/vt/ Confessions

[Anonymous No.]

Blessings upon thee /vt/
Confess your sins and Pope Gura V shall forgive you

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
What happened to Pope Gura IV? She wad cool

[Anonymous No.]

I have a confession. Pope Pomu is a heretic and /vt/ welcomes back Pope Gura

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I don't even really know her but I love her. More than any ex, maybe more than any family member.
One day I will attempt to contact her privately.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I want mori to brap on my face.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
Pope Gura, forgive me for i have masturbated to Noel's roomate's ass

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I bet against red and is mad on that friendship decision. Red lost that.

[Anonymous No.]

I found myself having enough fun in an indie's thread that I watch all her streams just so I can talk about it with everyone else even when I don't find her interesting at all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I want to drink Fauna's pee. All these tea and idol meetings mentions and her apple are driving me insane

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I hate chumkeks and I want to beat them up

[Anonymous No.]

>>12643660
calm down Gura

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I hate holostarsfag. They acted like menhera women in this board. They're worse than holoincels

[Anonymous No.]

I have fallen deeply in love with Ayame, because of all the recent Ayame threads.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12643660
Why are takos like this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I refuse to look up my oshi's roommate. But Father the temptation grows with everyday.

[Anonymous No.]

I said that I'm gonna watch IRyS tonight but UFC is more important.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12646754
Who is your oshi?

[Anonymous No.]

Kamaru Usman

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I thought I was done with V-tubers, but I've fallen back down the rabbit-hole.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I want to kill myself because my oshi makes me insane, but I also want to keep on living because she makes me happy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12655714
Embrace the Lars mentality anon

[Anonymous No.]

Bump

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>>12649700
Too dangerous to say

[Anonymous No.]

>>12643514
It's the pngtuber isn't it?

[Anonymous No.]

I'd date Haachama until her food inevitably gave me food poisoning

[Anonymous No.]

One of my favourite holomems had a baby this year and sometimes it seems like i'm the only one who knows.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661468
Alright, what's the rrat, who is it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661486
Can't say because it's true. Not in gen 2,3,Gamers,4 or 5

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661486
I mean it's pretty obvious anon....

[Anonymous No.]

I can't say I love my oshi (or any other vtuber I really like) because I don't really know her beyond whatever she presents while streaming. I would love to meet someone in real life who acts similarly to their stream personality because I would very easily fall in love with them. Unfortunately, I know deep down that I'm not worthy of love or affection & that they would never be interested in me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
i actually laugh at disabled vtubers

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>>12644340
hello boyfriend-kun good luck on trying for a baby we will always be here giving financial support

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661514
>>12661520
WHO IS IT? ANSWER ME!

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>>12661544
I should hope so otherwise they're not very foot at their job

[Anonymous No.]

>>12649700
Miosha

[Anonymous No.]

chuubas I anti live too rent free in my head, to the point I pay just as much attention to them in collabs as my oshi

[Anonymous No.]

I am a Kiki anti.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661716
pretty sure this doesnt spoil anything but my first time seeing her she was doing karaoke with Towa, was v cute

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661781
antipill me on this

[Anonymous No.]

I hate china so fucking much

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661847
God frowns upon touting your good deeds in confessional

[Anonymous No.]

I'm starting to lose interest in my oshi because she won't do anything but play apex and collab with men.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661840
She is using 4chan as a stepping stone to get bigger and will turn on us eventually, like Nyanners did back in the day. Never trust w*stern w*men, especially if they're Australian slags.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661514
>>12661520
Genuine question, who?

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>>12661927
Let's just say if you knew doxx info about her you'd know that she was married.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I'm a lolcow and many people have used me and it's dangerous for me to be a vtuber. Maybe in a different life or in a world where people were more respectful to me I could have lived my dream out

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>>12661917
I get that, I don't watch kiki, but this same thing happened with koopa. It sucks, but honestly, I liked her personality when she started, but I'd also rather have her find success rather than stay 2view >here chuuba forever

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661991
JUST GIVE ME A NAME DAMMIT

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662054
I can't, it's true and im not a vpnfag

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662062
Become a vpnfag and tell us you fucking cocktease.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662077
A loophole would be if you guess correctly and I answer yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662062
Fuck you. You son of a bitch. You bastard. All you had to do was say it was her roommate or something like that, or even spoiler it. But instead you had to do this. I will never forgive you. From this moment on your entire bloodline is cursed. May you never forget this interaction, for it marks the downward spiral for everything you hold dear. It would've been so easy to just avoid this, but you chose your fate. I will consider forgiving you if you just spit it out. So come on, tell me, nay, tell the people what they want to hear. ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME? TELL ME! TELL ME NOW GOD DAMN YOU!

[Anonymous No.]

I want to kidnap Guwra in minecraft and chain her up in my minecraft rape dungeon. She won't be able to move, and under her butt I will lay something precious to her...let's say her photo album of her family , open to irreplacable pictures and sacred about her and such.

Over two or three days I feed her regularly...but she gets very little water (she gets some, I'm not trying to kill her). I make her eat cheese and low-fiber sweets, so she gets constipated. If she gets stubborn and refuses to eat I might have to whip her, but that's not really the point of this exercise
Since her precious family photo album are right under her butt, and she can't move, she is unable to poop. She has to stand there as horrible pressure builds up against her rectum.

After two or three days it's time for the harvest. I take the treasured family photo album away and move them to a safe place (I'm not a monster). Finally Guwra is allowed to poop, and I collect it in a bucket. That's not enough though. With my bare ungloved hand I reach up her anus and scoop huge handfuls of poop out manually. For such little minecraft girl this is gonna hurt, so I might need some help holding her still.

