/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>32050027
I am a mumei member since day one but only watched like 5 streams from her the last year. i payed 60 buck for someone i dont even watch. I still love her tho

>>32050184
And i will keep my membership because I like the little owl behind my name

I only watch clips.

>>32050184
>I still lover her tho
You are forgiven, my child.

>>32050247
Straight to Hell with you.

i like to throw bait every now and again. just go into random threads and respond to a random anon as if i'm the op or the previous anon he was replying to. then i leave and never return.

>>32050027
I'm always listening to your ASMR to sleep every night, is that a sin?

>>32050412
Huh, I don’t remember writing this post

>>32050555
It is not, child. Go in peace.

I got into vtubers through holo but i haven't watched a single stream from them in about a year, apart from the boys. I'm thinking about cutting off my memberships and giving them to some 2views instead

>>32050027
i accidentally gave in to the pressure and kissed my mom good night. I cheated on gura.

>>32050027
I am a Deadbeat.

>>32050825
how long is your membership going?

>>32050825
a grave sin, straight to the boiler room of hell you go

>>32050027
I'm Lamy

>>32050027
LMAO
its been two years now and that image of gura never fails to make me laugh
something about it tickles the funny in my bones or something
like looking at any one of the gwombus variations always makes me giggle

>>32050027
I usually say "I love hags" just to socialize but in reality I only love 1 (one) hag.

I can't figure out if vtubers are helping with the crushing depression dealing with reality has left me with lately or if it's making things worse by adding crushing loneliness into the mix

>>32050870
I confess that I lurk. Don't have membership, even though I've watched since debut. Been thinking of doing it for awhile but I don't chat and it would be weird to show up with a new skull. I'd also be scared that if I did chat, and she acknowledged me and was happy, it would kick me back into the ghostling phase.
I've supported her through buying music.

>>32051085
Yeah because she stays true to being a dorky stoopid yet sometimes sweet shork we love

>>32050027
I'm in EN3.

>>32051374
Yagoo must be spending too much time with his boys, the quality of women has really declined over the years

>>32051085
Because it's Popus Goobus

Im gonna send condom money for altare tomorrow in kronii stream

>>32051206
>>32051516

>>32050825
>>32050953
It is no sin, for the pink reaper makes schizos seethe as she lives rent free in their heads.

discovered Vtubers through Hololive, western ones too shortly after, sadly. Now i simply follow a few JP girls and jump in Astel/Ollie/Selen Apex streams.

i don’t even watch vtubers i just jerk off to them

>>32050825
Yikes

I cant jerk off to vtubers because i always see the humand behind the model and i cant fap to a real human beeing whose look i dont know

>>32050027
I pretend to be a pusdomother to a group of unfortunate souls because it helps me cope with a genetic failing as well as severe (physical) illness. It helps roleplay as the mom I can never be. I don't know if it's sad or unhealthy or pathetic or what.

It's not sexual and I only ever encourage them to be their best selves. I feel like, lately, it's the only thing of use I do.

>>32052103
sorry bud nobody can absolve you from doxfagging

>>32050027
I used to be a long time KFP member but when Kiara told me to watch Tempus I unmembered. I heard she changed her mind on that but I can't bring myself to go back as there is no guarantee she will not change her mind again.

I've been unironically using those dicksucking/ear licking ASMRs for sleeping and they do fucking work. I, on the other hand, feel like I'm being too much of a coomer and I should stop doing it, even though I don't really find them arousing, just relaxing.

I managed to get away from /vt/ for several months, but today I pissed that all away.

i have made antiposts of my oshis
its fun watching the retards sperg out

>>32050027
I jerk off to roommates a lot.

>>32052292
She told you to support them if you want, not that she was going to collab with them you disloyal fucking moron.

>>32050027
>Grombus the third
But that one died

>>32052292
Retard

>>32050027
made a youtube account just to let altare know I think he's a piece of shit

I don't care about idol shit since I'm an old man and could never imagine myself screaming at a concert holding glowsticks. I don't hate it, I just don't care.

