/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

luv shonshon very much yes? yes

I love my wife and she loves me too

I decided to watch some clips and man the whiplash from what she used to sound like compared to now is something else
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utIwk6AmkDI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdMloNHroVY

I love my selfless angel of a wife!

>>65389934
PNGtuber = real voice and accent
2021 = ultra high pitched fake loli voice but real accent
2022 = bizarre valley girl accent for no reason
early 2023 (debut) = almost normal pitch but fake accent
late 2023 = real voice, fake accent

Glad she is finally getting rid of the lolicon coomers. they are nothing but scum.
My wife is finally maturing into a real person. burn all loli weirdos
True husbands keep winning.

I will cum inside her tight cunny while you seethe

>>65390245
sure you will coomer soon to be purged lol

Replied to me too soon anon I'm not done pounding her

>retarded antis are still not realizing that she commissioned THE lolcion

nakadasi

>>65390394
Pedochads keep winning. She's truly our girl.

Shondo toes! Shondo toes in my mouth! Shondo's soles on my hog!

>>65390124
>>65390165
People’s voices change the more they’re forced to use it to entertain for hours on end and accents can change when you’re used to talking to different groups like how her accent switches when she talks to her mum. She’s pretty young and impressionable still it’s not surprising her voice is changing. She’s still finding it.

shontoes

shontoes

Someone please upload iproes model to a vr porn game im begging

Passionate love making with shondo with tons of hand holding and piercing eye contact

>>65390948
>She’s still finding it
Anon you do realize that she's not actually 12 years old right?

>>65391244
yeah she's 3

>>65391244
She’s a sheltered 20(?) year old who dropped out at age 12 and learned voice acting because she had to talk to herself because she was lonely. She went from barely talking outside of doing voices for ASMR videos to streaming multiple times a week. Go watch her q&a from 2018 where she says she pretty much doesn’t have a “real voice” because she almost never used it. Also remember the Marley vod. You really think she put on a fake voice while sobbing her eyes out for an hour and a half?

I like when she whispers close to the mic I imagine we're lying there on her bed and have to be quiet to not wake up the little ones

>>65391604
She's a sociopath who wanted to become a voice actress. Is fake crying out of character? I've accepted her for what she is.

>>65391801
unironically dark souls yourself immediatly

I'd like to listen to her without accent on alt stream

>>65391882
Spoken like someone who doesn't accept Shadow.

>>65391801
You don’t know shit. You listen to these threads filled with seaniggers and antis and take it as fact instead of actually listening to things she’s said.

>>65391991
>instead of actually listening to things she’s said
I can play this game too. Do you listen to her? She more than once alluded to the fact that she'd kill women if she had a strong male body and she could barely contain her psychotic excitement at killing things in Doom 2016. Do you honest to God think your wife wouldn't enjoy murder? She tries to do good but her heart is tainted.

>>65392201
I can fix her

>>65392246
She doesn't need fixing, she needs acceptance. No one /here/ is willing to accept her for the little monster she is except me.

>>65392337
get help

>>65392337
thats a lie multiple anons accept her we are just ignoring the antis

>>65392386
no u

>>65392337
kek I'm not the other guy you're arguing with I'm just being a goofy goober
I accept her

>>65392201
The sociopathic bitch who spent $20,000 on her grandmother’s dental work and didn’t even use us to fundraise.

>>65391041 (Me)
Someone please

>>65392534
do it yourself

>>65392480
>spent $20,000 on her grandmother’s dental work
Why are you convinced this happened? Lying is second nature to a sociopath, if I'm actually right about her it's possible that she made up the whole FE thing to boost her good girl image and take a day off from streaming.

>>65392560
PLEASE

>>65392337
>little monster
I accept her but I don't like referring to her as a little monster. she's to much of a good girl to be called like that

shondo in my arms

>>65392591

>>65392591
add "there is no grandma" to the iceberg

>>65392724
Then accept her.
>>65392770
I haven't thought about it but it wouldn't surprise me if the only people who live with her are Shadowmama and the critters.

>>65392867
what about FT

SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR RRATS AND MAKE PORN OF THIS PLEASE IM GOING TO DIE OF NO CUM
https://x.com/iproee/status/1739778585991188593?s=46&t=FJmxsdt5yEyahrbaJzKUOg

>>65373934
the discussion about her having intimate talks with her friends was unrelated to why she hopped on alt, and I wouldn't take the speculating about her disassociating at face value she was probably just being silly and some people would rather think it was a mental episode than that she hopped onto alt to RP

>>65393183
>that many likes
There's no way she didn't see this
I wonder what she thinks

>>65393098
Already moved out or was forced to move due to their family situation, on paper FT lives with her as both a lowkey deterrent for any stalker husband and as boyfriend camouflage. If we ever hear a male voice in the background she's gonna claim it's FT and everyone will buy it.

>>65393276
She told him to do it.

>>65389934
I think mostly she got better at enunciating from talking more but I think it's funny whenever she goes out of her way to do a lolier voice now it sounds pretty much like this but with less slurring (a shame, I missed the slurring)

I love my little mentally ill gremlin wife who wants to make me worse (it's working)

Sometimes if I have a bad day at work I imagine going home and just beating the piss out of Shondo. I'll say sorry and run a bath for her afterwards. She'll argue with me and say you're not supposed to go straight into a bath after bruising it should be a cold compress. I'll get angry again and hit her more.

