/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Bea is good...

>>36902510
good...

Think of all the content us and Bea created together. The VNs are but a fraction of the Beaverse. She wanted to tell her little story and disappear but she got derailed and we ended up having more fun that we could imagine and all of our worlds were left changed in the end.
On top of that, she couldn't bring herself to leave us in the dark and decided to properly say goodbye, something she has never done properly before.
This means she loves us. Simple as

I took her for granted and now she's gone

A padlet has been made for all those dads and risunas that want to write something nice for bea!!
https://pst.klgrth.io/paste/f4995
dads make a small drawing and a message in the padlet is the last project that we will do as a community, don't write nonsense just what you feel, write something longer and more personal in the email

I wish she opens her P.O.Box. I really, really want to send her a present.

>>36902657
I know, and I respect it. But I'll still miss her greatly.

I just cried

>>36903045
i also want to fill chihiro's room with useless garbage.

>>36902657
I love this bear

>>36902657
Luv me bear
Simple as

kind of wanna buy a mug

>>36903045
I think she said that you should ask via email if you want to send something. For letters she preferred emails. Maybe she'll talk more about it on the stream.

>>36903504
I did

>>36903585
hell yeah brother

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTrbRMr3Bzk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJbE3uWN9vE

>>36903942
Add this one to the list
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWBHGuLR2VA

this song hurts more now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZm_4nqAAag

>>36904272
Do you know what will really hurt? She's definitely going to sing clover club during the karaoke. Probably over the dad cover.

>>36903942
>Bakamitai
She never got to play that one on stream...
maybe it would've been nice to see her reaction
https://litter.catbox.moe/vpueo8.mp4

>>36904366
the padlet

>>36902510
good...

I forgot in all this sadness but today was the 6 month anniversary of her birthday. It seems so long ago

>>36904487
maybe

if you drink and cry for several days in a row you will get sick?, I feel the same as when I got korokke, I even have a fever.

>>36905227
alcohol doesnt heat up your body, it just makes you feel warm, on top of that it weakens your immuno response - and so do stress and sadness

this increases the risk of catching a flue or something like that because you are weaker, colder than usual and you dont even know it

do not fall asleep with your window open if there is cold outside, dad, make sure you take vitamins C and D and try resting, to give your body time to recover

Dads...I'm sorry but I really wish to confess and get something off my chest
I molested a dad once (in minecraft)

>>36905793
It's ok he was probably asking for it

in light of her graduation, i am offering AR1's merch to dads for free. if you would like an official trinket from a certified dad, contact AR1, he will ship them

>>36905793
I still believe that wars should have been fought in less than 2 months when we used to be everyone, now the world will never be united.

>>36906368
She was a true Japanese and refused to surrender to burgers until the end

>>36902657
It wasn't even just the streams. To this day it warms my heart that she contributed to the zine.
>>36906368
I think it would have been better as a united world with temporary teams around events. I never liked the wars, but things like the beach event were a lot of fun even if it almost killed a few people.

>>36906429
based nippon banzai but bea's team was composed of spics and sea

I liked when Bea watched fireworks in maikura

I'm not strong enough to rewatch the yakuza series

>>36906722
I don't want to play yakuza anymore, those games depress me now.

>>36906429
>server got nuked because a jap refused to surrender
Based

Part of me wonders if she was one of the ones saying it would be better to wait and see her plans when discussion of Christmas projects came up

>>36907104
that sounds very likely, she didn't want to feel obligated again.

I remember her asking her viewers not to die until she graduates. I guess she wants me to die now.

If this is really the end, then I am going to miss you all so much!
Bespecially Bea, mochiron of course!

>>36908202
If it helps, she probably knew the end was coming by this stream.

>>36908233
wait that photo of her desk is actually different from the OB post

>>36908648
They are different and taken a long time apart

>>36908756
the second one has kurochan

>>36908790
where?

love you bea you the realest nigga i know furufuru

>>36908814
<spoiler>inside her</spoiler>

I'm too emotionally stunted to know if what I wrote in my letter was too cringe or not but I guess I'll just live with it and bury any shame and/or embarrassment that results from it. Anyways, regardless of that, Bea is good and I'm looking forward to hearing the last karaoke.

have any of you done a complete archive of this bear yet?

