/vt/ confessions thread

[Anonymous No.]

Pope gura VI is back to bless all the sinners in this thread!

[Anonymous No.]

I hate all of you

[Anonymous No.]

I watched a 2-view purely because she plays into my fetish. The worst part is she woyld probably have a decent following if it wasn't for the fact that 'youtube' (re: her) deletes every single VoD on her channel and she constantly switches models.

[Anonymous No.]

Mori is hotter than gura

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
I think Mori is genuinely conventionally attractive.

[Anonymous No.]

I'm so fucking tired of people who know nothing about Nijisanji spreading lies about it dude.
Twitterfags regurgitate the shit that people say here and people take it as fact.
People still fucking believe Meiro dindu nuffin and that Sasaki bullied Luna out of Nijisanji.
It's always the Hololive fans who HATE when rumors are spread about their talents that spread this shit too. They act smug and say "there's so much you don't know about how bad Nijisanji really is" and they always just mean bullshit they read on fucking 4chan.
There's so much you can actually criticize Nijisanji management for, like hiring Meiro and Raito and their autism surrounding music permissions, but NO people have to resort to telling straight up lies about them.
It makes me want to shoot up a school and I'm 20.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
>I have saved clips of my oshi laughing at my witty donos
haha other people do that right I’m normal right haha

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I have been fapping to chuubas everyday for the last 3 or so months

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I pretend that my oshi is my girlfriend

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004564
Anon she's horny and lonely if you go to japan you can make your dreams come true

[Anonymous No.]

My OCD tendencies have gotten so bad that I cannot watch gura without feeling resentment and frustration. I like gura, but I cannot enjoy her when I am slowly killing myself over little things

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I hate KFP for forcing twitter to take vt takes down.
I don't have time to search for fun schizo posts myself geez

[Anonymous No.]

I want to be a doujin protagonist who can use saimin and living a harem life with all holomem, yes, all of them, even Kiara

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I keep reminding myself that every chuuba out there treats this as a job, so I don't get emotionally attached to them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004624
my autism makes me think that she’s already married with a toddler. she puts off that wholesome young mom vibe to me.

[Anonymous No.]

I'm in Gosling hell, I am easily captivated by every female streamer I find enjoyable,
the more I indulge the deeper the hole I dig for myself.

'Abandon all hope all ye who simp'

[Anonymous No.]

I farted, sharted, and cummed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004325
>Twitterfags regurgitate the shit that people say here and people take it as fact.
Twitterfags are retarded, can't be helped.

[Anonymous No.]

I stopped watching chuubas for like half a year and got hooked again after getting clickbaited by Kronii's fat tits

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
After starting to fap exclusively to Shion, I find it a bit harder to watch her streams, aside from the fact that I'm EOP.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
sometimes when I get bored I samefag and schizopost multiple times in threads because I feel empty inside.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I'm thinking if I should end myself

[Anonymous No.]

I used to laugh at the goslings & the memes. Fast forward to now and it's getting less and less funny as things start to get worse and I begin to gosling for my oshi as well

[Anonymous No.]

>>11006398
I been thinking this the last few days too anon : ^)

[Anonymous No.]

>>11005938
That's all she's got going for her. You'll be relinquished of your burden soon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11006806
However, I think I'd have a lot of regrets, which is why I'll postpone it for now

[Anonymous No.]

i got high last night and masturbated to some jav. one of the jav girls i was masturbating to looks exactly like kson and set me off

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
>>11004216
Those aren't even confessions, those are just facts.

[Anonymous No.]

I couldn't watch Kson before because looks like a younger version of my mom, but now that she dyed her hair pink her streams have gotten alot more palatable.

[Anonymous No.]

I was shitting on this new NijiEN wave but noticed I get way more (You)s and win more threads by defending them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I don't jerk to my oshi but I've ditched her streams to jerk off before.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008886
is your mom single? lol

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I have been watching another chuuba that isn't my oshi more and more and even watch large parts of the non-oshi's live stream if their schedules conflict.

[Anonymous No.]

I cannot still listen to Ina's English. I cannot always understand what she says.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
These other companies are so lucky I don't start my own vtuber agency because I'll mog all these ENVtuber startups to fucking oblivion.

This delusion is getting so powerful in my head that I'm really starting to consider taking out taking a loan and getting started.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
2 of my favorite vtubers are guys (male) using female avatars

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I force myself to watch other girls in vshojo but really I'm just there for the cat

[Anonymous No.]

I have been stalking my oshi since her early Twitch days
In fact I stalked her into MMO hell, into gacha hell and now into VTuber hell

[Anonymous No.]

>>11013328
Do it and document the process. It'd most likely crash and burn but at least we'd get some interesting content out of it, and if it's successful you'll be rich

[Anonymous No.]

i'm black watching vtubers

[Anonymous No.]

>>11013328
Do it anon, they need some decent competition

[Anonymous No.]

