/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

shontoes

Passionate love making with Shondo

Passionate love making with Shondo's mom

I love her so very much!

GGGGGGGG!

cute comfy picnic with wife!

>>57687896
G

>>57687896
G!!!!!!!

By saying mods have to divorce her for power balance reasons she's essentially acknowledging that the rest of us are competing for her hand

>>57687896
G!!!

>>57687896
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>57687969
Not really

>>57687896
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

offline trauma dump donations?

>>57688133
Why do people try so hard to traumadump on her? What is it that makes people see Shondo as the person that totally wants to hear about every terrible thing that happens to them?

>>57688133
She did ask the other day whether she should read out offline donos or not, so probably

What's new about the alerts?

>>57688207
I was wondering the same

>>57688133
Milk fund.

>>57688133
i never donate when she is offline so no

>>57688133
Who are you talking about?

I used to think there was a third game in the milk series and I don't know why

>>57687907
i second this

>>57688191
it's cringe beta attention seeking "uuuu wife pwease pity me because i desperately need your attention waaah" shut the fuck up and get a therapist faggots, she doesn't need nor can she handle your baggage.

>>57688207
The backend on her side is diffirent, it's diffirent when you donate, on stream it's the same I think

>>57688133
so much for everything being public
these fucks will do anything in their power to have even a smidge of attention separate the other husbands

>>57688495
I mean I'm just assuming trauma dumps, could be ILY SHONDOOO messages.
But considering the line up im not gonna hold my breath

/shon/
>why are these faggots dropping subs they should donate so shondo gets a more cut
also /shon/
>reee theyre donating to her directly they're attention whores

Never fails to make me laugh when /shon/ schizos over nothing

I do kinda wish I could tell her something about my financial situation without it being read out or displaying. It's fine but I don't like talking about my finances openly.

>>57688580
donate because it gives her money not to send secret messages like a fag

>>57688600
SHONDO IM ABOUT TO BE HOMELESS LETS GOOOOOOO

>>57688655
how do you even know they sent a message at all?

>>57688655
I'm not a pay pig. If I donate I will write a message.

>>57688600
If youre a gajilionaire just donate off stream with the username john anon and tell her you want to buy her a house

>>57688683
by reading the names kek
why else would you send them offline

>>57688669
nah but I do need to cut some expenses and I don't need her shizoing about it

>>57688716
take your meds and stop acting like a fucking nigger

All of mine were when she was streaming you guys are retarded

>>57688716
Not everyone is an attention whore faggot, some people just love their wife.

>>57688600
why does she even need to know

>>57688762
If you need to stop a sub just tell her dude, she'll understand. Most likely a regular will gift you one

half of the people on that list are /here/ but how would a fucking newfag know that

>>57688811
>Not everyone is an attention whore faggot
but those ones are, so what's the argument?
>>57688852
what does the attention whores coming /here/ change?

>>57689004
>what does the attention whores coming /here/ change?
They're going to defend themselves and if you're new you wouldn't know it's coming from them

>>57688789
nobody suspects you fartrune you're fine

>>57689004
that fact that no one donated while she was offline
just compare the list with the one on https://streamlabs.com/fallenshadowasmr/tip

>>57688133
what are you talking about retard

>>57689057
Fartrune is a top shogga and based skeb requester

I have never been scam-called. Kinda shame, because I want to try to get one to say nigger, repeatedly.

>>57689130
I don't answer unfamiliar numbers so I just get spam voicemail

>>57689081
i didn't realize that the site used the same list gomen

>>57689057
Wrong shogger but true

>>57689253
tupa then, stop mentioning /shon/ rats in offline chat

My side whore (lucy) is spending an uncomfortable amount of time in shondos chat today, I can't talk on case she recognize me

>>57689296
Whore

>>57689296
they both know you're cheating on them. no point in hiding retard

>>57688716
None of those were sent offline retard, youd know if you watched streams

>>57689253
you're one of my favorite shoggas, glueeeater

>>57689296
she recognizes me and i dropped her over a year ago

>>57689331
are you autistic enough to seriously make mental note of every dono that flashes on the stream

>>57689294
its pixel retard

>>57689387
there's too many /here/fags man

>>57689425
im still /here/

>>57689425
Most regulars are /here/

>>57689387
nope

>>57689337
you had a founders badge what a waste

why are deposits even legal? give us money bro i swear you will get it all back :)

Shes not gonna have her own room for years

Not going to concernfag in chat but that house means a lot to her I hope she's okay

>>57689475
because not every early 20-something is trustworthy to pay their bills

ChatGPT is my therapist and advisor.
It sucks at it's job.

