/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I loved my gold digger of a wife

>>73651194
I love my Shondo so much!
https://files.catbox.moe/3jaogf.mp4

i wish i could be there for her. i wish i could be her volition. my sweet little shondo. god i love her so much.

>>73651269
>Spoiler
Jesas Christ what a horrible thing to see as soon as I wake up.
This will ruin me

>>73651269
blessed post
>>73651631
nade nade

Is it really that bad for me to want to know everything my wife did? The good, the bad, and the ugly? I think it's only natural to want to know about it
Not talking about spoonfeeding btw, i believe people should put in effort to find something out, but not everyone is smart enough or knowledgeable enough to be as thorough as they'd like
For example, if you don't know about archive dot today and you only know about waybackmachine you won't have access to certain pieces of information
Gatekeeping is bad, helping shoggas or giving out hints should be acceptable(it's best people ask for help publicly, so that the % of the one asking for help being just an anti being low) imo
Am I cooking or am I retarded? Groomers need not respond(except dewd, he seems unironically better than the rest and maybe a bit open minded; quite stubborn though)

>>73652279
What was the point of your post other than to spoon-feed two sites
You're retarded

>>73652279
>not everyone is smart enough or knowledgeable enough to be as thorough as they'd like
Those people should just believe in her. When you meet a woman irl in the dating market all you have to go off are her stories and maybe a couple of her biased friends giving you the best version of her past, you don't have her internet history since she was 13 years old.

>>73651502
I wish the person that made this model didn't show private shobdo DMs live on stream and shit talk her

>>73652587
Why do you wish that? Shit artists should make themselves un-commissionable ASAP.

>>73652279
>Gatekeeping is bad
no it's not

>>73652682
Depends on what and who
But mostly I agree

>>73652682
Nta, it said groomers need not reply oomfie

>>73652793
>everyone who disagrees with me is a groomer

>>73652587
what the fuck are you talking about?

>>73652279
thanks i didn't know about that first one and i looked pretty hard for it

>>73652587
run

>>73652834
This is the typical defence pushed here, the word has lost all meaning

>>73652587
Don't really care about that, Chibi Shondo is still a treasure.

>>73652919
>I don't care that someone betrayed my wife's trust and has said rude things about her live
Why don't you just leave

>>73652960
nigga are you talking about cake? cake didn't make her chibi model you retard

>>73652587
that was Cake not the chibi model artist

>>73652960
do your fucking reps newfag

>>73652978
I'm not the first guy
I just wanted to dogpile
Seems I picked the wrong side this time

>>73652279
>cooking
youre too young to post here, fuck off

>>73653016
next time choose your battles wisely shoomfie

>>73652834
>>73652889
In this context, gatekeeping would be wanted only by groomers
Groomers, argue for why gatekeeping is not bad in this context

>>73653165
>Terrible post that makes no sense
Go back to the drawing board

>>73653165
I'm not going to explain everything to newfags who talk about things they know nothing about.

>>73653165
trying too hard, youre still to young to post here.

Didn't think you were a groomer too, S, it's not too surprising though

shondo should use my tongue as her toothbrush

>>73653338
Don't make me drop a recording of me calling you a stinky old man. I have a better loli voice then your schizophrenic "wife"

why are her regulars straight up shit-talking her in offline chat? lol

why dont you just ask them? lol

>>73653478
didn't take long for you to drop the mask huh? phasecucks are too easy to spot
go back, child

>>73653501
They're on the list. Wifey never forgets.

Retribution will be served for the great suntan lotion incident.

kek

>>73653478
post a vocaroo so we can make fun of you

>>73651269
...liar

lot of people never heard of diaries in offline chat
no one cares about your dreams of drawing you fucking loser
imagine speculating about a mentally ill womans dislike for a frog meme

>>73654040

>>73654040
That's my shogga you be nise or I'll have to take you to the funny farm

>>73654070 (me)
Why didn't the file select...

>>73653860
kek just like that time she said she hates pedos but now memoryholes that since pedos are her ATMs now

>>73654116
Jesse

>>73654116
she went out of her way to shit on the pedos in the trapped stream a few months back and if you think she hates the otter skinning forum you're wrong but go off shoomfie

>>73654040
>noooo don't talk because no one cares
You do. Smile

>shoomfie
>oomfie
use these words and i'll completely disregard anything you've just said

>>73654226
i almost never use insults Smile

>>73654238
WeirdCat what's wrong with them

>>73654305
it's clear he holds hatred in his heart, a man like that cannot explain his reasoning for he has none beyond his feelings

>>73654348
>cannot explain his reasoning for he has none beyond his feelings
yes

>>73654405
>admits it
based (unironic)

>>73654405
Okay yeah that's pretty based

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTe7btsTHiQ
me on that shunny

>>73652279
Thanks shogga, I didn't know about that. I told myself I wouldn't deep dive into reps while she's gone but I'll use it when she's back

still can't believe the flour on these..