>>36909701
weak dad, i know for a fact mine was cringe

I still it's all too sudden
not even a week of time to get ready? no special occasion? just end like that? Even the ending stream she seemed to come up on the fly not to mention lack of any members post explaining a bit more clearly.
I am seriously confused. Did something major happen? She was teary as well
dads please inform what I'm missing
did any of the responses you got make it more clear?

>>36909701
By now I'm sure she knows several of us are way too autistic to have any business writing letters but that we mean well. I think it will be OK.

I can't write a letter, I could barely even chat. I don't want to be a burden.

>>36909883
A few dads in previous threads said they were working on archiving the YT channel, although all the non-membear content should stay up. The membear-only Live2D tutorials are already archived and were posted before.

A clover.club archive would be nice.

>>36910256
I'm not going to take it down anytime soon

>>36910428
add something to be able to download everything in booru

>>36909904
> lack of any members post
Feeling so entitled just because you're a green. Fuck off, it's something Beatan can tell everybody or nobody if she wants.

bea is the reason why my youtube and twitter are full of shit in japanese, I'm going to miss her.

I believe the graduation streams should be only available for the greys. Greens are known for their poor budget management, so they might ruin their lives by donating their life savings.

>>36910428
If it comes to something like that, please post on your bird app and give us some notice. Thanks for everything dad

>>36910428
that's good to hear

nothing is special unless you make it special, it makes me cry.

does anyone know how many membership vods there are?

BEATANI TAKE MY ENERGY

>>36910043
At least write a short one, you will regret not saying bye

>Looking for a new job = Recording a new single
>Finding a new job = Going on tour
>Driving lessons = She's driving the van
I wish my daughter all the best, and I hope she finds happiness doing whatever it is she wants to do now.

>>36914581
the way vn tells everything, I really believe that bea will focus on her work.

>>36914581
have fun with your new single chihiro

unsolved mysteries of yah who the fuck wrote the incel cuck manifesto?

>>36913830
https://streamable.com/uam9u6

>>36915174
That was a trip

>>36915174
that's a very good question

Maybe we'll get new emotes for the final stream. At least bring BASED back

>>36902345
Is there going to be a kudoboard or something for beatani? I want to write on it.

>>36915454
It's unreadable

>>36915507
Turn off dark mode silly

>>36915499
>>36902892
read

>>36915499
>>36902892
Maybe one day dads will learn to read but I gave up long ago. joking

>>36915499
read lazy cunt

>>36915563
>>36915547
please excuse me I am blind

>>36915592
andastandable

Honestly, after rewatching her announcement everything feels much clearer now for me. It's sad that she's quitting yah, but at least we CAN say our goodbyes and spend some final moments together. I'm really going to miss her, but if she thinks its for her best then I won't stop her or get in the way of her dreams. Or at least a better life.

Really it was only covid and the laxity of her old job that let her stream and create like she did. Initially as restrictions let up she slowed way down, and the new job with Japanese crazy hours made waking up early and streaming untenable, especially having to go to the office.

Favorite stream/arc?

>>36916903
yakuza

>>36916903
1st birthday/Yahkuza

>>36916903
Don't ask me to pick. There was a lot of really fun ones.
But maybe New Year's or Risuna Live2d.

>>36916903
Karaokes and unique streams

>>36916903
christmas, new years, recettear, downwell guerillas, there were so many great moments...
my least favorites are probably controversial though. for example, I don't think I liked the content farms that much, especially the groomer review. it just wasn't that funny. I know bea liked the groomer review a lot as she mentioned it in the last stream. I liked the magazine review though.

>>36917258
>I don't think I liked the content farms that much, especially the groomer review
I'm with you there

>>36917258
I liked the other Dad content streams, but I didn't like the groomer review either.
Least favorite for me was the Pippa collab by far.

>>36917311
the halloween stream this year too. I preferred last year where she drew that cool picture and gave us egypt sex risuna. I don't know why people liked it, it was honestly really boring.

>>36917311
>Pippa collab by far
shitty stream, my least favorite I will pretend it never happened.

>>36917469
fuck is for you>>36917383

>>36917469
It makes sense now. She was still experimenting with being a proper western vtuber and part of that is collabs. So she tried it.
But it really just felt like a random Pippa stream on Bea's channel.

