/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I LOVE SHIORI SO MUCH

Did you enjoy your autistic GFE?

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>>55088362
Is this the thread?

You guys have been learning your lesson regarding what to do with bait I hope.
Read this in Shiori's voice

Are there any genuinely good fics posted so far?

Glasses Shiorin will happen when we get to reading.

>>55088504

There are already 19 works under the "Shiori Novella" tag on Ao3.
Get writing!

BREAKING NEWS: I have been informed that THE Shiorin has requested that all Goslings either scream and/or stare into space IMMEDIATELY.

>>55088508
I have fuck you for that

>>55086885
>What passion was it? Anon...
I was making comics and maps and fighting and excercise and building cities out of mud. Roleplaying, acting. biology, history, science in general, especially as it could be applied to fiction. I loved hiking, rock climbing I I would have to be dragged from climbing up hills because I just wanted to see the vista on the other side. I wanted to raise a bunch of neat animals like rats and snakes and hermit crabs. I hated wearing shoes and still do and love weird outfits. I loved deep dives into psychology especially as it applied to the mentally ill which is actually how I started using 4chan in the first place. I wanted to grow my hair out until it reached the floor and I wanted to write articles for the SCP foundation from before the minimum age that you were allowed to.
Anyways start of middle school to now has been a blur and I've lost a large part of basic things people take for granted in life due to medical issues from the horrible conditions my parents have had me living in that I've only been able to escape for the first time a few months ago.

IMPROVING OUR LIFES FOR SHIORI!

https://twitter.com/shiorinovella/status/1686961827941384192
She loves their writing and not mine...

>>55088536
What kind of fic do you want to see?

I want to write, but I feel we don't have enough content from her to write anything that isn't just headcanon.

>>55088603
I wanted to explore the amazonass

>>55088595

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Anon, you asked for an edit >>55073174
and i got it done right on time to write a new page

>>55088653
>I read your thread!
What did she mean by this

>>55088603
I'm autistic but I never had a passion. I was never able to cultivate an interest in anything. It blows my mind someone like shiori can exist and rattle off so many things. Why did I get all the downsides of mental illness and no upsides? Now I'm just too old to be anything but shallow knowledge in a subject.

Had to leave right after Bijou and Nerissa raided. Was the awkwardness that bad? Kinda scared to watch the vod now lol.
Was also sad to see mean comments towards our Shiorin, but maybe that's what I get for browsing the catalog and visiting other generals.

gay

>>55088835
anon, she is broken like you, she just keep going anyway

I get enough gfe from my oshi but I'll accept shiori as my cum dump

SHIORI I KNOW YOU ARE /HERE/ PLEASE MARRY ME, I ALSO READ A STUDY IN SCARLET WHEN I WAS 14 AND I FOUND IT BORING TOO

>>55088838
Our poor Shiorin just blurts out the first thing that comes to mind and well, it doesn't work well if the other girls aren't in sync

>>55088838
did some vod reps, and... i think shiorin is genuinely autistic
she has a hard time reading the room, but i trust that they'll mellow out in time

Remember she love happy endings bad not sad endings

Do you think Shiori likes guys who know what a floppy disk is and how to operate a cassette deck? Asking for a friend haha

>>55088838
It's not awkward. Shiori is just as you expect her to be. If anything, it would be awkward if Shiori was normal.

>>55088508
i dont get the part where he said 2 straight collabs. Wasnt it just one whole collab? Or including nerissa and bijou?

>>55088595
within cells interlinked

Novella, my Beloved Novella

>>55088838
There were basically awkward silences because it's clear they haven't gotten to know each other 100% yet. It's not that bad honestly unless you cringe at literally fucking everything

>>55088914
Can you not post about my wife like that if you aren't also wifing her, thanks?

>>55088959
sounds a bit like mori

>>55088838
I unironically might have autism too, I didn't see anything wrong or unusual about how that went.

So remind me, what did Shiori even say we're going to read? Is she going to announce it later?

>>55088794
KEK, good job.

Shiori will never lactate her beautiful mammaries to fill into your bowl of bran flakes for breakfast.

>>55088838
it had awkward moments but it wasn't that bad, I've seen worse myth collabs
I think Shiori alone is too good so that's part of the problem
but I had fun regardless, the girls actually like and respect each but they're too shy (and my wife is too fucking autistic)

shiorin's a cute and lovable autist, really glad to have her in holo
please share the hottest shiori image you have

>>55089421

i hear she's into ntr and bbc?
unironically picked up

>>55089421
>please share the hottest shiori image you have
I'll get banned if I do...

>>55089350
Special K > Bran Flakes

>>55088838
It's fine. It's just underage people here cringing because they lack the experience and social skills to do anything else.

>>55089421
>Please share the hottest Shiori image you have
too hard to choose (no pun intended)

>>55089421
Sorry, I don't want to upset the advertisers.

>>55089421
Sure. https://files.catbox.moe/c8p1ln.png

>>55088838
well myth and council were like that too in their first collabs, awkward silence because they didnt know how to continue the topics and thats normal, kronii filling with random awkward crap to break silence is all i remember from their first collabs oof

>>55089473
>>55089550
You can put it in a catbox like this god right here >>55089568

>>55089421
https://files.catbox.moe/wqa6r3.png

>>55088838
Isn't THAT bad, it was going well until everyone arrived and they started running out of topics so there were some awkward silence moments
and some Shiori comments they didn't know how to answer to it kek

sorry guys I will correct my girlfriend, she doesn't have many friends please understand

>>55089421
https://files.catbox.moe/kn41f9.jpg

>>55089568
>>55089627
based

Imagining Shiori after that collab being all flustered and maybe even teary-eyed apologizing to the others about what a massive awkward sperg she was is making me rock hard.