>>73654621
stop samefagging phasecuck

>>73654686
please... no more...

>>73654688
I dont even know what that means

>didn't play a year ago
Sometimes she tells these strange harmless fibs that'll make me go; why the fuck would you lie about this??? Thank God she doesn't lie about important stuff........... r-right?

>>73654686
IT'S POWDERED SUGAR

>>73654177
she doesnt care if you're a pedo when you're a favorite

>>73654754
she didnt play a year ago though

is she north of the 96 or south

>>73654730
>>73654756
thank you shoggas

i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE fallenshadow!!!!!!! i miss her so much!

>>73654770
reps

>>73654770
>she didnt play a year ago though
Maybe not with that account but she was into Hina since late 2022--possibly even earlier--what are the chances she was into this random gacha waifu without playing BA?

>>73654974
>what are the chances she was into this random gacha waifu without playing BA?
Pretty high unironically

>>73655007
Why not Klee from Genshin Impact as well?

just had a horrible thought
what if she's not even reading my shit blog posts on twitter, what if i'm just writing these boring posts and the only other people looking at them are shoggers
surely not right

>>73655215
Then you're brightening the day of other shoggas, you good sir deserve a medal.

>>73655215
Which is worse, writing blogposts that she'll never see or knowing that she does see them but doesn't care enough to actually acknowledge them?

>>73655050
Different types of cute

>>73655260
>>73654756
>>73654730
>>73654477
>>73654435
>>73654405
>>73654348
>>73654305
>>73653639
>>73653092
>>73652919
>>73651269
who are you people
have you been here before
why are you so nise and funny
dm me

>>73655405
Smile 3 of those are mine, you know who i am

>>73655215
drop your @, im looking for a new lolcow to milk now that she is gone

>>73655303
>care enough to actually acknowledge them
she used to at least ask about stuff you'd said in streams
>oh I saw you were doing x, how is that going
etc
relics of the past I suppose, I don't hold malice against her for not doing that stuff anymore and I understand why she can't but it was nise

>>73655405
On judgement day groomers, antis and "haha I'm not an anti because I'm le heckin ironic XD" will be put to the sword. Shollahu Akbar (peace be upon Her).

>lurker while chat was still slow and personal
>never sent her a DM when she followed me on shadowchama
>finally getting good enough at art to post something as she goes on hiatus
I am truly the master of self sabotage and being too late

>>73655444
SyadouPogger no way, 3 of those(>>73655405) are mine as well

>>73655647
>self sabotage
No, it's good that you were not a source of anxiety for her on shadowchama like all the other DMniggers. Anon you're an unicorn oldfag and I'm sure Shondo will appreciate your art when she comes back.

>>73655486
A few months ago(in the stream where she talked about her opinion on ai art and when neuro was singing ribbon cage I think) she was reading a resub message and mentioned that the person whose message it was is making a H game
That's the most recent thing like that i can think of

>>73655908
>have 'wife'
>can't talk to her because 'feelings hort'
Smile

>>73655989
Retard

>>73655989
kys selfish retard

>>73655989
exactly, she's not your wife, she's mine

>>73655908
>>73656009
>>73656024
wtf this is the anti general get out

>>73655989
That's marriage for you.

Happy wife, happy life.

>>73656009
>>73656024
>>73656082
>Having a two way emotional exchange with your very real internet wife is being selfish
Then again, she doesn't have enough trust in you to lean on you for support either lmao.

>>73655989
try to imagine 1000 shondos all crying about marley and forest elder dying to you in DMs everyday and trying to get through your day while consoling each one

>>73655908
fuck off retard, dont grift for donos if youre not gonna follow through on your promises and give back to the people who support your menhera ass
'feeling hort' is such a pathetic excuse

>>73656192
That's one way of looking at it, not correct though

>>73655405
Didn't reply to me :(

>>73655908
I appreciate that but it still makes me sad when people bring up better times in the past. I guess I'm thinking about this stuff a lot more right now because she's gone, usually I only get these feelings a little during shadow weekend but they go away when I can see her and talk in chat.
Sorry for the blog post

>>73656214
i could do it

>>73656192
it's not two way, it's her and the 100 husbands who would dump their emotions on her, so yeah it is selfish if you want to put the responsibility of 10s of men's emotions on her so you can be satisfied. but people like you will never be satisfied anyway
>very real internet wife
you should make it more clear when you're just here to anti, move on fleece

>>73656214
i'd nadenade the crap out those shondos

>>73656387
you can barely manage one

>>73656311
>not gonna follow through on your promises
The only promise she didn't follow through is subathon shit.