I think she's in for a rude awakening

can't imagine any sort of real estate agent that would trust a self employed camgirl to fulfill a 30 year loan even with a proper down payment

>>57689658
She won't even be alive in 30 years

I know she's diligent and organized but this feels like the hospital shit where she's just going to put it off to have peace of mind until it's so stressful she breaks down

>>57689588
Hi Pippa

I bet her money is just sitting in the bank earning 0.001% interest

>>57689130
My grandma has been scam called so much that she just hangs up whenever she hears an indian on the phone. Scammers made my grandma racist.

>>57689741
100%. I get anxious when house shit gets talked about because she already said the landlord basically sold the house to someone else.
I am fully expecting shes gonna get kicked out with a weeks noticed in a couple months knowing this faggot

I never considered that she probably profits more from working by herself, guess that alone motivates her to keep doing it herself

>>57689658
I can't speak for the state of housing in the UK compared to the US, but like 10 years ago a 30 year mortgage, if you paid enough down to not have to buy mortgage insurance, was $1000, give or take, a month. As long as UK housing isn't out of control like US housing is right now, she could easily afford it.

>>57689836
i'm too burgerbrained to realize maybe the real estate market in other countries isn't as fucked but i assumed it was.

well if she got 15k, last she mentioned the house fund she had 60k in the bank
I still don't know if that's enough for the size of home she needs

>>57689836
>i pay $1320 on my apartment per month and have been denied several time for mortgage
I fucking hate this country so much

>>57689872
Doesn't this not account for her prior savings? She's been saving up for a couple years now, ontop of the 50k~ from the subathon, and now around 15k from merch. I'd say she's probably getting close.

>>57689893
>$1320 on my apartment per month
I would sooner kill myself

>>57689893
Shit like this is why I don't leave my parents house.

>>57689869
A lot of it was due to COVID, but a lot of it was also due to the situation here with a lot of businesses and buyers from outside the country buying up a lot of land and housing in a short time. Hard to say how it panned out in other countries, but I assume the latter issue is exclusive to us, unfortunately.
>>57689893
Apartments are, and always have been, a scam. Ideally you'd only put up with them long enough to have enough in savings to switch to a house.

I wish Forest Elder was less shy, I want her to get interviewed next

I'm too fucking lazy to put up with maintaining my own home I'd rather move apartments every few years to avoid overpaying monthly on rent.

>>57689983
apartments are an infinite loop of getting fucked

>>57689824
she's said it before but like, time is also money especially when your process is so inefficient
still, probably saving a decent chunk over streaming in the same period I guess

>>57689983
This is the cheapest option for where I work unless I want to live in gang territory

>>57689939
she said straight up that she has 60k in the bank set aside for the house, forgot when

there are some autistic people in chat today

>I hope you guys don't see me diffirently because my net worth is $50k
Lmao she's so cute

>>57690109
Really? Need to check the timestamp doc, I keep mixing up all the details of Shondo's life.

>>57690129
>today

Shondo is a saviorfag

people survive by working shon, lol
your mom's on unemployment benefits

>average person
>constantly pumps out babies and all the bread winners run away

>>57689999
I want her to put Forest Tree on stream.

>>57690214
Lots of people work and barley make enough money?

What a deal

i get what shondo is trying to say but shes a silly woman and just needs to keep being cute instead of talking about big adult things like finances

She needs to make her brother get a job holy shit

is what she said right? UK husbands

>>57690297
You can buy an entire twitch sub with those $5!

>>57690320
kek isnt he still in school

>>57690320
Reminder that he almost had an apprenticeship until the dude just fucking up and left. This family is cursed.

That is such a banger.