>>55089227
yeah later and probably some public domain books

If anything it was the dogs who really made the collab awkward, they genuinely had nothing in common and didn't know how to bounce off Shiori's autism well

>>55089720
This but with her also kissing my cock

>>55089720
Nah Shiori immediately went to read fanfiction on Twitter

I want to be destroyed by this manipulative witch

Reposting this because book anon asked
Hello fellow Novelites,

some anons have expressed to wanting to participate in a book club. Looking at the first poll about where we would congregate and also some very good arguments from one anon, I would suggest we use the anchorpost system on our monthly exchanges (first of each month, when we flip the chapter and keep it going for up to a week, since threads are going rather fast right now).

https://poal.me/fdvd3k
This is the final and complete poll. Please vote responsibly and if possible, share the link during EU night times because I desperately need sleep
Polling will conclude in 11 hours.

Another anon had suggested to have the book club be a two-parter. One short story or light reading text and one actual book, so people can choose what they feel more comfortable with, while more avid readers can just do both.
We can try this one at first, picking the highest voted book and short story/text.

Please treat this post as an anchor and reply with your recommendations, criticisms or questions.

Do you think she is into bondage?

>>55089908
The witch will not destroy me.
I will wife the witch!

>>55089421
https://files.catbox.moe/75wvuv.jpg

>>55090021
She will

Am I the only one disappointed in Shiori because of how she treats her genmates?

Shiori boobs share them

>>55088504
So are Gyllenhaals the dark version of Goslings?

>>55090116
yes

HoloAdvent is a gateway gen of the worst kind. It's a bad gen, a clusterfuck of lore and characterization that isn't very well done by any aspect, but which attempts to compensate for its weaknesses by adding in excessive shipping faggotry and DORKINESS. The normal anon can see this as the shit it is, and may enjoy it, hate it or be indifferent to it, but all the while recognizing that the gen itself, regardless of their opinion, is plain bad.

>>55090116
This is how she treats her friends too

>>55089720
Didn't even bat an eye actually

>>55090091
>ywn wake up tied up with this looking down at you

Remember

Is there a way to mass download images off twitter? I want to download all the art of Shiori but it takes a while to scroll through it.

>>55088595
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I'M FUCKING LONELY AND MY LIFE IS WORTHLESS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I feel Shiorin would love Austin Powers lol

i feel like she's purposely avoiding my comments because i used to frequent her roommate. or am i a schizo?

>>55090156
People give a shit about corpo lore?

>>55089421
https://twitter.com/SunsetSkyline1/status/1685145819920658432

Also this>>55089466

>>55090193
What

>>55090116
Which is how?

>>55090263
>nipple piercings
This is canon.

>>55090156
enough about myth and council

>>55090239
She is an archivist, she remember everything, and oversee all
(She already recognize you for your /vt/ writing style)

>>55090239
give it some time, most likely reason is that she's trying to avoid getting in trouble with management

>>55088595
>What's it like to hold the hand of someone you love?

nterlinked.

>Do they teach you how to feel finger to finger?

Interlinked.

>Do you long for having your heart interlinked?

Interlinked.

>>55090156
I actually hate HoloEN lore a lot.
>make all this cool setup for HoloCouncil with lore videos and kayfabe
>pay off never
What the fuck did they mean by this? I didn't forget Cover, so come the fuck back. I'm waiting just like I'm waiting for Bloom.

Thread Theme: https://youtu.be/lFA1zBwJpuU

>>55090266
she is dangerous

I feel that I might get the lovenest ASMR from shiori first over my oshi. It's over..

>>55090239
Its like texting a girl and expecting a reply 3 seconds later.
Take a deep breath gosling

>>55090389
>nter
NTeR linked

SHIORI I KNOW YOU ARE /HERE/ PLEASE MARRY ME, I HAVE PIRATED COPIES OF SIMS 1-4, ALL DLC AND HUNDREDS OF MODS. WE CAN WOOHOO UNCENSORED

>>55090416
Shiori is definitely going to do some weird ASMR isn't she? Something like cut open an insect or improperly making a grilled cheese sandwich.

>>55090403
And you posted an image of oga why

Ah, finally. I remembered who she reminded me off.
It's that one girl from my class who doesn't know how to set boundaries. Doesn't know what social norms are and can barely even read the room. Always fixated on How to Train your Dragon and Harry Potter. Thinks people are befriending her when they're clearly just trying to put up with her antics or just using her for their benefits.
I've always wanted go dissect that girl's brain and see what the fuck is wrong with her.

>>55090489
She won't marry you until you recreate her 1:1 in-game and share the character file with the thread.

>>55090266
IIRC, he got strangled by a menhera he used to date, so he’s now wary of dangerous women

Does Shiori read her thread on /vt/??

>>55090545
Oga Aniki commented about Shiori, and her feminine ways

>>55090541
Her PL did a lot of weird themed ASMRs.

>>55090489
bros it's over for me, just end it all. 3 fuck ups in one day

>>55090546
Dude it's autism where the fuck have you been the last decade.

>>55090606
>>55090611
That's hot. Got a clip?