Finally, when all Guwra's minecraft poop has been collected I portion it out into little bags and freeze it. Over the next few months I defrost 1 ounce baggies of Guwra's poop in the microwave and use it as lubricant to fap with.
Guwra can be released at this point in minecraft. I give her a hug, some painkillers for her sore anus, and put her photo album in her shark bagback. She can go to her home now

I'll need some help with this plan. If you're interested I can pay you with a share of Guwra's poop. If it goes well we can do it with some other minecraft hololive girls

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662111
Maybe you already know

[Anonymous No.]

>>12643660
t. eammates

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>>12662165
I DON'T! THAT'S WHY I'M ASKING YOU!

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>>12661991
damn,looked it up.always figured ina would end up with a kid,impressive how femcels can still reproduce while never leaving the house

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662192
Well if its really not obvious, I don't think I should say.
I love her all the same and appreciate her streams just as much.

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>>12662144
Better plan: I kill you, take it all for myself, and sell Guwra's precious beans on eBay.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661861
I think it's that he hates Hong "stop calling me China" Meiling from Touhou.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662255
I hope you catch every STD in existence.

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>>12662275
i'll rape your oshi if I do

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662255
Be it gen 0,1, id, en, ina, or even the gura pregnant rrat i read last year, i hope she'll have a lasting, happy family.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661902
Fellow Kenzoku...

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>>12662255
Alright fine, is it one of the following: AZKi, Aki, or Fubuki?

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662261
That red haired slut should stop sleeping on the job then

[Anonymous No.]

I subscribe to vtubers and never watch them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662379
Not op, but obviously it can only be one of those three. They arent my oshi, this why I don't care.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662379
yes

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>>12662422
Is it Aki?

[Anonymous No.]

I'm starting to doubt that I'll move to Japan and marry my oshi. My faith is weak.
Yesterday someone asked her how she feels about gachikoi and mentioned that the best way would be to spend big bucks on a pretty boy vtuber model to even have a chance.
Also cracked a joke about how it would be good to start digging for oil.
That's just not who I am, I'm not rich and probably wouldn't be able to become rich even if I wanted. But that 2views moving png makes my heart melt.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662437
yep

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>>12662487
Who?

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>>12662541
Funny, I did all of that for a rrat I've already heard

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662487
Play the stock market. Or just meet her in heaven.
If everyone goes to heaven.;-;

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662541
That would explain her absences this year, beyond simply a voice issue.

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>>12662487
>Literally says you have to be rich and handsome to have a chance with her
This is her telling all of you to back the fuck off. She either already has someone(like Tamaki, who used to describe her high spec now husband to describe her ideal man) or the attention has gone to her head and considers herself hot shit too good for the simple mortals. Either way, she's a lost cause.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I joined Ayamy's membership because of her tits.
I feel like I'd have a healthier relationship with my oshi if she actually wasn't so attached to her chat.
I've almost stopped playing video games because I use most of that free time to watch streams instead.
I subbed to a bunch of 3views to help boost their numbers out of pity but I never watch them because I'm not fluent in Japanese nor do I want to be awake at 4am.
>>12662541
I'm gonna tie you to a metal pole in the middle of the desert and let the scorpions have you.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662606
you better still SC her because its not condom money she needs

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662547
An indie, a nobody.

>>12662594
I think she became a vtuber to chase after her own oshi, which is probably Kson. I might be getting cockblocked by Coco...

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>>12662541
How did you find out?

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>>12642705
Tatsunoko since first day,
I stopped watching Kson after she collab with that fucking dude

[Anonymous No.]

I've tried all the meme self improvement ways (education, exercise, work, etc) and have been decently successful at most of them, but am still miserable. I cannot remember the last time I was happy and don't see any way I'll ever even see myself as worthy of human life, let alone finding a partner, since was my oshi or anyone else I would be interested in could do infinitely better than my pathetic existence. I feel like my entire life is a waste and that I should try pushing anyone who cares about me away so that I can kill myself in peace without hurting anyone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12665230
unironically

[Anonymous No.]

>>12665252
Meds won't make my life any less worthless.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12665401
Worth or worthless is a perspective thing, drugs can change your perceptions.

[Anonymous No.]

My confession is I only watch clips. I never watch streams all the way through.

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>>12642705
I've been using my internal monologue to talk to an imaginary 'chat' in my head while I pretend I am a vtuber for over a year now. I've fallen so deep into this mentality that I've even come up with genmates for myself and occasionally pretend that follower NPCs in video games are them, filling in what they might say in my head. It's to the point that I've developed personalities for each of my "genmates" and I swap them out depending on what I am doing.
Recently I've been pretending that my genmates and I all bought a house together and we live there to make collabs easier. So I've been cleaning up after myself more often and trying to eat out less so my genmates don't think I'm a slob.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12667373
Anon the time has come, you are drifting too far apart from reality.

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>>12667373

[Anonymous No.]

It's been months since I watched my oshi...

[Anonymous No.]

>>12662095
Miko

[Anonymous No.]

I love Finana and want the best for her, but I am also desperate to find her PL cosplay pics.

[Anonymous No.]

Bump

[Anonymous No.]

I've jerked off to my oshi, and your oshis as well.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I don't actually like Marine all that much, I watch her streams mostly so I can post about her in /ahoy, and I make those threads mainly because the marineschizo keeps raiding the place trying to make it shit for Marinefags here and I don't want to let one retard with too much free time and an axe to grind drive out an entire fanbase.