>>57690298
I could go either way, I trust her to take care of herself so I don't need to hear this stuff but I also don't mind when she opens up about private stuff

>malk
Based mods

>>57690261
don't have 5 kids and expect you can support them as a hairdresser

>>57690355
That was over a year ago, start looking again jesus

>>57690298
No she doesn't. Shut up and stop using vtubers as an escape. Go watch anime you dumb weeb, stop trying to corrupt vtubing too.

>>57690429
Jesse what the fuck are you talking about

lying WHORE

>>57690429
Vtubing IS an escape though?

why doesn't she get alimony or half of the husbands savings

>>57690449
How long has moobot been posting jesse again?

>>57690233
>>57690298
Yeah, normal people survive by having a job, and living in places they can afford and making choices they can afford.
Both of these are hard to do when you are a retard who constantly makes choices you CAN'T afford, like not having a job, while having dozens of kids with deadbeats who can't and/or won't support them

>>57690461
Only to children that subscribe to [vtuber]_noises Twitter accounts and similar dumb meme channels.
Vtubing doesn't mean shit, there is no prototype for vtubing. It's a sub-genre of streaming and nothing else. It was that before it even had a name, it is still that.

>>57690319
I'm from another European country but the amount you have to pay depends on your income and the child's age. Its normally 5% of your monthly income (after taxes)

>>57690462
she already got most of what I had

>>57690491
what can we say, she just loves a bad boy

>>57690541
Shogga I ain't reading all that

>>57690491
Pretty much. I get she's hardcore on family but they're basically just sitting with their thumb up their ass waiting for something to happen.

>>57690592
Good, don't. I didn't either.

>>57690491
being poor has a certain mentality, and I don't say it to blame people in those situations, because if you're born into it that's just your upbringing
it takes a significant effort to break that mentality
like shondo said she's literally the only person in her family who can conceptualize saving money

Shondo HATES the norf

I NEED Shondo to do an Ojousama laugh

>>57690665
she's definitely done one before but I don't have it on hand

stop gifting subs retards, streamelements, she literally said it on stream today, what the fuck are you guys doing

>>57690812
dont listen to this anon, he just wants to take away your spotlight
hyperchat NOW

What is Peaky Blinders even about?

>>57690812
this anon wants to deny you the high of a hypetrain
disregard the anime girl, embrace dopamine

>>57690912
Still funny how utterly fucking useless this feature is, it's just bits but even more useless and you don't even get rewards out of it

>>57690954
fuck off bezos

>>57690929
criminals doing crimes, I think

i donated $25k to streamers because i was suicidal and im broke now
im going to go to heaven for sure

>>57691042
So The Sopranos but British?

>>57691050
finish the job

>>57691050
How much to shondo?

Shondo arguing that we should be allowed to say slurs and be racist

Oh I'll put something in her mouth alright

wish she'd just out and say you dumb fuckers I'm trying to buy a house can you please just donate

>>57691063
I think? I never actually watched it.

>>57690929
Something something Oswald Mosley

>>57691097
if the character you are portraying is a racist then yes
it would seem odd for the kkk skinhead who kills black people daily to not call them a nigger

>>57691110
A vitamin supplement?

>>57691231
One with a lot of protein

>>57691210
Don't worry, Shondo. I'm just method acting.

>>57691210
Exactly.
Shit like this used to be a-okay but suddenly everyone is hyper-vicious against it because oh no the little tumblr kiddies fee-fees got upset we can't have thaaat!
Fiction needs to be uncensored to show the full extent of a story.
If you can have shit like GTA with people going around ending each other, you can have no-no words. Fucking babies.

>>57691231
vitamin supplements suck just eat a good diet
which she doesnt

I've always wanted to hear her family's POV when she's screaming about random stuff. Imagine being a kid having a playdate with your friend and you hear some strange woman scream rape from upstairs

>>57691353
True. Arguably most of the shit in vitamins is useless, some of it is even downright toxic.
Only a handful of them have any valid use-case, like calcium, magnesium, potassium, etc. (the latter 2 usually mostly used in the medical arena if anything)
So many of those oil-based supplements are downright rancid. "Antioxidants" that cause oxidation, wonderful!