>>55090606
IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME

>>55090642
It's ok, we love you anyways

>>55090610
Yes, she's here right now. Say hi!

>>55089421
I like that she have two different version in bed depend on her mood

>>55090606

>>55090610
she read every comment, she IS /here/
you can feel the ominous presence

>>55090193
Other men never have your best interests at heart unless they’re family, and sometimes not even them. Never trust anyone trying to give you advice. Nobody knows shit but you, anon reading this.

>>55090712
me and Shiori, I didn't know someone was recording this

I’m inside your walls

>>55090610
>>55090699
Hi Shiori! I love you so much I'm going to have you in my life 24/7 from now on!

>>55089720
That's pretty cute...

>>55090712
wtf, that's me

Is the one who moaned a while ago Shiori or Nerissa?

>>55090193
Oga poster I don't need your advice please leave me be I am an adult.

>>55088362
Literally where can I meet a girl as mentally ill as I am

>>55090744
anon, you dont have to be Oga san to know the normal red flags of a cluster b woman
I love her to pieces. But I know she can, want, and will destroy me if she get in my life.

>>55090546
>Thinks people are befriending her when they're clearly just trying to put up with her antics or just using her for their benefits.
what the fuck she is just like me?

>>55090768
I know

>>55090848
I don't care
I'm cluster b myself
A life preserved is not a life worth living

>>55090848
It's too late. Shiorin is already in every part of your brain. You will now Gosling scream.

>>55090831
Nerissa.

>>55090848
>red flags
You sound like a fucking woman. You gonna start menstruating next? Big fucking pussy.

>>55090665
I only read it on /jp/ years ago, so I’m not sure if it’s actually true. Either way, he’s now memed as the guy who warns others about “those” women

>>55090712
>that kiss
HOLY SHIIIIIIT IT SHOUDLVE BEEN MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>55090849

>>55090912
>>55090911
Me too. I just know Im watching the Void from a Cliff

SHIORI LOVE. FOR EVER

>>55090912

>>55090917
Do novelites want to fuck Nerissa's big ass?

>>55090610
Yes

Shiori feel like the kind of girl to look normal outside but at home, she owns several dildos and masturbates from reading selfinsert rape doujins.

Wait I just now recall she said something about doing a countdown (the book talk was too much fun)…guess I’ll wait another week…

>>55091003
shiori is the only one for me

>>55091024
Shiori is 100% the type of girl to own numerous Bad Dragon dildos

>>55091003
Shiori~n is for marriage, Nerissa is for breeding.

>>55090831
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auaLg42egcE

>>55091024
she probably masturbates to bnwo graphs

>>55091003
>birds only have one hole
No, ewww

I work with actual autistic people. She's not autistic. She just has a very weird perception of people on the internet because her brain got completely numb to socialization to the point that she thought suggesting a guro VN was normal.

>>55091003
I don't want to make my wife Shiori jealous.

>>55091128
meds

>>55091003
I married Shiori and we keep Nerissa as a pet, so yes.

>>55091003
yes

>>55091003
O-Of course not, I would never betray you Shiori...

>>55091003
I want her to force me to fuck Nerissa while Shiori screams "GET HER PREGNANT, GET HER PREGNANT"

>>55091003
I want to fuck her big tits. I love paizuri more than life itself.

It's time for the Oga ritual post.
>Loving a menhera is risky business, anons. Sure it's nice to love Shiori now when the fact that she's goddamn insane is just a fun gimmick, but will you still be able to smile when her issues put her at odds with sections of her own community, other Hololive girls, or even Cover itself?
>If you can't look at the story of Rushia and say, "Yeah, sign me up for all of that, I'm ride or die", you should flee from her grasp before it's too late.
>With nothing but goodness in their hearts, menheras are doomed to fall, like modern day Icaruses flying too close to the sun. It may not be today, and it may not be tomorrow, but it will happen.
>Are you willing to fall to the depths of hell with your oshi, Novelites?
>PS, I got strangled by a menhera once and almost didn't live, can you handle it?

>>55091003
I like Nerissa but im a monogamyfag
Maybe 3some spitroast her with the wife

>>55091128
She's high functioning and/or has ADHD. I know more than one person like her with aspergers who exhibit a lot of similar behaviors.

Wow, people here have never been in a real social situation. Silences are common and normal, even with people you are familiar with, much less people you only worked with a few weeks.

>>55091024
>Shiori
>look normal from the outside
???

>>55088595
I CAN FINALLLY LET IT OUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
IM IN PAINNNN

>>55091310
Fucking Nerissa while Shiori~n pegs you from behind...

>>55090389
You're not even close to baseline

>>55088633
How do fuck does someone improve their lives?
If they already have a job, and go to the gym, and most healthy habits.

>>55091128
And my fiance is autistic while also having adhd.
Shiori is further in the spectrum and is probably taking ADHD meds so she doesn't unleash her full power on stream.

Shiori Mommy Incest

>>55091433
are you autistic?
I have many friends in college and my family is fucking huge I'm talking with people the whole fucking day and almost never experience those awkward silences

>>55091538
They do a bunch of dumb and meaningless shit to check off of a list that someone else told them qualifies as "self-improvement," then about 50 to 60 years later they die and realize how much time they wasted.

>>55091538
Thats sounds like something you should ask yourself. Theres always room for improvement.
Its not always job,gym,health

>>55089098
>>55090389
br2049 was so good

is Shiori really into NTR? I'm gonna start watching her more...