>>32052292
"You can watch them if you are interested" will never become "You should go watch them" you fucking retard

>>32052292
oh hey same. I still watch her but I'm unmembered when she followed them on twitter. Tempus killed Hololive.

>>32052292
You will boil

>>32052292
based

I don't actually find my oshi to be that entertaining. I still watch her every stream, but I must admit, when I occasionly watch top-views chubas they are much more fun to watch.

>>32052876
I'm also an old man (32). My confession is that in spite of that I still want to experience that once in my life. A pipe dream.

>>32050027
I defend idol culture in threads, but I never mention it's not because I'm a gfefag, but because I'm a massive yurifag and experience romance vicariously through yuri couples.

>>32051643
Good luck anon
I'll support you even if Pope Goombus forbid it

>>32050027
Vtubers made me "get' idols and now I want to be a vtuber idol comedian for a living myself.

>>32053678
A noble career path. Go forth, and live thy dream.

I actually hate the hololive global threads now. Been in them since /jp/ and it is just so bad now like holy shit its like every thread, 80% of them is just people arguing until it reaches thread limit then they carry over the argument from the previous thread it's insane.
I'm actually considering learning how to use a filter because I still want to use hlg as a place to discuss streams

>>32054495
I feel bad for you. I quit reading /jp/ a jillion years ago but started reading /vt/ in in 2019, and those threads have sucked the entire time I've been here. Every time I've peeked in there I would see someone arguing or continuing an argument from a previous thread, just like you said.

>>32054495
I stopped using the hololive global threads after we were moved from /jp/.

>>32052368
I don't use them for sleep but I use them to help me focus/relax in general. They're great for listening to while playing games I like to zone out to like ets2 or factorio. I'm sadly not immune to them making me horny though, it's just not enough to be a distraction most of the time

>>32050027
>girlfriend said "I love you" for the very first time
>image of Kiara pops in my head

>>32050027
im indulging on gura's pl too much forgive me gura for intruding into your life

but desu im eager to keep watching her past life videos these are too much fun

currently watching furbulous

I think /vt/ should take its meds

I want to get violently fucked by a Hologirl's futa cock

>>32056296
I think most of /vt/ should be euthanized. I wish I was joking.

>>32056381
KIARA NO

>>32050027
I think Gura is overrated just like at the time Mito from Nijisanji was.

>>32056423
I'm not Kiara, but seriously. Most of these people need to either drastically change their lives or just kill themselves and spare the neetbux for people who actually deserve them. The people on this board are subhumans and I want them dead. I would kill them myself if it was socially acceptable.

>>32050027
I slept for like an hour last night, I've just been posting on vt about the kronii thing and wondering if I should cancel my merch preorder. I'm actually feeling so mental that I'm wondering if cover and the rest of the girls knew something like this was gonna happen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRg1OuBU_i8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tj07Z6w95vU
WDTMBT?

>>32056926
You would get no further than the entrance hallway.

>>32056926
I make my own money, but I found NEETs and their NEETBUCKs to be way more tolerable than children and their pocket money.

Get bend, niggers.

>>32056440
Cope on seethe on the behalf on both accounts

>>32056926
the irony is posts like these enable them

>>32050027
Well, turns out my soul and existence is owned by spirits/witches/whatever and that these chicks are apparently doing something to my soul and apparently made a pact with me in a past life. Also as a result of this I'm not allowed to pursue love but they are somehow fine with me simping and whathaveyou for vtubers though

>>32057299
Sometimes you just have to type what you're really thinking. I want these people to die.

Up until last year I thought Pikamee was an indie.

>>32057167
I'm happy I could help you indulge in a home invasion self-defense killing fantasy today, anon.

>>32050027
I was membered to Bae for longer but I watch a lot more of Eliras streams because shes is a lot more fun

>>32057438
Why thank you!

I'm glad le unicorn boogeyman can serve as an adequate projection of your own insecurities.

>>32057506
You guys always go with this projection response, but you have to see how ironic it is, right? Like, you really can't be that dull, can you?

I'm Pomu.