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>>12642705
I don't think I can have sex.
Well, it's not really about having sex, there's actual prostitution in my area, it's more about being a well-adjusted individual.
And I don't think I can make it. Fubuki eating a burger is cute though.

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>>12642705
The Sana doxx was revealed to me in a dream (no joke).

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>>12670232
The cursed knowledge has destroyed me. I've legitimately trawled through archives of deleted personal sites, trying to grab images where I can. The last step for me is actually searching using the name, and I fear the worst when I actually succumb to that temptation. This is my confession.
PS. She's no 10/10, but she really is cute.

[Anonymous No.]

it's not in the sense that i want a romantic relationship or whatever but i love my oshi more than anyone i know irl

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>>12667373
Holy... based? I can't believe that I'm actually taking notes.

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>>12642705
I masturbate to ASMR streams and thoughts of getting headpats

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>>12665224
Honest question, did you feel betrayed or something?

[Anonymous No.]

I have no idea what vtubers are
I only clicked on this thread because it was on the front page.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12683105
At least you're honest

[Anonymous No.]

I got hard from a girl calling us disgusting despite previously thinking that was cringe

[Anonymous No.]

I hate collabs and think people who can't shut up about collabs are retarded

[Anonymous No.]

I anti any VTuber who is currently in a relationship with a guy. This is because I'm a lonely jealous asshole approaching 30. It makes me happy knowing there are single women around my age with my interests.

I don't think I could handle it if I found out any of my favorites (Reine, Yura, Pomu, Selen, Watame) currently had a boyfriend.

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>>12686717
>Watame
anon...

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>>12642705
I want to be a vtuber but I have too much retarded shit to my name because I'm mentally ill

[Anonymous No.]

I donated more to my favourite streamer smile on twitch than my oshi

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>>12686766
They broke up, probably because she earned so much more than him

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>>12690317
There's no source on that other than pure hopium from watamates.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12690359
Sure there's no source but there's plenty of rrats, like even the Bartender story.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12690402
>but there's plenty of rrats
Imagine being retarded enough to believe in rrats unironically. Oh wait, I don't need to imagine, because there are so many here.

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>>12692464
if you're not a clipfag you can see when rrats make 0 sense and when rrats have a basis in reality.
Shagging a bartender rrat, break up rrats, they've made sense in some way.

[Anonymous No.]

Ive been contemplating suicide recently

[Anonymous No.]

I don't even enjoy vtubers anymore, I just watch them to fill up time then beat my cock to fanart of them when imagining their voice 3-4 times a day

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I enjoy being membered to a newer vtuber than being a long-time member of my oshi, because the newer vtuber replies to my chat messages in membership streams more than my oshi does.

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>>12682748
If you are searching deleted personal sites, how TF do you not have her name already. I found it in less than 10 minutes of searching.

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>>12692548
Not a single rrat that ever found its way into /vt had a basis in reality and you know that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12694418
Do a flip?

[Anonymous No.]

I actually thought that Fukkireta was an original song from hololive made specifically for the girls

[Anonymous No.]

>>12706874
haha thats cute and fine. i thought goodbye declaration was an aqua song cuz it fitted her so much.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I hate collabs and can't even forgive my oshi for doing so frequently.

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>>12642705
I sexpost in reply to certain vtubers that I don't find attractive just so I can bump the thread.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12704948
rrats about ID and EN girls maybe but there's like 50 girls, you acting like you could possibly know more about all of them than someone else here just comes across as ridiculous.

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>>12667373
>he's been improving his life through self induced schizophrenia
based

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>>12642705
I haven't watched a single minecraft in like
ever
it could be the best stream content and I wouldn't know

[Anonymous No.]

>>12708628
>it could be the best stream content
Spoilers: it isn't

[Anonymous No.]

>>12643583
We need a suisei piss scientist again…

[Anonymous No.]

>>12710146
I liked the bunkeronii worker's revolt arc

[Anonymous No.]

I had dreams about seeing holos IRL,.
Just seeing them in public, giving a knowing wave and moving on. Working at a starbucks and writing “dad” on the cup when mori orders even though she probably wouldnt be caught dead there.
Seeing Kiara at a Con and asking for a picture to brag with.
Breaking into the holo minecraft servers and fixing/organizing a ton of their stuff, and teaching them mechanics when they catch me.
Finding one of the holomems’ discords and saying hi or having a nerd conversation with them.

Man I don’t want a fucking gf, i just want to be friends with holomems.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12711216
>Man I don’t want a fucking gf, i just want to be friends with holomems.
I feel you, bro. I feel you.

[Anonymous No.]

Here's a list of sins Pope Sharky.
>I've spent more time listening to and thinking about the girls than this girl I'm kinda in a relationship with. We're maybe gonna meet next year if things work out
>Used to pine over the characters in a certain kids show, but now I've almost fully switched over to hololive because the old spark has mostly died, and the show is over.
>I've tried writing stories using AI Dungeon to do most of the work because I want to be surprised by the results instead of plotting the story and knowing the ending.
>Jacked off multiple times to the audio of Gawr Gura exercising
>I've been spending a few minutes every week talking about how much I wanna beat the shit out of Kiara and rip out of her finger nails, but I secretly kinda like her. I don't actually hate her and want to love all of the girls equally despite their flaws.
>On the subject of writing stories, I've been considering a way to randomly generate scenarios between me and the hologirls either using a random generation table and dice, or maybe learning to program in java to do the same thing
>I want to marry Calli

[Anonymous No.]

>>12712485
You know somebody made a porn animation of that gura audio right

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>>12712575
I’ve cum to that be like two or three times.