>>73656407
and that won't fix their problems and some of them will even attack you for not doing more

>>73656421
What about the eggs?

>>73656539
*sheggs

>>73656394
>it's not two way
I accept your concession that this isn't a real relationship.

>>73656539
Didn't promise. If you think that was a promise then she broke it and made it up to (You) with dozens of replies.

>>73656413
i can tank it

>>73656685
She said she'll post her eggs in her fridge SadCat

>>73655529
erotic image

>>73656670
>w-w-well you don't have the same expectations for your internet marriage as a physical one!!!
this isn't the own you think it is, tell us something most shoggas don't know. if that's the only point you were making i'll concede entirely, but that's not the only thing you were implying so i'll accept your concession on the rest of it

>>73656685
I found it weird that she replied almost only to non viewers/regulars

>>73656989
This tummy lore was great. I hope when she comes back we can get an extra long zatsu.

https://youtube.com/shorts/B4pIbpbFJwo
FT you should do this to protect your nee-san

>>73657089
>/shon/ sowing
:D
>/shon/ reaping
D:

shoggers started keeping track of how much attention each husband squeezed outta her and gamified interactions with her so she said fuck it and stopped replying to her hardcore fans

>>73657244
16 hour zatsu, waking up and going to sleep with her

>>73657016
Cope.

d-does she still feel this way about streaming and us 1 year later? i know she said in the announcement that she wants to get back to (you) asap but what if she realized that she hates her job and us? these are silly brainworms im sorry

>>73657337
>waking up and going to sleep with her
This was the best part about the subathon

>>73657921
not canon we sleep in different rooms maybe different cabins entirely

>>73657906
Real silly brainworms, shogga
Yes, she still enjoys streaming and loves spending time with her husbands
Nade nade

>>73657906
obviously not, you dont take a break from the thing you enjoy when you're having a breakdown
putting on an act for us was one of the reasons for her deterioration

>>73658039
So should we find another strimmer that loves her job?

>>73658097
kys

>>73658097
just be a shibe while she is away

need my dadcore radio station to go live right now
please, please i'm begging, i need you to fill the silence with your retarded yapping please, how are you so good at talking about random shit that means nothing but still being funny

SHONDO MY PENIS

>>73658411
Nina is really nice but i prefer any other barbie

dono toplist
btw streamlab donos still work and not logged in chat Smile
nevermind the fact one reason for her to switch to streamelements was because people abused the paid dms Weirdcat

>>73657732
go find an irl wife then
don't bother to come back
no one will miss you

>>73659058
nobody gives a shit newfriend, fuck off

>>73659058
who cares

>>73659058
watch your back shogga you struck a nerve
>>73659191
>>73659200

>>73659231
you are him

if i was him i would change my writing style. or am i not changing my writing style so i could say that? who knows

>>73659231
stop samefagging you autistic retard, you stick out like a dumb cuck

>>73659344
I change my writing style att shogga

>>73657906
a job you love so much you have to take breaks with radio silence or else you'll get put in a padded cell

>>73659803
To be fair I think literally any job would cause this and she wouldn't have the luxury to take months off.

>>73659899
I don't have to babysit retards and tell them I love them at my job but your mileage may vary

>>73659988
why have you come here to just be mean and rude

>>73659899
>To be fair I think literally any job would cause this
Husbands often ignore inconvenient truths, being a tradwife would 100% result in the same shit. Taking care of a single screaming baby would be too much stress.
>>73659988
Hi new, she was at this breaking point before while working as a waitress.

>>73659988
but that's what a wife is meant to do...

>>73659988
I think pretending to give a shit about the paypigs she hates finally got to her. No way in hell the thing she told us that helps her fight off her problems would be something she'd run from otherwise

>>73659707
I can't stick out that much if (you) guessed wrong! >:D

>>73660299
thanks for seething in your reply and confirming i was right, cuck.
now fuck off, newfriend.

i miss you shonshon
i wait eagerly for your return

>>73660523
>return
kek, good joke

shoggas what should i get from mcds
im thinking 2 cheeseburgers, 9 nuggies, medium fries and a medium coke

went back and checked the flightradar

>>73660646
get the filet o fish shigga

>>73660613
she promised. forever is forever

>>73660646
more nuggies

>>73660764
there were a lot of people that promised her forever too, nowhere to be seen

>>73660646
deluxe double quarter pounder instead of 2 cheeseburgers

Streaming isn't the part that she thinks is a job, it's the behind the scenes stuff that is the work
Just that behind the scenes stuff and streaming come together as one

>>73660259
>No way in hell the thing she told us that helps her fight off her problems would be something she'd run from otherwise
Why does this community have such a poor understanding of mental illness?