>>36917469
>>36917578
what pissed me off the most about that fucking collabs was the retards in the chat trying to make her talk like the fucking pink rabbit.

>>36917578
The seep ones were pretty awkward too

every minute that passes my soul is wounded, I don't know what will happen when she is no longer here.

Don't forget to support temako channel after the graduation

>>36917766
at least the seep collabs were a cute autistic awkward instead of the agony that was pippers trying to force a joke for half an hour

>>36918068
but I don't give a damn about temako

Seep is a good dad

>>36917766
Those were OK. Seep was pretty respectful of Dads and Bea, and she understood the community, so it was an actual collaboration.

>>36918068
why?

>>36918472
She had a collab with bea and she could use some money

>>36918513
and?

>>36918857
maybe some sex too idk

>>36919718
I don't want that she looks weak and ill.

>>36918068
temako should find a real job

>>36920117

>>36920358
is teamako that is taking its toll on her look how thin she is.

Has Pippa said anything about the graduation yet?

>>36921043
I DON'T know and I don't give a fuck, fuck you pc faggots are unbearable, bea won't join your shit.

>>36919718
>>36918513
Will temako have sex with me for money?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHihhDCdBHI

>>36921166
probably, have you seen her streams?

>>36921043
I'm sure she'll leach off it soon enough

>>36921162
I don't think anyone expect she's been poached. It'd be dumb to give up beatani for a shitty premade fishman model.

But this shit was great though. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JamnoN30FLI

>>36921043
what we need pol's memes and the shitty chat in bea's last stream

>>36921254
call the discord

>>36921238
>But this shit was great though.
No, it was the worst stream bea made, low quality and not funny at all.

>>36921306
are the same shit as pc fans

>>36921238
I'm glad bea never tried to act like p**** like you wanted her to.

can we keep talking about bea? I don't like that corpo

>>36921526
I MISS BEA

>>36921236
that would be tasteless and disgusting, it looks like something the pink rabbit would do.

It will be interesting to see who posts in the chat

>>36922053
old dads

Don't say yes if you can't say no
Victim of the system say it isn't so

What I always hate about events like this is that people who never cared about, now pretend to care about, make me too angry

>>36922053
Weak dads crawling back for one last bit of attention.

>>36922053
fireworks

>>36922446
I can imagine this happening

>>36922053
everyone

I won't watch the streams. There's nothing to gain by watching someone who will disappear soon.

>>36922597
ogey

>>36922329
How would you define caring and not caring about her?

>>36923214
hypocrites who never watched any of her streams but now that she is leaving they are huge fans.

I'm going to tell a lie I'll never tell what I really felt for bea a kind lie is always better

>>36923445
you can say it in the thread anyways

>>36922597
it's why you don't visit old people in nursing homes

>>36923492
maybe some other day

>>36923336
I'll keep an eye out for any such people but so far I haven't

>>36923569
inheritance

I think I'm gonna drink again after 5 years of staying sober.

>>36924607
don't do it

>>36924607
I believe you can get through without it dad...
I know it'll hurt but get through it for her

I'm going to watch the stream on a rooftop and get drunk

https://twitter.com/bluemokz/status/1590938653735669760

good night dads

>>36925039
oyasumi

>>36924903
Me in the window

>>36924750
>>36924783
Bea does it why shouldn't I?

I wish that when I woke up everything had been a bad dream.

>>36916903
Yakuza (of course), Oneshot, all of the Minecraft events (particularly the ones during December), Christmas, New Years, membearship streams, lococyle, Babytani and all of the random zatsudans
>>36903942
>>36904127
>>36904272
>>36904359
>>36904366
FUCK MAN IM GOING TO MISS THIS BEAR

>>36925890
sweet honey angel...

>>36916903
Recettear was peak comfy early bear.

i don't want Sunday to be the last corner bear bros.....

>>36927219
the final 2 streams are going to be rough...
>last ohadayo
>last genki?
>last clover club
>last derail
>probably no matane
>last bea bea
>last corner bear
AAHHH BEAAAAAA PLEASE NOT ABANDON ME

>>36925137
She's doing her best not to and so should you

Hey what if we actually rig up a model and stream with the bear wig

I can't I can't I can't do it I can't cope dads I don't wanna let go I don't want it to end

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0oTezYB1oQ

>>36925137
Beas last derail was about her not drinking much and she would try to drink less because she only drank when she was tired or exhausted..

