betrayed the chuubas I already know and love.

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>>16005161
I know about the viewer bug but make spam numberfag threads anyway

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I don't really care about vtubers I just come in here because I'm lonely

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I like the idea of becoming a vtuber, but even though I have a fairly decent amount of $ to buy myself a good model I know I'd never be able to get or maintain a decent sized audience. I am a male, have an annoying voice, am not a huge talker, and know that I'd only play debuff games. Between those + not wanting to grind to fix my issues (I would need to get vocal coaching, practice talking a lot while being entertaining for long periods, and participate in the twitter metagame) I know I'd just be dropping thousands on it just to be damned to obscurity.

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>>16020584
good luck on your quest

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I started keeping a journal at the end of last year. Though most of it is just standard day to day records of my thoughts & actions, a few entries are long winded gachikoi ravings & fantasies about how much I love my oshi/which aspects of her I love and date/vacation plans. I know the chance that I would ever meet her or date her is functionally nonexistent and that the real person !== the character she plays to milk $ from simps like myself, but I've fallen deeper in love with her than I've ever fallen with a real woman

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I faked being a lunaito for a year

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>>16005161
I cried 20 minutes after seeing a picture of Coco a few days ago

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>>16011015
I honestly think vtubers (well, ebtertainers in general) should be open about their relationship status no matter what. Just from an ethical standpoint, I think it's wrong to lie about it to milk simps, even if the lie is that of omission.

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>>16005161
I laughed at this image

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>>16022592
lmao my sides, such is the life of an ayameposter

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>>16005161
I don't know the face of who the girl in the spoiler image

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>>16005161
I have around five gigs of my oshi's roommate pics and have lost massive quantities of semen to them.

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>>16023036
Deadbeat?

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>>16023239
KFP

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>>16013774 (me)
It is taking all my effort to stop myself from trying to send messages to make my oshi cry

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>>16023324
OK...
I don't like Kiara tho.

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>>16005161
I don't watch vtubers, or any streamers for that matter, i just come here to laugh at the dumb shit that gets posted in the bait / meme threads. Also artwork.

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I spent a rediculous amount of time this last month doing PL reps on a vtuber I watch. My opinion of her hasn't changed, but I've been really debating the morality of digging that deeply into someone's past, especially for something as casual as a vtuber-viewer relationship

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My oshi is Ayame and I am happy.

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>>16023726
Be careful. I used to only look at vtuber fanart then came here to laugh at the schizophrenia, now I spend about $150/month in memberships/donations and spend most of my free time watching vtubers or talking to people I met through it.

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>>16023631
Good for you, but I love Kiara and the combination of that emotional attachment with the availability of hi-res gravure pics with visible feet makes it hard to resist temptation.

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i like sana

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>>16022035
I only watch v tuber girls to make up for the lack of any female relationships in my life, they're pretty much surrogate gf's for me.

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I don't watch Kronii but I'm obsessed with /inf/ and their residents namefags.

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>>16023789
I've done that to my oshi and my opinion of supporting her got very amplified.
She's such a poorfag like me before vtubing and seeing her succeed in this chuuba business makes me feeling satisfied.
Also she looks retardedly cute.

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>>16023884
The only thing holding me back from a monetarily crippling vtuber obsession is another monetarily crippling obsession: Lego.
I feel safe, but only momentarily.

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>>16023789
I've done to my oshi and my opinion of her got ruined
I wished I never learned Japanese

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>>16022592
Holy shit her boobs are as nonexistent as her stream schedule

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>>16023789
Everything I've learnt about my oshi's past has only increased my respect and admiration for her, which has correspondingly made me fall more in love with her so it's arguably not a good thing either. But I'm ultimately happy with my choice of oshi.

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>>16012642
>Not a holostars btw
Phew

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>>16023886
You know you can go to an Asian market and just buy a whole bag of chicken feet! You can imagine Kiara is giving you a footjob.

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>>16025797
Chicken feet is nice with soups.

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>>16005161
My honeymoon phase with vtubers is almost over. Most streams are low effort gaming streams. Puzzle games are solved by the chat.
Aside from singing and drawing, are there actually any vtubers doing something interesting?

