/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>4469119
Only recommended if you literally don't take your meds. Don't make one while on meds. Trust me.

Hope we get Pinkie Pie 2.0

>>4469119
Wouldn't recommend it, my Pekora Tulpa keeps on Ogey-ing and Rrat-ing and I can't sleep at night.

>>4469119
Anon...
Take your meds you don't want to end like bronies

>>4469119
>but I'm scared of it going wrong.
you've already failed anon

There's no way tulpas are real right? That mlp screencap had to be a genuine schizo. How the fuck would the brain do that?

>>4469119
pretty sure there was a polka tulpa guy a while back

>>4469119
Anon we don't need to have a PhD. to tell you that's a bad idea.

>>4472461
Yes is real and you can make one if you are really committed

Aren't tulpas like forcing your brain to make another personality? Sounds danjyrasu.

>>4472461
4 years ago I accidentally hallucinated a clown power stancing in my bedroom while opening a door. And way back when I was a child I used to stare at shit in my room while falling asleep and I would hallucinate it trying to kill me, like waking nightmares. If I used to deal with that shit passively I fully believe someone can actively force hallucinate shit.

>>4469119
Is this where /x/ is leaking, now?

>>4469119
>have you tried giving yourself brain damage
No I have enough for now

>>4472725
they're self inflicted schizophrenia

>>4472912
This. I'm not totally off the deep end yet. There is still hope for me. That's what I tell myself anyway.

Probably don't need to since vtubers are just real enough that they could notice you if you tried real hard. They're not entirely fictional.

>>4477167
>But isn't it easier to just give yourself vivid hallucinations?

>>4472461
tulpas are literally a sign of schizophrenia. there's a lot of sites that try to claim they're more like a faith, but you should ignore all that. it's self-sustaining fiction.
if anyone here can actually see some shit like that, you actually need really critical help. it's going to rot away your remaining sense of reality. I can't overstate how important it is to get help. /survivor

>>4480765
but pekora...

>>4469119
I believe there was a guy back in /hlg/ who made a pekora tulpa and ended up overdosing on meds

>>4477167
>they could notice you if you tried real hard.
Unless they are an indie (and even then I wouldn't count on it), they wouldn't.

Doesn't the dude In Chaos;head have something akin to this phenomena. Also I bet you could do it with alot of acid and preparation. Probably going to destroy the rest of your life though. You know: die early, in and out of hospitals, in jail, lose whatever connections you have left, can't work, not sure what's real. Thing could go out if control too and then it would be even more of a waking nightmare. So.. you know... Have fun?

>>4472461
The brain is more fucky than you think anonchama, it can literally be manipulated to think in ways you dont know possible. It can fuck you up.

What's it like having a tulpa? Is it something you can actually see that moves around realistic or is it more moves when you aren't looking, or is it just a voice in your head that doesn't have a visual equivalent/

>>4472831
I thought that was a random /x/ cult image but its actually hachammers

>>4469119
Die in a fire, you worthless pile of shit.

1mg of aripiprazole a day keeps the Ina away

>>4471973
this.
>>4469119
don't do it, you might end talking alone in a mental jail

A forced tulpa is asking for troubling. It's like trying to forcefully split a part of your psyche.

I had one form out of desire to survive when I was a hardcore junkie. She woke me up when I was nodding off of an almost heroine overdose and stuck around for almost two years. She pushed me to quit drugs. I did.

It made me sad that she began to disappear after I quit and made and a moderate success of myself. No more leeching, got my own car, my own place, getting into my old hobbies again, etc. We made peace with each other after I accepted what she was. Really, just a part of me.

Sometimes I still see her in my dreams. Sure I still miss "hearing" her sometimes, but seeing her there occasionally is always a nice suprise.

Know that if you force a tulpa, this very well may not be the case for you. There's no way to know if this forced tulpa will be benevolent or not, especially if your brain does not want or need it.