>>65389934
>>65390124
>>65390948
Anon...

>>65393729
...

I love it when shitposters post almost half a decade old tweets, very relevant stuff

>>65393729
>yall always be wanting deep voice videos n shit but it's hella hard for me to think up script ideas for deep voice bitches
I have no idea if this is real or doctored but it's very funny regardless.

>>65393955
>very relevant stuff
A lie in 2019 will still be a lie in 2024. Same with the truth.

>>65393963
>I have no idea if this is real or doctored but it's very funny regardless.
Her old tweets were very funny to read when I had my schizo stalker arc.

trying to get a footjob from Shondo and she gives you this look

>>65393729
go back to youtube

>>65393729
>>65393963
ayo didnt know my wife is transracial she darker than me fr

I enjoy posts like this because it reminds me that she's a real person with her own and aspirations and fears and not just a haha cute silly anime girl that lives in my computer

>>65394522
She thinks and perceives the world like a child and it is very endearing

>>65394522
I don't know how you got all that from a picture of the moon.

I enjoy posts like this because it reminds me that she's a real person with her own and aspirations and fears and not just a haha cute silly anime girl that lives in my computer

>>65393955
your voice doesn't suddenly starts to sound lispy chipmink shit This is very relevant and always will be because its the truth
only newfags actually believe her current voice is her real one, which is expected because she tries really hard to gaslight newfags into believing it.

>I enjoy posts like this because it reminds me that she's a real person with her own and aspirations and fears and not just a haha cute silly anime girl that lives in my computer

>>65393729
Watch any video of her talking normally from back then and earlier. It’s easy to tell it’s the same girl as today.

>>65391604
I really want to watch that vod

>>65394719
You won't. STFU about it.

>>65394648
I don’t think you understand that the voice she is referring to as being fake isn’t even one she does anymore, it was an incredibly high pitched over the top anime dub style loli voice, and her on stream voice sounds nothing like it. Her onstream voice is very clearly an older version with less of an accent of exactly how she sounded back then. Why talk on something you know nothing about.

stop replying to obvious bait

>>65394768
Maybe somebody will post it at some point. I will bring it up now and then

>>65394819
>it was an incredibly high pitched over the top anime dub style loli voice
So her 2021-2022 vtuber voice? Oh.

>>65394883
No.

total newfag death

>>65394875
send a white square on her alts chat

I was doing my stalker reps and accidentally liked a picture of her hands from a long time ago. She has cute little dainty lady hands.

>>65394907
>kys kys kys
Newfags find plot holes in your wife's story and this is how you react instead of accepting her for the sociopathic little monster that she is? NGMI

>>65394989
no newfags can their reps

>>65394972
so? i went back and liked every old tweet from her so she knows that im stalking

>>65394944
Used my alt

I miss her real voice

>>65395072
which one?

>>65389760
this is one shitty bread. do better next time or you'll embarrass your wife.

>>65394944
He's just going to repost it

>>65395104
Soft British non-loli voice.

>>65394819
i know which voices i am talking about
her current "this is my real voice" phase is just a larp for the clueless newfags. her real voice is not loli

>>65395110
I won't

>>65395162
I’m sure you were there in 2018 during her livestreams to her denying being a loli over and over when every stream was flooded with comments about her natural loli voice

>>65393276
it's no coincidence that he dropped it in her tag after the stream where she said her 3d model was completed. retards and tourists will wrongly assume that this is that model. very devious little plot to clout-farm.

>>65395107
Kys otisfag.

It’s out there and easy to find retard. do some googling for 5 minutes. If you can’t manage to do that then off yourself

>>65395162
Her real voice, the one she uses currently isn’t even really that loli. It sounds like it when she gets excited or exaggerates but normally she just sounds like a high pitched girl

>>65395267
It's not

>>65395209
very trustworthy to use an alt that can't be traced back to you

She doesn't bring it up anymore so newfags don't do it, but she WANTS you to do your stalking reps if you're going to be dedicated. Literally do not listen to anyone here, come up with your own conclusions

>>65395260
t. (embed)(embed)(embed)-kun

>>65395302
You’re absolutely brainfried, she has the most natural sounding actual loli voice in the market. Someone like Gura doesn’t really have a loli voice, but Shondo absolutely does.

>newfags asking for stuff again
DO YOUR REPS

>>65395320
The only thing that would happen if I used my real account is people making fun of me

>>65395329
the "evolved" shadow doesn't want it

>>65391604
>Go watch her q&a from 2018 where she says she pretty much doesn’t have a “real voice” because she almost never used it.
no offense to you (or to her), but that's not how a voice works. it's not a fucking dress that you put on in the morning. also, i'm not saying her current voice is fake, but there's a distinct difference even between her subathon and now. i was kinda shocked when i went back to watch the subathon vods during a shadow weekend.

>>65395329
>but she WANTS you to do your stalking reps
The hell she does, her "teehee stalk me XD" days are over after Shadowmama scolded her. The babymetal concert set it in stone, she honestly thought all we'd be able to see is a sleeve. When was the last time she brought up Paris? Exactly.
>Literally do not listen to anyone here
You're just nostalgic for the old days, as such no one should listen to you.