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>>16005161
I’m very mad about the marika holo cup. The competition level was so low that someone running a hyper safe defensive strat (basically no shortcuts, only defensive item use) throughout the whole thing eked out a win and nobody could punish her for it. Niji cup was way more competitive, someone like Hoshikawa, who didn’t even finish in the top half during the finals, would eat holo’s top3 for breakfast with no shroom shortcuts and other advanced strats they actually have to use in their races to keep up. Tournaments exist to be won, and muh party game is no excuse. If only Aqua could go back to being a tryhard autist in this sea of casuals.

Props to Gura though, she improved a ton compared to her performance during HoloEN tournament. She showed a lot of effort and preparation, and that’s exactly what I want to see.

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>>16025861
And then you can market it as Kiara's bathwater. You're a genius anon!

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>>16025095
>>16025549
The main things I liked about her got confirmed from my digging, but some things I was iffy on got confirmed as just being Gosling/simp bait so it remained roughly even overall.
>>16025287
This kinda shit is why I never bothered. Outside of tourism, a handful of unstranslated VNs, and 1 JP vtuber who speaks some English anyways, I have 0 reason to learn Japanese. I don't want to waste all the time just to end up digging too deep. Better to keep my distance.

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>>16005161
Gura’s my favorite, and I like to fantasize that I’m her dad and she’s my little girl. It’s not a sexual thing, but I acknowledge it’s still a bit abnormal. I was watching her play Mario Kart grinning from ear to ear like a proud father, saying to the screen “You can do it Gura! You’re doing awesome! Papa is so proud of you!” I’ve always wanted to be a dad, but unfortunately I chose the Neet life, so forming a vicarious fantasy where I’m raising a little shark as a single dad has helped me cope.

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>>16005161
I want to fuck this nun and other whores like her
>>16005334
Based

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>>16010861
You just sound burnt out dude

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>>16025287
But hey, at least you can make use of that Jap on your next oshi. I recommend an indie 2 views.
The same thing happened to me

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>>16012642
I need a hint bro. Give me a debut year.

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>>16023789
>morality
Im not sure what this means anymore. Life has taught me that I should do background checks on everyone before I invest myself emotionally. Feeling reassured by the results of your search might lead to the gachikoi path, which is quite profitable for the girl.

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>>16005161
I hate how my mind works
>she hasn't posted a good morning tweet yet
>usually she posts them from her computer
>that must means she didn't sleep at home
>she's fucking a boyfriend at his place
Whereas a normal person would probably think "ahah, dumb cat is oversleeping again"

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>>16023789
the few PL digging that I've done so far has only served to fuel my masturbation sessions, where I now can imagine both the person and the chuuba with me in a threesome. I don't really care or relate enough to their background.

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>>16021895
Same, I'm basically in the same boat, I have a private YouTube playlist with videos on VTuber tips, but in the back of my mind I know I most likely won't use them

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My oshi's roommate deleted all of his streams yesterday just when I was considering downloading them the day before for archival purposes. Now all that remains in his channel are song covers and I can't stop feeling depressed over it, especially because I had more than enough time to archive them.

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Having read some of the things on here about my oshis, my willpower to continue to support them is slowly eroding, and I fear that I will give them up over the ravings of 4chan

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>>16005161
I got most of Kiara's gravure in HD (not the low quality eggs were spreading around). I'm digging for the ones I'm missing periodically though.

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I unsubscribed all of nijiEN after the male debut eventhough I am still watching nijiJP males

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>>16044204
I almost wish I hadn’t found them, but they are so hot. Forgive me Kiara.

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>>16051751
>Forgive me
No one forced to do it so don't get into a guilt trip. She's a basic girl and basic girls get a kick from being desired, even if they don't like when you straight up say that what she did is fap material.
If you feel guilt now wait until you find the stuff from some years before, that's the really good stuff.

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>>16053005
If you mean the underdressed NND videos, I have seen them. I don't feel excessively bad for the reasons you say, but my personal attachment to her only makes her hotter, and I'm not sure that's a good thing.

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I don't actually watch V-Tubers, at least not that much. Sometimes I catch streams, but I mostly only watch clips, and come here to laugh at silly rrats.

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I got tired of the lack of futa Council lewds and I’m a poorfag who can’t draw, so after months of writing elaborate futa fan fiction I started photoshopping dicks onto nude art of Fauna and Kronii
https://files.catbox.moe/f4et82.png
https://files.catbox.moe/rsc1qe.png
https://files.catbox.moe/xuna75.jpeg
https://files.catbox.moe/a8z2hq.jpeg
https://files.catbox.moe/h2ln03.jpeg
https://files.catbox.moe/fab098.jpeg

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>>16053945
This is both the most autistic and most blessed thing I've read in the past week.