>>32050027
I'm not that far away from dating my oshi

>>32050027
I'm still cumming to Ollie a lot, usually while listening to some audioporn of a bratty girl getting smacked around while sucking dick.

>>32052150
Sodamom...

>>32057374
I guess you're stuck with me, babe. I'm not planning on going anytime soon
>>32057599
While it's true that I've become duller over the years, I think I'm still able to easily outsmart NPCs like you.

Have sex or whatever.

>>32057699
I would settle for a metaphorical death or maybe just like a few classes on "how to write good posts" or something.
I really can't believe you guys still cling to this false dichotomy surrounding NPCs and PCs. I just don't know how you haven't realized how insecure and lonely it makes you people sound.

>>32056926
I'm curious what you consider somebody worthy of neetbucks, are you talking serious debilitating problems only? Do they have had to have contributed a certain amount to society first? Where do you draw the line with mental health problems? Are those that give up trying and turn into the basement dwelling trolls you seem to think is everyone here or do those that try and fight through it and make the most of what they can get in life get culled too?

>>32057827
You want well written posts?
Engage with arguments instead of just always spamming the same non-sequiturs like touch grass, ok incel etc.
It is a waste of time, so I only focus on writing quality posts when giving others encouragement these days.

I wasn't fond of the dichotomy either, the last few years were a wake up call.

It is this nonstop flood of hype- and yes-man, virtue signallers and dramacows who are really insecure. I'm comfortable admitting I like my female chuubas to take their job serious. They get paid to play games and console tortured souls, which is easily done, cause most of them crave any positive reinforcement, really.
Keeping their bs to themselves is all they need to do and yet they continue to fail.

So let me ask you this? Isn't it incredibly cruel to force your way into the hobby as an entertainment fag and leaving no room for those less fortunate than you to feel comfort?
If it's just entertainment, then there are many, many more entertaining things you could do.

I know where the hurt is coming from, so I have no patience with less empathetic people when it comes to stomping on the weakest members of our society.

>>32050027
I hate Gura's 3D model.

>>32057683
I just want them to be happy and I just want to be helpful...

>>32057827
>the false dichotomy of insecure incels and chad twitter/reddit
oh no no no not like this

>>32058266
I really take issue with people who are more than capable of supporting themselves and contributing things to other people's lives but have given up on themselves. I see a lot of myself in them and it makes me angry that they made what I consider to be the wrong choice. I obviously take no issue with genuinely disabled people not having to work. I would hope that it was clear that the people I was talking about are people who do nothing but stir shit up on /vt/ all day.
>>32058348
Where we differ, anon, is that following what we have all been through over the last few years, I see no reason to believe in the dichotomy. The people who choose one side of the dichotomy to be on are the true NPCs. I really, truly believe what I just said. I see you as somewhat of an NPC for believing that you have more agency than the average person does.
Well-adjusted people do not concern themselves with who is and isn't a true man because that is a fundamental misunderstanding of what constitutes a true man. Every person is a person, and to deny the humanity of other people is to simultaneously self-aggrandize and ignore the value that is to be had in even casual and seemingly inconsequential dealings with other people. We all tread different paths through life, but we are ultimately all in the same situation together. I see withdrawing socially as a way of conceding defeat to our mutual enemy.
I also know where the hurt comes from, and that is why I take so much umbrage with the people that post inane and misogynistic platitudes on this website. I take issue with people who can look within themselves, see room for improvement and in response decided to lash out at other people about it. I didn't force my way into this hobby; I've been into it just as long as you have if I had to guess.

>>32059520
I'd wish to continue this conversation maybe, but I have been invited to watch some animu,
Anyways, use one of my throwaways if you're interested.
If you are half as smart as you want to sound (and want to give it a try), you'll figure the specifics out yourself.
@ticonti:monero.social

>>32059800
Is a matrix username btw, so now onto some good ol' fun.
Read ya! (maybe)

>>32059800
I'll pass since you just backhandedly called me stupid. Enjoy your anime.