If I was an autistic child again, I’d probably be running around the woods pretending I’m with the Hologirls, but I’m too old and cynical to do that anymore.
I miss the times when it wasn’t about sex, but cuddles and grand adventure.

[Anonymous No.]

I have found an indie ENVtuber that I enjoy a lot, but I don't talk about her on here so as to not taint her chat with degenerates, even if increasing her viewership and subs would make her very happy. Her model is kind of crappy too, so I don't want her being made fun of.

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>>12712925
>running around in the woods pretending im with the hologirl
Jesus fucking christ why you gotta cut like that
Now im just imagining my kidself watching hololive with my bionicles and drawing up comparisons between Tahu and Kiara and whos stronger and if Gali was a Vtuber.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661538
Why don't you think you are worthy? You can always change to improve yourself, you can improve what you hate about yourself, and love will come when you feel ready. Meeting new people is scary, but if you try making friends, genuine friends, then you will find a girl who will like you.

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>>12713089
> Jesus fucking christ why you gotta cut like that
Now im just imagining my kidself watching hololive with my bionicles and drawing up comparisons between Tahu and Kiara and whos stronger and if Gali was a Vtuber.
No doubt there are some kids doing just that, minus the Bionicle. I fantasize on occasion, but I second guess myself about whether an adult man should be doing something like that. Seems too immature or autistic desu

[Anonymous No.]

>>12667373
self-induced schizophrenia chad i kneel

[Anonymous No.]

>>12713190
God has left us. Gone is our innocence, for we can only see them as potential partners, fap material or entertainers. They cannot be our friends.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I shit all over the toilet at work last week. I tried to clean it the best I could.

[Anonymous No.]

I have unsubscribed from every chuuba who does the GFE thing. It is cringe and promotes cuckoldry.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12711216
Your dream was at least not as bizarre as mine. I had a dream about Sasaki Saku from Nijisanji. She'd mostly sit at her computer and not notice me, except for when I do something that she didn't like, then she'd pout and whine at me. The weirdest part of my dream is where I randomly pull out my phone and look at lewd pics out of boredom and she reacts by coming over, waving a cross in my face and telling me how what I'm doing is a sin.

I swear I need to stop drinking before going to sleep.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12713064
Her viewership would only increase by two tbf. Unless it's a weird thread like the one of the snail or Beatani.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12714440
True but even then it would make her name show up in the archive, and if she egosearches i don't want her to read her being shittalked as anons usually do on here. She may be a 2view but she's my 2view to protect.

[Anonymous No.]

I think Kronii and Mumei are really poor streamers who never have anything interesting to say, and sound like they're phoning it in every single stream. I also really dislike that I have to keep this opinion to myself just out of respect for unity.
I welcome any clips or timestamps that would try to convince me otherwise, but I really can't help but feel that there must have been better, more motivated, more "deserving" applicants.

[Anonymous No.]

I assume everyone who still talks about falling in the rabbit hole is a redditor or newfag and automatically disregard whatever else they say.

[Anonymous No.]

My Oshi streams on YT and Twitch
I've never bought anything on YT but dropped hundreds on Twitch.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12715113
Kroonii def phones it in.
Mumei doesn't really "phone it in" so much as that she seems to think that what she does is going at 100% effort.

[Anonymous No.]

I had a sleep paralysis demon for the 1st time in my life on Saturday night. Once I regained movement I turned on a stream to try clearing my mind, and it was the "vtubers watching you" thing where vtubers just streamed themselves not talking or anything and the combination of those 2 freaked me the fuck out

[Anonymous No.]

>>12715113
Kronii is a stoner menhera that hates her own success. The only thing she's gonna try is self sabotage
Mumei has college and has been doing kinda poorly lately so I think she's trying as much as she can. She could be like Haachama and stream much less.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12713165
I am unworthy because I'm genetic garbage. I am bald in my 20's with a 1/10 face & bad joint problems so I have to limit how much I can lift to avoid hurting myself, so even after years of lifting 3x/week my fitness level can be eclipsed by any skinnyfat person in 6 months. I've tried making friends, but unsurprisingly I spent my whole life being bullied for being genetic garbage and have no social skills beyond generally being polite. I don't even enjoy anything in life and most things I do are more focused in avoiding further emotional torment. I have no recollection of the last time I was happy. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because I have 2 family members who I care about who also care about me & I don't want to make their lives any worse, but I can't help but wish I could just pass away in my sleep and reincarnate into someone who isn't in the bottom 10% of humanity.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12716082
Kronii obviously hates her unexpected success and clingy fans.
Her crazy fans even raid mumei/bae collab stream to tell them to cancel the stream and go watch kronii karaoke

[Anonymous No.]

I molested my sister

[Anonymous No.]

>>12712485

I want to snap ur neck and snap ur cock. Fuck kiara.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12667373
Same situation over here. I pretend that I'm in the new StarsEN or NijiEN male gen and would play different versions of my debut days on end. I'd normally play games but add self monologuing and acting like I'm actually streaming to 500 people. Hell, I already have a drawn up character design sheet for myself and my genmate which is based off of various 16th century and medieval warriors (me being a landsknecht, a britbong playing an anglo-saxon, a russian playing a russian playing a cossack, a samurai and and a finnish hakkapeliitta) our entire schtick is entirely military themed and we'd host various mini-tourneys against one another in RTS or Strat games in general. We'd (or rather, me and the finn) do gun cleaning and maintinance asmr and talk about em and play coop fps together, karaokes would consist of folksongs, anisongs and early 2000s shit. I'd like to start streaming myself but I'm stuck with no streaming equipment and only a 7 year old laptop which can barely handle CoH2 on the lowest settings.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12717947
Anon...?