>>57691372
They aren't allowed play days while Shondo is stream, it's always on a Monday or Tuesday

>vtuber doing watchalong
>racist abusive uncle the audience is suposed to hate call son a faggot/black guy a nigger
>chat stops
>vtuber starts explaining how the movie is from 1995 and it was a different time
>mods starts warning people to behave
>everyone spams for 5 minutes how it's a bad word but we need to understand it's an old movie
>one guy trauma dumping about his experiances with the word
>10 minutes later people start focusing in the movie again but vibe is ruined
Every fucking time

>>57688580
>>57688655
Okie. I better start seeing blank donos

Oh did it always say giving Shondophrenia for giftsubs? If not I like it.

Did she get raided?

>>57691716
i think it used to say something like converted x to the fallen

>>57691716
It was "has fallen in the shadow realm" before

>>57691774
Makes sense to change it since Fallen isn't really the fan name anymore

>>57691683
what part of >secret did you not get
just donate during stream it's not hard
it was already a bit annoying people were organizing offline hype trains just so she'll go "ohh you guys what were you doing hmph (she's talking about me bros!!)"

>>57691771
yes, 700 raid

>>57691582
We all agreed that Frollo was based for hunting gypsies during the watchalong.

she has a strange view on what sass is
she hasnt dealt with enough black women

I thought it was an M thing to want this kind of play?

>>57691800
I fucking missed that movie, is there a vod somewhere?

>>57691800
Not related but I said gypsy while visiting family and my brother got mad at me for using hate speech. Man I don't even know what I can say anymore

Any recommendations or wishes for the pet name redeem?

>>57691916
doo doo head

>>57691874
Bratty Shondo is cute

>>57691877
I can start to upload it after the stream, but depending on how long it takes I might only post the link tomorrow.

>You sexy brat
ToT

oh the schizo is going to have a field day with that one

>>57691916
Anata

she's baiting the schizos at this point kek

>>57688133
I don't see why you think those donations would be trauma dumps . With the new direct donations the messages will appear in chat so we'll see what's sent from now on. I doubt it will be dramatic

"i am sexy"

The title of the game is a lie; it's actually a carton of milk.

>>57691847
She needs to read more bratty loli hentai, I suggest, like sakamata nerimono

>>57692083
I thought these were all done in like a day during offline, didnt realize this shared the same list as the old site.

>>57692089
i thought it was just some canadian trash game

>>57692049
I was going to redeem this, but if I do it now I'll expose myself, so that's a no from me.

>>57692089
For some reason Canadians have bags of milk. Side note: In Jamaica they sell bags of juice.

Orgasm denial with Shonshon

>>57692152
>>57692278
The second game shows the milk in a cutscene. I've never felt so lied to.

God she is pure sex when she's like this...

>>57692178
I wouldn't have known, but I guess that's blacklisting it for me as well.

>>57691916
I have 200k but I think daddy and similar have been done enough already so I'm just continuing to sit on it

>>57691916
'Good boy' has been the best one so far

Does anyone remember what pet names have been redeemed recently?

I think petname redeem has lost its luster. She barely even does it after the money printing stops

of course she calls herself sexy just for him. when does it end? I hate it here

>>57692450
Darling was one of them.

That is such a banger. Best brb screen

>>57692450
I remember "darling"

>>57692485
Literally who are you talking about

you should redeem "stinky" I think it'd be funny

>>57692525
Stop replying Shogga

>>57692450
just check the spreadsheet

>>57692525
don't reply to the schizo

>>57692563
This is actually a great choice

milking time (mine)

>>57692284
I had a CAI chat like this once.
Shame that bot got deleted, I never got to downliad the chatlog...

>Game before I passed out
Nice!

>>57692789
OMG sisters, look at the name in the top left corner

>>57692840
Unfortunate.

This games music makes me want to vomit

>>57692840
Israel?

>>57692882
That means it's working

>>57692882
i assume thats the point
something something art

>>57692999
I think I hate art

help

>>57691847
I like her sass, it's her evolutionary tool to get me to smother her and crush her like she wants

I have no idea what's going on

I think that I'm delusional.

>>57693667
Schizo girl talking to herself simulator

Its kinda weird shondo made a game about the dms shes been getting

Meanwhile in the /shon/ apartment complex...