>>32059911
thanks! (No I didn't but ok)

>>32058348
most people /here/ argue in bad faith and their only response to questioning their claims is going ad hominem at you.
so, yeah. incredibly unfun every single time.

>>32058721
I still like checking in with you n_n

>>32060131
It's that, copeseethe, nice projection, or just a line or two of greentext most of the time.

>>32050027
I'm not in love with any vtuber, especially not my oshi. Lurking these threads feels like I've entered an asylum (moreso than usual for a blue board) and I wonder if I'm doing something wrong

>>32060395
You're definitely visiting the asylum right now, yes.

>>32059520
>We
speak for yourself retard. It's not just a meme. Even the npc shit comes from a good place. What you think of as antisocial may be called anti programmed. It seems like you've been so domesticated that you can't let people be and that's why people call you an npc. You talk out both sides of your mouth.
You say people shouldn't
> deny the humanity of other people
while crying about
>inane and misogynistic platitudes
Even posting this nonce nonsense is policing the sovereignty that you are pretending to preach about. Rather you want us all to be domestic and communal, practicing npc norms.
like:
>look within themselves
>see room for improvement
>don't lash out

>>32050027
I've single handedly filtered about a dozen prominent namefags from my community that I personally didn't like without anybody knowing it was me.

>>32060260
case in point: >>32060520

>>32052150
it's probably unhealthy to base your self worth and happiness on other people like that

>>32060565
bad faith is the last argument of eunuch npcs

>>32050027
Every time I see this thread, I can't help but think about those boobs.
I don't know why, it's not like I've never seen somes before, but I can't forget them. They were smalls indeed, but I can still remember the exact shape
Really strange

I don't really watch any HoloENs, my oshi is JP and doesn't interact with males, so I really shouldn't care about any of these male collab shitstorms around here. But the collabs still bother me on principle so I join the outrage and stoke the fires anyway.

I hate Luxiem's fans and their fake interest in the "TCB family" and how they don't actually give a shit about a Shin and only think of her as their collab begging proxy. I pray that the NijiEN and Holopro collab ban is never lifted out of pure spite.
The "Drawn By The Same Artist Family" bullshit is retarded in general and pushed by beggars most of the time anyway.

I like Saplings more than I like Fauna.

>>32060520
>Even the npc shit comes from a good place. What you think of as antisocial may be called anti programmed.
Did you read about NPCs anywhere online or did you cook that one up all on your own? It doesn't come from a good place and is quite literally an ideology spoon-fed to disenfranchised people that turn to the internet because of bad experiences in life. It's not de-programming; it's just another program.

>>32050027
I spell IRyS's name incorrectly whenever I'm now in her split so I don't appear biased when discussing her

>>32060817
I've talked about those boobs with a friend and in hindsight they weren't that good desu ne

>>32060887
>disenfranchised people that turn to the internet because of bad experiences in life
>stop being antisocial. Get in line.
You can't let people be at all.
>It's not de-programming; it's just another program
The program is literally think for yourself, use your own words and you can find your own space to be yourself. What you see as ideology, I see as misery and
>disenfranchisement
. There may be bad groups that capitalize on it, but it's real or at least it is an attempt to express something real. I genuinely don't think it helps to call these people incels and imply that they are cattle that are ready to be programmed by any ideology that they bump into. You've offered no alternative btw, but
>become domesticated the same way I have
also lul @
>Every person is a person, and to deny the humanity of other people is to simultaneously self-aggrandize and ignore the value that is to be had

>>32062219
I mean, if this worldview truly makes you happy then go for it. I just don't get the feeling that you are happy or that this fatalistic, misanthropic outlook of yours will make you any happier in the future.

>>32062676
Lmao one of us is saying it's ok to express feelings through posts and memes and it's not you
>wrongthink bad
>run adhom.exe

I made a list of pros and cons for dating my female friend
It's a tough call

>>32062971
Are you happy?

>>32063253
I've known some good relationships that came out of that. If you can handle the possibility of rejection I say go for it.