>>73660984
because half of it is self diagnosed bullshit and the other is "cba to do anything today blame muh feelings hort"
you're naive as fuck if you think half of this cant be controlled by meds and willpower. mental illnesses can only be controlled by a willing individual

>>73660452
shogga, in the rare case i don't want you to know who i am, like samefagging, i promise you won't be confident enough to guess, much less make it obvious. though it doesn't matter cause i agree with him anyway

>>73661099
syadouClueless unironically

>>73661099
what mental illnesses have you completely conquered, anon?

>just use willpower to get over schizoaffective bipolar
wow anon, truly the medical breakthrough of the century

>>73661099
kys

>>73661099
Most americans and nearly half of europeans at this point can't control the amount of food they shove down their gullet, yet you expect a girl that went schizo at like 3 years old to not be a wreck? Fucking hell shogger.

just stop being mentally ill lol

it's not hard

>>73661348
Somnium logic

anyone find the new alt yet?

>>73661385
yes I found it

>>73661385
Why the fuck would I tell you?

>>73661385
I trust Shondo not to do that again, I also trust that a shogger will leak it if she does and I'll nuke it.

>>73661385
There's no new alt and there won't be another one

>>73661385
moon river lotus

>>73661276
the saddest part about people saying things like that is that usually the people with mental illness, like shondo, have to try much harder and use much more willpower, which is limited and can't control everything, to get the same results

>>73661348
>sorry m'lord i can't work on the farm today i'm having a schizo episode
funny how this shit only started existing when we started fostering weak willed scum leeching off of society giving them an excuse to be lazy instead of making them sort their attitude out

>>73661713
>shondo you WILL stream for me or ELSE

>>73661713
holy fuck anon people were killed for being mentally ill

obsessed :)
>>73661713
>why is this soldier completely breaking down at the sight of his uniform we never had any of these weak willed men in the good old days before PTSD was invented
that's the kind of logic you're applying you dumb fuck. single digit IQ in action

>>73661661
>have to try much harder and use much more willpower, which is limited
This. When I've learned that willpower is limited everything made sense. The yo-yo dieting the everything, you have to use every trick in the book to not end up in a situation that requires the depletion of your willpower bar.
>>73661713
You are the dumbest motherfucker ITT, second only to that fag FF who thought he cured

>>73661713
If by sorting them out you mean fucking killing them for being leeches on society I guess you're right.

i wish she cared about herself enough to see a different doctor about meds

>>73661713
what mental illness have you conquered anon? is someone with down syndrome or autism just weak willed? you're trolling, here's your (you)

>>73661385
Yes :)

>>73661998
hard to get the med dose right when you make up all the 'symptoms'
funny that. almost like there isn't a magic pill to cure lazy cuntitis

>>73661965
FF did what?

>>73662056
he cured himself of shondophrenia, unless he just reincarnated

i will save her

I can't tell if it's bait or not, there are genuinely this ignorant and retarded people out there

>>73662142
I made this post

>>73661385
there is not alt, quit spending time searching for something that doesnt exist

>>73662365
begone gatekeeper

I want shondo made caramel

https://voca.ro/1fwBdbxUmNpY
think she still feels this way?

>>73662886
even if she did she'd never admit it

>>73662886
she still lurks here on occasions

something is afoot

>>73662886

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZcRsl_gxNE
ok saali i could tolerate all the other clickbait shit but this faggotry is too much

>>73663183
>as long as I don't get called to action
what did she mean by this

>>73663385
here's /here/
it was a direct response to the cuck that was baiting the thread for 2 days straight after this stream

>>73663385
he's got to make his 3 cents of ad revenue

>>73663385
you dont know what bait means cuck

>>73663406
Her janny duties

>>73663406
did you think that people were joking when they said that she is the /vt/ moderator?
>>73663480
shut the fuck up saali

>>73663490
>>73663502
ho le fuck

>>73663502
seethe, she'll know my name longer than you, you noname cuck

>>73662886
Who knows, she stopped coming here

she literally hates us specifically

shondo all the posts I made here were sarcasm and worm baiting, do not hate me

>>73663728
>collection of her most mentally ill fans and groomers organising attacks into her personal space
huh, i wonder why she hates us syadouClueless

I thought saali didn't browse 4chan though, didn't check it off on the incel bingo card at least

>>73663840
>mentally ill fans
me yes
>groomers
not me
>organising attacks into her personal space
i'm not that smart
i'm only here because i've been coming here for years and you guys are a lot more bearable than offline or discord

>>73664073
10k to get shondo to play your game in front of over 1k people for over 2hours is worth it for a studio with a large advertising budget

she doesnt hate me

She is /here/ and I am not taking my meds.

thoughts?

