/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

a good dicking

I wish I was a cute little girl. People would think my case of menhera would be cute. Life is easy as a cute girl.

>>19243719
That mean you can replace Rushia, sign a contract with Yagoo right now

>>19243719
a good support group of people who actually care about you and understand, good communication abilities to resolve any conflicts or avoid them before they start, and probably some professional help

>>19243719
Unironically An Hero.
Therapy won't save us, SSRIs won't save us, even help from our friends could not save us.

>>19243943
Yeah, this.

>>19243719
Lead injection to the back of the head

>>19243719
Jumping off a tall building, preferably while doing a flip and livestreaming it.

>>19243719
The first step is realising you have a problem, if you know you do certain things you need to learn to spot when you're doing it and find ways to stop yourself. It can take a long time to change shit like that but it is possible providing you never give up and lose to the feeling you're unfixable. Seeking professional help from someone experienced in dealing such things is also be a big help

same. i just woke up from a 3 day coma from trying to kill myself because the boy i like is ignoring me

>>19243719
Find things you enjoy, try and get friends. Even if it's videogames.

Get the diagnoses if you think you have anything in the DSM - it won't help you directly but you'll understand yourself more and be able to work around your limitations better.

Good luck anon

>>19244481
Does he know you like him?

>>19243719
see
>>19243943
>>19244286
>>19244495

Rushia was my hopium but now what.

>>19243943
So you're saying there is no hope for anon?

>>19243943
I'm doomed. These people don't exist around me.

>>19243719
Kys the world would be better without your kind

>>19244495
>>19243943
Normalfag answers.

>>19243943
It's easier to win lottery than that

>>19243719
This >>19243959
Not this >>19243943

>>19243719
In what way are you a menhera?

>>19247160
I was part of a Discord group once full of really nice people. They never did anything bad to me, but day by day I started thinking they all hated me, it got so bad that I was getting genuinely depressed because of those thoughts. So before I did something that would hurt them I just left the group. I still miss them, but I can't have friends, I make enemies in my head all the time no matter how nice people are.

>>19247460
Meds

>>19247460
Go to a doctor, you probably have some kind of paranoid related mental illness. You might actually be a schizo. Or you can become a vtuber and form a parasocial relationship with a bunch of faceless people on the internet, which could help in that you won't know any of them to the extent of being on a one-by-one personal level, meaning you can't really have them become enemy's because their's so many.

>>19243719
Are you a woman? Get some steady dick and take some meds.
If you're a man, consider testosterone supplementation for your fembrain.

>>19247460
I can fix you

>>19247460
Overcome your fear of getting hurt you pansy. It's a part of life and it's not going to kill you to have your trust betrayed here and there.

>>19247460
i pity you

>>19243719
I dont even know what menhera means.

>>19243719
You have BPD, go see a therapist you mentally ill fuck.

>>19244547
yeah. we sort of dated for a while but he retracted it after a few months of me being schizo and said im too much to handle but he still cares for me
and then he hasn’t talked to me since last year no matter how many times i threaten OD suicide or doxx
>what am i doing wrong? why won’t he love me?

>>19250286
why am i even talking about this shit here i know none of you niggers care

>>19248101
I use Tinder, whenever I'm feeling horny I just have sex with somewhere from there. But that honestly just makes me feel worse most of the time.

>>19247460
same
there’s nothing quite like the sweet taste of imaginary crisis driven self sabotage

>>19243719
dick

>>19247460
You need a goal higher than just relationship. Make them witness or help you reach that goal and both side will prosper

>>19243943
fuck off giving actual advice here you double nigger

>>19250340
That's why, people have no incentive to care so you feel like you can filter out the an hero edgelords and get genuine responses.

Turns out it's the same generic advice as everywhere else because there's no cheat codes, but it's good to have that validated on an imageboard where nobody is pulling the uwu mental health awareness shit, right?

>>19250397
That's because people use "I want sex" as the proxy for "I want a relationship" because saying you want someone to actually give a shit about you is cringe so you can just pretend you want someone to fill your holes or whatever.

Personal growth is realising that context and not getting lost in the 'cel rabbithole

>>19250910
>because saying you want someone to actually give a shit about you is cringe
and thinking like this suggest you haven't moved on from adolescent angst. Part of growing up is accepting no one cares about you, you're not cringe because that requieres someone observing you. If you go around worrying about being cringe that means you assume you're some sort of main character.