Has Shiori interacted much with the other Holos outside of her gen yet? I keep seeing some of them interacting with the dogs and Bijou, also Kiara and Ollie constantly chimping over Nerissa.

>>55091433
>anon hasn't been listening and watching Hololive for years

>>55091750
Only some on Twitter. To be fair, they don't usually tweet her.

Spinning on that dizzy edge
Kissed her face and kissed her head
Dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make her glow
"Why are you so far away?", she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you?"
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
You're just like a dream

>>55091750
others holos are unironically scared of her

>>55091421
I can see ADHD, but definitely not autism. Her curiosity alone goes completely against any sort of autism I've interacted with.

>>55091823
That's a shame. I saw the usual welcome tweets, but never saw much of anything after that. I hope some of the other Holos reach out to her at some point.

>>55091750
>>55091896
I've seen her interact with Chloe for a bit.

I want shiori to insult my micro penis.

>>55091750
Much less than her genmates

>>55091956
>my JP oshi interacting with my EN oshi
I feel blessed.

>>55092003
https://twitter.com/sakamatachloe/status/1685537706364026880

>>55092003
SEEEEX

>>55088700
Nice goal to have, but I assume it's field with cocaine labs or something.

>>55092003
Shiori is everything I wanted Chloe to be.

I miss shiori..

can holos sing whatever they want in the unarchived karaoke?

>>55091904
>Autism
>Lacking in curiosity
motherfucker when autists open up to you they will never fucking shut up about their deep interests and fascinations with random shit that happened to interest them, what the fuck are you on about

>>55092003
Your taste is like a black and white, one hates bath while other is a clean freak.

>>55090395
It will be in Holo Earth MMO

>>55092042
>>55092061

She's kinda based she likes Gankutsuou

>>55092125
Unironically this a little bit

Recite your baseline.

>>55092155
They actually can not, but it does allow a greater range of songs.

>>55091896
And rightfully so
we are fans and we are scared

Imagine being gura right now, Vtubing Queen is back in town

>>55092180
They don't often go actively searching for new interests. They much rather fixate on things within their reach.

>>55091003
Nerissa is dinner. I will tear her open and roast her.

>>55092360

>>55092360
Baseline? As in starting with handholding with Shiori first, kisses later?

>>55091629
The problem is the twins had no idea what they were talking about half the time. Can't carry a conversation if they don't even recognize the topic at hand even if you're a master conversationalist

But bros, what if (You) are menhera too?
Can two menheras cancel each other out?

>>55092480
>EN gen
>get the least EN westerners for the job
What did Cover mean by this?

>>55092540
No, they just add together. Twice as much problems.

>Archiver
>Unarchived Karaoke
Man...Shiori failing her job already.

>>55092540
We are menhera (most of us), but:
>Mens are easy. You just have to be nice to them
Praying Mantis matting

>>55092596
Youtube failed her, she'll have her own archive.

>>55092360
>WHAT'S IT LIKE TO HOLD THE HAND SOMEONE YOU LOVE? INTERLINKED
>INTERLINKED
>DO YOU FEEL LIKE THERES A PART OF YOU THAT IS MISSING? INTERLINKED
>INTERLINKED

>>55092596
Some stuff is meant to be forbidden knowledge...

>>55092540
I am very aware I am menhera. My last ex was genuinely afraid of me because I kept trying to call her everyday. I've been trying to be less dependent on people ever since.

Does she feel pressured to sing? I heard she wasn't very good. Hope it goes alright lol.

>>55092796
>a rare woman novelite
london?

>>55092852
i am not a woman. Non-binary, but sex-wise im a guy since I have a penis.

>>55092796
Man, are (You) me?

>>55092796
>I kept trying to call her everyday.
how is that being menhera

>>55088603
Seems like a lot of interesting passions. Don't know your age, but the idea of saying from middle school to know make it seems like it was a long time ago.
It seems you have fond memories about those passions but sadly you aren't interested in them now or don't have time or whatever the fuck is wrong with you.
But let the past in the past and grow up. You will never return to your childhood.

>>55092883
oh anon, you should have kept quiet. now everyone will call you slurs

>>55092540
No it just leads to a pretty sweet but pretty weird codependency. Or like one person going off and the other having no idea what to do

>>55091750
i'm kind of worried about her ability to make friends in the company since she's autistic and just says unfiltered shit. during her vtuber history stream she talked about her technical skills relative to ame, humblebragging a bit.

now look, i think it's cute, and i also think in a normal environment no one would care. but a vtuber company is intrinsically going to be a bit weird, insular, and magnify little slights. i am really not doomerposting. i do think little things she does might rub people the wrong way. kiara clearly had more than a few weird episodes of feeling isolated and occasionally menheraing about it. also i don't care if people call it a rat. when the 'fucking bitch' moment happened in rust with ame and gura, amesame went from slowed down to completely dead for like a year.

i really hope she can make lots of friends in hololive, and they all figure out how to make chemistry and maybe tardwrangle her a bit. and i hope she becomes really good friends with her genmates.

>>55092796
you're not that bad
>>55092883
nevermind you have a mental illness it makes sense she left you

>>55092883
Anon.. you just digged your own grave.

>>55092901
she called it menhera, everyone around me called me menhera, I just adopted the idea since then.

tbf maybe it was because I kept asking her why she kept refusing my calls.