>>65395255
Actually I’ve been trying to get him to release it for some time. He was hesitant because he doesn’t like the idea of people making porn of it but I told him what other people do with it is on them and convinced him to release them. It was my idea. I thought releasing it would help get him more followers for possible commissions and shit which it did. I didn’t really think about how close it was to the 3d model release until after.

>>65395267
I'm talking about the Marley Vod

>>65395329
you are living in the past, she has grown past that. please stop being so childish and mature like she did

>>65395535
this one is also still easy to find

>>65395367
Maybe I’m just used to hearing her so often that she sounds normal to me.

>>65395516
>When was the last time she brought up Paris?
A while ago.

knock it of....
you know who you are, you know what you did
this is your last warning

>>65395678
you forgot the scared cat gif

>>65395740
nah im the scared cat gif reading that :(

>>65395678
not my fault and I did nothing wrong. My only regret is that I tried to apologize.

>>65395678
dm me

>I like putting everything out there so people don't leave because they found out something they didn't like!
>deletes every tweet that doesn't fit her current image
>clearly panics and has to bullshit explanations if you bring up what kind of person she was up to the very moment she debuted as a vtuber

>>65396067
What did she delete besides the height thing and bf tweets?

dont bake for a bit after this. complete dogshit thread

>>65396118

keep baking go full retard

>>65396392

>>65396392
Didn't know she tweeted about it, I have an old stream where she says that she'll never become a vtuber because she hates the idea of "performing 24/7".

>>65396392
thats pretty cute, she types just like she does now. I should do more twitter stalking reps

>>65396471
old shondo would hate pixywixy and aruru... its over...

>>65396515
of course, it's the same person she just used to be a lot bitchier

>>65396520
Who? Old Shadow would hate Shondo. Period.

>>65396392
She’s talking about groups like the whoreclan, slutty egirls masquerading as vtubers. Notice how she says “EN vtubers”.
She’s always been a diehard, she’s just more accepting now

>>65396568
old shadow was acting edgy for the youtube groomers

>>65396392
>>65396471
yeah she became what she hated. sad

here's for the fake voice fags though https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1247289549463658498

>>65396652
now she's acting edgy for the twitch groomers

>>65396565
>used to be
Shes been really bitchy lately on streams

>>65396392
In late 2020 the indie scene was vastly different to what it is now. Vtubing was corporate dominated and most well known indies were bandwagoning egirls, she’s 100% right. But the scene has evolved and so has she.

Just call her a mentally ill whore and move on

>>65396568
ok i dont remember if shondo and aruru rosario actually know each other but pixywixy raids into her all the time

>>65396655
how

>>65396748
First I have to destroy her.

>>65396392
>>65396471
She really has always been so passionate about vtubers, but I am glad she grew to accept EN will never be like JP. Her drive to make friends and make people happy overcame her autism about wanting all vtubers to be 2019 Hololive, I’m proud of her.

whos alt is that?

>>65396924
obviously an anti cause anyone who's actually a regular and /here/ is already known and wouldnt need to alt up

>>65396924
not me

>>65396977
Im a regular and you dont know im /here/

>>65397035
use main then and dont be a faggot

>>65397083
that wasnt me, I was just saying that not every regular wants to be associated with /shon/

>>65396717
it definitely comes through sometimes when her tolerance for shoggers is particularly low or she really doesn't want to be consoled for something
>>65396600
you really think she's talking about the whoreclan when referencing uwutubers and fake cutesy chuubas who fake their voice

>>65397111
lol pussy
just fuck off you low test faggot

>>65397111
literally every dedicated regular is /here/

>>65396515
it's missing the exaggerated fake misspellings

>>65396854
"2019 hololive" was bitches faking cutesy uwu voices, she's coping hard
suisei had to change her voice to her more natural one because it was going to fucking destroy her throat, and matsuri has outright said she fakes her voice

>>65397111
I dont like being here but apparently you have to if you dont want to miss important things

>>65397216
>projecting this hard
seek therapy for your insecurities

>>65397219
thank you for calling me a dedicated regular, it means a lot to me

>>65397207
>it definitely comes through sometimes when her tolerance for shoggers is particularly low or
Or when she has her period.

I'm mostly stable but it does hurt my heart sometimes knowing that someone already got to to take her to Waffle House for the first time.

>>65397268
Raknov san...

>>65397263 (me)
I never even used 4chan before watching shondo...

>>65397267
the insecure pussy faggot using an alt is saying this, fucking lmao

>>65397273
My phone bricked recently and I lost all my period tracking data :(
I need to set that up again thanks for reminding me

>>65397307
You told me that Fleece.

>>65397339
wrong guy

>>65397329
I said it wasnt me you room temperature IQ faggot

>>65397366
In that case you're Orange and no amount of denying will convince me otherwise.

>>65397299
my fav new shiggie for sure he should dm me :)

>>65397412
Im way less important than him and you already know Im here

>>65397387
sure

makes no sense being an OG hololive fan and then being all grrr I hate when women fake being cute for attention I don't want to play a character I want to be me
now the prevailing opinion is that ENs are too much themselves and they should play characters like JP

>>65397476
she's lying

Does shondo have any good dedicated artists left?

>>65396727
she didnt debut this year either, you disingenuous cunt. not much difference between 2020 and 2021

OP IS A FAGGOT oops caps

hey does the gamersupps promo code still work I need more lean

>>65397570
>glo
>latturia
>teaparty
>giru
>ruri
most of them draw other stuff but I think they draw her often enough to matter

>>65397476
>>65397567
Her not wanting to play a character is part of Shondo's character.
Her denying her blatant lesbianism and disdain for men is for immersion.
Play along or get filtered.