I'm completely dependent on my oshi to be happy and she's been on & off of hiatuses for most of the year. Her streams are the only things that break up how fucking monotonous life has been since all the Covid bullshit began. I moved to a new city right before it all started so I have no friends here and don't even know what the fuck I'm supposed to talk to real people about at this point because there isn't anything in real life that appeals to me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I'm on nofap and at least once a month (happened last night) I jizz in my pants while dreaming about Shishiro Botan

[Anonymous No.]

I cannot watch chuubas that have big mouths (i.e. Kiara and Polka).
Not only do I find it unsettling but it also reminds me of söyjacks.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008886
your mom must be hot

[Anonymous No.]

>>11013119
Same. Maybe it's because I'm ESL but she seems to have a potato in her mouth.

[Anonymous No.]

I unironically fapped with a ring fit stream

[Anonymous No.]

I stalked my oshi in a fit of concernfagging, when she went on a short break after crying on stream. I found her personal Twitter that hardly anyone else knew about. I feel bad months later for invading her privacy like that, but I just wanted to make sure she was okay. The Twitter is gone now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
>bless all the sinners
Guess my rrats will be extra blessed this time

[Anonymous No.]

>>11019241
I faped to hachama kfc asmr stream, so probably you are ok

[Anonymous No.]

I like my oshi too much. This isn't a confession I wish more people were like me I want to hear why people love their oshi, like a serious gachi post.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I'm almost entirely inactive due to the plethora of bait threads.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11021469
Pick a general and stick to it fag

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
On this note; I think that Mori becoming increasingly horny over the last two months has been a very good thing.

[Anonymous No.]

I've wanted to post this image for months but this board warmed up to Vshojo.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11016437
Wet dreams don't count anon. Stay strong.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11018282
She’s Canadian, don’t worry aboot it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11022613
>this board warmed up to Vshojo
Since when?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11022613
You still don't get why people don't like vshojo I see.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11022747
Because sex is just bad, okay!?

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I never did my reps.

[Anonymous No.]

I only watch like, two or three vtubers. And they're all hololives. I get the feeling I should "branch out" and watch other ones but I can't watch a billion different vtubers all damn day.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11022999
Not really a sin imo, you're gonna run out of time eventually and unless you somehow make watching Vtubers your job it'll kill you to watch more than 4 with any consistency

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I doxed my oshi on Kiwifarms.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11018282
Sorry, that's not a potato
It's my cock

[Anonymous No.]

I had not paid attention to vchuubas in years and up until 2 months ago had assumed that Gura was a character from some gacha

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
A couple of months ago I found a side account a chuuba's roommate made (which contains solid proof of it being them) before becoming a chuuba that, after confirming with most past life sites I could find, I'm pretty sure it has not been found yet, and if it has been then that person must have had the decency to keep it to themselves. The chuuba does have a roommate account that is followed by obvious fans with oshi marks and shit on their usernames and documented on those sites, but that side account does not have a single one with very little followers. I check on it every single day like an autist to make sure things are still the same.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I'm excited to farm NijiEN 3 rrats

[Anonymous No.]

>>11019241
Same wth Emma's Ring Fit where she kept moaning.

[Anonymous No.]

How bad etiquette is it to tell strangers someones Vtuber identity? I see people I know doing this and was wondering wtf was up

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008641
Code?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11019241
You think that's a sin? RFA was made to be fapped to. I got turned on by hearing a near panic attack on stream. May God forgive me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11027168
This is a test anon. confess what you wanted to do and may pope gura absolve you from your sins.

[Anonymous No.]

I hate gura

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I like more than one Vtuber, also I am critical of even the ones I like. I even complain about the things I don't like about my oshi.

[Anonymous No.]

Vtubers who are pro artists i.e Ina or Sana aren't fun to draw fanart for. Odds are you're not going to make something half as good as what they can whip up themselves in a few hours if they wanted. It's like gifting a millionaire money $100 for their birthday.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
Big booby steps-on-you woman with sultry voice is hotter than cute flat girl with the voice of a child??? I don't understand...

[Anonymous No.]

>>11005291
Strong-arm your autism for just a second and at least have a look

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008641
please give code

[Anonymous No.]

>>11022613
>i wanted to make the situation worse
kill yourself

[Anonymous No.]

When I post OC and it doesn't take off I really want to reply to it myself 20 times even though that defeats the whole point.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008641
I was like, "wait, she looks familiar" when I first saw kson.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11022613
>vshojo are sluts making dick jokes
>i can't wait for my oshi's next ASMR
imagine being the type of person who thinks this unironically

[Anonymous No.]

>>11041140
Are you me?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11016437
Fapping is healthy. Just don't overdo it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11041222
I don't have to imagine.

[Anonymous No.]

after Selen's first apex stream i spent 2 hours looking for porn of her because i thought if i masturbated to her i would absorb her skills and get better at apex

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004325
I'm a holofag, I agree that retards just spread shit because they like the drama and don't want to even double check.
I hope niji does well strictly because there are some decent talents under them.
It will get better hopefully. Past couple of days people have just been calling out bait for shitflinging

[Anonymous No.]