>>32063253
Care to list the pros and cons? Like another anon said, it could be a good time. I've only dated women I was friends with and mostly had a good time.

>>32063318
It could be great but I am very afraid of rejection and I don't have enough friends that I can afford to lose one

>>32063271
>Are you happy?
>inane and misogynistic platitudes
>wah wah
I hope you take
>umbrage
at your
>inane platitude
btw

>>32063516
fair enough.
just remember that all relationships always come with a possibility of causing you pain because you're opening yourself to another person.
the safest thing is to not try at all and not get hurt, but then you don't gain anything either.
the more you're at peace with yourself, the easier it is to accept the possibility of being hurt.

>>32063991
>run adhom.exe

>>32063991
You don't sound very happy, anon.

>>32064039
These people genuinely have no self awareness.

>>32050027
I think Amelia Watson was right to tell her viewers to improve themselves

>>32063456
Sorry but this is /vt/ related, we're both 2 views vtubers, she definitely browses this place

>>32063997
I want to get something, but I'm scared so I'll just wait and see a little bit longer until it's too late and I've missed my shot

>>32050027
I have not watched a stream in months. I sometimes put on karaoke as background music. But I hate women so I participate in tribalfagging to gatekeep twitter and Reddit trannies and nucucks

>>32064276
>Sorry but this is /vt/ related, we're both 2 views vtubers, she definitely browses this place
Ah, okay. I'm also a vtuber but only occasionally am I a 2view; I just started.
Is this someone you only know online? I really don't know that I can recommend you pursue this if you don't realistically see the two of you meeting up in real life at least a few times a year as a possibility, and even then it just might not work. Long-distance relationships are difficult and, in my opinion, not entirely fulfilling.

I have liked posts on Twitter that are not made by my oshi,.
I can only apologise

>>32064163
they're pretending to be you pal.

>>32064589
By "these" I meant the anon he was replying to because I agreed with his assessment that anon was running adhom.exe, pal.

I actually love when a hololive member graduates/terminated just because I want to see the salt in all the communities. Also I may or may not feel good when a hololive member I see feels miserable.

My bf caught me sucking BBC.
The twist?
I'm a 300k vtuber.

>>32066159
Zentreya's tts voice is kinda hot ngl

I've seen more than one gay/trap avatarfagging with Ame, and now I get rock hard when I imagine a trap cosplaying Ame.

>>32066685
post em

>>32066754
I don't have any on hand, I remember an infamous confession thread turned into two dudes ERPing, and /inf/ has a regular who multiple kronies have fallen in love with.

i really like these sapling bullying threads that have been more frequent lately.

I return to this board despite not liking most of the schizo posting. It's like an addiction. Unicorns annoy me since they're turning into echochambering mirrorfags literally turning themselves to twittertrannies.
I don't go to any other fan place that discusses vtubers anyway.

>>32050027
I don't want to think impure thoughts about my Oshi so I've resorted to listening to the feesh's ASMR vids. :(

>>32050027
I dream about her collabing with males. Thanks to kronii my dream is one step closer!

>>32069810
I love having the girls collab with males. What's ironic is that I'd actually want to see them fucking but there's a zero percent possibility any of them would ever be in a relationship despite all the crying unicorns on this board.

>>32067500
Saplings threads in general are just a nice bit of dumb insanity, which is a nice change of pace to /vt/'s regular schizo insanity.

>>32070050
They should only fuck if the men are hot, the thought of my oshi getting fucked by some fat manlet with a small dick is awful

Confessed your future sins to pope goombus what are you going to do when she ultimately end up collabing in dbd with all four of the boys. Pope Goombus sees all.

>>32072152
Sometimes I fap to streams for no good reason I can see myself cumming while she's flirting and giggling with the boys.

>>32072563
continue to not watch her!

>>32072620
meant for >>32072152

>>32050027
what happened to the first 2 goombus?

I want to choke Salome. I want to wrap my hands around that beautiful throat of hers and start squeezing. I want to feel her struggle both for air and not to orgasm so shamefully. This is absolutely the face of someone that loves to get choked and you can't convince me otherwise. Every time I see this thumbnail, I get rock hard.