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>>16053797
If you are talking about the pantsu and school swimsuit videos, that's more cute than spicy to me.
I'm talking about schoolgirl, dr pepper, and others.
When she takes her underwear off and the bathtub photos are instant hardon. You won't find those under the usual name though.

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>>16054262
Oh, I know the ones. Personally I like to be able to see her face though.

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I've become unhealthily obsessed with a ship

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>>16007540
Elira liked my really shitty drawing of her I did for her birthday (like 5 year old child shitty) but I'm pretty sure she liked every tweet with her birthday tag.

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I despite yuribaiting. I'd rather a vtuber have a boyfriend or girlfriend than do constant forced "ohh you're so cute I want to marry you teeheehee" bullshit with everyone they talk to.

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I keep playing vtubers in the background to block out auditory hallucinations and I'm worried I'll be stuck with some sort of dependency on them after the hallucinations go away

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>>16055787
For me, I'm very forgone that my hallucinations are now their streams playing in my brain whenever I'm alone and it's quiet.

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>>16054802
I'm probably nowhere near your level but MiComet is the only thing I look forward to every time I wake up. Before I sleep, I imagine passionate scenarios between them but for some reason trying to read fanfiction about them still makes me cringe. I'm no different from the person writing the fic so I don't understand. Wish I could let go and just enjoy them.

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>>16055787
I don't know how other schizo(real) people work, but I've never had this happen, most of my auditory hallucinations stem from things my parents say or animal noises. My actual problem watching streams is sometimes my mind hooks on one sentence or word and starts repeating it like a mantra, for several weeks.

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I yearn for a platonic relationship with all of these chuubas. I don't care much about fucking them, but boy do they have fun playing games. I watched NijiEN play Payday 2, which was very coincidental because I pirated the game not even two weeks earlier. And I couldn't help but think... "wow, I wish I was a popular chuuba so I could have fun like this".

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I sometimes work on a shit post for quite some time and then it only gets a couple (you)s before the jannies delete it and warn me. It makes me feel unappreciated.

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>>16056522
Van Gogh was unappreciated too....

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>>16056067
fellow imagining-scenarios-before sleepingchad

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>>16056067
most fanfics are cringe, poorly written and the characters are ooc

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>>16053945
Why do you Invision Fauna having a horse cock anon?

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>>16057270
Honestly? I don’t remember where it came from, something to do with Kirin being a mythological mix of a deer, a dragon and a horse. Having played Monster Hunter I am most familiar with the latter form as a thunder unicorn.
As such because of that and kirins as beings of fertility (and because I only fap to futa) I started writing and picturing her with one. To the point where other smut Fauna fics by different anons, if not vanilla, often do the same, kek
It’s part of the humiliation and domination aspect I guess, the idea of being pumped full of seed by virile and powerful “mama” nature who has enough strength to bend the rules of nature itself to her whim I even wrote one mpreg fic involving just that after substantial pressure from a few anons in /∞/, which is where I post most of the time Basically since Fauna is Mother Nature itself it follows she is able to exist beyond boundaries of human biology if she wants, and is able to produce seed and eggs superior to that of both humans and the rest of the Council.
She doesn’t seem to have that much art suitable for edits at the moment, as her pretty clothing is impossible for me that literally cannot draw to edit.
TLDR - horse cock = fertility = Kirin = sex
Deer or dragon is also an option I guess but horse is much more widespread, the latter I’ve only seen in furfag art generally

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>>16054262
Do you mind spoonfeeding me hints on how to find them? I don't think I've dug hard enough

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>>16009830
I have decided to become a vtuber.
Hopefully, I'll graduate before 2023

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>>16056067
I hope they don't have a falling out

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>>16058877
It's only a matter of rape

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>>16005161
I hate vtubers and they should be destroyed the only reason i'm here is to laugh at you simps

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>>16059930
What a sad reason to be here, honestly.

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>>16059930
Laugh at the /v/tard

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I have dreams about streams that I usually remember ok in the week or 2 after they happen as "a stream I saw a few weeks back". There have been points I've tried recommending streams that didn't actually happen to people where I didn't realize it until I tried looking the stream up to link it.

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>>16005161
I re-uploaded Mio's Pokémon Black gameplay archives that got Holo-causted.
I really think she used an emulator, too.
I plan to add subtitles to it in the future.