>>65396854
2019 hololive is cute girls being cute and respecting their viewers
>>65397256
Sankisei, Aqua and Miko haven't changed even slightly in this regard, you're spouting nonsense. Matuli doesn't even have a range to 'fake' her voice

>>65397732
I assume it works for as long as she's partnered

>>65397732
Is it good? I want to try a new flavor

Fuck off.

>>65397766
Unironically Shondo is the closest thing to 2019 Hololive outside of 2019 Hololive. CGDCT, being cute, wanting to have fun. I’m glad she’s focusing more on that now.

>>65397766
it's not all of them but neither were all EN vtubers at the time faking voices, and it's still weird to try praising the JP scene for not playing up their characters

>>65397910
How can you say that when half the stream is "thank youuuuu"?

>>65397786
cool ty
>>65397811
it's more peach than lemonade, not very tart. I think it's pretty good but it's the only flavor i've tried.

Mark my words, shes going to incline for another 2 years, stagnate for another 2 years, and then decline. I will be there through all of it, and when she returns to wanting to be my wife I will be there for the shondo endgame
If youre there too Im happy to have my shoggas, if not fuck off now

>>65397910
some people got a taste of the mentally ill egirl half of her and don't want to let go even though that's a pretty dime a dozen archetype

>>65397969
I don't believe in this faking their voice thing. The way I speak with my friends, boss or girls I like is completely different, doesn't mean I fake my voice every time

>>65397476
almost like shes not really that into vtubers and shes just in it for the money
case in point: claims to watch all these vtubers, knows none of the in jokes

>>65398026
As long as she keeps streaming she will never decline to irrelevance. Nyanners hardly even streams and she’s still pulling 4k+ when she does. Shondo is now too big to fail, she will never drop below mid 3view even if she had the most insane yab imaginable. Maybe even never drop below 4view given her recent inclining.

This thread is just oldfags talking about the good ol' days.

>>65398085
>almost like shes not really that into vtubers and shes just in it for the money
Bingo! These days she watches a stream per week, she doesn't watch anime anymore so she's a fake weeb and she goes outside so she's a fake hiki. For all intents and purposes Shondo's a normie uwu girl.

>>65398070
I agree I don't think "faking" is a huge deal and everyone has a stage voice to some degree. If it's not something that comes naturally you'll end up changing it before long. I'm just calling out her hypocrisy of caring about "fake voices" this much and calling foul on people for using cutesy voices.

>>65398164
the old days were better

>>65398164
August 2022 - May 2023 was peak shondo and we're never going to have anything like that again

>>65398085
Yeah when she talked about how much she loved Vtubers in the discord in 2019 it was all just for the money retardchama

>>65398070(me)
Except for 10 veibae clones faking her polish accent and breathy voice.
Lumi even got the same lizard-looking model kek

>>65398217
>she goes outside
>3 times a year
She watched anime and streams constantly until she became a vtuber. She spends her weeb time BEING anime now you tard.

>>65398247
She WAS into vtubers back then you retard. "evolved" Shadow watches Nina or another Barbie girl once a week out of obligation.

>>65398164
I guess I set the tone with the post about old clips but I promise this wasn't my intention

I used to lament the fact that I didn't get in on the ground level when she first started streaming. But I'm trying to take her advice and just lean into it now, accept that you've missed some things but focus on having fun and enjoying the time we have together now. I don't' know how long it's going to last or what the future holds but that doesn't make now any more special.

>>65398218
I think it was about uwutubers who used uwu voice while bitching how heckin problematic lolis and lolicons are like nyaners

guys, stop being sad

>>65398290
>until she became a vtuber
And my dad watched anime in the '90s, that doesn't make him a weeb. What's your point retard?

>>65398291
She is lurking in vtubers chats the vast majority of time. She was watching Fuwamoco for hours and didn’t say a word in their chat. She was watching Nyanners for hours and didn’t say a word in her chat. Unless they’re her friends, she doesn’t talk in vtubers chats, anonchama.

>>65398347
The holidays really fuck me up and I get emotional since finding her :(

>>65398246
if you just want a girl who constantly has mental episodes there's hundreds of them, I like cute shondo who's thoughtful on stream and pushes past her insecurities
the peak was a couple months before and after the subathon when she really hit her stride and before her growth broke her
we might be headed for a renaissance of sorts now though sadly individual interaction will never match those days

>>65398355
When exactly have the words “I am such a weeb and anime watcher guyz” come from her mouth? She’s said many times she wants to watch anime but her brain wanders and she isn’t nihongo jouzu enough to watch it while she works on stuff, hence why she moved over to watching Vtubers more in the first place.

>>65398330
>don't' know how long it's going to last
At least 10 years, hopefully. If she betrays us I'll cut her time short.

>>65398347
I'm not sad, a toddietuber I like just got unbanned on X after getting report-spammed. dorontabi should be back soon hopefully

>>65398343
did you even read the tweets, where are lolis even mentioned
she's clearly mocking the voice to begin with or she wouldn't be uSinG tHiS tOnE

>>65398436
I agree we’re entering a renaisshonce right now, streams lately have been great and the Shondo right now has been in a great mood, content output is very often, she’s doing fantastic, but antis don’t want to admit that hence how bad shitflinging has gotten.