I should re-watch that new years stream because I don't remember anything at all except being out of it

https://youtu.be/c7eWT-eQwQw?t=580

>>36918068
temako motivates me to not to become poor. thus I cannot spend money or time on her.

I had a dream where babytani bit off my arm

>>36928526
3D...

She took the hiatus to psyche herself up to stream for us even though she hated it. I'm still going to miss her

>Bea on the fence as to whether she was going to end it or not
>sees all this outpouring of "don't go!" and "we can change!"
>tabun maybe I should stay and not quit
>sees people buying all her merch before she goes
>fuck

I loved bea and got hurt in the end

>>36929504
The mere consideration of "I think I've done everything I want for this project" is answer enough. Even if she sees the all the "bea pls don't go" what do you as an artist? If you feel like you've exhausted everything there is to squeeze from an artpiece you leave it at that and move on.

>>36929504
I will use every angle possible, even the greedy money daisuki bear angle

>>36929645
You too? She never managed to kill all the goslings

>>36929648
But she hadn't done everything.
She got interrupted by real life and her usual boredom of doing things too long. I know the feeling, I'm the same way. I just lacked a community around said projects.
I've had too many projects to list where I got bored of them after a year or 2.
It got to the point where I started to split my time up between multiple projects just so I DON'T get bored of any one project taking up too much of my time at once. It has managed to work so far.
My perfectionist ass doesn't help me much though... especially with art and electronics, the latter especially with the chip shortage... I have had to make many changes to some things I wanted to do.

I'm going to be devastated any time I see Bea in the sidebar on Youtube.
I just saw her there.

Writing my goodbye letter to her makes it so much worse

post your mail here so we can proof read it daddochama!

>>36930545
Dear Beatani,

Mating press.

Love,
Dad

Someone have a torrent for all the Bear videos so that we have an archive? Tartube and yt dlp are having trouble with Youtube throwing shit in to videos, live, and short tabs and I have no idea how to get them to actually download everything.

Footsteps dads, you have one final task

I'm actually kinda looking forward to the graduation stream now, finally all of this will be over and i can move on onto better things

>>36931542
this is same stupid mentality bea has
there will be no better things

I can't move on
I can't let go
I don't want a world without bea
I want to get up and look forward to hearing her voice again

>>36931699
accept

>>36931699
Make a playlist with all her streams and randomly choose one to play everyday, there, solved the problem

I assume everyone's busy on their padlet and I can't really contribute, but I noticed that the last aggie was number 29. Would a #30 make sense or is niku a good number to end on?

I've not looked at Clover Club in a while.
I can't look at it, it hurts too much. So much work.

>>36932721
The hours spend posting about, creating for and watching Beatani must be absolutely staggering

I spent all of yesterday (and today so far) singing along and playing air guitar to the band I found in the thread and Im looking forward to giving beatani the send off she deserves
bea wouldnt want you to be doomer dads
we are all going to make it

What if she finally got that interview with Hiroyuki?

I'll never forget about this.
It hurts, but it's a wonderful memory.

is there literally anything we can do to make her reconsider?

>>36932849
Watching the f*** b*** music video hurts so much but I can't stop

>>36933690
She's pretty headstrong so once she announced it I don't think there's any going back. If anything it's a blessing she held on as long as she did.

>>36933690

is there a reason why YouTube auto-generated ppgm music playlist relatively recently?

>>36933805
The strongest dad

>Bea wanted to graduate her vtuber persona and share with us her roommate account so we can keep talking with her in the future
>She thought better about it after seeing all the dads crying in the padlet

You could have prevented this. You didn't DELIVER THE REQUESTS. She's graduating because YOU DIDN'T COSPLAY AS HER. IT'S YOUR FAULT

>>36934013

>>36933952
maybe the distribution contract ran out and the new one included uploading it?
I remember reading tweets like that but Im not gonna go back and check

Bea change all the membership badges to the flower crown so we can at least get to use it once

>>36933952
A dad got tired of things dragging on, DMed bea, bea told him everything, he got mad about the potential boyfriend and sent the info to inner circle dads, search spike caused YouTube to auto generate the topic

The worst part, the part that makes my blood boil is she's going to force me to become a filthy grey. I can never forgive this.