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>>16024213
I can relate. Girls bullied me in middle school so I developed avoidance issues with them which still plague me now in my mid 20's. I work in a field that is male dominated & all my remaining friends are men. Talking with my oshi on twitter or discord is the only social interaction I have with women besides older women in management roles at work. I tried online dating but I'm bald so lol at that unless I want to go for 30+ year old women with kids.

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Every time a japanese streamer asks if it's fine if they drop the honorifics, I feel very tempted to say 「様」をつけて、add -sama to my name.
I've held back because I'm not sure how they'd take it.

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>>16053842
Yo, same. Are you me?

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>>16053842
>>16023884
>>16023726
>>16069043
This is far more common than i thought it would be.

[Anonymous No.]

I have spilled a lot of cum to Sister Claire but I have not watched even a single stream from her.

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>>16071192
Same reason there are women who read gossip magazines about celebrities whose shows they never actually watch.

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Fubuki is my oshi and I rarely watch anyone else. I catch every stream of hers and watch archives whenever I miss any.
Most of the other members' streams I only watch if I happen upon them and Fubuki isn't streaming at the moment.
If another chuuba's stream had been interesting, I only watch clips of it.
I use clips to catch up with anything that's been going on in Hololive that I might've missed.

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>>16071299
Well, you're not missing out on much. She's boring as fuck, possibly the single most boring vtuber in existence

[Anonymous No.]

I don't think I can save any of them, let alone all of them

[Anonymous No.]

I started learning Japanese for games, a few manga that weren't being translated and vtubers but an unintended consequence is now I can read a decent amount without relying on a dictionary the amount of fapping I'm doing has noticably increased. I had no idea how much hotter I'd find reading hentai in Japanese as opposed to English translations

[Anonymous No.]

Recently I realized I really enjoy hearing anya accent.

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I confess to having bumped this thread

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>>16023789
huh whats PL reps?

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>>16089093
past life

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>>16055408
this
Im not a kid I can handle a favorite streamer actually dating

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>>16072003
Same but with Polka weekends are a bitch since she normally uses them for breaks but I get needing some time away from streaming even tho shes still doing practices on those days

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>>16057653
Dr pepper, bathtub, schoolgirl are a lot of hints already.
The website where the originals were hosted was taken down around early 2020 so you can't even access it anymore, you have to use archives. There are a few other sites where most of the collection is hosted, but not all.

[Anonymous No.]

Confession, despite being a footfag I started liking boots more than exposed toes in models. Ina and Iroha's are really cute and I'm hoping Mumei gets boots with her kimono instead of sandals

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I fucked my half sister. And i could have fucked her more, She had no objections and never told anyone.
Yes it was good.

Basically my brain never recognized her as my sister because we weren't really brought up together or socialised, Some of you might have cousins or aunts with nice tits you keep noticing.

Aslong as no one gets pregnant incest is wincest.

But more importantly why are the jannies being anal right now?

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>>16106644
Wasn't that a twist in a manga? Evergreen or something? I remember reading that as a kid

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>>16107617
There was incest happening on that fucking boat??

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>>16065367
Now I also want to see what happens if someone does that.

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>>16005161
i keep falling for bait threads. I try to stay away from them yet I keep getting sucked in.
I want to stop coming to this board but it’s like I’m addicted, I can’t stop.

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>>16117672
If we got married I'd protect you from yourself

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>>16057653
Nevermind, I found those other sets in some porn site with the usual name, lurk harder.
She never shows her face in those sets, but it's her.

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I just watched Blade Runner 2049 with my oshi & after hearing her lust over Ryan Gosling for the whole movie just made me sad that noone will ever see me that way & how not matter how hard I've tried I'm still an autism who will never find a girlfriend or have sex unless I want to pay for it.

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>>16005161
I've become so infatuated with my oshi that every other woman I engage in any activity with feels bland in comparison to the point of being disgusting god damn why is my brain so fucked

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>>16106644
Blood half sister?

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>>16126407
Obviously, imagine fucking your Crip half sister

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>>16127017
Based

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>>16072209
I don't think you can even save yourself

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>>16124771
not with that attitude anon

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My coworkers who I played D&D with since 2019 want to start playing again, but I"m I'm considering quitting because my oshi streams in the evening and I might need to miss her streams if our games run late

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>>16136372
I've spent most than a decade trying to better myself (exercise, work, hobbies, if you suggest it, I've mostly likely tried it) to get a gf and nothing has worked. If what I've done so far isn't enough, then what is?