>>65398462
>“I am such a weeb and anime watcher guyz”
This was her whole image pre 2022 newfag, then in 2022 she became le sad hikineeto.

>>65398551
>newfag
Lol you have no argument and have no clue what she was like back then, nevermind now. Got it.

>>65398551
she definitely referred to herself as a friendless loser back in the day from what I could find archived

>>65398250
Finally someone said it. I’ve always thought Shondo’s mommy voice sounded similar. Anny and Shylily are the best examples. They’re all whores too

>>65398593
you are a post subathon parasocial

>>65398624
As a joke, it became sympathy dono bait in 2022.

>>65398670
you say dono bait as if her dedicated husbands aren't all whiny babies who hate the idea that she is using their money to become less of a hikkineet wholly dependent on them

>>65398653
You have absolutely no clue who you are talking to.
;^)

>>65398726
tbf if they wanted to sugar daddy some normie slag they'd be getting a raw deal if it wasnt at least semi exclusive

Uh, guys?

>>65398739
a post subathon parasocial

At least you stopped pretending this is anything but an anti thread

>>65389760
If you pass by /here/ please go back and remember that I love you with all my heart.

>>65398870
This is confirmation bias. The only people who have the desire to post a lot are people that want to argue. I'm mostly lurking. Am I supposed to spam "I love wife" 24/7?

>>65398838
What?

>>65398990
this desu
I was ready to sillypost and anons are arguing about dumb shit

>>65398870
I thought offline threads were supposed to be containment :( why are people leaving do you mean the thread being anti shit 90% of the time actually drove away positive discussion?
anyway I'm the anti for always asking that we self-police and maybe don't bake when there isn't a topic to discuss

>>65399052
Anon I'm sorry for being a meanie please silly post I'll stop.

Never bake again even when she streams

Don't tell me what to do.

>>65398990
>>65399052
Yes, I wanna read your declarations of love for Shondo because I've been pretty apathetic lately and reading posts from passionate people takes me out of it.

>6 people got there before me
it's over

it is what it is you cant change the pass. one can only hope she really changed and that its not facade

I love my wife very much!!! I actually had a dream of her recently in which we cuddled while I was falling asleep

>>65399222
>99222
Noice. We're the same in that regard, seeing other shoggas act romantic inspires me.

>>65399262
What?

>>65399394
BA

>>65389934
good to know some autists were just always like that

>>65399394
I shouldn't say so just pretend >>65399441 is me

You guys are so easy

it's amazing how these youtubefags understand her better than 2/3 of /shon/

>>65399477
Leak it sister

>>65399654
the uwutuber dosh was too juicy

>>65399262
>>65399477
Tell me right now

>>65399782
The BA guild

Do you think she will post the schedule today or tomorrow?

>>65399882
What schedule? She'll stream on the 29th and 31.

pomf plap plap plap
https://files.catbox.moe/trucmm.mp4

>>65399952
https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1737265325425512474?t=9Y8QutH5-GOFoi9BMk5hsQ&s=19

Unpopular opinion:
I believe Shondo is incredibly Cute and Funny as well as breedable.

>>65400121
based

>>65400110
uh oh!

we're not getting karaoke, my uncle works at fallenshadow and he told me this

>>65400382
We know Dewd.

So when is her 2 weeks Paris break? January? I need to plan around it so I don't run out of wife material.

Self improvement anons please help.
I've started lift/eating healthy/drawing and generally improving my life to be better for her, but I still feel empty
What am I doing wrong

>>65400518
you're not doing it for yourself first and foremost. use her as motivation but you also have to be in it for you

>>65400518
doing it "for her" is a meme
do it for yourself or don't do it at all, she will never see your fit body

>>65400518
>What am I doing wrong
Nothing, self improvement is a meme. You just have to gaslight yourself into being happy

>>65400518
vitamin supplements lifted my mood. It's worth a try

>>65400518
>still feel empty
Probably depression, I can only speak for myself but lifting and eating right didn't cure my mental illnesses.
>>65400579
>not doing it for yourself
What a worthless platitude, if I did any self-improvement for my sake I'd stop doing it in 2 months tops.

>>65400579
>>65400599
I would just rot in my apartment if I didn't use her as motivation
>>65400661
Which ones did you take?

>>65400678
>Probably depression
Maybe, did you see a therapist for that or just deal with it?

>>65400518
Become obsessed with lifting/drawing to the point where there's nothing else on your mind.

>>65400678
> if I did any self-improvement for my sake I'd stop doing it in 2 months tops.
its called SELF improvement obviously you have to be in it for you are you retarded?
>>65400716
im not saying dont use her as motivation but you really need to want it for yourself too or you wont ever be truly committed like the anon above

>>65400871
NTA but I'd love to preoccupy my mind with lifting at all times but my stamina and joints would give too quickly

>>65400895
I improve mySELF for others. Get it?

>>65400518
it's depression. push on and don't let it consume you

>>65401052
You're not going to make it.

>>65400912
You don't have to actually do something for it to occupy your mind. You can read training manuals or simply be excited for next's workout.

>>65400774
>did you see a therapist for that
Not for that no, I was just guessing what you have.
>>65401083
Already lowkey it, been at it for over a year. At this point it's part of my routine.