All other things considered, I'm glad Bea sang my two karaoke requests from the thread. Katyusha and Yuki no shingun. So thank you for that.

>>36929957
I've done the same. And for the projects I've dropped I've done it both ways (indefinite hiatus, "I can't continue, so this is the last delivery). A clean break is best.
But I still visit those worlds in my head sometimes. They existed entirely there, so its the same as it was when I was actively working on them.
This world is different because it exists as something real. So I know she has no ideas right now, but she might want to visit again someday in the distant future. And I hope she won't stop herself because of something like "I quit, so I can't now" because it's just not true.

>>36929645
Don't hijack my post
I couldn't stop

>>36934816
I wonder if any other dads will still continue drawing art of her post-streaming.

>>36935368
she won

>>36935574
As for me, nope. I always knew that feeding exclusively from Bea's and dads' creative energy was a mistake, but I don't find inspiration for drawing anywhere else. The interest I have in anime, games, or chuubas is simply not enough.

>>36935368
a fraction of the community thought she was evil and look at how different things were...

>>36935574
>>36934816
>>36929957
after the announcement of what turned out to be a VN stream I've decided to reach out to communities I had dropped in the past

and honestly? turns out that cutting off people just because the project is over turned out to be a stupid idea

sure some of them didn't want to talk to me anymore, or were just retarded, but the handful that wanted to reconnect made me feel amazing and reminded me why I did that things I did in the past

so Bea if you are reading this heed my advice:
>end the project but leave a backdoor for the community open

>>36935771
I honestly loved how both bea and dads flipflopped constantly on how good or evil chihiro was based entirely on how entertaining or convenient either belief was at the time

>>36935830
I want to go back

>>36935574
>>36935767 (me)
My bad. I misread your post. "Fanart OF HER." That sounds like both a good and a bad idea at this point. I'm conflicted. It's fun to draw the Beaverse but I feel like I should move on.

>>36935830
I wonder what A2 Anon is up to these days...

>>36935574
Of course, I'll move on eventually, but have some ideas I still want to try.
I really enjoy this universe so I don't see any reason to not use it.

>>36935830
That's my experience as well. Bea, please take this advice.

>>36936092
The problem is she would have to have some role in maintaining it and it seems like she doesn't want to dedicate any mental energy to the Bea world anymore. Privating the Twitter account isn't necessary but she's doing it

>>36935830
I've always regretted cutting ties with some old friends and communities.
I occasionally look them up and think "why did I ever think it was good to cut them out of my life?"
But given my health, it was probably best they forgot I exist.
The only cunts still in my life are people that are equally fucked either physically or mentally in some way with chronic illness. Genetic rejects gang.

be mature and accept her choice instead of having an immature fit and begging her to stay in some way

>>36936228
No her choice is stupid and wrong

I hope russian denrazhdeniya dad will be there (if he's still alive that is)

>>36936228
I accept it, I just want her to know what that choice looks like down the line sometimes.

>>36936228
I'll try

Bea has gone through the 5 stages of grief and she's ready to move on.
I'll respect her decision. Don't want to turn into an helicopter dad.

peace to y'all
I'll never interact with (you) again

it would bea funny if dads made momo real on april fools

>>36936224
>But given my health, it was probably best they forgot I exist.
you don't know that
truth is if you give people a chance, some of them with stay at your side - you may be surprised how much they like you

have you tried reaching out to them?

>>36936545
(Y-You) too

>>36936545
don't worry we don't want you here

>>36936545
IM KILLING MYSELF THIS IS IT

>>36936545
before you go, what is the source?

>>36936545
>y'all
you better, groomer

Check the band's SoundCloud followers and look for the known schizo. That's your answer

>>36936691
i thought he was retarded enough to follow them when it was posted the same way some added beatani when her steam sccount was found

>>36936711
I completely forgot about the inner circle Steam group.

>>36936775
i hope the it stays for at least some semblance of dad group post-bea

CHIHICHAN PLEASE DRAW THE JACKET

>>36937081
>fast-forward 1 month and they show the new cd jacket

>>36936545
why do you hate me...

>>36937299
all dads must watch both beatani's last karaoke and last stream

>>36936545
thanks for reminding me that she didn't give a shit about us.