So bros, after having some time to digest the stream, how did everyone actually like it?
For my own enjoyment I prefer solo streams but she seems to enjoy the collabs a lot and I'm not weird to demand that "muh streamer must do what I want"

>>55092829
I don't think you can play piano and not know how to sing.

>>55088902
This is kinda beautiful lol. Even if you are a fuckup, just keep going.

>>55092988
I know I'm being an asshole but I like her like this, unable to make friends, so I can have her only for me

>>55092988
Anon, my autistic fiance also struggled at first to make friends but she's surrounded by her genmates and manager who are probably more accepting and willing to be patient with her.

>>55093020
I had fun, I felt old, I once more realised I love her energy and passion. It was good.

>>55093020
I'm half happy and half disappointed. A collab stream is good. I liked council's weekly meetings. At the same time, I want to hear Shiori talk more about media like books and film. She goes off on a tangent way too much to guarantee she'll ever talk about those again without a dedicated stream.

>>55092956
i call myself slurs all the time do not fear
>>55093004
I don't know if i redeems myself in the eyes of this board but I see my gender as something as something that I myself should be confident in. If people want to call me anything else it is what it is

>>55093020
i still think too early for fullgen collab, especially as zatsu; at least with a game they haev a topic to follow. would like to see moer 1v1 (or 2 with the twins) to develop each's interactions

>>55093034
You can.

>>55093106
I hope that Advent eventually let her go on her tangents and just ride on her energy. It's selfish of me as a novelist but I think it's the best for her.

Hey Jake, I imagine you had a wonderful sleepover with your oshii today? My ame was retarded as always

>>55093034
anon, you very much can

How do you motivate yourself when, historically, all you effort up to this point hasn't been enough to make it?

>>55093034
oh absolutely. it's similar how people don't know how to play the piano but know how to sing. They are, at the end of the day, unrelated skills.

>>55092883
kill yourself tranny

>>55092988
I get the feeling she'll end up getting along with at least Mumei and maybe Risu or Zeta. Hopefully she makes an effort to learn Japanese for the eventual big group collabs she can get to know some of them better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHflm4X_P1M

>>55093005
i do think you're being gaslit a bit in that daily phone calls is not that strange of a boundary. it is a little bit on the needier side, but it's still normal.

i'd imagine it's less the phone calls that are menhera, and more actually that... well honestly, that you put up with it, didn't see it as a signal you needed to take an exit off that highway, and were naive enough to fall into a bit of an anxious attachment trap that completely repulses avoidant attachment types. i'm sure you had a handful of menhera moments with her, but the actual seed of this stuff isn't.

avoidant attachment types by dint of their relationship issues being passive always get to play the calm and rational one and it kinda sucks. i am definitely taking a leap in assuming she was avoidant attachment, but i do think if she told you that daily calls were menhera that's a pretty strong signal. it could also just be general relationship immaturity.

anyway i really don't think you're menhera. you're anxiously attached and don't know how to manage it.

Shiori won't give up on GFE right?

>>55093311
gosh that model is so fucking ugly

>>55089613
How do you become someone as based as Snufkin?

>>55093230
I ask myself this everyday. I think it's good to ask yourself why you're still alive in the first place. Then, you can maybe find a way to think about motivations to keep you alive, things that are attached to that reason you are still alive, and make them motivations to keep living.

>>55093347
am afraid she will
but will always have members' streams gosling bros

>>55093281
Do not fear, one day I will.

>>55093112
Know what, good for you, this board will probably give you shit but seeing someone be confident like that and not let others get to you.
Keep it up anon.

Has anyone in your life ever called you menhera (or crazy in normie speak)?

>>55088362
>>55093192
>>55092748
>>55092465
>>55092153
>>55091824
>>55091469
>>55091001
>>55090848
Is that a Ryan Goslingnigger I see?

>>55093230
Focus on your oshi. Simple as.

>>55093347
have you seen the average novelite in chat? I would give up on it too

>>55093519
we are all ryan gosling in some way, especially for shiori

>>55093192
It was a good day, Gosling. Love me oshi

>>55093347
Shiori was never GFE, that's why she did the homies thing. Just like how Fauna tried to do an onee-san thing that didn't pan out.

>>55093564
I wasn't paying attention to chat today, it really was that bad?

>>55091635
Kinda true, but having a place to workout, and having a place where I know I can sleep and not starve kinda gives me peace.
Wouldn't say this is my life goal, but always had problems with money so now feels nice. I get now that money doesn't solve all problems, but damn I prefer where I am that been in a shithole.

>>55091632
Fuck, let's hope i die before, or live long enough to remember your stupid post.

>>55093261
Not completely unrelated. If she plays the piano and used to write even simple tunes then she is probably not tone deaf and has some rhythm. She might not have the vocal skill though.

>>55093491
My own fiance has for called me crazy because I in her words am "crazy enough to accept an autistic mess that had no one else and lost all her friends because they couldn't be patient enough"

>>55093347
Shiori is the true realistic GFE experience because she's actually menhera and is obsessed with NTR

>>55091632
Good post. Hope other Novelites see it so they do real improvement.

>>55093642
I don't know if this is breaking illusion, but it's similar to the idea that if humans were left in heaven, they would wreck that realm due to not having something to be not content about. Eventually you will want something that seems either out of reach, or just something you don't have yet, and that is fine. Everyone reaches that point. For now just enjoy the serenity of being content.