>>73657906
Anon I found something that might help with your brainworms, apparently I took this screenshot on May 19 2023. Her mental illness comes in waves and for whatever reason it spikes up during spring. This time around it hit a little harder due to the extra stress caused by scumbag artists stringing her along for months and groomers making her feel worthless for underperforming due to factors out of her control, if not for the extra stress she would've thugged it out as always. Of course Shondo loves us! She was literally going menhera trying to please us.

She doesn't hate you not streaming, she's doing her best for you but sometimes her best isn't enough and it hurts.

>>73664582
Shondo knew Rimaeri's only fan's was based.

>>73664582
Unironically

Shondo has made me afraid of women
I would Scared in chat ironically at first, now it's for realsies

>>73665740
missed opportunity with the drawstring not being a ribbon

does she have a contract with gamersupps to get the cup produced that this hiatus will fail to realize? i hope nothing like that will happen but i just thought of it

has shondo ever played max payne 3 before
i'm watching tanya play it but she hasn't stopped yapping for more than a second and i'm 48 minutes in

certain signs have appeared. shondo will return within 24 hours. be on your best.

>>73664592
this is probably pretty accurate, except there's more nuance to
>sometimes her best isn't enough and it hurts
even if it hurts that's because this reality sucks, no one can be blamed for that or change it so it doesn't matter to me
she's doing every day's best and trying harder than she even needs to, all anyone can do is try, so that's enough and i don't want more than that, because i love her Smile

>>73663385
what is wrong with this faggot? lol

>>73666603
Cope. I have insider info and she isn't coming back untill December 2025

hang in there big guy

>>73664592
>She was literally going menhera trying to please us.
that's the problem though. she'll never get better as long as she's doing this

i have insider info that she's busy trying to get her family out of Israel. The Iranians will get whats coming to em

>>73666673
your posts reek of cuck energy

I have insider info that shondo is currently going to Russia to help them bomb Ukraine

>>73666603
:D
>>73666710
D:

>>73666886
you might be smelling the shit and piss in your pants

>>73667113
What kind of weird powers do you have?!! As soon as I read your post I uncontrollably shat all over myself

>>73667485
if i told you i'd have to kill you

the other side sure has it good...

>>73667589
Stop comparing my perfect bunny wife to a mentaly ill schizophrenic bitch

>>73667589
>
2 more to the list

fourth trip to Florida

are any of the oldfags still around? Do any of them still watch streams?

>>73667879
I never left.

>>73667757
stop talking about your bpd whore

>>73666797
why is his right arm way more muscular than his left arm

>>73667757
>>73668141
Guys stop being mean to each other.
>>73667589
Nepbro go away if the grass truly is greener.

>>73668260
it's not, that's why he's here

>>73666490
She has not played max payne, she talked about this recently i think?

>>73668253
male genetic mutation

>>73668253
party time

>>73667589
so this is what a wife who actually cares about her fans looks like
it couldve been us bros

>>73668201
Why is she naked?

>>73668312
ya it was brought up a few weeks back that she might like playing it

>>73668354
she does care

>>73666603
>shondo will return within 24 hours. be on your best.
I don't want Shondo to return so soon, I won't be able to take her mental health seriously if she returns in < 30 days.

>>73668253
Perspective unironically

>>73668379
that's what strippers do duh

>>73668379
She was fishing for twitter comments

i hope she never returns or comes back so different i can leave without feeling bad

>>73668409
lol
lmao even

i hope she stops streaming so I can own the groomers

>>73668445
>>73668517
You guys used to be more creative when I would ask this

>>73668589
ok..

i love my lesbian wife

>>73668589
uuuu I miss my wife too much to anti her uuuuuuuuuuuu

>>73668589
sorry, idc anymore

i hope she starts letting us groom her for worse again, i need more things to party time too and i have to fuck her before she gets too old or my heart explodes in a few years

>>73668589
>erm why are you not as funny when i ask the same question for the 7th time?
i wonder

I think this or next week I'll be able to start functioning again, it hasn't gotten better, but I'm starting to adapt to it

>>73668201
when she hears me ask for consent

>>73668906
I'm in this gif and i love it

>>73668876
hope it doesnt, the world and shondo would be better without your useless ass shitting up her life

>>73668906

>>73668957
WeirdCat wtf man, what'd I do?

do you think a shogga would kill themselves if shondo told them to

>>73668861
>/shon/ when shondo makes the same joke for the 7th time
:D
>/shon/ when shoggers make the same joke for the 7th time
D:<

>>73669000
you showed emotion, certain people hate that
waste of trips though

>>73668571
this except unironically. her becoming healthier and living a more normal life would be the ultimate own to the faggots who keep driving her to the brink

>>73668996
She has cum on her face in one of those

>>73669041
well...