>>36937415
I don't think she would have cried so many times during special streams if we meant nothing for her

>>36936624
just googled the name I found in the thread

>>36937461
I don't care, she always had her favorites, I don't believe her.

>>36937506
she won't cry for them because they will keep in touch

>>36933974
>Bea wanted to graduate her vtuber persona and share with us her roommate account so we can keep talking with her in the future
DYRBI?

>>36933974
do you need to take a rest dad? or did you forget your meds?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BwzP1laWkQ

>>36937299
It was the last waiting room she ever made as Beatani

>>36937809
>the last waiting room she ever made

please sing fish bone

Bea, leave up the free chat and change the date to two years from today.
Well maybe about 1 or 2 months ago I personally got to witness this happen for the first time. A long graduated chuubas scheduled freechat finally came. 200 fans came to the chat and sat there talking. Of course the stream never came, and then it got deleted, but it was still bitter sweet and I don't regret the free chat being there.

>>36937950
I'd like to see her singing that one, TOO.

>>36937950
if she does this i will literally die

>>36938044
>>36938059
the chaddest bea move

Dads please don't be tacky and make references to any other identities in the stream. It's a bad look

>>36937491
what name ?

>>36938118
there's always going to be some spergs but I doubt bea is dumb enough to acknowledge it if it comes up or maybe she'll just start talking about like she did with celery now that I think about it...

seloli cunny

dads I feel sick, I lost weight, I feel so silly that all of this is affecting me so much.

>>36938579
I've cried more this week than I have in years

>>36938579
I'm exactly the same, I feel so sick. I had absolutely 0 appetite and basically just forced myself to eat a couple times, I feel like there's absolutely no force in my muscles I wanna puke all the time. It's like all life is drained from me

>>36938684
>>36938697
I am going to lose someone dear and the uncertainty of not knowing if I will hear from her again depresses me I haven't even gone to work when I return I will have to be there for two days like last time.

>>36938895
>not knowing if I will hear from her again
you will /hear/ her alright

CHIHIRO PLEASE
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
EVEN IF I'M NOT THERE TO EXPERIENCE IT
PLEASE DON'T STOP CREATING
THIS IS MY ONLY WISH

>>36938579
this is exactly why Bea wants to get over this as fast as possible
she feels that dads are too dependent on her and it just isn't healthy
the quicker it is and everyone moves on the better
being stuck in the past is big no no

SOMEONE BOT 2K SUBSCRIVERS TO FORCE A 3D DEBUT

>>36939422
isn't that's what she's planning? why else would she clean the room and say it is okay to laugh at her

>>36939585
I might actually cry if she actually reveals 3D bear

All of this happened because we failed to stop her from shitting herself.

Was it too much to spend this last year with us?

XP Hill project was a marketing campaign for ppg

>>36939804
>the last stream is a tie in for the new album or something
i would laugh, cry and break my mug because i wouldn't know how to react to that master move

>>36939755
she thinks she isn't good enough and doesn't like making content that she herself would not watch
why force her

i don't want to be an attention whore but i will be an attention whore wow

I'm NOT ready

>>36940014
Will she actually miss us...

beaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how can i live without youu

>>36940123
She will. From now on she'll never look at a clover and not get reminded of dads.

>>36940123
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmH0r5dQSTs

>>36940123
I hope so...

>I can take a break from taking a break

>>36939366
>she feels that dads are too dependent on her and it just isn't healthy
>the quicker it is and everyone moves on the better
>being stuck in the past is big no no
I doubt anyone's life will improve by her leaving except maybe hers.

you're acting like bosessive menhera, you better not get like that during the last streams or she'll leave with a bad taste in her mouth

if i send an email i will receive a generic half assed reply right? my menhera tells me that I won't even get that and some people will receive detailed replies

>>36939804
kek, that'd be funny, but unlikely.

>>36940255
you are mentally ill
do not come to the graduation you are not invited

>>36940308
BE STRONG DADS
ACT WITH GRACE IN FRONT OF YOUR DAUGHTER
NO MENHERA DURING STREAM ONEGAI

>>36940333
not him but it's true

>>36940308
I think she already thinks badly about us

>>36940123
We'll become a memory in a drawer, a folder, a sketchbook.
One day, after her room become a huge mess, AGAIN, she will start tidying it up and go through things to see what to throw out.
She will see the sketches.
Tears stream down her face as it all comes back to her.
She sits down and hugs her sketchbook.
More tears.
She puts on Clover Club and just cuddles up under a blanket listening to it on repeat.