>>55093519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI-bkEe55DQ&ab_channel=strangersounds

>>55093727
Thats basically what I was trying to say but in more coherent words. It's like, even if you know the theory behind every note and phrase, you might not be able to translate it into the instrument of choice, i.e piano into vocals like shiori

>>55093519
wa the last part really necessary

>Meet n greets start
>I get to talk to Shiori
>It's my turn
Hey Shiori. You like gruesome things right? Well here's some material for you!
*pulls out a gun and shoots myself in the head, traumatizing her forever*

>>55093928
>She just laughs
>"Ok next?"

>>55093347
too late anon

>>55093347
She's a veteran why would she forsake it?

>>55093928
you really think she would flinch from something like that. Laughable.

>>55093408
The only reason I'm still alive is that I don't want to burden people and dying wouldn't help anything. If I could go to the hospital today and just get put down and donate all my organs to people who do want to live I'd be gone without a 2nd thought. Not wanting to burden people is my only motivation to do anything since I don't have anyone or anything I truly love. I'm capable of enjoying things, but I feel like that's still a far cry from love.

I didnt expect we'd become Ame thread 2
Why...

Thanks to Shiori gone from a 5000 steplet to a 12000stepchad today.
Will hopefully keep this up.

>>55093918
My point is that vocals does not equal singing. There are some really sovlful chuubas out there who don't have rhythm or hearing either.

>>55094019
I have a similar outlook on life, but that's partially because my passions in life will never get me anywhere.

This is going beyond the bounds of this thread, but I want to ask:
How did these feelings come to be?
and, more importantly,
Are those feelings of not wanting to burden people(couldnt find a fancy word) the only things stopping you?

>>55094019
This but without donating organs
fuck the world

Reminder to vote for book club, voting will conclude in 1 hour and 37 minutes.
https://poal.me/fdvd3k

Links to PDFs will be posted in the next thread.

>>55094108
look into her eyes

>>55094108
she did this...

>>55094302
>no fangs
Not my Shiorin.

>>55094267
That's also true. Music as a whole is so multifaceted that it's hard ton attribute one factor s to why something sounds "off". I do 100% get your point, as drumnk as I am. Some people have wonderful voices without actually being good at singing, and it's disappointing.

Hololive is for sweet girls, not weird freaks who look at bugs.

>>55093928
"Man Kills Himself Women Most Affected"

>>55094430
You shut the fuck up and leave my wife Nene out of this.

FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP
GET BOOKMARKED GET BOOKMARKED GET BOOKMARKED

I hope Shiori comes out and apologizes for her behavior during the collab. It was awkward (not in the cringekino way) and left a bad taste in everyone's mouths. Constantly interrupting the others and making everything about herself was no good.
I'll come out and say that I'm a ruffian but who cares: everyone who watched the stream knows that she fumbled hard. I'm sure even novelites won't argue that.

>>55094430

>>55094430
>>55094497
>Nene and Shiori collab
That could be pretty damn cute, if only the language barrier wasn't in the way.

>>55094601
Jesus, there's one in every branch now.

>>55094430
Interesting hypothesis, alternatively,>>55094601

>>55094430
The sweetest girls look at bugs.

>>55094601
Will Shiori do book tier lists?

>>55094568
don't you have some mid 30s white whammen larping as loli dogs to lust over

>>55094740
Hopefully.

>>55094568
lol

Sister, please keep larping as ruffians in /shig/ and novelites in /baubau/. It's working. Shiori will pay for saying only girls have XX chromosome.

>>55094753
You're biting bait, like a cute 30 year old woman biting a dog toy. The whole gen is great and we shouldn't pander to Holo vs Holo catalog grifters

Can the falseflaggers pretending to be ruffians and novelites go to catalog?
Literally no one here cares for the "holo vs holo" agenda you're trying to push.

>>55093230
there's a lot of ways to take this question, and i'll start with the more moralfag answer, which is just that ultimately the first steps you take have to be based on faith in yourself. i obviously don't mean religious faith, but i do mean that there is some degree to which you have to suspend your better judgment of yourself as a list of accomplishments, and simply believe in yourself as a person. a good way of putting it is that if faith is a currency you use to make up for deficits in proof and evidence, you have to make the active decision to gather up however much of it is in your couch cushions and spend it on yourself.

here's a more psychology based answer. optimism is a skill that can be practiced, and you should revise your understanding of optimism as a moral, wholly good, trait, and cognize it simply as another personality dimension. this is what the book learned optimism is about. learned optimism is not a faggy new age book about how u just gotta believe in yourself!!! it's a book about the personality dimension that amounts, essentially, to giving yourself credit for the good things in life and blaming circumstance for the bad things. a trite but illuminating example is someone who, rather than saying, 'wow, i happened to get the right lottery ticket', reinterprets it as somehow influenced by their own competency. 'i knew i'd pick the right numbers! all my luck's been stored up and spent right here!"

just to clarify by explaining another facet of it, one aspect of optimism is localized negativity and global positivity. you don't say 'i'm forgetful', you say, 'today is a bad day for some reason and i forgot some stuff.' meanwhile you don't say 'wow, i'm on a roll today in tennis, i wonder what's going on', you say, 'wow, i am fucking good at tennis.'

you may have noticed a very glaring flaw with optimism: that you can be delusional, that you can overestimate yourself, that you can use this kind of optimism as a way of lying to yourself. you're absolutely correct. and that's why this kind of optimism shouldn't be seen as wholly positive, and why i'm not describing optimism the virtuous trait. i'm describing optimism the psychological trait.

the practical thing here is that you probably are a pessimistic person, and you have plenty of room to shift over to the more optimistic end of the spectrum before you start having to deal with the questions of self honesty. i guarantee you that if you look into your personal monologue, you will notice evidence of globalized negativity and localized positivity in your attributions.

you'd genuinely be surprised how much of a difference it makes to say 'today is an off day' vs 'man, i am always so fucking bad at this.'

anyway i'd recommend picking up that book. it's a really useful and illuminating one.