I'm three of my Oshi's top 10 donators. I know for a fact that another 3 are also all 1 guy. I suspect that the remaining four are only 2 people. She gets adorably flustered if you drop more than $50 per stream, but then turns off donations.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11043680
Is she a good entertainer? Did she earn it?

[Anonymous No.]

I tell miofa that their oshi isn't sexy so they'll post more pictures of her to prove me wrong, so I can then save and masturbate to the pictures.

[Anonymous No.]

I pretend to be a gay guy but I'm a (mostly) straight woman

[Anonymous No.]

>>11013687
>the cat with no tits mogs the curvy cow milkers in the group
I feel you anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>11023441
Judas-chama...
but why

[Anonymous No.]

>>11044533
that's called being a fujoshit

[Anonymous No.]

>>11044424
200 iq honestly

[Anonymous No.]

>>11045028
Yes.

[Anonymous No.]

I doxxed a doxxnigger.
I became what I hated but I avenged my Oshi.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11045072
so hey are you single or what...?

[Anonymous No.]

I don't even really enjoy vtubers, I just watch them to try filling up time in my life because I have nothing that actually brings me happiness

[Anonymous No.]

I always shit on vshojo. But I find them beautiful except zen of course.

[Anonymous No.]

I have membership to three chuubas but I actually don't watch them anymore.

[Anonymous No.]

I want to do what Takeshi did.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11027168
>They care about chuubas
Bad etiquette.

>Some normalfag asking you about vtubers
It’s fine.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11041727
>don't want to double check
You got an advantage. Why not use it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11006398
>>11006806
Stay strong Anons. Your oshi loves you.

[Anonymous No.]

For some reason, whenever I self harm i've been thinking of Mori. And that makes it hotter.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I think Kronii is trying way to hard to be Mori 2.0 and it grates on me so much.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
it is, unless youre a pedo

[Anonymous No.]

>>11006398
you will be rewarded for staying alive. maybe not today or tomorrow but you will
you being alive everyday is already a
accomplishment, so keep at it

[Anonymous No.]

>>11005717
were retarded too so its just other retards fining good company.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11058678
You should just end yourself my man

[Anonymous No.]

>>11059974
Meant for >>11006398

[Anonymous No.]

>>11041580
Did it work?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11062467
Doubt it did, something like that would only end in disappointment knowing that Selen cannot save them.

[Anonymous No.]

This is the only place where I find comfort and peace

[Anonymous No.]

not a vt sin but i opened up 4 porn windows and fapped to them, am i too far gone? i just get incredibly horny to the point where i can't focus on conversations anymore if i don't nut once a day
i tremble to think what i might do to a woman if she catches me on a 3 day nofap

[Anonymous No.]

I am a gosling for a different chuuba to my oshi

[Anonymous No.]

I...Is it gay to like Tomari Mari?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11068212
>I am a gosling
That's a sin itself

[Anonymous No.]

I kinda took a break from Holo chuubas, especially since most of them are only doing Minecrap, been only following Pipkin Pippa lately

She's really cute

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I used to watch Mori during her Omori streams, but I know I'm KFP and I feel about awful about it

[Anonymous No.]

>>11055243
When I self harm I think about my oshi then I regret doing it

[Anonymous No.]

I used my oshi's streams as a repeated excuse to skip my summer term work and now I'll probably graduate uni late

[Anonymous No.]

I've jerked off to a femboy takodachi on here.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11071428
Why the fuck would I be confessing it retard

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I always feel sad whenever people bragging about their oshi dancing, singing, having popular fan content because my oshi have none of those, she can’t dance as well, can’t sing as well, don’t have any popular vid and actually seem to be ignored by Cover themselves
I watch her, she is my oshi, I like her but sometime watching other Holos showing off their special talents I just keep asking myself “Why do I like my oshi? She doesn’t have anything special to show”. At the same time I also understand that these flaws are why I love my oshi so I just kinda ignore everything above. It’s a conflicting feeling

[Anonymous No.]

>>11073672
who's your oshi? we might be in the same boat

[Anonymous No.]

>>11041222
>ASMR that involves talking has to be as sexual as dick jokes

Terminal coomerbrain detected

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
Sometimes I forget I've subscribed to a random 2view and I don't really want to see them in my feed but I feel bad unsubbing from them. I'm afraid their like monitoring their sub count like a hawk and would feel bad if they see number go down.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
anon?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11069349
No. But you have exquisite taste.

[Mrs. Howard No.]

>>11073323
Anon you can’t just say this and not provide an archive

[Anonymous No.]

>>11074854
Yeah, I definitely check my numbers frequently.
How small are those numbers?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11065309
>only 4
I've had to close down over 250 tabs a couple of times

[Anonymous No.]

I see no point in confessing.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11086222
That in and of itself is a confession.

[Anonymous No.]

i fapped to a jav actress lookalike of Kson while i was high the other day

[Anonymous No.]

I thought Mumei Is Lex Luther posting was cringe until today

[Anonymous No.]