>>57693976
>ayo the nigga on the 30th floor is eating beans

fuck you saruei for making her remember her dad

>>57693976
>OMG sisters, have you heard? Shondo doesn't like streaming anymore

>concernfagging about her playing the game

>>57693976
*shits in his hand, and throws it in your window*

I emphasize with this game greatly.

Milk girl is cute

>creepy shadows shown on screen
>shondo: cute!
>girl in game proceeds to call them playfull and smiles at rhem
Its literily her

>>57694303
it's a good thing she finally replaced her friends corner shadow and ceiling lady

I have corpses in my kitchen.

>>57694376
please fix her hair

What did Saruei mean with this recommendation?

>>57694523
Shondo is mentally ill

>>57694523
schizo game for schizo girl

Shes putting some nice emotions into reading this

>her with chat

>>57694847
Thought the exact same, kek

>>57694700
I'm not sure if she's doing it intentionally or if it's just making her uneasy

>>57694700
>>57695117
Could be both

>>57694847
>the voice is concernfagging
really is chat

>avoided the choking cutscene
fuck

Perhaps it's not morally correct to stick your dick in crazy and spawn more of these creatures

you can tell shoggas are invested because they're not bitching in the thread for once

>>57696196
The game is very good

>>57696196
first game was shit this one I like a ton more

>>57696196
They're too busy looking for new things to be angry about

>>57696375
that's not very difficult to do as long as I'm focused

>>57696196
gud stream

intredasting

she retained a lot of the viewers from lumi's raid

>>57696988
this is a really good stream

This is not a second monitor stream today

>>57697104
this game is too slow for my zoomer-like brain and i keep missing stuff while being distracted
ehlp

I love when she slreads something and perks up, almost proud like "I know this feeling, I understand"

Anyone else getting lots of buffering?

>>57697429
With my normal isp its unwatchable, switched to mobile and no buffering. I'll eat the extra cost today to see this stream without interruption.

>>57697429
It's stable for me, but I had days like that recently

bed time story asmr ????? fallenshadow where is it?

>>57697429
Funny enough, no buffering for me today.

>There is nothing wrong with looking different. It's not what defines you after all

interesting name in the credits

>>57698119
Wonder how Selkie is doing

Has shondo ever played "Who's Lila?"
This game reminds me of it kinda, I wonder if she'd like it

I had to go poopy. What happened after she went to sleep?

This made me really sad, because I can see her in it

>>57698274
played fortnight

>>57698274
Saw a nightmare of herself being different the mirror then woke up and cried while looking at a big O, the end

>>57698274
She had a dream (one of the endings) and a cutscene of her waking up crying played

>>57698385
There were 2 moments that the dialog and the way she read it made me tear up

>is she?... Nice.

>>57698466
Which?

>>57698726
I can't remember

i need to give her a hug and a kiss

>>57698779
Dementiachama

>>57698852
Milk girl or Shondo?

Why is he looking at me like that

>>57699112
theyre the same person

the moral of the story is to not have a retarded child

>pizza people
Erm they're called italians Shondo

Yeah, imagine a woman texting you.

>>57700252
Geega...

Not even a great deal on pizza can snap her out of her schizoness... we cant fix her...

>mentally ill schizo girl getting groomed online
that would never ever happen

Milk-chan CUTE
Shondo CUTE
severely mentally ill women CUTE

>>57701123
I can save them all

this is so relatable

>>57701355
>there are schizo women in this thread

I like this kind of light VN but I do somewhat dislike when it's basically just 4 variables that impact the endings.

I had dreams like these, including the tears. Good shit.
>>57701442
no need to be a woman for shit like this

>6pm already
n-no

>>57701123
I will save them both

the critters are bitches

I'd have rather heard her thoughts about it than see another ending...

Honestly, her family members have a lot of gall to "yell at" her considering she pays for literally all of their shit. She needs to tell them to fuck off when she needs like 10-30 more minutes.

>>57702207
The worst part is they don't even go to sleep once they get inside

>>57702186
yeah, She is gonna talk about it next stream but it won't be the same

and then they proceed to stay up until 2am

They don't even have school yet, right? What's with the hurry?

She really needs her own room, god damn it.