>>55094740
How about a bookmark tier list

>>55093230
Read Camus.

>>55089421
"enough reading books.. cum here beside me"

>>55093230
every day is another chance

>>55094972
Exactly, stupid faggots. It’s all about Goslings vs Jakes in our general.

>>55093230
But it is, slowly bit by bit I'm improving and getting better. Or so I'd like to think. I can do more things than I did 1, 3, 5, years ago. I just need to do a little more, and every push forward I get has the ball rolling a little further.

people are actually mad about the black joke?

>>55095072
I know this is probably AI crap but at least they fixed the hands so nice
will fap

>>55093230
it's not about being enough, it's about doing my best

>>55094979
not that anon, but I'll read it

>>55094979
mfw im getting all the good life advice on how to turn around and become a better person on a /vt/ thread

>>55095141
people are so fucking dumb, she only throws reference after reference because she's an oldfag with too much autism and internet knowledge

>>55095141
Nah getting mad that she was slightly autistic toward the dogs.

Watching Shiori made me realize how amazing she is and how much a piece of shit I am. I might unironically IMPROVE MYSELF.

>>55095104
Cillian Murphy is a better Gosling

>>55095104
What's the fundemantal difference between the two of them? Is it that Agent K realised that she will never be his and Donny saved the girl but ended up killing himself. If that's the case, I'm Jake.

>>55095300
again, getting it from anywhere is good enoug, as long as it gets to you. No shame in wanting to become a better person.

Did we get new anons or are they just biting bait intentionally / bad acting? >>55088508
This split was pretty good at ignoring bait like 8 hours ago.

>>55094286
and whats voting going to do?

>>55094979
Somewhat similar but I always remember the educator thing where praising kids for being 'smart' vs 'doing their best' ended up in the 'smart' kids breaking the fuck down when they came up against something that they didn't understand. Because they should be smart.

>>55090712
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCKKKKKKK

i am so fucking stupid and retarded

>>55095420
I noticed we go into a cycle of NA evening being particularly bad, then graveyard hours are good

>>55095528
tell us more

>>55095420
somewhat fast anti thread in catalog right now

>>55095528
relax Shiorii it wasn't that bad

>>55095420
It's better to operate on the assumption that it's bait replying to bait. Even if untrue, treating it the same gets the best results

I'm gonna go crazy. Shiori is just making me realize how alone I am. If I had a nerdy gf to geek out over oddly specific scientific stuff with I'd be so happy. She's on the verge of fixing me by making me realize how not ok I am with not having someone like that in my life, I need it so bad please help me

>>55095669
you should find a way to branch out, then.

>>55092003
I fcking love my Goth Gf's.

>>55095388
Donnie is a based schizo who takes his meds and sacrifices everything for his oshi to live and be happy. I haven’t seen Blade Runner but K just seems like a limp wristed faggot. Jakes run this general.

>>55092955
That advice is so bad that it makes me want to redouble on my efforts to rekindle my passions out of spite, thanks anon. The reason why they fell out is trauma and being so out of control of my own hierarchy of needs that I had no interest in them, and now that I'm starting to have the space to recover you tell me to abandon them? Like legitimately go fuck yourself if you think like that but don't actually cause you were just misplacedly trying to help but also holy shit don't ever give anyone advice again.

>>55095669
Do you truly want the answer? It's been repeated in this split like 3 or 4 times.
Get into chinese slop games like Genshin and Honkai
Pick a husbando-like char that you think fujos would like (Tartaglia, Zhongli, etc)
Roll for them in-game
Go to cons
Cosplay them too
You'll get a stinky fujo autistic chick that will accept your oddly specific scientific stuff, but you have to be ready to accept what she throws back at you.

Unironically, the western hours are just better about not doing it unlike https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neAHCkmIGhg&t=5502 hours, anon

Post that Donnie Darko/Shiori edit, I must have deleted it

>Miss out on debute because work.
>catalogue is full of people calling ntr

>>55095797
i had no opportunity to be interested in them*

>>55094272
Childhood with fairly well off $ wise but distant parents + was bullied a bunch so never had close friends until I was older. It feels awful to take any sort of handout from anyone (especially if it isn't among the very small # of people I do have a decently close relationship with).
I don't want to actively kill myself, but don't really care about my life itself, if that makes sense. Living is hard. Pushing myself to do anything is hard. I just keep doing it out of some combination of pride and vague, fading, hope that eventually I'll find something or someone I do genuinely love.

>>55095834

>>55095104
Gosling vs Jake boxing match when?

>>55095912
ty

>>55095475
yeah that's growth mindset vs fixed mindset.

https://www.mindsethealth.com/matter/growth-vs-fixed-mindset#:~:text=A%20growth%20mindset%20means%20that,never%20be%20good%20at%20it.

it's the kind of thing that's become a pretty big self help cliche, to the point that it feels like a meme. but it's actually really hard to overstate the importance of this one. there's some pages from kaguya wants to be confessed to that i think really capture it well. it really does a disservice to it to not have all six pages, so i uploaded it to imgchest.

https://imgchest.com/p/ljyq5rlny25

Do you wish for a Bladerunner watchalong with Shiori?

