/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>42158299
I did not like my oshi's orisong(s). It took at least a month or 2 for the first one to start growing on me and the follow up one is hardly a song at all

>>42158299
>be me
>find a very nice small vtuber
>she is a virgin, and doesn't want to date at moment
>I have a good time watching her, because she is like the nicest, most positive and caring person ever
>She interacts with me, encourages me, and supports me
>Most positive attention I have ever gotten from a woman
>I fell in love
>I start improving myself physically and mentally, but it's a long process
>Suddenly she says that she is gonna get her life in order soon, sort out her problems, and eventually start dating
>I'm absolutely devastated, as I am on the other side of the world, and I don't have the resources at the moment to fly around the world, just to attempt to win her over
Is this the NTR experience? I'm considering suicide, because the day she announces on stream that she fell in love with some dude and lost her virginity, will make me cry my eyes out.

>>42158559
not really NTR because that would imply that she was taken away from you but she never belonged to you

>>42158706
Actually NTR often features people who have a one sided crush on someone who gets taken away. Like 25% of ntr doujins (including mom ntr) are like that.

>>42158299
I can't stop masturbating to Shion.

>>42158559

>>42158922
Same.

>>42158299
Started as a "for fun" watcher, ended up falling in love with one of the most amazing girls ever and I know it's not an act because she is like that IRL too.
Moved on from chuubas because not being able to be with her was a pain, went back to manga, anime and visual novels, but the switch unironically made it even worse.
I didnt feel this big of a crush ever since I was in middle school, when you barely knew the girl but you pictured being in a relationship with her and everything was just perfect in your own little fantasy world.

>>42158299
I have cummed to multiple horse related AI voice clips in the past few days

>>42158299
I'm masturbating to my oshi's old model because her current one is disgusting.

>>42158299
I have harassed some small vtubers and I'd do it again!

>>42160787
... Wanna share?

>>42158299
I've changed the thread discourse and culture about certain vtubers because I deeply despise them.

I want to do more. I want to be rent free in her head. I want her to fear what I can do next.

>>42158299
My oshi's constant interactions with males have done irreparable damage to my psyche.
I've noticeably lost interest in her since then, I no longer like her streams and community/membership posts, I no longer use her chat and I've also stopped leaving comments on her videos, I no longer interact with the fanbase and in fact I avoid them, I use her streams as ambient sound now and there are also VODs that I don't even feel like watching.
Sometimes I feel that I'm only attracted to her out of obligation, for the whim of having someone to call oshi.
Unfortunately I don't see a solution to this, because the problem is not her but me.

>>42158559
This is a tale old as time and you'll just have to move on.
https://youtu.be/qYkbTyHXwbs

>>42162997
I don't think that I can move on. I would want a girl who is EXACTLY like her. And it's a needle in a haystack situation.

>>42163504
I feel you because I'm in a similar situation. I'd go as far as call her my soulmate, but realistically there is nothing that can be done.

>>42158299
I realized that after the Tempus drama i don't have fun watching my oshi, the magic is gone. Not because she's "tainted" or that she is "cucking" us but solely because she acknowledged drama, i hate drama.
So i'm just a casual watcher now, i only watch her sometimes if the game is interesting.

>>42158299
I kinda like sparks

>>42158299
I want to mating press the rat

>>42166180
Ironmouse?

>>42158299
I unironically really like mori's music.

Last part I don't think is a sin but know this board, they'd think it is.
Stopped watching the girls when Tempus debuted because I've always enjoyed watching male streamers more than female because I've given up on woman years ago and only care about 2D lewd art and drawing feet fetish and fellatio related smut during my free time. I still want real life bros and can parasocial out with the stars and pretend they're my real bros. Mori is also tolerable to me because wiggers always make me laugh.

>>42158299
I can't stop cumming to irys sucking horse cock...

>>42158559
Yes, you should kill yourself, but not because of that but because you are a massive faggot who fell in love with a vtuber.

>>42166940
Yes

I came with pictures of my oshi's rm and then felt a little guilty after even though she is very pretty (not sexy) in real life (in my opinion).