>>19243719
tits with timestamp
>I’m a dude
then post moobs

>>19250397
tits or gtfo thot

>>19250397
Have you tried not being a slut? Tends to help the self-esteem.

>>19250397
If you wanna slut around just open an onlyfans/twitch and make thousands from an army of simps. Money won’t solve all your problems but it helps and it’ll come very easy for you. Don’t turn off the livestream when you rope though.

>>19243719
>>19243719
one thing I keep seeing in the BPD bunch, is how they always look in others that which they don't give themselves, they also look for dysfunctional relationships because that's all they have ever known.

That said, it's a good thing you realize you have a problem, my first advice is always that, don't expect others to give you what you lack in life, affection is not meant as a counterbalance for you own shortcomings, it comes after you have surpassed your deepest fears and most crippling limitations.

Find 1 decent man and give your life to him

>>19243719
now that you've become aware of it, here's what you should do
don't take any action yourself
don't take any responsibility for anything you do
seek help explicitly from outside sources
better yet get yourself some kind of diagnosis to really absolve yourself
give in to your outbursts
if your peers are upset with you demonize them for mistreating you for a disease out of your control
browse the internet a lot and find likeminded people
really immerse yourself in your affliction
you could even share your troubles online and spread awareness and maybe even make money of off it
just make sure everyone knows that you're mentally unwell and make it the integral part of your being

if you follow these simple steps your life will turn out just hunkydory or however your write that

>>19252261
Stop trying to get loose menhera pussy.

>>19252261
Sounds like an express trip to regretsville, population: You, with a side helping of "Pullin' out the rope, featuring Mr Chair and a hard kick".

In other words, do the exact opposite of what this post says.

This board is at least 20-30% mentally ill women.

>>19243719
marrying me

>>19252661
>you will never fix some SEA petite asian menhera because of anonymity
I can't save you...

>>19245817
No it's not, you're just an actual psychopath.

>>19252247
>used goods
Good luck with that

>>19251521
This ^

why do women come here, fuck off back to twitter or whatever normie garbage site you came from. you aren’t “menhera”, you’re a run of the mill attention whore seeking validation on a fucking pseudo-anonymous imageboard

>>19252353
why do people assume OP is female, they never posted tits

>>19243719
Just embrace it anon, it's what I do.

>>19247460
>I started thinking they all hated me
And there's your problem. The key to fixing this is just trusting that the people you talk to don't have some 5D Chess ulterior motive bullshit going on, and just enjoy your time. Rich coming from me since I did the same thing a month ago.

>>19253711
It's okay, she's probably emotionally addicted to and giving her pittance of income to one of the Nijisanji homos.

>>19254781
Only women go on tinder "when they're horny"

If you are reading this comment your parents will die within 5 years. To undo this curse you need to copy this and paste it in 2 other threads. i'm so, so sorry,please forgive me.

>>19256032
I'd really like my inheritance so okay

>>19256077
you're disgusting

You cant go full menhera when you have no one around you, not even in the internet.

>>19256032
You fucking monster

>>19243719
Try some special pills. Administer them directly into your temple

>>19243719
>she made you a user of 2ch's mental health board
wow, she taught you japanese and forced you onto one particular forum on the internet? that's pretty impressive.

>>19259805
>ACKSHUALLY
Lol, this board really is full of retards.

>>19259805
You might wanna read how she used menhera as reference, brainlet

>>19256032
This. This entire thread is peak reddit. Normies need to fuck off forever

I'm tired of being menhera. I try to be good and don't do abusive shit but I'm still the same inside and when the emotions come out people react the same even if you don't act malicious and apologize for being like this. I don't have the guts to kill myself but if there was an easily available painless 100% sure method I'd probably be dead by now

>>19243719
find a healthy hobby like sports
eat healthy
supplement CBD
and keep doing that
but embrace the fact that sadness is part of life and its normal to feel down from time to time

>>19254547
>you aren’t “menhera”, you’re a run of the mill attention whore
That's what menhera is anon

>>19250397
Why lust is indeed fullfiled whenever i found some lonely menhera on tinder but the hole within my heart open wider each time i came inside them

>>19243943
I've met many menhera and it doesnt work like that for them. You just cant fix menhera. The only thing you can do is turning them into sex slaves

>share a board full of mentally ill or unstable females
>communicate with them more than with anyone else
>still no qt menhera gf
i-it's actually over for me bros

>>19261900
You don't want a menhera gf

>>19261657
>spill your juice on some girl
>emptiness increases
Clearly the solution is getting filled with manjuice to fill that void.