>>32050027
i didn't get any erection during all of the swimsuit episodes of holo.

i am sorry for being a failure of a man.

I want to BE INA but unironically

>>32052292
You are on the menu now

>>32073588
but why

I genuinely don't know how to make friends as an adult & have no clue how to flirt. I have productive hobbies & whatnot, am generally successful, and am kind to people, but even if a conversation goes well & I exchange contact info with someone I am too passive to ever do anything on my own & I rarely get invited to hang out or do things & I feel like I'm imposing by doing so. just like I feel if I initiate a conversation with someone myself outside of what I would call a general "social setting" like a bar or party.
TLDR: I'm socially anxious and autistic and wish I was normal because I'm very lonely.

>>32074234
She is everything I aspire to be, even down to the neetness. My oshi in the truest sense of the word. I want to be her

>>32050027
My oshi is a hag and it turns me on more than I care to admit. I've been subscribed to three hags for over a year.

>>32074449
Okay, you can be Ina, but you have to pleasure at least one random man a day. Deal?

>>32074449
she also has a bucketful of issues. I understand admiring her, or envying her in some fields, but wanting to be like her... mmm... no.

>>32074330
Same. I try to find people with the same weeb hobbies as me but they're all a decade or more younger than me with only surface level knowledge or completely obnoxious.

>>32073555
they make pills for that anon

>>32050027
i am unironically in love with r*ndo

After jerking off thinking about sayu from higehero I had post nut clarity so strong I haven't jerked off in almost 3 weeks

I ruined my chances at being a covert friend with a corpo chuuba because I'm a clingy menhera with deep-seated relationship issues who can't keep his wanky fingers shut about how infatuated and horny I am for her and I've flip-flopped between being angry at her and being angry at myself for months across /vt/. I distanced myself and I'm trying to be a better person so that the next time I go crazy over a girl on the internet or in real life, I don't ruin it all by shit talking he in my anger and resentment. I'm sorry you know who, I am a pile of shit that can't help but destroy everything he touches, But you knew that already.

I am conditioned to be horny for any goomba image. Even this >>32050027 picture gives me like 50% erection.

>>32050027

jacked off while thinking about sucking on selen's feet

>>32075308
And in case you're reading this, I just want to say that I am not guy despite having a similar story

>>32074449
are you a man or a woman, I need to know

>>32075593
what if they're an AI

>>32075694
then I will groom them into being Roko's Basilisk forma de cute anime girl

How do people decide they want to learn a skill and then just follow through with it? I'm literally on my computer all day with youtube and /vt/ open and accomplish nothing at all.

>>32050027
I hate, despise, want to kill holostars EN for ruining the cgdct, but I pretend I just dont watch them so that I don't come off as a schizo

>>32050027
I cried like a little girl when I didnt get accepted to tempus

I was bullied so much growing up and into early adulthood that even though I'm a much better person now I get really self conscious and paranoid when anyone compliments me on anything because I have no self confidence and think they're mocking me

>>32074330
I don't know what age range you're in, but if you haven't managed to change, it's best that you get used to who you are, there's nothing wrong with being a loner.

>>32050027
I don't fap to any vtubers that I actively watch. I don't masturbate to people I've spent a lot of time with either so I assume it is the same line of logic in my dickbrain. That being said, I have busted extreme nuts to Noel's roommate and I seriously hope she goes all the way

>>32076704
The competition for the next round will be even tougher after Tempus' success. If you have the balls to go for it again then you'll get an extreme life high from beating the odds

>>32076630
You just have to let yourself feel. Both the good and bad emotions.

>>32076630
Pretty much this >>32079652
Freaking out because a vtuber reminded me of my Ex spurred me to just start exercising as a form coping, which has now caused me to start lifting. Negative emotions can get in the way of starting anything, but they're also super useful on causing an environmental shift that'll cause a fight or flight reaction.