[Anonymous No.]

Most people fawn over Selen's gap moe, the other NijiEN girls included, but I honestly am pretty indifferent to it and, if anything, made me lose some interest in her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12667373
While other people are watching vtubers, you've become the first vvtuber

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I keep telling myself I'll watch streams I missed but instead I just spend all day refreshing /vt/

[Anonymous No.]

>>12721740
Same, I only watch my oshi now...

[Anonymous No.]

>>12721740
Same, it also applies to YouTube in general. Months ago I used to watch multiple chuubas and clips, but now I just watch my oshi streams and even then I sometimes would tune out and never watch the VOD
I spend time browsing Twitter and /here/ mostly because I get to enjoy funny images and see what people are doing, and recently college is preying on me which adds to the issue. I would also rather watch a few TV programs, play mobile games or just eat and sleep for great amounts of time
I like vtubers, but I've been getting out of touch with them (I haven't watched Myth's anniversary stream, for example) and honestly I don't know if it's just that I stopped investing as much time to them or if I should take it easy if you know what I mean

[Anonymous No.]

>>12722051
>>12722209
Mio is my oshi but as I am an EOP so I can only watch her singing streams, but I don't even watch those because I know if I do I will fall hopelessly in love with that FAQing cute wolf. There's actually very few streams I actually watch and they are almost always pushed to the second monitor while I do something else.

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I want so much to enjoy the GFE but it never works, I wish I'd bought two bottles of wine because one isn't enough to get me drunk enough to not give a shit about the fact that the cute anime girls I like don't care about my existence. Maybe one day I'll find a nice 2 view I can groom

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>>12721740
2 monitors.

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>>12720827
I really don't like Sana. Her design, her voice, and her laugh grate on me.

[Anonymous No.]

I work a decently paying but low effort job (WFH and usually top out at 4 hours/day actually working). I keep telling myself I'll use my freetime (both during & after working hours) to do interview prep for s better paying job, do my Japanese reps, and learn how to draw, but I might spend 30 minutes - 1 hour total doing interview prep & haven't touched the others in months. I don't think my oshi will graduate for a few years, but I still imagine it will probably take 1-2 years to have a decent grasp of what she's saying most of the time & outside of tourism + the 1-2 Japanese video games I play/year I will never use the language besides to watch her so I can't motivate myself to spend any time on it. Drawing her is the main reason I want to learn to draw as well so that's also hard to motivate myself to do.

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>>12724159
Fuck, I meant Selen but I'm retarded. I don't like Sana either though.

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>>12642705
>I only watch clip highlights
>There is not a single stream made by any vtuber that's interesting enough to watch all the way through
>Gura's Yee-haw adventures in that stickman cowboy game was an exception
>I can't fap or find any of the girls sexy. Think lewds are wrong.
>Ironically, fantasize about lewds of their IRL actresses. Senzawa seems like she'd be a blast in bed.
>Only lewd EN girls, JP girls seem too stunted or innocent to be lewd towards.

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>>12724445
You can use it like watching anime and movies. Then explore other chuubas now that your horizon is broad.

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>>12724915
I don't really enjoy anime or movies, and no other vtuber has even come close to grabbing me like my oshi has.

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>>12716437
I'm incredibly amused how Krooniiponies spammed the fuck out of her friend requests last stream while Brrats pretty much behaved.

[Anonymous No.]

I pretend to be someone who doesn't know about certan vtubers because I love hearing anons shill them. Especially when the replies are long.

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>>12724672
i think you should invest effort in uncucking your unlewdable thoughts - it is seriously damaging to your sexuality if you find some girls unlewdable.
clip watching is based, en streams are shit compared to the better jp ones so get higher standards.

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>>12725167
Not that anon, I lewd other vtubers but there are some that I think lewds are weird of, what's so bad about that?

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>>12725167
this anon is wrong, fapping is cringe anon. watch the chuubas because they are cute and funny not because you want to fuck them.

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>>12725167
>it is seriously damaging to your sexuality if you find some girls unlewdable.
This is bullshit. Keep being based anon.

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>>12725118
That's some cute shit anon

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>>12724159
Eh, I like Selen, but I have certainly lost a fair bit of interest in her, the gap moe shit didn't help much, still watch her on ocassion but not as much as before.

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>>12725220
>>12725236
gay and low T pilled.

[Anonymous No.]

HoloID > HoloEN
T. White man

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>>12725118
Sounds like a fun past time.

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>>12726841
CHAD

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>>12725118
I do the same but I like to shit on small chuubas

[Anonymous No.]

Jerked it to coco's upset tummy noises when she was sick

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>>12642705
I love my indie oshi and think about her a lot. There’s a major parasocial relationship with chuuba/chat and chat/chuuba. Each of them are lonely and we provide each other with simulated intimacy that surpasses normal GFE. Both parties are self aware enough to know they’re menhara, but they don’t care, because they still have each other.

[Anonymous No.]

My ocd has gotten so bad that I've begun to contemplate suicide

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>>12733191
How?

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>>12733664
Are you taking fluvoxamine? I was there too, it was a shitty, crippling nightmare but it's way more manageable with medicine. Just wanted to let you know you're not alone and I know it's really fucking hard dealing with feeling like absolutely every action you do will have calamitous implications no matter how hard you try/time you waste trying to fit some arbitrary definition of "right".

It does get better, even if it's really fucking crusty.

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>>12734583
I mean, I have a fetish for stomach noises, especially gassy/upset ones, so it was pretty easy.