Bump

[Anonymous No.]

>>11091685
What happened today?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11027207
i dont have the code it was insta deleted off of the website i used luckily i backed it up it's the girl on the left btw
https://gofile.io/d/fnrYVe

[Anonymous No.]

>>11016437
SSRB is pretty strong

[Anonymous No.]

I want to become a vtuber as a contrived plot to get closer to my indie oshi.
And I'm self-aware enough to realize that I'm a schizo.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11005415
have you tried not watching streamers?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11051332
You can do it! Run as fast as you can! Scream as loud as you can!

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I have no idea how and why I am so hard for Tokino Sora and Azki
I really don't, they're tame in comparison to the others but I am so hard for them
Some, analyze this

[Anonymous No.]

>>11112340
its the very fact that they are tame in comparison that makes you want to ravish them. You want to be the one to sully them, to take away their innocence

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008886
This, but Towa's roommate and it's not helping the fact that my mom sounds like her when she's angry.

[Anonymous No.]

It's 1:00 AM where I live and I've been drinking heavily for the past 3 hours. Iv3 come to the conclusion that vtubers are basically just an extension of cam girls for a new generation. I knew a girl at community college was a xam girl in her free time. She would go for old men who were widows or divorced. She filled the void in their life bit it was hallow. She pittied them but didn't actually care for them. The same goes for vtubers. I dont gaib anything from watching, i dont even enjoy it too much. Its just some i do regularly at this point. I feel like others are the same. Vtubers would not survive as a busniss without lonely people donating stupid amounts of money. The difference is that the vtuver will never recognize the donator outside of a simple thank you. It would be fucked up if it wasn't so pathetic.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11113640
Is your mom single?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11108862
HOLY SHIT, I just nutted and now, I'm all ready for a second round. Thanks, anon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11008886
>>11113640
Congrats on your hot moms

[Anonymous No.]

>>11113703
Just watch vtubers like you watch TV. TV wouldn't exist without lonely people getting invested in the shows.

[Anonymous No.]

im a menhera schizo lolicon femcel who instead of getting turned on by their oshi, gets turned on by the idea of BEING their oshi. kill me

[Anonymous No.]

>>11114613
You should take matters into your own hands and kill yourself instead of waiting for someone else to do it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I use vtubers as a way to cope with my loneliness. I pretend that they're my girlfriend. If they interact with males I get upset and little disappointed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11114613
how small are you?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I think male vtubers are better especially Kaida.

[Anonymous No.]

I think about my oshi whenever I jerk off.

[Anonymous No.]

My oshi is the only thing keeping me tethered to this world and I resent her deeply for it. She should just admit she has a boyfriend, I know she has one. I need to lose the attachment so I can stop being a gosling and take that final step...

[Anonymous No.]

>>11115083
How is that a sin, it's like saying you prefer A over B or red over blue

[Anonymous No.]

>>11116320
Who's your oshi?

[Anonymous No.]

Vtubers made me respect women more and admit they can be pretty funny. Yes, even westerners.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11116387
None of your business. She's small and as such is /here/ so I don't want it somehow getting back to her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11116417
That happened to me for Japanese women, but the inverse happened for western ones.

[Anonymous No.]

I’m an unofficial /asp/fag who planned on leeching off Arcadum with fan music to kickstart my online presence and eventually become a vtuber once I already had a following, but he got cancelled just as my leeching was getting started
Probably for the best, don’t wanna be attached to his name forever, plus it’ll be better to make (most of) the climb on my own merits

[Anonymous No.]

>>11116493
find someone else to leech off of then, maybe try hololive, I heard they are accepting music contributions for their TTRPG

[Anonymous No.]

BUMP

[Anonymous No.]

I like to masturbate to an Anon's ERP stories but I'm afraid to ask for more because the poster in question went on a two month deep schizo binge where it was revealed they were no less than four different people across two other threads, sometimes posting good and nice things and other times starting fights. Every time they show up people start yelling at them as soon as they can identify its them and it's really a mood Miller

[Anonymous No.]

>>11121088
KILLER NOT MILLER
FUCKING PLAYED ME LIKE A DAMN FIDDLE

[Anonymous No.]

that i think Haachama should graduate from hololive. its obvious that she can't do streaming and school at the same time and instead of dropping out of school which is the correct choice and making bank streaming and staring a music career she decided to stay in school to get a worthless degree and to become a miserable wagie like the rest of japan

[Anonymous No.]

bump

[Anonymous No.]

>>11113964
I do as the lord bids me

[Mrs. Howard No.]

>>11121088
Don’t let pekoanons antics keep you from jacking off to such a literary masterpiece

[Anonymous No.]

>>11127991
If I could get them alone to suck my dick in peace I would. That stuff is so fucking hot it hurts. I just wish the people who claim to hate them so much would shut the fuck up and stop being hypocritical

[Anonymous No.]

>>11074216
It's Pekora

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I am not that sexually attracted to my oshi's design
She's technically sexy but it doesn't do much for me, I get off to her co-workers fan arts instead

[Anonymous No.]