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>>16136372
NTA but if you think "it's all in your head bro" then go eat a dog shit sandwich and drink some sulfuric acid. I exercise regularly and I take care of my looks, I've tried approaching girls IRL (in school and at college), tried dating apps, and still kv. Some people will never find a romantic partner. A small percentage of all people, of course, but they exist.

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>>16136881
>>16137645
None of you are looking for girls that fit you and are most likely running after normalfag women.

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>>16137745
I am just looking for a girl in general, but don't even know where to find non normalfag women. They aren't going out to bars & are rare on dating apps, so where do I find them? Am I supposed to attend autism meetups or something?

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>>16136447
Your oshi is more important, anon. Never forget that

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>>16005161
I am very depressed, so much that I quit my job and I've started to let things slip. Sometimes I ask myself why keep on living.
The main source of my depression is realizing that I'll probably not move to Japan and marry my oshi.
But the worst part is not because it's possible but because it will probably not happen. I've grasped a decent level of Jap, I have a /fit/ body, even am decently tall, my oshi is not from a corporation or massively successful.
But I'm a gaikokujin schizo. And I could probably meet someone else, but I would never be happy is it's not that middle aged woman pretending to be a cat on the internet.

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I don't care about learning Japanese even though my favorite vtuber is Japanese. I just turn on her stream & listen to her cute noises & giggles.

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Listening to Korone's member asmr at first made me feel guilt for how intimate it was, and then wishing that I was a koronesuki. My oshi never treats me this well

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>>16005161
I hate vtubers who do try to do sex appeal and numberfag, whether they're male or female.
I want NijiEN to do well but I feel conflicted when I see Mysta doing that well on a ring fit stream.

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Watching Ayamy's cooking stream both makes me feel warm and depressed that I will never find a girlfriend as sweet and as goofy as Ayamy
Being a closeted lesbian in a religious country doesn't help matters

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I don't give two shits about the whole singing/dancing aspect of Hololive. I've never listened to one of their original songs or watched a karaoke stream.

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I sent a joking but still insulting message to my oshi and she seemed to actually get angry at it. I feel bad about it now.

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>>16146299
The feeling bad about it means you're capable of improvement

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I want to start learning to draw but I can't even do the first step of trying to put pencil to paper, and I feel like I don't deserve to watch my oshi anymore

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>>16005161
I fap to Kiara's roomate sometimes

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>>16073252
I find that my masturbation sessions last a lot longer since I started having to open a dictionary every other page to look up things like 咥える

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>>16060949
Me and ike eveland and im not even gay

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>>16151267
It's just autism. I struggle to identify what someone will be offended by & where the line is. I've improved myself in plenty of other aspects, but doing it for social skills has just been me beating my head against the wall for my whole life. Most people I talk to think I'm decently funny, but any time I try making a joke at another's expense (usually if they ever say a joke towards me) it comes off a lot worse than I intend.

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My oshi talked about how it shouldn't be that hard to lose your virginity, again. Said pretty insensitive things too.
I have all sorts of thoughts flying in my head and I can't sleep. I need to wake up early tomorrow.
All women are the same, even Japanese, you just don't understand them or they are acting for the camera. I regret spending two years of my life learning.
But I'm still going to save myself until I move to Japan and marry her.

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My mental health has been slowly declining over the course of these threads to the point I've become a legitimate mentally ill schizo and am considering anti-ing my oshi. I hate her so much. Why doesn't she love her fans more. Why does she lie. Why is she the only thing I can think about.

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>>16157872
I've even seen /here/ chuubas pop off on the "god you're so pathetic for being a virgin" rant when they got pissed off. You can't stop women from being women & having no empathy.

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I am starting to lose my interest in VTubers. Why you ask? It's because my interest in auto racing has grown much stronger, and not many chuubas either talk about motorsport or play racing games that aren't Mario Kart. Yes I know Hanaka Kotone and Sui Kawasaki exist, but Kotone only knows Japanese, thus I can't understand her which is a shame, and Sui is ever so slowly drifting away from GT Sport. It's ironic because Korone's short-lived Gran Turismo 2 stream is what introduced me to VTubers, yet motorsport/racing games are pulling me further and further away from chuubas. Hell, I didn't even bother watching either the Nijisanji and Hololive Mario Kart tournaments because watching other gamers play Mario Kart, regardless of their skill level, is boring. Instead I watched some guy do full length races in NASCAR Thunder 2004; that guy's stream was by far more entertaining. Really the only reason why I haven't given up on chuubas yet is that most do one thing and one thing fantastically: sing songs. Whilst many do sing a lot of the same songs, as long as their voices sound good, I don't care.