>>4486687
You'll essentially hear thoughts that form of their own volition without any effort of your own. Occasionally you'll sort of zone out when looking at certain things and your brain will "envision" them in reality. Sometimes you may even feel them if they "touch" you. I never got to the point of full on vivid hallucinations, but I came close sometimes.

And yes, in case any of you are wondering, I do take my meds now. That's part of the deal.

>>4469119
wouldn't it be incredibly awkward to watch someone's streams with an imaginary version of them in your head? at least wait until they graduate...

>>4472725
I can't even get my brain to make a first personality, otherwise I wouldn't have to form parasocial relationships with imaginary women

>>4469119
oh, it has already happened.

>>4486687
You only see them in your mind’s eye, never in the real world, and even then sometimes they’re just a voice when they want to be. Most tulpafags form a sort of landscape in their head that they repeatedly imagine so they can easily picture their tulpa in something other than a void, and develop it over time.
t. Tulpafag

>>4487190
i dont do drugs but im quite a schizo
i recently had a dream where the enviroment was questioning my actions by questions written in pieces of papers ive found in the dream. then at some point i got tired and asked "who are you?" and the enviroment became self aware and it didn't know how to answer me. it felt like i was splitted in two. very trippy.

>>4486687
From what I've read in this schizo threads, its like having a someone with you 24/7, your tulpa or imaginary friend can act like a conversation in your head. It gives opinions and talks like its a separate from your own conscience.

Guys my pekora Tulpa stand in the corner of my room and watches me sleep sometimes. Sometimes I think she has slits for eyes. I'm starting to get scared.

>>4472461
Tuplas are literally self-induced schizophrenia.

>>4487190
Ive read that there are people who become lonely when they're taking their meds and then the voices disappear. Apparently schizo voices depends on the environment you grew in and the voices' personalities changes on it.
>tfw a schizo voice that's like your friend

>>4469119
it threw a Calorie Mate at me and said that was my dinner for tonight how do I get rid of it

>>4469119
You're all a bunch of fucking retards
>muh meds
Mental ilness doesn't exist, its something the big pharma made up. Look at how the creator of the ADHD syndrome admitted it was a made up disease before dying.
>muh magical tulpa
At best, its like mental pregnancy, at worst, its like mental pregnancy. You'll get the joy of believing its real, but sooner or later you'll know it is as fake as any other man made concept such as god or morality, so you will crash into sadness

>>4487913
Meds

>>4487955
>here, take a substance that is literally an oil derivative that alters the modulation of neurotransmitters inside the brain, it is distributed by billionaires, they want the best for you
Fucking npc

>>4487913
You are either off your rocker or very sheltered. Alot of mental illness is lines in the sand yes, but to say it doesn't exist is madness.

>>4488014
ok pollac

>>4488092
The ONLY way for mental ilness to exist is to have brain damage derived from trauma, electric shock or bacterial infection, dementia and other affections in where the brain literally experiences cell death exist.
But depression? ADHD? Schizoid syndromes? Its all made up
Oh, by the way, since this post will be read by americans, and because I know my dog has a higher cultural level than any american, schizophrenia=/= schizoid disorders

>>4488198
ok zhang

>>4488161
ok npc

>>4487913
nobody here is talking about adhd

>>4488208
ok mutt

>>4487913
Uh oh. We attracting the real schizos now. Time to bail.

>>4488291
>Uh oh
Fuck back to /v/ you fucking retarded zoomer

>>4488413
Meds

>>4480765
Mind telling us your story?

>>4488542
Dildos

>>4487677
It's why I made sure to make peace before rushing to get meds. Suddenly having a a voice that constantly drives you suddenly disappear might help your stability but emotionally it's still gonna fuck you up.

>>4469119
Why is always the Nousagis

>>4472461
I mean Hypnosis still is being used as a medical treatment and its still working. The brain is just magic

>>4477167
What could they go out with you? no

What happened to that Nousagi that managed to create a Pekora gf by overdosing with meds?

>>4485936
B-but Pekora...

>>4487126
Don't you love Ina?
Don't you want her to be by your side at all times?