>>11112340
Although I fap to all Holomems, what I find attractive about Sora and Azki (and Suisei) is that they are the closest to "true idols" Hololive has, and seeing them getting tainted/expressing lust that would be hidden normally, is an extremely hot concept to me. Especially, this Sora pic is my favourite https://rule34.xxx/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=4279964

[Anonymous No.]

>>11129689
Who?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11114613
You need help anon-chama, try turning off your PC and phone for a day and do something outside...

[Anonymous No.]

>>11114257
I used to watch TV shows with my family growing up lol it's not the same kind of interaction with a vtuber

[Anonymous No.]

>>11129689
vshojobro...

[Anonymous No.]

Ame member post made me concern like you wouldn't believe, i didn't know i was this emotionally invested until yesterday, i guess i reached the gosling point of no return

[Anonymous No.]

>>11133846
>>11133990
actually Marine

[Anonymous No.]

>>11006737
>>11005415
>>11134516

stop watching chuubas for a while and go to therapy

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I get drunk and argue with anyone and everyone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I spread the truth of Nina to the numbers thread, and now there is one space less that is safe from doomposting.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11136077
Evil mastermind

[Anonymous No.]

>>11134623
I feel the same way bro, Rushia is more my type physically but I can't help but enjoy Marine's company more.

[Anonymous No.]

This isn't really a confession I guess but watching vtubers has made me realize I have a thing for ESLs.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11138784
are we the kind of people who'd get married to a woman but then go have sex with other women behind her back? I hate having these thoughts

[Anonymous No.]

>>11140223
There's a difference between feeling desire and acting on it, Anon. We're always going to grapple with it. It's part of our nature.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
Is what I would say around my peers

[Anonymous No.]

I disliked my oshi's stream because she streamed over a collaegue's 3D debut.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004325
Basically Fallout 76 in its current state

[Anonymous No.]

I can stop thinking about fucking the zombie, cuddling the zombie, caressing the zombie, emotionally supporting the zombie
she's not even my oshi
that raspy voice is driving me nuts
I want her to whisper dirty things in my ear

[Anonymous No.]

>>11145730
Theme song for you, fag https://youtu.be/hJQM_YuDbJs

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004126
Post her.

[Anonymous No.]

I'm glad I'm a 774 chad.

[Anonymous No.]

My parents keep on talking about my birthday, but I'm planning on committing suicide in minecraft before it

[Anonymous No.]

>>11148957
Hardcore Minecraft? It doesn't count otherwise

[Anonymous No.]

This is the first time I've visited /vt/ in over a month after finding a jewish oshi.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11149112
Only hardcore minecraft counts. I've been unemployed for a while and I'm losing hope in finding a job in my field

[Anonymous No.]

>>11124050
A lot of vtubers have side jobs or consider vtubing as a side.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
While they're not my thing, I used to respect VShojo but now I hate them, mostly because of Froot being the only one I liked and then she became a drama whore
Also, I get somewhat mad whenever I see the term “Holobrony” being thrown around, because I almost exclusively watch Hololive but I like the Nijibros and it’s difficult to find non-tribalists outside of their generals
>>11114613
Femanon… You're making me hard

[Anonymous No.]

>>11156488
>Patches the thief
>Actively engaging in drama
She will never change huh

[Anonymous No.]

>>11147926
>774
Sinful

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
I'm seething because the name Nina now refers to the niji fox and it's just going to kill the other Nina's discoverability

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004170
true

[Anonymous No.]

>>11004038
ive made a few edited pictures of chuuba like pic related and ive been living off a nice feeling that i get to see it being used by people. i even sometimes see it posted outside of vt.

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>>11059142
yes but we're right and they're wrong

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>>11145730
Here's something to help with that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UWcr24lRqo

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>>11045114
based

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I unironically think I would've been a better Vtuber than most of the Vtubers I watch if I had been born a girl.
I sometimes find myself watching their streams and thinking of what I would've said instead in that situation, what joke I would've made, etc.

Also I really want to fuck most of them

[Anonymous No.]

I'm here not because of shitposting and schizo threads; I'm here because I'm just too lazy to make any social media account where I can post my mediocre opinions.

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>>11114613
Femanon love....?

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>>11176646
Kind of the same desu

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>>11114613
>schizo lolicon femcel
stop larping and do your reps faggot.

[Anonymous No.]

I got into vtubers because my friend was always posting and talking about them. Just wanted to have something else to talk about and share with him.

Started off just watching clips and maybe a stream or two a week.

Now I'm playing different vods when I drive, watching small indies and paying memberships to 7 different vtubers.
I also simp regularly.Haven't done a red SC yet but the time will be here soon at this rate.

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>>11004038
I hate that ever since they linked the Jp and EN servers, every collab is nothing but "chu chu tee tee pee pee poo poo". As if there's no other way to acknowledge the other than "come on, I'll shove my fist up your cunt and you will love it while we place blocks on top of each other. I think they're pushing the yuribait a bit too far. If this antipathy I feel is a sin, then bless me Gura, for I have sinned.