>>36940420
she scanned all the letters...
that's enough to know her feelings for me

https://twitter.com/beatanichisato2/status/1591079166199623681
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCArDBJWZGPBtVeXwr4ROddA/community?lb=UgkxRjO4WCfpUaWi1w4bEVhZKJ3HWB6QQoF4

gonna miss this lil nigga like you wouldn't believe

>>36940333
A mentally ill person will still be mentally ill after she graduates

>>36940559
ah, those answers depress me

>>36940559
>https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCArDBJWZGPBtVeXwr4ROddA/community?lb=UgkxRjO4WCfpUaWi1w4bEVhZKJ3HWB6QQoF4
>food analogy

>Also, I haven't checked all the emails, but I'll answer the most common messages and questions here. Anyone who writes from now on is of course welcome to do so, as it's how we all feel, but if it's in the form of a question, it'll be the same as the next answer!
>● Do you have plans to become a corporate Vtuber? Let me know if there are!
I have no plans to do so. ...... ^-^;
I don't really want to put it this way, but I don't really like streaming content and the culture around it that much to begin with. Of course, the time I spent with everyone was fun in the end, but if you ask me if watching/providing streaming content is my hobby, I can't say yes...... If I were to use an analogy, it would be like opening a ramen shop when you don't know how good ramen tastes. (Sorry if that's hard to understand!) This is a matter of personal taste, not about good or bad. Well anyway, I have no plans to become a new Vtuber or anything.
>● If you can, please don't quit! Or better yet, just update us from time to time! I'll wait!
I cherish the time I spent with you all, and I'll miss it. But, as I said in the other day's stream, the essence of this channel for me was to answer the question "What is a Vtuber?". I hope you understand that creating videos, streaming and other interactions were the means to that end, and they were never my goal.
Of course, I understand that you want me to update when I feel like it. But to be honest, the fact that there are people waiting is already a burden for me, and I realise it's something I should be grateful for ......, but I'd rather move on with a fun stream at the end of the day than waste everyone's time!
>● I'm worried about whether Bea will live happily ever after, please message me every now and then!
Thank you very much. But you don't need to worry too much! I'm fine! So please take care of yourself first. I take care of myself first and foremost. ^o^

>>36940559
>I'll be here for a short time, but if you feel up to it, I'd be happy if you could spend some quality time with me at the end!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GREYS, GREENS, MENHERAS, RITUAL POSTERS, RESISTANCE DADS, QUITTING DADS, DEPRESSED DADS PLEASE COME WATCH HER

>I'm aware of the graduation, but I won't be there. I said everything I wanted to in a private email.
You manage to make me think you are an even bigger faggot every single day. It's really impressive at this point.

>From now on, I want to concentrate on my own life at XP Hill and do what I want to do when I want to do it.
This means she'll keep being creative right? Please tell me it is so. I'm fine with no more Bea as long as Chihiro doesn't stop creating things she likes. It's okay if I don't get to see it, I'll move on but I don't want her soulful art to disappear

>>36940828
who?

>>36940828
Let me guess, a certain artist who now has a private profile and is a passive bitch?

>>36940886
fireworks

>>36940849
Same. She is incredibly creative and has a lot of fun with her work.
I wish her the best in the future. I hope her experience in English communities brings her more creativity in future projects, even if it was.. crude English at times lol

>>36940849
she will be lonely OL wageslave sekuhara'd by her new boss
welcome to reality

>>36940828
>>36940913
toxic little shit
ignore him from now on

>>36940606

>>36940606

>>36940849
anon, if you would do your reps you would realize she is basically a modern day creative polymath
someone with this much creative energy will never just stop
even if she moves to some isolated island and no one will ever be able to see it she will keep creating, its in her dna

>>36940937
THAT'S IT FUCK IM GOING TO XP HILL

>>36941061

I personally think the biggest reason for the graduation is that she wants a boyfriend and kids. I don't trust what she wrote or what dads say, I'm right.

>>36941178
the only sane explanation

>>36940828
fucking scumbag, how can he dare after what he wrote before.