>>73668957
Be nise.
>>73669056
She will drive herself to the brink but slower.

funny to me that people seem to be under the impression that as soon as she stops streaming her life will dramatically improve

8==:)=D
Thoughts?

>>73669080
correct

>>73669143

>>73669111
Shoggers really don't understand mental illness, which is ironic considering how many of us are mental.

>>73669111
if her life wouldnt improve by stopping streaming, then why isn't she streaming now?

She's made my not so apparent mental illnesses extremely apparent

>>73669169
>considering how many of us are mental.
mentally stunted? yes. mentally ill? no

>>73669111
I'm sure that continually exposing herself to extreme stress is doing wonders for her mental health. She has gotten better in some ways since pre-vtuber Shadow, but has gotten worse in so many others.

>>73669056
>>73669169
i want to own the groomers as much as you but you are very naive. if living your idealized life of a normie is not the solution to everyone's problems or the way they will find happiness

>>73669314
>mentally ill? no
lold irl

>>73669262
you are me

Im not sure if im mentally ill but I will never go to a therapist to find out

I wish shondo would yell at people more on stream when she breaks down. I don't care if a random shigga gets collateral. If she's going menhera just start blasting people

You guys are really stupid sometimes, I'm not saying this from a place of hate either

>>73652279
thought once archive d0t is was down, the whole site was gone. so thanks for the heads up that it wasn't the only one.
although strangely, i can't connect to it except on mobile...very odd.

>>73669377
Unironically she just needs mods to do their job or get better mods

>>73669041
shoggers are all happyNodders so they would kill themselves and write a suicide note saying that it was a good thing

>>73669410
take a break s

>>73669492
Never associate me with him ever again. Also he hates the mods

>>73669492
your aim is a few posts off shiggie

like I know she tries to keep the nice loving wife persona up but she needs to put these shiggas on blast. Oh you think you know the solution to my tech issue? Kill yourself.

>>73669528
he wishes he was one that's the only reason he hates them
same with the 'groomers'

If shondo told me to kill myself I'd do it, but my subconscious self would parry my suicide attempt, allowing me to live
I'm just built different

>>73669550
>persona
leave

If she comes back to streaming she needs to ditch the polycule LARP for her own good.

>>73669576
chat

>>73669361
the amount of people here that have an actual severe mental illness and aren't just going "omg i'm such le ebin schizo cause i spend all day looking at chatterino and twitter" is next to none.

Stinky femcels showed up, why?

instead of coming back she should meet me in the terrible hotel(you know the one) so we can write a review of it together

Don't be surprised if she takes another trip to Florida to see me later this year. Christmas with her would be fun, but it might have to be earlier than that.

>>73669080
My cum

>>73669605
stinky femcel

>>73669204
because she has a mental illness that makes it hard to function for extended periods of time and her current relationship with streaming isn't conducive to those periods, if she was working a real job her life would improve by quitting it during these episodes too.
she can live a happy and healthy life while still streaming and keeping the relationship going, but right now she hasn't made enough progress in the right places for that or her illness won't allow her to do it every day of the year no matter what

>>73669696
Hi FT, can we get an update on her? Also eat more

>>73669570
projection much? :)

Why would any husband want to become a mod

>I-its not a persona! She just leaves and doesn't speak to me for weeks on end and if I ask her to rely on me more she tells me to seek help and she also doesn't want to have to deal with anything negative in my life at all or help me with any sort of problem or issue whatsoever
>But its okay, because she is still totally my wife and loves me very very very much! I know because she said so when I sent her $10!
lol irl

>>73669649
You sound mentally ill.

Why isnt orange a mod?

>>73669798
The secret is they're still husbands

>>73669798
syadouClueless

>>73669750
only the astral kind

>>73669681
>terrible hotel(you know the one)
haven't heard the reviews yet. was it an unbelievably cursed hotel or just really shitty staff that rarely cleaned?

>>73669798
I use alts to keep being a husband.