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>>16156698
Learn proper manners, even if you gotta read a book about this stuff. It helps.

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I'm getting disillusioned about the hobby to a degree where it starts to affect how I feel about vtubing as a whole.

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>>16160219
You either unsub a gosling or member long enough to see yourself become an anti

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>>16005161
My oshi got me into fan fiction, but their recommendations were decent at best, and I think my tastes are incompatible with hers.
>>16056067
Yeah, fan fiction runs from unreadable to great, but it's a struggle to find good ship content without having to dredge through shit in the process.
That, and the worst fan writers I know of need an intervention on how to write participle phrases without dangling or misplacing them. Admittedly, most of it is petty shit about phrases only being applied to subjects, even in cases where the object is intended; being applied to someone's body part when the writer is clearly referencing that someone instead; or cases where the modified clause could've been rewritten for the same effect.

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>>16160219
Kronie...

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>>16005161
I've spilled so much cum to sister claire, I once even listened to one of her live keyboard ASMR broadcasts she usually does and jerked off to her multiple times while she worked. I'm to ashamed of myself because sister claire is a genuinely sweet woman.

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>>16012642
Is it a niji?

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>>16005161
I want to let go of gura

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I fapped to my oshi and i still dont know if it's wrong or not.

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>>16166783
It is absolutely correct and an expression of love
You're supposed to express your sexual feelings towards the ones you love. Don't feel bad

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>>16144007
Ayamy's definitely a special girl

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>>16009830
>Do I have a cuck fetish?
All women do.

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I've pretty much abandoned holostars for nijimales, with the exception of Roberu.

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>>16018304
Based fantasy.

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>>16024563
/infinity/ is more entertaining than kronii

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>>16005161
I'm a chumbud with cunny fever who simply can't get excited by Gura but I still pretend like I do when I'm here because I wanna belong.

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>>16005161
I think the way this board is, the constant shit-flinging will corrupt your mind into actually getting mad about seeing/hearing vtubers that should just be "not your cup of tea". I hate that I'm no exception to this, it's embarrassing mental pollution and makes it harder to actually enjoy what is supposed to just be simple, dumb entertainment.

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>>16168557
no, you should just always deride people for not being into higher quality cunny and when they ask you for recommendations you say "reps" or "lurk more".

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>>16160219
schizobeat is that you?

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>>16005161

I've become addicted to European indie vtubers. I just really like the accents.

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I skipped out on over 45 minutes of my oshi's stream to keep watching a different chuuba's stream to the end.

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Just as I'm thinking about dropping my oshi because she's been streaming gacha she retweets this.
>people often say that vtubers have a short life, but the number of listeners who follow their oshi from the time they discover her to the end is much smaller
I don't know what to do, I really hate gacha with a passion but now I feel guilt.

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I used to be a DD but now I can only stand watching my oshi.

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>>16180193
is the simplicity of only having one you like better than being caught in a phase where you like certain members but not others?

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>>16180472
It's better. Gives me more free time to do other shit with my life too. I'm sure all the others I've dropped have their own fanbases to support them anyway

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>>16167010
Same. Both JP and EN Nijimales. Nothing bad about Holostars but there's just way more content in Nijisanji.

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>>16181070
I might have to just strip down to my top 2 then, been thinking about doing so anyway.

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>>16152150
Loomis

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>>16012642
Please tell us im nosy

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>>16005161
I have been into "rape" genre a bit top much these days

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I stalked a chuuba until I found a clip from he was a face cam streamer and now I can't look at him the same anymore

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>>16023789
Before I got into vtubers I used to stalk my IRLs on social media pretty deeply because it was fun, but my habit has gotten worse after getting into chuubas. It is really disrespectful to do, but the seratonin rush of finding new info about them is too good to stop

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>>16187291
My confession is semi related to this, I look up the faces of everyone I watch and it doesn't affect me, probably because I used to be a huge seiyuufag. I just can't help the curiosity.

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>>16187555
have you found any pictures?