>>19261945
This. Having menhera gf is the worst. They'll send you into a spiral of self-doubt and guilts

>>19244879
I'll add to this that you need to be prepared to give up things you're attached to which have a negative influence on your behavior. Things you might not even be capable of seeing yourself living without. It could be habits, hobbies, addictions, places, objects, people, that's up for you to find out, but it's almost impossible to make a such a significant change in your life without having to cut away some of your own flesh in the process, because your behavior is inseparable from your environment.

>>19243943
Unfortunately not always. The amount of effort everyone put into helping my ex was really unbelievable, yet she still decided to be a crazy bitch. Only thing that snapped her out of it was one of her friends killing herself. Then she calmed down

>>19250397
You're crazy lmao wtf

>>19243907
Nice try

>>19260966
Keep holding on, we're all in this together here, especially here.

>>19252661
Which boards have the highest amount of female users?

>>19262113
No

>>19261900
Did you miss the Needy overdose streamer arc?

I used to pull the whole menhera shit like talking about cutting or killing myself all the time in public spaces, but now I have someone who talks me through things every time I feel bad or suicidal.

>>19262631
Unironically /v/

>>19262824
I dont believe you

Suicide.
Don't be scared, nobody will notice you're gone.

>>19263156
I wish that was true. There are people whose lives I'd be fucking up if I killed myself and it's honestly annoying.

>>19243719

>>19252661
no woman has ever stepped foot here

>>19263028
it's not /v/. /fa/ and /soc/ are the real female hotspots.

>>19262339
Can I sign a contract to save Rushia? To create a worldline without her final yab? I'll gladly loop however many times I need to to save her

>>19243719
I have grown to empathize with her, and it's not just because I found the same kind of menhera inside me as her. I feel like being /here/ makes me feel like there are others just like myself that go schizo. It's like an intense wave of giddiness and overexcitement that unleashes inside of me that wants to spread rrats and chaos, riding on pure emotion, while it later balances with extreme levelheadedness and logical, becoming a total contradiction of what I experienced. I don't want the rides to end. I'm sometimes scared to feel "normal" and blank and lukewarm for too long. Yeah I still want to accomplish things and operate "normally" to some degree, but I feel like the chaoticness needs an outlet, and I don't know how to properly find that outlet other than doing that /here/.

>>19266835
もちろんさ。You have the potential. You just have to make the wish you desire. Now, what is your wish?

>>19262631
/r9k/

>>19252661
>women

>>19253711
Did you have to say those true, but hurtful words...?

>>19267556
Really? I though /cgl/ or /fa/ would be the highest. The irony

>>19267422
I want to redo my meeting with Rushia-chan.
But this time, instead of her saving me... I want to become strong enough to save her!

>>19243774
>omg look at this dork doing things wrong and not knowing anything, must protecc

>>19261945
I do

>>19243719

>>19243719
Meds
Literally

>>19243719
I prescribe you lots and lots of cock.

>>19243719
Giving birth to my Mexican half-breeds.

>>19262631
Real answer /cgl/.
Do you want to go there? Only (You) knows.

>>19243719
good ol paracetamol

>>19262631
/cgl/, /soc/, /c/ or /cm/, /a/
/vt/ is probably in the top 60th percentile though, just look at /wvt/ and the amount of schizo females there

>>19262682
>reminds me entirely of my ex minus the cutting and drugs
>even without being a psychopath she was still a woman and obsessive and controlling and didn't provide much except a hole and fat bits to grab in bed at night
I hate women

>>19251118
anon i think he was explaining the mindset not saying that was his thoughts

>>19251118
>Part of growing up is accepting no one cares about you
christ

>>19243719

Why are so many women menhera these days

>>19305961
Psyops and societal development into one of the worst ways possible

>>19250397
sex does not equate to human affection. Do tinder fucks ever go shopping with you and hold your waist while trying to make you laugh muttering things into your ear?

>>19268493
This, unironically.

>>19305961
Life is extremely easy for them.
A lack of challenge makes anyone weakminded.