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>>11184057
That's kind of relatable though. It feels disingenuous and strange. Now, don't get me wrong, I understand that vtubing has several other disingenuous facets, but a big part of it is not letting people linger on them; keeping them behind curtains and the like. They're having fun, sure, but sometimes is just feels like they're all trying to cash in on as much yurilover money as they can and creating forced dynamics for the sake of the business, which is always incredibly obvious.

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vump

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>>11006398
>>11006806
Just do it, faggots.

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>>11004038
I unironically believe the fox niji is gonna be their final yab

[Anonymous No.]

I think the term 'anti' is the gayest thing in this fucking earth

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>>11114613
>menhera schizo lolicon femcel
Based

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>>11196002
niji tried their zerg rush model. didn't expect to pick a zergling mutated beyond belief.

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I can't handle Sana's accent. It's a huge turnoff for me.
Not only can I not understand wtf she's saying half the time, but her Japanese is horrible (in terms of skill level and pronunciation).
Plus her model's ugly.

Overall she's really the least attractive council to me.
Which is sad, considering the potential she has with her PL, I was really looking forward to her being my favorite.

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>>11004038
I miss her guys

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I only like watching menharas and 2views.

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>>11022613
>board warmed up to vshitshow
Lol, it's because we have too many immigrants

[Anonymous No.]

I'm sorry but I can't get invested in Miko's stuff at all. Her voice gets on my nerves.

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>>11200318
>menharas
Why though?

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>>11202922
Mental problems fetish.

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>>11200318
You'd love me.
Except I'm a 0view so you'll never find me.

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>>11205213
Don't tease me like that. Give me a hint and I'll look for you.

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>>11205213
Please menhera-chan...

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>>11004325
>Meiro dindu nuffin
Meiro being a spiteful menhera doesn't absolve Roa in any way. They're both trash and shouldn't be in nijisanji.

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>>11004170
Gura isn't hot, weirdo. Gura is cute.

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>>11055243
Superchat her about this!

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>>11114613
Take your fucking meds.

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>>11199954
I used to be obsessed with her PL's art, tuned into one of her Twitch streams, and didn't really like it. It's so weird that she's in Hololive. And she doesn't talk about the stuff she'd always talk about on Twitter. It's too strange to me, to follow someone for years and hear all this stuff about her life and her interests and favorite anime boys and girls then turn on her stream and she's blabbering about Zodiacs

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I genuinely cannot stand women. This isn't the ironic misogyny that permeates in modern meme culture. I really do hate being around women. I had a normal childhood, loving parents, comfortably middle-class upbringing, no trauma other than the usual broken bones that come with being a kid and playing outside/doing sports. I don't know how I came to be like this but every single time a woman speaks or even performs tasks in a workplace setting, it pisses me off. All I can think about when women speak to me is "God please shut the fuck up, I don't care." I go out of my way to look unapproachable because I don't want to have to deal with friendly small talk with women. I begrudgingly tolerate interacting with women in professional settings, because functioning in society would be a pain in the ass otherwise, but the main reason I got into construction is because the field is dominated by men. I'm big into bondage because women being bound and gagged makes the whole sex scenario way more appealing.

I unironically tune in to vtuber streams to try and get better at tolerating women. I've been watching for over a year now and it's getting better. I used to tune out after 5-10 minutes because it was too much, but now I can watch for up to an hour. The fact that I can work on this in the comfort of my own apartment is genuinely really nice. This might read like a shitpost but I am being sincere.

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I'm friends with my oshi

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>>11197098
based

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>>11198737
let’s run away, you and me, anonchama…

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>>11208719
and funny

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>>11176296
Same, bro.
I adore vidya, love making people laugh, can sing, play instruments, can draw, and I speak multiple languages.
But I'm a guy and I will never be a vtuber.

(Don't get me wrong, I'm not really lamenting or hate my life or anything, but I do larp about it in my head a little more than I'm willing to admit..)
Man, confessing can feel pretty good sometimes huh

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>>11218546
Just be a male vtuber and apply for Nijisanji EN

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I reply to bait threads and then close and hide them.

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>>11004038
I made this for you father

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I just check threads and watch timestamps

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>>11004038
I keep thinking of killing myself but I don't want to hurt my family. I guess I'll keep living while suffering.

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>>11227789
You should live with me instead. I will give you food, a bed, a roof and if you pay 50$ the hour, I can pretend be your family.

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Bump

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>>11004126
...what fetish?

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>>11004325
Why did Luna leave? I'm genuinely curious

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>>11108862
Holy shit that is REALLY similar at certain angles.

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>>11041580
Seeing how Selen plays really well and is able to forcefully laugh a ton to get her viewers to laugh/think her streams are funny has kinda convinced me that pure, extreme talent exists in this world. Getting to pred twice without practicing even a bit is fucking crazy

[Anonymous No.]