>>65400716
Nta but vitamin D helps. It’s winter so there’s a big deficiency going around. That’s where seasonal depression comes from.

>>65401214
>At this point it's part of my routine.
that's good you made amazing progress

I choose to believe that this is because of my maro

shon stop reading the thread please I beg you

>>65400518
>She read my post /here/ and wants to fix me
I love my wife

>>65401715
Actual insane timing wtf

shon keep reading the thread it's hilarious also hi i love you

>>65401750
>and she read me saying that I improve for others
Anon we won!!! >>65400678

>voice pack
>sobbing
>”ow anon stop it you’re hurting me”
that’d probably be better than generic gym motivation unless she says, “you’re a faggot and if you don’t hit this lift your whole family is going to be disappointed in you and now they’re gonna die”

>>65400518
I went through the same thing and it led to a BPD diagnosis so maybe see a professional before you burnout and lose a few more months.

>>65401860
i don't think we're getting that ryona pack, retards ruined it for everyone

This is why you guys should behave and not shitpost. What if your wife sees it?

>>65401996
but i want her to see my shitposting

>having to pay for motivation
Whore

>>65401953
>BPD diagnosis
How many shoggers have BPD? There's you, me, Baru and probably Fleece.

>>65402210
probably me

>>65401996
I am worlds more comfortable being retarded here than in public. I don't care if she sees shit here. It's not connected to me in any way. And I've even got a brainworms journal to not shit up the threads too bad. The whole "Shondo can tell who you are by how you write" thing is a meme haha

>>65401959
a boy can dream. It never used to be this way. Shondo corrupted me unironically.

>>65402311
We could form a dnd party and make /shon/ seethe every stream.

>>65402468
i'm not creative enough for DnD i still prefer CoC

>>65402060
I'll post it here so all poorfags can get motivation to stop being poorfags don't worry.

>>65402445
Same. I'm way more into Lolis than I was before watching her

>>65402611
I'm way less into lolis than I was before, except now I'm into choking and dominating women.

>>65402672
Really? I'm definitely more into choking too now

>>65402611
The biggest thing for me is that before her I never wanted to have kids. But I can't help day dreaming about raising a family with her now

>>65402672
same now I understand guro and don't see it as edgy anymore

I enjoy the idea of Shondo pulling a knife on me and saying "who the fuck is that whore" because she saw a text message from my sister

>>65401959
she needs to take responsibility

>>65402761
Very interesting, I wouldn't want kids with Shondo but I'd agree to become the father of her kids and take responsibility if she wanted to start a family.

ryonafags in shambles self improvment GODS on top

>>65402210
I think these kinds of relationships are somewhat suitable for people like us. I find myself relating to shondo a lot on the mental illness aspect too.

Shes the one that needs a motivation pack the most

>>65403030
To drop gachashit?

>>65403060
exactly

reminder that she loves you, even if you doubt her, she will always prove you wrong.

>>65402930
The ryonafags who want the same thing as your wife, who is also a ryonafag. Who is winning here again?

>>65403208
the whining puritans are winning

>>65402930
I am self improving so I can beat her better :)

>>65403189
She doesn't even read my resub messages where I call her cute and tell that I love her. She doesn't care about me specifically.

>>65403189
This happened so many times that I hate myself for doubting. If I could look her in the eye I would believe everything, sadly I can only rely on the tone of her voice. It takes faith.

I've stopped saying goodbye when I have to leave stream because she said bye to someone else and not me
I've stopped telling her that I love her because she's said it back to others and not me
I love her more than anything but I don't think she knows because I can't take the pain anymore

>>65403208
>>65403321
>>65403261
stick to your larp the reality is she doesnt want any of it irl

>>65403419
all of this a mixed bag from my own experience

I've stopped saying hi to shoggers because nobody syadouWaves back at me

>>65403457
>the reality is she doesnt want any of it irl
That's the best part.

>>65403457
You just need to go easy on her because she's fragile.

I love my gold digger of a wife

>>65403516
Hi, shogga! syadoWave

>>65403419
Shes never said "I love you" back to me even when she has to others in their sub/dono messages. Sometimes I want it all to end

>>65403621
Are you serious? I'm a newfag and she said it to me twice.

Self improvementGODS always winning

>>65403658
Yes, I've been around for almost 18 months and shes never responded with more than a thank you to my love messages

don't improve yourself because you think she'll reward you for it, improve yourself because you know it's what she wants from you, so you can better accept her love

improve yourself to crush the competition
ive been lifting ever since she first mentioned the paris trip so that i can beat up other shoggers and keep her for myself

The first stream I ever watched with Shondo she read 3 of my comments. Then I got a crush on her and nervous to type in chat and by the time I thought of something to say she'd already moved on from the topic. I couldn't keep up so I'd just shit something out and would get overlooked or she wouldn't respond and it made me sad. Now I only send emotes and communicate once a month via resub dono message thing.

Improve yourself because the only way you can take Shondo as your wife is if you can defeat FT in martial combat.