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>>16187766
I was becoming too obsessed with him so finding his face actually helped bring me back to reality lmfao
>>16187856
I have but I obviously won’t share them. I don’t even save the links I just look at them and move on with life

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>>16005161
I only incessantly argue with Unicorns because I tried being one myself before but found that I couldn't go of the deep end because I can't lie to myself and ignore reality like they do. I see part of myself in them.

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>>16189811
I'll admit to going Gosling, but I'm too much of a realist to be a unicorn

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>>16189811
>>16190477
It depends where you draw the unicorn line.
For example, would you be okay if she was getting fucked after every stream?
Currently in a relationship?
Making hand contact?

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>>16193699
I won't pretend I'd like it, but they're free to have lives as far as I'm concerned and I'd still support them
Just gotta start thinking of being the fat ugly bastard in the NTR story instead

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>>16193699
She can do whatever she wants and anything else is mental illness. The part I relate to is the inability to actually do something about the situation that has led you there and the pain to confront that situation. Without making excuses for them, I can see how someone in a comparable situation would want to escape into fantasy.

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>>16193699
>Currently in a relationship?
Not being in a relationship is just a normal expectation for idols, not really 'unicorn' at all. There's a big difference between that and someone who think all contact with men should be disallowed. Idols go on tv shows and banter with male comedians all the time.

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>>16195190
>There's a big difference
Not really though..

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>>16195541
One is a normal expectation for idols, and the other is not.

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>>16053945
Sekkusu...

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>>16053945
mandatory

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i have an increasing obsession with wanting to have women sit on my face.

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i had a dream about togabito raping me

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>>16199114
I'm jealous

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>>16053945
Some sins cannot be forgiven.

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I'm in love with my oshi and dating her and marrying her is a legitimate goal of mine at this point. I'm willing to spend at least the next ten years of my life pursuing this.

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>>16200513
I'm also gunning for marrying my oshi, but I know it's an unattainable dream. I just hope by the end of her run I can find a real girl who makes me happy like she does.

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>>16005334
this, I blame ds3

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>>16200842
I hear you. I'm at least realistic enough about it to not try to keep blinders on should I meet the right woman for me in the meantime, but I would be lying if I said I didn't want to cuck the rest of her fans and stoke this woman's ego by moving halfway across the planet just to increase my chances of meeting her

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>>16200842
Based realist anon, I feel the same way for my oshi
It's at the very least helped me do my reps and start getting my shit together
Just be careful to not go full unicorn

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>>16202083
She's a /here/ chuuba so I have low expectations of her RL self. I just love her voice and her sense of humor, on top of her being a recovering doomer which helps motivate me to deal with a lot of my own personal issues and push through the complacency I've just sort of accepted for most of the last 3 years because I didn't want to make the effort to be better.

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>>16195705
Still, not really a big difference. Just one is a little more extreme and mentally ill than the other. It's both the same shit.

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>>16005161
Im visiting a psychologist because I hate myself and I'm trying to fix that but I don't know if I'll succeed

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>>16009025
In your defense, that term is retarded and so are those faggots that use it

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>>16144007
Don't worry anon, we will make it. Also your oshi is cool

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>>16204630
Good luck anon. If you feel like you aren't gelling with your psychologist, don't hesitate to try a new one. I tried a bunch of different ones and it took 5 or 6 attempts to find one who actually helped me.

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>>16005161
I chum'd to an /ss/ doujin of sister Claire and her pierced belly button

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I'm only subbed to Noel's PL fantia

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>>16005161
the mysta vomit posts are getting to me and it’s developing a weird new fetish within me that i never understood till now
i just want to see him throw up all over himself from eating fucking mold while i take care of him and touch his agitated stummy

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>>16012089
>>16012155
Poker chase was actually fun tho.

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>>16204241
No, it really isn't. A company that markets itself as providing idol entertainment creates those expectations. If you think it's 'unrealistic' that a woman would be willing to forget relationships for a few years to provide that, or at the bare minimum keep them completely private, then you're the one who has a psychosis. In the most mercenary terms it's simply part of the service provided.