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>>12734649
Fuck, >we really are a Reddit colony. This comment reeks of that place.

[Anonymous No.]

Meds made me appreciate my oshi in a new light. I want to learn PS just so I can better showcase my love for her. I want to better myself and she is the source of my inspiration.

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>>12735337
This plqce is full of zoomers and old redditors, what do you think?

[Anonymous No.]

I almost ran over and killed a family of 3 walking in the middle of the road in utter darkness about 20 minutes ago and I'm still having a panic attack about it

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>>12737970
haha nice

[Anonymous No.]

I can't stop watching porn and the only cure is to remove the internet

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>>12642705
I like girl_dm a lot

[Anonymous No.]

Bump

[Anonymous No.]

Being into vtubing gave me the first real taste of why one musn't be too in contact with the fanbase of something you like, there's several chuubas I no longer like that much due to how annoying their fanbases are/can be.

[Anonymous No.]

I made up a rrat in this thread the other day

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>>12733191
This but the sounds of her shaving her pubic hair instead

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>>12642705
Sometimes I stare at some chuubas streams, see their viewers and SCs and wish that they would lose a big chunk of them and don't recover them for several days to see them become desperate and panick.
It usually happens when I'm a fould mood from previously.

[Anonymous No.]

When people use a vtuber's image to shit on my oshi I hate the vtuber even though I know that it's a falseflagger.

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>>12750018
Seeing the income big streamers pull in just pisses me the fuck off. I don't think 99% of the big name ecelebs deserve 1/100th of their publicly available income, let alone whatever they make from sponsorships & the like.

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>>12642705
When I have trouble falling asleep I try to imagine me cuddling or sleeping together with my oshi.
But I have no idea how the mechanics of either one feels so I can't really visualize it.
Like where the arms go, where does it feel warm, I have no idea.

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>>12745601
Which one?

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nyanners is my oshi

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>>12667373
based tulpachad

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>>12682580
this happened to me but with kronii

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>>12665230
You say you "tried" them but for how long exactly? It takes a few months for real results to show assuming you are consistent with it. Also getting /fit/ won't fix your mental state by itself, it will just open your eyes to the fact you aren't worthless and can actually do something worth doing in the world. from there its all mental reinforcement and conditioning yourself to keep pessimistic thoughts away

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>>12694418
Literally why? Do you think its better in the void/hell than it is now? I honestly just don't understand, I understanding wanting to "end it all" in a moment of anger or disdain but actually contemplating really committing suicide seems weird because there is quite literally no upside to dying especially by suicide.
Just put effort into improving your state of living, you can't "effort" your way into paradise but you can at least make your life enjoyable most of the time

[Anonymous No.]

I want to try anal masturbation so I can imagine I'm being fucked by futas, sadly due to a past opiate habit and the bricks it made me shit for years my asshole is ruined and trying to stick anything up there just hurts like fuck

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>>12642705
I used to schizo post in all the threads but this place keeps making the same jokes into eternity so now I barely post and just hop in the horny thread every now and then.

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>>12712485
>I've tried writing stories using AI Dungeon
Holy shit same, except I don't post what I've written online. Doing a Baelz RP currently, next is Fauna.

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>>12662144
Why are deadbeats like this?

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>>12642705
I donate to Kson even if I know she is rich. Why? Because every cent is a fuck you against the Chink.

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>>12667373
Jesus Christ anon, you just had to take your meds now look at yourself. You make my youtuber LARP look as normal as breathing

[Anonymous No.]

I used to watch hololive girls but then I switched to nijien because they make my dick feel funny

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>>12642705
There are no vtubers whom I find more entertaining than the Twitch streamers I used to watch back in 2015. Sometimes I wonder whether the reason I watch vtubers as much as I do is because I like the idea that that girls with similar interests to me exist.

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>>12755230
I've been lifting 3x/week for 2 years and before that was a fairly avid hiker (pretty much the only off weeks I've taken were for injuries, hiking trips, and one other vacation where I walked 15+ miles every day anyways). I've hated my life since 2008ish and have tried therapy, meds, and since then literally everything commonly recommended besides getting a gf, which I only haven't done because the only people who even pretend to be interested in me are single moms who hear that I am a software developer and see $ signs. None of them made me happy at all.
>>12755294
When you haven't been happy no matter what you've done for 10+ years and spend most of your time somewhere between sad and miserable, death seems extremely appealing. Nothingness would be better than probably 95% of my days.

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i fantasize about arriving at the airport in tokyo where the JPs point at me and laugh then shout "GO AWAY WHITO PIGGU" as they throw garbage at me
im shorter than average so I go up to calli, but im not short enough for her so she kicks me and irys spits a mouthful of coca cola onto my face
they all walk away laughing as korone beats me unconscious

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>>12655671
Korone's mom confirmed white girl

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I only read posters with pictures attached to them. If it's a good picture I'll even reply to them. I don't give a shit about non-picture posters.
>>12761578
You have nothing to be ashamed of, Mr. Barbarossa. That's pretty normal.

[Anonymous No.]

bump

[Anonymous No.]

I genuinely believe if I was born female I would be happy, rich and a successful vtuber right now

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i record karaoke streams without even listening to them and post magnet links. it's not that i don't like the chuubas or their singing, i just so often have other things to do at the same time and i don't care as much about the actual stream content as i do about recording and redistributing it.

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>>12766321
Pope Gura asked for sins not divine duties.

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>>12765140
>t. male 2view

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>>12765140
You're unsuccessful because you're boring not because you're male.