>>73669844
Yeah, they're married to each other, fucking faggots

>>73669820
yeah the ppl that think its a real relationship have never talked to a woman in their life

>>73669880
>was it an unbelievably cursed hotel
yes
>just really shitty staff that rarely cleaned
yes

>>73669942
fat stinky femcel

for all the brainworming and dereking about other shoggas the mods have dodged almost all of it

>hasn't responded to my email yet
>it's been a whole 20 minutes since i sent it
shit's shover shor sheal. shi should shust shend shit shall...shes shgone

>>73669978
she will never know your name, she won't remember your chats, you're nothing to her

>>73670000
huge waste of those numbers and you're extremely new if you believe what you're saying

>>73669942
>>73670042
;)

Shondo is so goated ong fr no cap, she's real mighty and strong and can kick butt when it comes to living with her mental illnesses
Frfr on god, i love my zoomer wife

>>73670042
this is wrong because one time i donated bits instead of subs and she almost thanked me for subs instead of bits and had to correct herself, so she remembers the way i paypig therefore she loves me

>>73670042
Nuh uh, she laughs at my messages very often and reads them very often as well
I'm sure she remembers me for some things as well

Stop calling, stop calling, I don't wanna think anymore
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor

>>73670165
sound post like a man or don't bother at all

>>73670025
Send her a hand written 'get well soon' card through the post. She's a lot more likely to read it and she'll think it's a lot sweeter.
I even got some 'thank you' letters a while back.

i had told myself not to fall in love and then i did it anyway, and now i am forced to sit idly by while the person i love is hurting
i am pathetic

Tbf shondo is extremely easy to love

>>73670235
You cannot troll me.

>>73670240
You are pathetic but only because of your inflated ego. What could you have done for her in person that her whole family can't?

>i don't have the mental illness
>you have the mental illness!!!
No one here is actually mentally ill because you're all me and i'm very sane. picrel if you don't believe me.

>>73669056
Her mental health was literally worse before she started streaming. She was institutionalised multiple times. This is the first big episode since she started streaming. It just shows how you dont listen to her when she told us multiple times how he mental health improved since she started streaming.

>>73670355
unironically i just pretend every post i read that i didnt make is just one of the voices in my head

>>73670430
NTA but why would you listen to her when she lies as she breathes?

>>73668571
But then how will she get money to pay for food

>>73670500
onlyfans

>>73670430
These know-it-betters never listen, they always believe their headcanon or try to twist Shondo's words into their headcanon.

>hey this fallenshadow person is pretty funny
>oh she loves me huh yeah i've heard that before
wonder how many have started out like that only to go on and fall desperately in love with her

>>73670320
weird post

>>73670526
me

>>73670536
shtu up

>>73670539
i made this post btw

>>73670568
no. i should be there and not being so makes me a failure.

>>73670526
I saw her say we're married and that i can't leave and as a good husband i stuck around and eventually fell in love with her completely 2 or 3 months later and was willing to put myself in harm's way for her

>>73669719
it's not about "working a real job", it's about getting away from this community. what caused you to lack self-awareness to such a staggering degree?

You think she actually likes stoic guys? Might start reading Marcus Aurelius if so.
I figure if you're prone to crazy episodes as much as her, you need/want a guy who can handle shit with a straight face and not also fly off the handle when shtf.

To keep streaming for all of eternity is the best possible outcome
It's also the only outcome

>>73670736
You are low IQ and unable to read another human being, let alone a human being with severe mental illness. Give up anon.

>>73670736
i'm not a part of the problem, throwing out the bad apples only will work

she doesn't love me she likes seeing my name in chat because it's a form of familiarity she can cling to

it's very clear that people /here/ fetishize her mental illness and would prefer her to continue being as sick as possible, while calling anyone that wants the best for her an anti. i actually have no words to properly convey how disgusting that is

Familiarity theory reference

your wife hates you all

>>73670809
Are you a virgin? That's what adult love is, familiarity mixed with fear of letting go.

>>73670855
what does this mean?

>>73670873
No...

>>73670736
why do you want her to be more isolated? seems sus to me.

>>73670850
>anyone that wants the best for her gets called an anti
at least try

>>73670885
its the alleged counter to the favourite theory

the amount of stuff I withhold just so I can post them here instead of anywhere else because I want to share them with you

>>73670957
It's over for me
>>73671052
I do this a lot
>haha this would be a good post

>>73670736
Oh you mean how it was before she started streaming? you know, the time when she tried to kill herself and was forced to stay in a mental hospital multiple times? This evil community made all of that stop. She literally wrote how streaming and interacting with this community helped her to get through hard days. Her depression and other symptoms just became too intense this time.