>lose track of time while edging
>watch my oshi's new original song premiere with a buttplug in my ass
>twice
Sorry

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>>11114613
Transformation/gender bender fetish???

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>>11128792
Can you link the shit you're talking about? I wanna see it as well

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>>11212424
Good luck anon.

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>>11044533
Why? Do you ever get turned on by the gay flirting on this board? Or is it just for fun?

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>>11134516
I know that feeling anon. I thought it was just entertainment until Coco announced her graduation. When that happened, I had to leave work early because I was too distraught

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>>11218546
Aside from the vidya stuff, you're where I aspire to be when I hit 40 in 10 years. Drawing, music, singing, and languages.
I feel like I might stand out with those abilities. I also think that 40 will be a bit late for it

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I can only beat my dick to a chuuba if I imagine her as a dominant futa girl and I constantly seek futa art, as well as writing fics.
I’m pretty much unable to get off to anything else, the slightest hint like Kronii’s nice clock comment is enough to fuel a vast amount of cringy, horny text walls
I still consider myself straight because it specifically applies to the fantasy of being humiliated/dominated by a woman, hence Nogai

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>he did the weekly boss before the bp reset

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>>11004038
I have good dox of my oshi and use that knowledge to spoonfeed tourists in my oshi's general sometimes even though they're all SEAnigs and really don't deserve it. I've become so good at skirting the board rules that I've only been warned once.
In conclusion, I am exchanging what I know for dopamine from strangers and I should really stop.

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>>11233318
NTA but I do it because actually calling yourself a femanon tends to derail the thread with >ywnbaw and other low qualities replies. The other reason is that I hate everyone here and want to make a worse experience for everyone by larping as an annoying manslut

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>>11208719
Gura has so many good ass pics out there that I've fapped way more to her than Mori and her huge Moris. It doesn't helps that Mori has an awkward personality so I feel bad lewding her, meanwhile Gura has a teasing personality and I just want to teach her a lesson with my cock.

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>>11004325
Pomuposting makes me want to shoot up a school and I will take every opportunity to shit on her without having watched a single moment of her content.

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>>11171533
Holy fuck same anon

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>>11233318
I am the anon you replied to and I agree with that other anon lol. Plus the idea of fucking my oshi with a penis turns me on immensely. I don't flirt with anons, I just gaypost about boys.

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>>11235834
now I want to write something about a fujo femanon being given a futa cock to fuck her oshi and her oshi’s bf or fans, thanks for the prompt femanon
>>11235718
Also same, although usually I just see some of the CK2 reaction images reposted rather than the edits of the Council in CK2 portraits. That said I’ve seen this one reposted a lot.

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>>11236023
I don't even care what vtuber guy you write it about just write it with any one of them, I will be stalking the write thread now.

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People keep blaming deadbeats for my shitposts.

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>>11197098
it comes from tumblr/twitter so what did you expect?

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>>11236071
I usually post in the Kronii threads, /wg/ is too chaotic for me
this is the latest fic I’ve written https://rentry.co/mv773 but the rest of them are in https://rentry.co/68g7e
do you want me to write about a male chuuba? I don’t actually watch any of the male ones/spoiler]
To add, I think the more I write the more I’m actually corrupting myself. I now find the idea of being raped and killed by (futa) Kronii, Mumei or Fauna far more arousing than I realistically should

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>>11073079
You will never be a graduate.

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>>11004126
It's Mel, isn't it? I'm not kinkshaming you though.

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>>11235220
>hate everyone here
>post here anyway
Don't lie. Also you're just going to turn anons on, not annoy them. Guys will flirt with and masturbate to other guys on the internet if they're desperate enough.

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>>11004038
I'm a fujo and a yumejo. My dream is to be sandwiched between my oshis. I will volunteer myself to conceive my gay oshi's children.

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>>11237725
Based.
>get cummed in by oshi
>get to watch oshi get cummed in
Now if only males could get prengant too

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>>11023441
Kiara?

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>>11237528
Interesting reply, we should have gay sex

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>>11114613
I suppose your oshi is Gura? Good taste.

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>>11236281
Not really one for greentext fic but pursuing writing can be fun so good for you, idk what Clockfags get up to in their general.

[Anonymous No.]

My favourite Holos reflect the qualities I'm attracted to in Women.

Suisei: cool, strong-willed, hard working, strong
Okayu: kind, charismatic, sensitive
Korone: Adorable, but with a low-key onee-san side (unpopular opinion, I know)

I use them to fill up a hole in my heart and I'm attached to them to an unhealthy degree. I'm not actually in love with any of them but they still make my heart beat faster. They're on my mind a lot and I want to cuddle with them and talk to them.

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>>11045383
You need to be at least 18 to post on this board.

>>11235834
Based. Especially wanting to futa fuck your oshi. Are you *actually* straight if you're a woman who wants to fuck another girl though?

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>>11238364
I don't know why I capitalized the word "women". In any case, have a Suisei.

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>>11237379
Yes

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>>11238483
A little confused anon, I'd futa fuck my oshi if he was male or female, plus I can't say anime girls AREN'T hot, but that's about it.