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>>12765140
You know males still earn more on average than females IRL out there right? If you are unsuccessful you need to develop a marketable skill and try and try again

[Anonymous No.]

I've just gone outside to literally touch grass

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>>12642705
I secretly can't wait for Vtubing to die so coomerbait vsluts like Vshojo, Ethyria, and Finana fade into nothing.

[Anonymous No.]

Every now and then I shitpost larp as korone's neglected son and with the news today I feel bad. Not that she would read my dumb ego shit anyway, but still.

[Anonymous No.]

I had thoughts of streaming by myself, even tried to fool around in VRoid Studio. It was in 2019
Now I each time see various posts about vtubers, I am eaten alive by guilt and anger at myself for.a the lost opportunities

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>>12770585
I don't think this was Bitcoin, anon

[Anonymous No.]

I use reddit for the hololive porn subreddit.

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>>12770074
I secretly can't wait for SFW Vtubing to die so vsluts like Vshojo, Ethyria and Finana transition to full porn streams

[Anonymous No.]

>>12773523
Porn is the only thing worthy on Reddit

[Anonymous No.]

I sometimes get bored and look for 2views and I send death threats to them. I think I made one of them quit because she hasn't streamed in 3 weeks.

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>>12773637
ideally i want both to be accepted and for well vshojo and the less uptight idol agencies to branch out to nsfw as well.

[Anonymous No.]

i dropped playing coomer gachas to watch vtubers initially it fixed my coomer masturbation habits but now theyre back worse than ever I masturbate to so many vtubers so often that sometimes i wonder what the fuck im doing, ive broken double digits some days...

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Bump

[Anonymous No.]

I was worried over the boys feeling isolated in NijiEN, but nowadays there's an ever growing desire deep in me that the boys just ignore the girls and do their own stuff between themselves and others from other branches and non-nijis

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>>12786070
I totally agree, don't really care if they don't collab with EN girls as i don't find them entertaining. However this all depends on the guys themselves, if they're also boring, then I won't give a fuck.

[Anonymous No.]

lol

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>>12642705
My want to look at my favorite chuubas roomates is growing too strong. I dont want to ruin my image of them and I fear if they dont match the picture in my head Ill stop watching them.

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>>12788554
don't do it anon. seeing gura irl ruined me, not because she didn't live up to my expectations, but because she exceeded them. she is the perfect 3D woman. to have a voice like that, interests like that, and looks like that... you will never find someone like her, ever.

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>>12788554
Who are your favorites
If it’s fauna her roomate mega cute

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>>12770152
What news

[Anonymous No.]

I think i accidently created a rrat and there are people out there actually spreading it

[Anonymous No.]

>>12779793
Nogey

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>>12792661
Which one?

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>>12795684
I made up the Aki having a baby rrat so he must have meant a different one.

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>>12642705
There was a rrat spread that my oshi was deathly ill and I came close to crying and prayed really hard for her.

[Anonymous No.]

I really really liked Mori and Ina when they debuted but now i fucking hate "my TT friends told me being cute is cringe" wannabe-nigger and get easily bored by ina unless she streams a game im interested in like SOMA. I still remember feeling a little gosling over some early Mori wine zatsudan while playing Nioh 2. I can't really put my finger on when did everything go wrong with her but I do blame TT niggers. Council is kinda shit. I hyped myself up for Kronii being someone that saves holoen for me, but she was a boring nothingburger with a deep sexy voice. Same with Rrat, her fake persona really puts me off.
I mostly watch EN niji or small companies now. Maybe i've outgrown holomyth or was it always shit? I don't really know. I miss THAT Mori. Was it the combination of debut awkwardness with cuteness or did she just exist in my head? This i also don't know. Thanks for reading my blogpost.

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>>12796161
Also i will personally inflict grievous bodily harm upon any and all niggers that enabled and perpetuated "dad" and "ya boi" memes. I hate you and you will die alone and suffering.

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>>12795810
When Himawari announced that she recovered from covid but thought she would die and couldn't even tell her mom, I teared up. Then prayed for her recovery. I hope your oshi will be ok if it's Korone, I don't think it's terminal at all, but a miscommunication of the extent of her stress as direct JP to EN translation for medical terms can be weird

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>>12756117
How is it working out? It feels like the AI loves randomly turn violence and doesn't really follow the personalities of the vtubers well, which i strange considered how accurate it has been with characterizing people before.
Would we have to create a custom module that details the personalities of each Hologirl?

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>>12795684
the kson jav lookalike one i f just thought there was a jav actress that looked like her to me in that scene

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>>12642705
I can't watch Kronii or Shion without getting hard

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>>12642705
Im one of a few anons pushing up ollie yubi rrats, it was funny back then, but now people treating it like its real, really make me want to kill myself. I cant even visit this shithole for months just becaue its remind me how stupid it was.

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>>12642705
I'm really glad marshmallows are anonymous, otherwise I'd implode from the cringe.

[Anonymous No.]

There's a certain tuber with a similar name and personality to my ex (it's not actually her, obviously). Recently I've been starting to project (((her))) onto her a little and I'm worried it's going to get to a point where I go insane.

I genuinely like her content though, too much to fully disengage.

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>>12667373
cute

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>>12735712
go anon go!

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>>12750247
my oshi is universally loved so I've never had this
hang in there anon, I'm sure your oshi is dope too

[Anonymous No.]

>>12801796
keep us posted

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I'm afraid my Oshi is going to ban me because of how much of a raging autist I am

[Anonymous No.]