>>57702252
5am*

>>57702257
I'm still not sure why it's a rule, especially when she said they don't have bed times and everyone in the house just goes to sleep when they feel like it

>>57702251
Maybe an alt stream later, if we are lucky.

first game = not great, decent
second game = pretty cool

>>57702207
classic entitled, I know shondo would never do it, but if she just moved out alone, they'd finally be hit with the reality of their situation and maybe finally treasure what they thought was a constant

Ending fucked what was otherwise maybe the best stream of the year

>>57702257
They are annoying and Shondo doesn't want to break the agreement

I hope she's ok. she's not

>>57702374
Not only would Shondo never do it, she never could do it.

>>57702424
yeah it's almost like I wrote that or something

>>57702424
I remember her yt community post at the end of 2020 where she was talking about wanting to move out on her own. At that time I had no clue what her mental state was. I dont think she could ever live alone with how her mental health is behind the scenes

She got yelled at

>>57702512
:(

Super soon

>>57702512
Shonfamily HATE

>>57702512
... :C

>>57702467
You said she would never. I agreed, but added that even if she would do something like this, she never could actually live on her own. She would suffer probably even more than her family.

Chances of alt stream discussing the game?

stop ERPing in the offline chat you whores

>>57702512
I always wonder who yells at her. The critters? Her mom? Forest Elder?

>>57702666
Get out of my mind I was just typing that. I dont think its likely with the critters schedules right now

>>57702677
yes

>>57702666
Pretty high I hope

>>57702677
I assume the critters probably complain to her

She can only do alt streams when the 1 critter isn't at home, is anyone keeping a s hexule of that?

>>57702677
I would guess forest elder give how much of a control freak she is

>>57702666
If not today. i hope tomorrow

>>57702677
Critters
Literally just ungrateful teenagers that think they're the center of the world

>>57702732
:(
>>57702780
The definitely already did some with both of them home.

>>57702780
She has done it with 2 critters sleeping before

I can understand the critters a little bit though. I mean, don't forget that they can't even sit on their couch. They have to stay in the kitchen area all stream long.

>>57702666
Medium to high. It mostly depends on her mental state and how busy she is business e-mails

>>57702892
Yeah, that's true too. The couch thing blew my mind because of how strange it is

>>57702892
If I was her I'd just order 2 bean bag cushions they can put in the kitchen or living room, it's that simple

>>57702892
Yeah, but in exchange they actually get food in said kitchen.

>>57702959 (me)
Fuck.
with business e-mails*

>>57702996
Forest elder won't allow that

>>57703059
Only the royal family is allowed to use their living room when they eventually visit

>>57703059
Yeah fuck that she paid for literally your entire mouth and pleasure of eating for the last remaining years of your life, you can tolerate 2 beanbags in your house.

>>57702677
Almost certainly the critters, given what we know of their behavior. Mom probably has to play mediator but I doubt she lays into her in any way about it.

>>57703059
if they were as grateful as they say they were, they wouldn't just be using words to express that.

https://twitter.com/Fren_Domine/status/1698410801831293238

>missed every stream this week except the VR collab
>Can't stay up for potential alt streams because of obligations to work and family
Actually thinking about quitting my job and cutting all ties to family to be with her. I hate missing out on time with her so fucking much

>>57703059
it's a wonder how similar they are
>shut-in princess for whom the whole household has to accommodate their OCD

>>57703463
Don't do that anon. Shondo wouldn't want that.

>>57703463
I know it sucks, but she wouldn't want you to do that. Will your schedule clear up in the near future?

>>57702892
why cant they sit on their couch?

doesn't need to be an alt stream, I think it'd be neat if she just did a twitter voice post summarizing her thoughts, maybe after she finishes the other ending on her own

When does shondo normally announce these alt streams?
7am JST?

How big is the place they're renting anyway? Is it like the typical British 2-storey brick house?

>>57703598
Forest elder has severe autism and is a control freak

>>57703598
because the furniture needs to be pristine for guests to look at

>>57703656
>>57703663
oh man. Impossible for everyone to come to a happy compromise in that situation then

>>57703656
and here I thought shondo got it from her schizo half

I'm pretty sure she isn't saying it out loud, but the real reason forest elder doesn't allow anyone to sit on the couch is because that's the couch her and the other forest elder used to sit on, it's the only remaining piece of furniture they exclusively shared. It's their memory and she's trying to preserve it

>>57703404
Good work from Domine. They have improved a lot and it looks good when effort is put into it

>>57703885
man that reminded me of the time shondo had a massive meltdown on twitter because one of her hoodies that he touched was washed

>>57703885
When she told us about that whole thing she explained that couch has been around for many years and forest elder has said she will never be able to afford to buy another, so it's important to her.
It wouldn't surprise me given how Shondo acted when some of his stuff was touched or moved before.