>>65403715
i feel you

>>65403984
Shes already said ft is a weak twink who only has base male strength. Hes easy

>>65403984
I have 5 inches and 80lbs on him I could rape his twink ass

>>65403715
it took me many, many tries to get one back

>>65403419
are you me? i had to force myself to stop typing these things too because it gets too painful being ignored. there are downsides though. let go of the pain and you'll slowly slide out of her bubble until you're no longer in love with her. even if you don't feel loved, the pain keeps your emotional connection alive. without it she eventually just becomes another streamer. heads up.

id be worrying about her not reading my resubs but im funny and she laughs at my messages often so its ok

>>65404121
>she eventually just becomes another streamer
maybe thats a good thing

Another way of looking at it is doing your part as the man of the house. I mean she has become more mentally stable since rrk through self-gaslighting and small lifestyle changes, she also kept her word about not creating anymore alts so it's (you)r turn. If lifting's your thing get stronger, if art's your thing draw dynamic poses...etc. Ganbatte shoggers!

she says that she loves you if you include your love confession in your resub or donation ever since a month ago, she does it regularly now, clearly because of the email schizo complaining about it on our behalf before when people were saying she wasn't saying I love you directly to people enough.
Stop bitching about the past and send a dono the next time she streams, she'll reaffirm her love for you

>>65404277
>she also kept her word about not creating anymore alts so it's (you)r turn
that's not even true, but people move the goalposts for her. also it sucks doing stuff for someone else without even getting to tell them about it and get positive feedback. you'd need some marcus aurelius type mentality to keep that up for any meaningful amount of time if you were struggling with it before.

do you think she would laugh at "Shondo I love you so much I want to wear your skin" or is that a bit too out there.

>>65404413
She does give positive feedback to amateur artists that keep improving

>>65404459
I'd say that's fine.

>>65404459
I have some DERRANGED ideas that will never come to be

>>65404459
the line has been used before, she laughed at it and gave it a bit of attention. if you don't mind being unoriginal you can use it too

>>65404557
>It's been used before
gosh dang it. just when you think you've got a good one

>>65404604
use the wendigo line, nobody actually used the term before
only downside is the 60% chance she associates you with wendigoon because of her youtube brainrot

my best guess right now is that releasing the ryona audio been on hold and she has potentially found a solution where everyone wins. she has made a big deal recently thinking about how to make everyone happy.
i'd even go as far as to say that the ryona audio will get released alongside the encouragement audio without her even mentioning it and can be purchased separately.

>>65404730
it's not happening but not because of any reasons /shon/ can make up

Props to you 2 anons, you two managed to find the club after just a single day of being told about it

>>65404730
>purchased separately
nah, a track will be a "joke" one about encouraging YOU to correct her.

>>65404837
in some compacity she is looking for a way to release it, which is mainly my point.

I don't care if it's real I just don't want to know if I'm not apart of it.

>>65404820
her club has been found as soon as she joined one all anons that talk about are shitposting

>>65404898
NUH UH

As someone who doesnt play BA, what does a club even do? Can you chat in it? Or is it just for sharing resources?

>>65404969
it's like a guild in WoW. with shondo we're mostly chatting about random stuff and posting memes.

>>65404730
she won't do it. not as shadow anyways

>>65404969
yes you can chat there but there are no regulars in her club all you get is 10 energy per day and you can use units from other members

>>65404969
>Can you chat in it?
yes
>Or is it just for sharing resources?
You can borrow other people's units which can be a big deal if they built up an OP unit for a specific raid. Also you get 10 stamina every day which adds up, it's 100% worth it for her to join a club just for that

>>65405049
>>65405067
>>65405081
Can anyone join or does she have to approve them?

I hate how she still encourages menhera behaviors like BA stalking even after her multiple speeches about cutting it out

>>65405170
doesn't count because teehee it's just a game lmaooooooooo hehehehe

>>65405146
it is not even her club

>no more secret accounts guys I promise
>secret BA club that she has never mentioned where people can chat
Im fucking seething

>>65405146
it depends on if she's the leader and if the club is set for anyone to be able to join

couldnt she have chosen to play a game that isnt absolute dogshit

>>65405222
Anon not a single viewer is in her club and its already full

>>65405222
Go @ her on twitter about it then.

Blue Archive is gay and I will not be grinding bullshit for her.

>>65405266
based

>>65405266
real

>>65405264
"evolved" shadow doesnt even care about our opinions anymore, and has never responded to a twitter @ even though she said she would if its important

>>65405261
Isn't that what a DMnigger would say in order to gatekeep? The fact that we're even talking about this means that she hasn't kept her word.

>>65405261
Proof or shes just a lying whore per usual

funny part is that she said she wouldn't interact with people in FF for exactly this reason. i guess she changed her mind with BA for some reason?

anons are out of date on their info

>>65405467
>for some reason?
That reason is Khaal

>hehe people found me on ff14 theyre so dedicated!
>hehe people added me on BA theyre so dedicated!
>hehe people joined my club on BA theyre so dedicated!
I hate this shit so much

>>65405467
>woman
>keeping her word

>>65403984
Trees can be tear down with a trusty axe.

I too enjoy spreading lies on the internet to trigger peoples fomo

>the only way to have any kind of private interaction with your oshi is through a gacha
I'm starting to think she's a terrible oshi.

I love that my relationship with my wife is trying to decode secrets thats shes keeping from me! This is not a toxic relationship at all! She is not an emotional abuser!

>>65403984
I can literally punch his heart directly with a straight jab, I'll give him a fucking heart attack with his concaved chest without any rib protection

>anon mentions he's still depressed and empty
>Shondo mentions a voicepack
>anons are excited
>quality of thread increases
>retard starts spewing bullshit to kill the vibe
I'm onto you nothing escapes my gays

>>65405517
mouz was talking about him doing something so I guess he joined the same club as her?