>>55096028
I don't know... Shiori had a lot of hot takes at the pyjama party.

>>55095455
It's to decide on what we read for our first month.

>>55096028
imagine the gosling posting

>>55096028
honstly no. in teh last month i've been in 4 watchalogns of it kek

>>55095830
I've been around most hours. Maritime-africans hours are very chill, thread is filled with EU and NA saplings/hoomans working from home, and you get like 2 bvtm posts per thread. NA evening is worse

>>55096066
but she gets to decide...

>>55090744
>Other men never have your best interests at heart unless they’re family
are you ok anon? just make some friends

>>55096060
Such as?
>>55096131
Anon, this split has been organizing its own book club as well.

>>55095875
I have that same feeling, almost to the letter. Honestly, the most I can say is to keep living. Even if the pain keeps chipping away, eventually we will find something that brings us our joy. I haven't found it myself, but hopefully the fact I'm still alive gives you some motivation to be alive yourself.

>>55095714
Seeing someone saved my cursivepost is kinda cute

Wish I had a normal type of fucked up brain, like sociopathy or even normal regular schizophrenia, and not this vague shit where I just hate everything for no reason

>>55096060
Shiori is hot so it makes sense her takes are also hot.

>>55096246
I love it, it's so cute especially considering her talk about cursive

/cbt/ - Cognitive Behavioral Therapy

>>55095819
We should include this on the OP at this point.

>>55096002
Thanks, yeah, it's a fascinating simple thing that something so simple can have such a large effect on perception.

>>55096405
>How to unironically find an autistic fujo wife 101, with advice and experiences from the anon that has an autistic fujo fiance

I kind of want to know what otome games she likes and if one of those is CodeRealize. Love me some CodeRealize.

Shiori will always be my girlfriend

How basic white girl is her music taste?

>>55096669
we'll find out tomorrow

>>55096669
>MCR, 3DG, FOB
These are the 3 I remember immediately off the top of my head from what she said.

i am preparing to create the next thread and then i'll go to sleep for the dya. any image recommendation for OP, preferably that hasnt recently?

system of the down

>>55096739
If it's sfw enough then go with mine onegai. >>55094972

>>55096427
if there's one soundbite takeaway i hope people take away from this, it's this:

if you have to work harder than most just to do normal things, if if IF you get to that point where you're no longer fighting uphill against the rain, you'll have an easier time than 'normal people' when it comes to doing extraordinary things.

>>55095819
>cosplayed as gacha game character at cons
>mentally ill women tell me their life problems then fuck off to never talk to me again
I need to get better at this shit

>>55096739

>>55096721
She said she likes SOAD so instantly based taste.

>>55096847
Find better mentally ill women, one that would be willing to listen to your shit first.

>>55096669
Didn't she talk about it in her vtuber history stream?

>>55096669
>Strokes
>Franz Ferdinand
>Arctic monkeys

>>55095819
Can I skip the playing gachashit part and just cosplay as characters that fujos like?

>>55096793
if jannies dont remove, i'll use this for op and the next baker can use this oen after >>55096920

>>55097254
Read up on it instead but get really knowledgeable about it because you'll most likely get asked about the game, lore, chars, etc. (Yes, fujos read that stuff)
If they find out you're just larping, then you're fucked.

>>55096923
everyone likes SOAD though

>>55097039
2 of 3 of those are cool tho

>>55097343
I'm a faggot ass virgin loser but I have a feeling women don't really care about that in men

>>55097405
Prove it

>>55097254
How disgusted do you get when you notice a woman pretends to care or know about something you care about to farm attention? Keep that in mind
>>55097343
Also it'll be a little awkward if they wanna friend you in the game

>>55097471
>autistic fujo women care about sharing hobbies and interests so they have someone to sperg out to
>regular women probably don't
Idk, this was about autistic women, not normies.

>>55093230
if she wont notice me in anyway this month im going to kill myself im kidding, she already noticed me in chat. but i hope she atleast likes one of my tweets

>>55097471
it's conversation starter for fujo

>>55097538
women will get piped by any half decent looking man, cosplaying some anime fag should be just getting the foot in the door

BROS HOW DO I GET NOTICED BY SHIORI AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>55097755
Write fanfic, draw fanart

>>55097254
As someone who does cosplay gachashit that I actually play, generally no. Big exception is A. You're hot AND B. You're doing it with friends and have some cursory knowledge of it

>>55097755
There's a few ways:
>Make art of her
>Write a fanfic about her
>Reply to one of her tweet with a question and she might answer
>Record yourself using scissors to eat something (hands only is ok)
>Pretend to be japanese and say you love her streams even though you can't understand everything

>>55096653
I wrote this

new page
>>55097943
>>55097943
>>55097943

see you tomorrow, i'll go sleep

>>55097906
lets try asking her in tweet then

>>55097602
I mean, sure, ymmv, I guess.
But again as someone that's literally going to get married in 8 months and did the exact steps I listed, with others also confirming it can work, you're free to approach it how you wish.
I'm by no means hot, I got with someone that shared I happen to share interests with and I wasn't larping about my interests.
>>55097976
Thank you baker-chama, sleep well.