>>57703885
Fuck, that's a good point I never thought about that

>>57703643
Not sure. I think somewhere between 2am and 4am CET.

I really like how she read this. You could tell she put her heart into it.
Points where she'd slow down when she read something that resonated with her was really lovely, if not a little tough, to listen to.

We are so blessed. With Fahrenheit and today's stream we got two instant classics in one week.

>>57703929 (me)
found it from march last year, spoiler because I feel like shit reading it again

>>57704408
If it makes you feel better she's been in a completely different mental state lately going as far as saying she's optimistic about the future.

>>57704408
i want to hold her consent or not

>>57704408
Yeah this is fucking horrible
>>57704603
You are right, she has been really good in general. She seems to be having a blast when she's streaming. 5 streams this week, one after another, all her having a good time. I feel optimistic too.

>>57704408
man

>>57704408
she needs to learn to let things go already, thankfully it seems like she is working on it

new husbands don't know quite how much better she is now, stuff on rt/rrk seldom got so bad as what she used to post on shadowchama, and you never got to experience every stream being a gamble on if she'd have an episode and delete the vod

>>57704961
Even so I don't think much can compare to the final rrk saga. She lost trust in everyone and I'm not sure she still trusts us fully anymore or will ever again

>>57705350
the rrk shit is just her lashing out at being hurt, possibly also a brain soup moment but meh

>>57705350
You shoggers don't realize what was lost then. Not saying you specifically anon, I think you get it. But for her stalkers that pay close attention to EVERYTHING, none offenders involved in that situation deserve the trust you even had. Let alone the right to criticize the regulars you call groomers. /shon/ was a mistake, you'll clue in someday.

>>57705588
duh, the groomers are here too

>>57703656
>>57703663
I fucking hate people like that.
My aunt is like that too.
I can understand if you had a "no staining objects" rule, like food, pens, etc.

>>57705760
she's quite similar to shadow, imagine trying to convince her of anything, especially with the added stubbornness of old age

>>57705588
It's better this way for both of us, like she said. But I do miss seeing inside her mind and the closeness that came with the small follower count. I also felt I could be more honest with how I felt about certain things she was talking about

>>57705588
I'm aware, Im probably just schizo but shes felt significantly more distant since then

i know who the faggots who broke her trust are.
you will pay

>>57705938
Anon it is better this way because 90% of you cannot be trusted. This includes the vast majority of her regulars, which is why she was even hurt in the first place.

>>57706124
no it's better this way because airing that stuff was never healthy for her and all the backseating from people trying to make her feel better was actively not helping

>>57706105
Tell us!

>>57706201
Literally just look at who was celebrating the ryona voice pack idea and you have your answer

New
>>57706245
>>57706245
>>57706245

>>57706105
I wasn't even around when that went down (better to be a newfag than a straight up faggot)

>>57706260
You are wrong, puritan.

>>57706377
I think it would be good for her if she thinks it's a good outlet, but publicly cumming over the idea tells me everything I need to know about you

>>57706260
Threaten to harm yourself at them. I'm sure it will work

>>57706435
I don't think it helps her any to have to think about it; people can wank with it, long as they don't say so. Probably goes to say too that people shouldn't mention that others will wank to it.

hmm today i will go to tesco to get milk...

>>57706435
>publicly cumming
You puritans always have the most retarded shit in your heads

>>57706733
Hey man don't attack me because you can't keep your mouth shut and were part of the reason why she deleted the account

>>57706435
>publicly cumming
This isn't about fap material you gay little faggot.
I want to hear sounds of your precious wittle oshi being hurt as much as she wants to release audio of herself being hurt. For the coomer brains you dullards seem to criticize, puritans are far more one-noted and obnoxious. Kill yourself.

>>57696952
very very cute!!