>>12661486
>>12661575
>>12661927
>>12662111
>>12662192
Retards, it’s just some fag farming for (You)s. That’s always the case whenever someone says “oooOoOOOOoh I know something you don’t! But I’m not gonna tell you!!11!!”
Why the fuck would they even bring it up in the first place? For attention

[Anonymous No.]

>>12796704
Passable. When I GF/WE on AI Dungeon, I have to railroad heavily when it starts going weird directions, because I'm not paying for Gryphon or Dragon. Fuck that.

Highlights:
"Your wife was such an adorable little shit."
"Baelz nodded eagerly, looking up at you with those fucking blue eyes of hers, shining so bright you swore it would blind a person if they looked into them too long."
"You weren't used to having a pet. At least, not one like her."

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>>12801796
who?

[Anonymous No.]

I haven't watched vtubers much since last summer but I enjoy reading about them so I'm still here, I pop into a stream from time to time but only for a few minutes
My favorites are Korone and Noraneko

[Anonymous No.]

bump

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>>12642705
I shitpost as an anti but I'm actually very supportive of all oshis.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12796161
>>12796474
I don't know where you have been these last few months but she is more cuter than she has ever been.
Now about rrat that TT friends were behind state of her content a while back who knows if that is true and if it was they seemed to have failed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I want to be a vtuber but there's underage nudes of me out there and I get into lots of drama. Lots of people are obsessed with me and will find me irl

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I lost NNN because of that Irys x Kronii vocaroo

[Anonymous No.]

>>12811322
i lost nnn the first hours of november

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>>12811322
I don't remember typing this

[Anonymous No.]

>>12804716

[Anonymous No.]

I have no sins.
Others don't have the right to judge me and I see no reason to judge myself.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12814461
Soon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12643280
give me the source so I can confess here too

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>>12642705

I'm subscribed to everyone at Hololive except for Calliope and Ollie because they went too hard talking about how much dick they like early on after debut.

It's petty but there's still like 50+ talents to watch who are all just as good, mostly better at what they do but don't constantly throw out reminders that they fuck. Everyone fucks. My boss fucks, he doesn't come around and tell the staff.

If I wanted to watch streamers like that I'd watch Shojo.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12801796
you should superchat her something similar to this. I think it would be funny

[Anonymous No.]

>>12819268
Ironic, those are two of the about 15 I actually am subscribed to.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12819357
I want to play animal crossing with her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12819268
I guess my confession is that I can't fucking stand female vtubers that won't mention liking men. I find it nice when they go on and on about finding actors or characters hot.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12821943
Can kinda get this one (I think).

[Anonymous No.]

God sees all is a pretty good song.

[Anonymous No.]

I follow on Twitter and I subscribed to every single HoloEN Gen 2 but I've never watched any of their streams.
They all seem boring as shit and I can't get out of my comfort zone with Kiara, Calli, Ame, Ina and Gura.

[Anonymous No.]

Also I've already had multiple dreams where I marry a blonde chubby half american half japanese woman that sounds a lot like Pikamee and I think I'm getting onto something here

[Anonymous No.]

>>12755294
Its the fear that I can't change/too late to change who I am, also I may be retarded

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>>12799913
Another Yubigate-poster here. My confession is that I don't believe the rrat, but that's because I decided to not look further into it. Months ago someone was asking details about the Yubigate so I archived the “evidence” and the rrat kind of resurfaced, and nowadays I keep posting it because anons keep believing it and it brings discussions. Also, I think that the jannies believe the rrat because I keep being banned under Rule 2 - IRL discussion

[Anonymous No.]

>deleted

[Anonymous No.]

I legit want better Doujins

[Anonymous No.]

>>12829675
Don't we all anon?

[Anonymous No.]

Some more Noel Shit,

[Anonymous No.]

>>12804716
>"Your wife was such an adorable little shit."
Cute!
What are Gryphon and Dragon like? Is it less shitting and lol random?

[Anonymous No.]

>>12755294
It's really not a rational thing. Intense suicidal ideation as I've experienced it is more like a choking feeling of hopelessness and apathy that makes all your thoughts eventually lead to the conclusion that you should kys, rather than some cool-headed assessment of your misery. You know that the little spiteful goblin inside your head is wrong or at least really fucking stupid, but since it sounds a lot like (You) it's difficult to shake it off.

This is why picking up a new series/game/manga/hobby or having a pet (as long as you can actually care for it) is useful. When your head has "kill yourself my man" as its resting state, any stupid and possibly equally nonsensical shit you can counter it with is useful. At one point I kept myself alive so I could cringe at Eurovision with friends (and I had friends to do that with, so I didn't have it that bad).

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
i go into threads sometimes, throw bait, leave, never come back. mainly for schizos to argue with somebody who' no longer there

[Anonymous No.]

>>12835799
Sounds like fun

[Anonymous No.]

>>12834140
What did he mean by this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>12836063
He has scat fantasies revolving around Shirogane Noel from hololive’s 3rd generation.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12836125
Degeneracy

[Anonymous No.]

I have no fucking clue where "goslinging" came from or what it meant at first and had to figure out from context clues.

>>12724672
If you just think lewds are outright wrong then you do you. But if you think you can't lewd them because you're not worthy of them then start working out.

[Anonymous No.]

>>12642705
I don't give a fuck about roommates. What even is the benefit of finding out more about the irl person behind the vtuber.
Nothing I find will improve my experience of them, but I might find something that makes me not enjoy them. Why the fuck should I voluntarily search for something that ruins my experience? Ignorance is bliss.
Who cares if they have bfs or husbands or whatever? As long as they're not getting fucked on stream I couldn't care less

[Anonymous No.]