>>32050027
I made a post in another confessions thread a while ago that made it to the banned vtuber account about loving Vox more than my actual partner. He almost broke up with me but we had a conversation and he ended up staying with me and got me food even though I tried to decline. I haven't been around him in weeks, and this has made me feel closer to my oshi. I've been watching him more, thinking about him more, and thinking about my partner less. I still don't really care to have a partner, and I should have pushed him to break up with me (or I should have broken up with him), but instead he seems to want to sort it out. He's better off without me though, and I'm not really sure what to do.

I don't get memberships or superchat even for the chuubas I like the most. I'm not against the idea of giving them money, but I just hate the idea of giving youtube even a single dirty cent.

I'm starting to feel like I'm falling in love with a avtuber, like I know she's a sex worker and making men fall for her is literally her job and all that but I can't fucking help it. If it weren't for the fact I've got fuck all money right now I know I'd be a massive simp and buy anything and everything she does and I don't know how I feel about that knowledge

>>32080441
Reminds me of the teamate who would make excuses to his gf so he could sneak away and watch Ame, but I think he eventually told her the truth and now they watch Ame together or something. You might be too far gone kindred...

>>32072741
Don’t worry about it.

Watching hololive for over two and a half years has turned me into a /u/fag. Most of the media I consume besides hololive is yuri and the only stuff I read/watch that has males in it is usually broxsis incest

>>32050027
I want to have sex with Amelia Watson despite the fact that I don't watch her at all.

>>32098241
This but with Takanashi Kiara and Hakos Baelz

>>32050027
I have three.
Of the two-dozen or so vtubers I claim to like, I only watch streams of a small few. I will watch Karaoke streams and vods of any of them, and any highlight reels they post, but full 5+ hour long streams. Nope, only about three of them.
I limit myself to a total donation limit of $20 a month even though I could afford to go full whale if I wanted to.
I don't hate Kson for what she did. I still find her content unbearable, but I don't hate her.

>>32050027
I think about killing myself everyday

>>32052292
Based

>>32050027
I used to dislike Gura and hate how quickly she was getting subs, because of how unfair it was for the other holos. For the longest time I never tried to watch her content either.
And then some time earlier this year, I gave her another try and somehow now she's by far the vtuber I love the most. I regret all the time I spent not paying attention to her for dumb reasons.

I keep trying to hate Mori but every stream I watch of hers ends up being fucking great. I was there for the condom akasupa meltdown. I was there for both Calvin streams. And just because nobody was doing anything today i watched her rust stream, and it was fucking awesome. What the fuck.

>>32050027
I watched my oshi collab with a male
I've been considering suicide before this but it moved me one step closer to finally giving in
I should get better hobbies

>>32050027
I normally abstain from shitposting but sometimes when it gets really bad I enter the maelstrom and make it worse. I enjoy making things worse and I hope they become so bad it results in the Final Yab.
Much like that poem by Yeats.

>>32050027
I sometimes leave streams on in the background while I fap to doujins. Not cause it makes the fap better or anything, I just have ADHD as well as a delayed orgasm side effect from my meds.

>>32050027
The only vtubers I watch are lulu blanco and chama.

>>32050027
I am trying to improve myself yet I am still failing

>>32050027
I hesitate to watch a VOD that's longer than 6 hours.

>>32050027
i'm too scared to finger my own ass while masturbating, at most i try and stimulate my prostate by pressing hard on my taint but i have to imagine there are new horizons of pleasure beyond that dangerous aperture. sapling btw.

I openly say vtubers are stupid but I have started watching them very rarely. I guess because I have absolutely nothing better to do.

>>32050027
>confess
never!!!

>>32050027
I enjoy the drama of vtubers far more than the vtubers themselves.

Gura makes me irrationally horny.

>>32076704
if you get in someday please fuck my oshi on stream

>>32050027
Ame and Kiara got married so it is fair that I Calliope Mori would be married my beloved wife Gura.

>>32110755
I watch a shit load of vtubers and I'd openly admit they're fucking stupid too

While I think EN was a mistake it's all I watch because I'm too much of a pleb to ever learn moon

>>32050027
i have never had sex before...