Stop trying to concern troll. You dont give a shit about her.

I'm building a team...the Shondo Internet Defense Force. Who's with me

Has anyone watched the fallout show yet?

>>73671286
I'm too passive for this, sorry
I also don't like or care for conflict

>>73670920
you mean less isolated?

>>73671141
>This evil community made all of that stop.
this community wasn't around then, except for 1-2 people. nice try though, you fucking retard. correlation doesn't equal causation either btw

>>73671286
ur not shondo so no nypa

i'll never be enough

>>73671414
I don't think you get his post

>>73670957
>wants a cute girl or to be killed by a non-rapist serial killer
not a lesbian by the way

uuuuuuuuuuuu sending all my positive energy to you shondo please get better uuuuuuu i wish i could be there for you uuuuuuuuuuuu
i love you.

yeah, i think im gonna win

>>73671434
>just some guy in the woods who kills people
>not a serial killer

>>73671460
i know that you and him both want her to continue being as mentally ill as possible. that's enough for me to hope that you both die in your sleep tonight. fucking subhuman scum.

>>73670957
This was her first tweet I ever replied to and she replied back :D

>>73671414
>this community wasn't around then, except for 1-2 people

There are only 1-2 people from 2021-2023 still here?

>>73671303
Its really good actually. I think they did new vegas really dirty and i know Vivi hates it but honestly ive been enjoying the ride. It makes me really want to play the games again after every episode.

>>73671474
definitely NOT a lesbian. She doesn't even like cute lolis being beaten death. White haired lolis? eww gross. Cute girls? NOPE

>>73671511
it's half crossed off
i'm a guy in the woods

>>73663385
She's talking about me btw

>>73671474
>>wants a cute girl or to be killed by a non-rapist serial killer
When you put it like that Shondo does sound like a lesbian with suicidal tendencies. She's absolutely terrified of male sexuality, of giving something to the guy. If she has suicidal tendencies then the serial killer would be doing her favour not the other way around.

>>73671521
Nuh uh, i want to heal her

>>73663437
here is /here/, you are correct, that is a true fact mhmm syadouHappyNod

>>73671685
why did you wait this long to point out my mistake
i hadn't even noticed
oh god i bet everyone laughed at me

>>73671635
and your idea of healing her is for her to spend every waking moment at her computer, spending time with a community that gives her nervous breakdowns because she constantly has to walk on eggshells and watch what she says to avoid hurting their little feefees? jesus christ, what a life. i guess we'll just have to agree to disagree, because i don't think that's good for her mental health

>>73663437
What does that clip prove? As if the gfe streamer would be obliged to answer truthfully about her love life just because you ask.

>>73671530
I really loved New Vegas but I know Bethesda doesnt so that makes sense. I'll give it a watch I think, Ive been avoiding anything about it

>>73671728
I never noticed if that makes it better

>>73671521
All you do is project your feelings about the community onto her. You are such a narcissistic self-absorbed ball of slime. Choke on your malicious fake concern.

>>73671737
>and your idea of healing her is for her to spend every waking moment at her computer
nta Yes, this is my idea of healing her. Not everyone's a normie or a normie-wannabe like you, if I didn't have to work for a living I'd order my groceries and never leave home.

>>73671737
No

>>73671728
just started reading thread

>>73671825
everything is black and white to you huh, you autistic fucking sperg

I wonder just how similar shondo is to rushia

everytime i shave i imagine her running up to me afterward and start rubbing my cheeks to check how smooth they are
after a few minutes when i get tired of it and try to grab her wrists, she is playfully skipping away while giggling

>>73671911
>autistic fucking sperg
Says the mental illness denier sperg.

>>73671923
sorry to burst your bubble but she likes hairy guys

>>73671923
she likes scruff

>>73671813
yes i'm the selfish one, despite you people being the ones who wishes for her to destroy her own life for your own benefit. you are literally psychotic or something lol

>>73671755
Yeah just give it a few episodes. Never hurts.

Ok ive been here for the last 5~ threads and there havent been any important posts other than this is one
>>73652279
So I'll take my leave again until she returns. Have a good hiatus shoggas and remember to bee Nise

I love her smiles and different faces that she makes so much

>>73672000
You disingenuous cunt, you started this whole thing by downplaying her mental illness and lashing out at her for not streaming.

>>73672079
Bye bye, stay safe shogga and don't brainworm to much

>the important post was some retard spoonfeeding internet archives
lol irl, never come back

>>73672000
The problem is that you are a clueless narcissist who thinks he knows what life would be best for her. Back when she lived more like you want her to live now her life and mental health were worse. If she lived like a normie she would be dead.