>>42167239
same
i like the vibe of her songs
the ones about ignoring haters comes off pretty ironic though

>>42158559
Just do it.

>>42167364
Based.

writing kinky fanfics about my favorite chuubas, lost a few online friends because of this but I still can't stop, I swear I'm not doing out of malice

>>42158299
I have made so many rrats threads about my oshi. I have pretended to play a good role and a bad role at the same time.

>>42180414
>lost a few online friends because of this
How? What's so bad about smut

>>42180610
Two of them took "lewding vtubers is gross" to extreme levels, and the other wanted to move away from anything NSFW involving vtubers. I only miss the latter because we bonded a lot outside of the lewds.

And yeah I want to understand being put off by vtuber smut but I simply can't, especially when the stuff I write is tame in comparison to all the rape stuff plaguing /wg/

>>42167364
>Fucking horse cock tends to smell like shit anyways
She even has that rich spoiled horsegirl voice

>>42158299
I pretend to be a gachi for other vtubers to trick myself into believing I'm not hopelessly psychologically tied down to my oshi

>>42158559
shinkai protagonist lookin ass
this still sounds like the best case scenario
just improve yourself

>>42158299
Father, forgive me for I have sinned. Every night I spill my seed to the thought of the things I want do to Sister Marine. And the things I want to do to her are very lewd, Father, so lewd that I can't describe them to you. Just the sight or thought of her makes my blood pump. I can't control myself! She haunts me every night like a succubus, Father! Oh, what should I do, Father?

>>42183052
Anon has been tied down to lamy
Me too Anon...
Me too...

>>42158299
I have not fapped to any of them.

Manhandling Marine and making her lose to the dick is one of my greatest fantasies. I don't even watch her, she just hits a unique sweet spot between funny/flirtatious that nobody else ever has.

My phone wallpaper is a picture of my oshi's rm.

>>42184065
This. She's got a magnetism that the other girls lack.

I only follow certain vtubers because they are adorable and I make money from their communities through commisions of degenerate lewds.
I'm not interested in the girls at all.

Love your oshis bros and appreciate the present you never know when they are gone

>>42188001
Or when they become lying whores.

>>42158299
I fapped to Kronii couple times and I hate her really bad. Please forgive me.

I watch several male Vtubers as a straight male because they're funnier and more relatable, but never say so in /hlgg/

I've donated up to 6,000$ to about 3 vtubers by this point in the past year

>>42183691
Find the nearest bramble bush and roll in it every time the thought approaches you, and roll in it. Good luck and God bless.

>>42183691
LIKE FIRE
HELLFIRE
THIS FIRE IN MY SKIN
THIS BURNING
DESIRE
IS TURNING ME TO SIN

>>42158299
I don't really watch my oshi. I don't watch anyone anymore because it's just kind of boring. So now I just gossip about vtubers with other people who may or may not watch streams and repeat the gossips to other people who may or may not watch streams. I still love my oshi though

>>42194953
I mean, I don't blame you. It's hard to keep up with hours of stream VODs when you've got shit to do as an adult.

I follow his roommate account and I don't feel guilty about it at all. In fact, I feel like fans who don't are missing out.
He's made it clear he doesn't care who follows him on that account, he replies to fans regularly and he's more honest there without so many eyes on him.
So I just roll my eyes when moralfags attempt to guilt trip me about it.

>>42158299
I unironically like Nina.

>>42158299
I find GFE as best content.

>>42158559
youve now found out why parasocial relationships are bad.

>>42193719
Claude Frollo is the ultimate unicorn

>>42158299
You confess first

>>42158299
I faked my suicide. I'm still alive.

>>42158299
I don’t watch any because I’m homophobic

>>42158299
I once watched HomoEN member 15 minutes.

>>42158299
I doxxed my coworkers.

I used the voice AI thing to make Mori swear to be my sex slave

>>42180610
nothing

>>42158299
I've never watched a stream, not one. It's boring and I'm too busy to waste so much time watching an anime girl be bad at videogames. Clips and animations are much more digestable and I can fit them in between periods of work.