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I am not ogey and I need to stop watching Hololive.
The Worms collaboration bugs me to no end. Again, for the n-th time, no one does any prep. "Oh get used to it" you say, well it was at a point where I couldn't ignore it. It's been over an year, I've come to somewhat accept that the first two hours of any game will be them learning the most basic shit, but that collab just...hit hard. I don't expect high level play, just some basic understanding of the game (like what the weapons do, maybe play one or two rounds against bots, it's less than an hour of work).
Then there was the Kiara Shrine schtick. Usually I love watching Kiara, but her "Pinkies only" moment absolutely killed the moment for me. What kind of a shrine charges 50$ for luck? Maybe it was the fact that it was a pretend shrine that made the punch, where normally I'd ignore it. Since then it's started bugging me that they pretty much ignore anything not in red or purple, again, I ignored it for over an year, but now I can't help but see it as blatant gachikoi milking. For 15$ I can play FF14 for a month! 50$ is an AAA game. 500$ is a PS5.
Then people keep spamming "I love X", "I miss Y", "BROS I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE IT" and in my spiraling I just see people pulling themselves deeper and deeper into a very unhealthy habit and lying to each other about how much "their oshi loves them".
I am not ogey and I need to stop watching Hololive.

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>>16209000
That shit is incredible.

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>>16211866
Give up. The the grass on the other side isnt greener.

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One of my friends sent me a long message about how he would accept me for who I was because he thought me calling myself an egg was in reference to me being trans but not out of the closet and not to me being bald

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>>16212150
Maybe the 2views would be a bit more...not as sloppy, not on the nose.

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>>16211866
Take a break

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>>16220917
You know, you can just make shit up or phone it in other ways, like replying with >>16207269 with "So is yours anon-chan!"

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>>16208813
She's great, it's me that is an idiot desu just a lot of self-esteem and trust issues from some crap that I had to deal with while I was growing up and some stuff from 5+ years ago

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Every time I scroll the catalog and read /asp/ I think it's for recs on vtubers with Aspergers, before I read the full title and realize that it stands for Aspiring. I swear I'm not joking.

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>>16222460
No

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>>16223424
I have thought this to myself and laughed before.

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>>16223424
I think that's the joke

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Being reminded that I'm a hairlet is enough to completely derail me and ruin my day and I don't think I'll ever get over it or have sex unless I get a transplant.

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>>16230602
The only way to cope with baldness is to make yourself huge, so hit that gym or become the fat old man in the NTR doujins

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>>16211520
>or at the bare minimum keep them completely private
Nice moving the goalpost but we both know that's not what this is about.

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I schlicked to mystas ringfit stream

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>>16241622
based, he's dumb as shit and is made for sex

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>>16241575
Because it's besides the point whether someone in public life has a boyfriend unless it's public. The goalposts are that either you accept the premise that idols and vtubers marketed as such are not supposed to have boyfriends as part of their service or you don't. If you don't, it's either because you have a problem with the industry's standards or you think women are too horny, duplicitous, etc. to fulfil its expectations for a few years of their working lives.

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Vtubers made me realise that if I could open up a catalog of loads of different girls and pick the one I liked and thought would be able to provide what I was into I would totally pay for sex, would probably stop me drinking so much too if I had something like that to save my money for.

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>>16005161
ever since i found out Mumei has a boyfriend i haven't enjoyed watching her as much. i tried to convince myself i don't care, but in the back of my mind, i do. i wish i wasn't like this, but i am who i am, i guess.

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>>16244256
Well if it makes you feel better, we've only done anal. You can't change how you feel, believe me I know, but she's worth giving a chance.

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>>16244432
only if you let me take a turn

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>>16244506
Sure! Mumei always enjoys watching me get pounded!

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>>16244604
cheers mate get your ass ready tonight

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>>16238460
I am taller and just can't eat enough to get huge & ended up sickevery time I tried eating enough to bulk more. I workout regularly and am fairly buff, but the thought of increasing my calorie intake sickens me.

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>>16128720
You're right honestly, I don't think anything can save me

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>>16139494
My oshi is a woman who behund the screen probably hates her simps (such as myself) and would hate me for being a virgin

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>>16053945
The lack of futa art is a shame

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This board has given me/awakened several fetishes that I had no awareness of (piss, kigurumi) and has fueled the one I had before (feet), and now I'm kinda afraid that in time I'll get desensitized to and get into the even more depraved shit like scat and /meat/ that I currently find disgusting or disturbing.

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>>16246156
I am enjoying your decline profoundly, I hope you get the link for that korone kigurumi you want.

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>>16246196
>I hope you get the link for that korone kigurumi you want
You're confusing me with a different anon but I am going to be looking for that link too

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I watch kson Ark and imagine that it's happening in the holo server

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I'm a dragoon and I have impersonated the Selenposter a couple of times. It felt good and I'm going to do it again.

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>>16247008
Memories...