>>36941178
beamama won after all

>>36940828
I feel more confident about my mail it can't be any worse than what that passive bitch sent.

>>36940828
At least these rather needless posts revealed why he brushed off Bea's involvement in the fireworks arc and pushed it all onto /yah/ and viewing it as some dark cabal that's out to get him.

>bea hits him with another "neck yourself"

>>36941481
that would be extremely funny

>>36940710
>>● If you can, please don't quit! Or better yet, just update us from time to time! I'll wait!
>I cherish the time I spent with you all, and I'll miss it. But, as I said in the other day's stream, the essence of this channel for me was to answer the question "What is a Vtuber?". I hope you understand that creating videos, streaming and other interactions were the means to that end, and they were never my goal.
She never cared about us beyond our role as consumers. Bit sad.

>>36941557
if you keep reading she obviously cared a lot

I guess it is a last day at school scenario then.
I wish you luck Bea, in whatever it is you do in the future.
You inspired me to never give up, I hope we inspired you to never give up.

>>36941670
>You inspired me to never give up, I hope we inspired you to never give up.
Dads are so dramatic sometimes.

It's like a graduation from Angel Beats but I will save it for the last stream

>>36941710
It's not even so much being dramatic.
I was in a bit of a creative hard place.
It wasn't ALL her, obviously. I do watch other people, but she helped. You all helped. Dad and Bea love!

>>36941461
what pisses me off more is that he would use this for pity on wvt.

Say what you want dads, I feel your pain and I'm sure a lot of (You) will be torn apart after she finally leaves for good, but I think I'll transform these events and memories into shaping me stronger, she pushed us to develop so I won't stop and my autistic ass will remain grateful to her as my menhera bipolar bear mentor.

>>36933694
it made me smile and come to peace
I think I was worried because I wondered if she was really gonna be okay
but knowing my daughter is gonna be alright relieved me

>>36940710
>>36940559
>>36940800
>>36940849
I just wish there would be a way for us to keep experiencing her art

CHIHIRO
CHIHIRO PLEASE
PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON PPG
I SERIOUSLY ENJOYED EVERY SONG SO MUCH
ITS TRUE BEACORE WHICH IS WHAT I LOVED THE MOST
IF YOU DONT WANT US TO BOTHER YOU THATS FINE YOU WONT EVEN NOTICE IM THERE
BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR MORE OF YOUR MUSIC

>>36942307
Let her take the time she needs. She'll do something new one day, if we find it then we find it. Enjoy what we have now, don't spend your life waiting on it.

>>36942307
It's a shame she doesn't just make a pixiv for random drawings and nothing else.
Doesn't need to be any communication, it is what it is and nothing else.
Her little sketches were always incredibly cute.

>>36942493
she uses pixiv herself according to her streams but i assume she wants to keep it separate from beatani

my chihiro blog dream will never come true

>>36936691
They warned us and we didn't listen (until it was too late)

>>36942493
The fact that people will be waiting on her to post something on the pixiv would be no different

What if at the last minutes of the last stream she reveals that she's actually starting something else and that only the bea related world dies!!!??

>>36936691
lel

>>36942654
>3. bargaining

>>36942635
They'll be sitting around doing nothing anyway, those types that is.
The rest of us will just get on with doing other things, simply allowing notifications or an occasional opening bookmarks on your follow list.

>>36936545
GIVE ME THE SOURCE

>>36942724
just look at the last thread no need to bring it all up again

It's the end for all of us, right? She won't tell anyone what she's going to do next, right?

>>36936691
Not surprised at all.

>>36942797
she wants to focus on her life so there won't be anything anytime soon anyways. if you speculate about it you will go menhera

>>36942759
I did and it didnt show me this img
this thread is dying anyway, juts pls gib me the name or link the post form the previous thread

>>36942797
Didn't she tell you about her next project in the email?

>>36942874
>pls gib me the name
dear anon please take a closer look at the image, its literally right there
then just goygle that + ppg to narrow it down

>>36942920
fuck you fuck you

>>36942924
how do I read the moonruns?

>>36942609
He's a malicious retard but that's as far as it will ever go

beabea

>>36942973
you dont you just copy them 後藤あこちす
if it wasnt the last thread it was the one before that, just go find it if you are this helpless