>>65405664
groomers looking for their direct communication secret clubs like usual. shocker

>>65405631
Agreed, I don't trust her not to have sekrit clubs and she doesn't trust (My) opinion on her art because chat will always call anything she does great. There's absolutely no trust in this relationship.

btw if she didnt want to see this kind of behavior she would have chosen a name not related to her. She loves this type of shit even though she lies and says shes trying to make things better

>>65405661
i like the idea of the voice pack, still doesn't make the BA shit any less gay. a shogger can hold multiple thoughts in his head at the same time.

You guys are terrible at stalking if you didn't manage to join the club. You just need to wait for someone to leave and join it.

>>65405788
SHOGGER not all of us play gachaslop

i tried being nise, kill yourselves

>>65405788
>stalking
Why the fuck would I play a gacha? Retard.

>>65405788
I refuse to play gachas, and having an avenue of communication locked behind it is lying

>>65405822
you ignored my DM

you guys are acting just like fleece now.
if you can't stalk BA just like you do offline chat, then you have no reason to bitch and whine.
do your reps or be left in obscurity.

>>65405888
Why should I jump through hoops like a monkey just to maybe have my wife say "hi" to me? Die. Fucking die.

>>65405888
i already knew about her account and club i just didnt try and add her or join the club since BA was never meant to be a place to interact. you groomers are insufferable

>doesnt want to make a t3 discord because its too exclusive
>Is fine with a 30 person cap chat room
What is her problem

>>65405944
>why should i want to matter enough to my wife so she will acknowledge me?
kek lmao

The best part of this is that hopefully people will ruin BA for her like they ruined the discord and she will finally stop playing

>>65405944
>>65405959
then don't do it, simple as
if you don't want to, don't bitch about your lack of dedication

i hope she will ban containment break faggots who can't listen

>>65406053
>dont bitch about your wife going back on her word and being a lying whore
lmfao. One day you'll be caught in the crossfire too retard, why dont you understand this is setting another precedent for her to keep lying

>>65406080
name me

>>65406116
just complain on twitter on in chat faggot

>>65406142
no I want you to name me so I can laugh at who you think is actually mad at this

>>65406102
women lie, it's natural, she can't and won't stop it because she's one too.
if you can't handle a woman, don't deal with women.

>>65405959
>lack of dedication
When has she ever displayed this level of dedication for a shogga? Oh that's right, when Darkkal showed signs that he was about to drop her and stop oiling.

>>65406102
Zephyrin you really need to fuck off to some other 2view, it's getting sad to see you like this over a woman you are losing control over.

I'll give it until after her 3d debut since shes busy, but if she doesnt drop the club or say something about it on twitter Im calling her out on it.
She promised to stop this shit, and maybe she hasnt realized yet what shes doing

>>65403189(me)
forget what i said you faggots are insuffarble kys

>>65406252
you don't have the balls

Even if she deletes the club, it WILL happen again.

>>65406252
Good. I'll post her name.

I want to make it clear that if I did guess correctly about people joining the club I don't actually care. I would have too.

has any of you playing along with that shitty gacha seen her do anything in there or are you imagining things like usual

>>65406116
nta but:
somnium
paperwing
iproee
forest fires
dewdhole
khaal
40 delta
neosky
mouz
suguri
retromancer
pixel
raknov
orange

just to list a few containment breaches in the last 7 days

>>65406043
they won't because nobody will mention any of this to her. shoggers are all bark and no bite.

>>65406300
Im not going to be mean about it, just going to mention it on a BA post and how shes going back on her word
She wont respond to it either way but I hope she sees it at least

>>65406396
veschewie aka BO

>>65406396 (me)
oh, hiroto, ray and zephyrinn too

>>65406290
You would've been right if she didn't make sekrit club 7.0 and go back on her word. I will email her again after the 3D debut.

>>65406396
I breached containment too and I'm not in the list. Why no one cares about me?

>>65406396
>>65406446
man I'll never make the list it's so Shover dude time to kms myself

>>65406433
I believe this wholeheartedly without any evidence

>>65406460
she didnt go back on her word its not her club she is just playing the fucking game

>>65406396
provide proof for all of them or its bullshit

>>65406396
yeah and?

>>65406396
"proof? it has been revealed to me in a dream"

Referencing something said /here/ isnt containment breaking

>>65406396
Is this the tier 1 husband list?

>>65406396
dm me

>>65406396
>>65406446
I'm confused, breach what?

>>65406396
>>65406446
In the last 7 days? What the fuck did I do?

>>65406562
don't take the bait man

>>65406490
Is there a way to messages club members and does she have them enabled? Yes or no?

>>65406490
so the others just miraculously happened to find exactly the same club? why the fuck are you people always bending yourselves backwards to defend her over every little thing, no matter how trivial? it's so fucking bizarre. your image of her doesn't match reality at all, and she'd agree because she's fully willing to admit that she's menhera and fucked in the head. get some fucking help.

>>65406396
im honored, if only you werent wrong

>>65406589
no there is no way to dm other people

>>65406529
>>65406495
half of the list is just people responded to the thread in offline chat, and the other literally wrote the gold digger ritual post when it came up in plague inc
and a few just responded directly on twitter