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>>11238827
Anime girls are universally attractive.

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>>11233159
Go to /wg/'s archive in the Op and control f pekoanon

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>>11238060
Many things. Lately, writing fics and schizo posting (the latter becomes worse during breaks) the archive already has 700+ fics. It’s calmed down a bit at the moment at least, they’re honestly comfy threads
I love my clock wife!
also lately someone keeps trying to get the writefags to write about fucking each other, my bet is Kronii’s behind it

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>>11238872
No that's a normal thing. It happens in /wg/ as well. People keep trying to fuck the guy running the archive even when he never responds to it.

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>>11238827
>some of the people reading and getting off to all the “Fauna makes herself or another holo grow a cock” fics are femanons
Dare I say, based?

[Anonymous No.]

This board has essentially become /lgbt/2.0 and I want to kill 95% of you unironically

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>>11238827
Just admit you're bi or pan then.

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>>11212424
>I got into construction is because the field is dominated by men. I'm big into bondage
reading this with the way your text was structured gave me a giggle lol

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>>11237808
>>11237725
both of you lovely and not mentally ill ladies should go check yourselves at a therapist then find a husband

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>>11239793
holy based

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>>11004659
idk if you'll see this anon but i was diagnosed with ocd when i was like 9ish, just know that you're not alone man, shit sucks

i'd say keep trying to enjoy gura's streams regardless. as lame as it sounds distraction and not giving in is pretty much the best we can do

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>>11004038
I hate Japanese. One of them might become a rapist and stalk my oshi through her reflection. The news of them doing that to a 3dpd idol prove my fear too.

[Anonymous No.]

Today is menhera monday on wvt if anyone is interested
>>>/trash/wvt

[Anonymous No.]

My oshi is the only reason I have to learn Japanese. I keep dropping it every time she goes on hiatus and whenever she comes back I spend more time relearning the basics than I do learning anything new because I just can't motivate myself to give a shit otherwise.

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>>11242634
Cute chammers you posted there.
Relatable, started doing reps in 2019 with decent success because HoloJP, then had my attention snatched by Myth and stopped completely. Suddenly, my EN oshi streams a random 6h micra stream in JP to punish me. It felt personal and I am bitter, but she taught me a valuable lesson.

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>>11004038
My mother's bloodline ends with me since I have no desire to get married and have kids
At this point I'm just hoping either of my cousins get married and have children while I remain unbothered and become the uncle that just visits every now and then

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>>11242788
what's so special about your mother's bloodline?
unless there is some other reason you mention that instead of your father's for example

[Anonymous No.]

I hate the idea of having a jp chat become infested with pajeets and seaniggers whenever there's a collab between two branches, but I love the collabs themselves.

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>>11243083
Nothing special other than estranged family stuff

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>>11233499
>I feel like I might stand out with those abilities.
I think you will. Not from the possession of those abilities, but through the experiences of the journey in itself.
Do your best, anon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11236134
t. deadbeat

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I larped as a Chinese who tried to create controversy over the fact that Korone supposedly implied that Virginia and the US are separate entities while being oblivious to the fact that Americans don't care about that shit. Twice. Got lots of (You)s, but also got banned.

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>>11244991
why Korone?

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>>11245039
Because she did a stream where she talked about all sorts of countries, showing their flags and trying to speak some of their languages. She showed the US and Florida seperately. I thought "hey, this is exactly the kind of thing a Zhang would get triggered over" and decided to try and emulate their behaviour out of pure boredom.

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>>11004038
I....I liked you better when you were Senzawa, your holiness.

[Anonymous No.]

I hate Moona, i find her a legitimate waste of space on HoloID, i think she's a boring bitch with no redeeming quality carried by her model and pekora
and yet i cant stop cumming literal buckets to her and her ESL voice, i tributed my phone to one of her horror streams and her ring fit stream has become my go-to tool for fapping.
almost a month ago, i decided it had to stop and went on no fap. the first two days were fine, but the third day i had a wet dream where Moona was living in my apartment, she stank of unwashed sweat and her lilac pubes were peeking out of her panties. She used that fucking ESL accent to taunt and mock me, telling me that a SEA girl like her was significantly richer than me
i got increasingly mad until i slapped her, and she slapped me back, this devolved into a literal fistfight and ended with me angrily fucking her while she screamed how pathetic i was for loving her smelly indonesian pussy. I woke up with a fever, sweating from every pore and with a pair of boxers ruined by the ammount of nut they had. I still jerk off to Moona

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>>11212424
Glad to see you're progressing, keep it up.
>>11245255
fucking kek
>>11238667
>I don't know why I capitalized the word "women"
Let me guess, your native language is German, and you autopilot to capitalising nouns by default.

[Anonymous No.]

>>11245255
are you okay anon? why moona in specific?

[Anonymous No.]

>>11247420
i dont know, i cant stop cumming to that broken accent and weird voice

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>>11247141
Nah. I'm Dutch, and we don't capitalise our nouns.