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Confess your sins, what's the most shameful thing you've done here or to vtubers in general?

>> No.17515439

>>17515290
I fucked an indie vtuber

>> No.17515525

uoh pecora breast

>> No.17515587

>>17515290
Flare had big titties?

>> No.17515596

Russia too big

>> No.17515612

>>17515439
What is his name?

>> No.17515742

>>17515290
please post the source anon
please

>> No.17515839

>>17515290
>censored Marine's, Flare's, and Noel's nipples
>Rushia's and Pekora's nipples are still visible
Anon??

>> No.17515845

Rushia's big fat tits

>> No.17515846

>>17515290
>>17515742
Source

>> No.17515924
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>>17515587
They're exaggerated there but she's always had a good size rack.

>> No.17516267

>>17515742
>>17515846
Not OP.
https://twitter.com/kuroi_suna
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/60170970

>> No.17516293

>>17515742
>go to a booru site
>search for tags
>in this case, nun, hololive, 5girls
>?????
>cum

quick tip instead of begging like idiots.

>> No.17516400

>>17516293
Dumb fucking nigger

>> No.17516440
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>>17516293
It's much easier than that

>> No.17516481

gura reprimanded me for a comment i made during a stream

>> No.17516849

>>17515290
At least post the source faggot

>> No.17517044
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>>17515439
Storytime pls

>> No.17517100

I bought both of Mori's EPs

>> No.17517182

jesus christ, this really is the newfag board

>> No.17517332
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17517332

i broke containment but it got my oshi over 10 million views
this isn't a confession
it's just bragging

>> No.17517490

>>17515290
Someone compared vtuber threads on /jp/ to pony threads on /b/ from a decade ago and I got excited, now I'm here

>> No.17517502

>>17516440
>Source
>Gelbooru
How do you do that?

>> No.17517570

>>17517502
Where do you newfags even come from?

>> No.17517593

>>17515290
Rushia too boing boing. This is actually a group of demons disguised as nuns. Nice try satan.

>> No.17517597

>>17517502
lurk for a million years

>> No.17517674

>>17517502
holy shit

>> No.17517691

>>17517570
>>17517597
I'd like to know how you get 4chanX to get that. Or is it an extra script.

>> No.17517693
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17517693

Reminder that Fubuki and Marine will never mock islam or shinto like they do to Christianity

>> No.17517709

>>17517502
you have to be 18 to be here

>> No.17517811

>>17517693
>mock
The fact that Japanese even know what christianity is should be a compliment to you, christcuck. Also no muhmed ever colonized japan

>> No.17517860
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I literally spend all my waking hours on /vt/ with streams playing in the background. Maybe twice a week I leave the house. The neighbor's kids try to sick their dog on me when they see me walking outside and give me looks of disgust. My windows are all covered blocking the view from the outside and I'm aware that I'm living a different reality from any normal human being, but I don't feel the desire to change. If anything I'd be willing to move far away to isolate myself more so I can watch vtubers with less stress.

>> No.17517882

>>17515290
I LOVE SANKISEI

>> No.17517895

>>17517570
>>17517597
>>17517674
>>17517709
That doesn't answer the question.

>> No.17517961

>>17517895
Lurk for a billion years
>>>/g/sqt

>> No.17518054

>>17515439
spacer?

>> No.17518101
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>>17515290
I claim to watch several JP streams when all I do is watch JP clips. The only streams I actually watch are Gura's streams.

>> No.17518439

>>17515290
I made the
>'Cover just created hololive KR and India twitter accounts' post
and sinfully enjoyed as my attempt to shit on Cover became a zero effort bait
thats even having the date already on the screenshot(2020) people still thought it was a recent real deal
forgive me father

>> No.17518623

>>17515290
holy shit sauce please

>> No.17518743

My biggest sin is creating this thread and finding out that this board is full of newfags that don't even know how to get source.

>> No.17518808

>>17517502
Even the native 4chan extension (which is enabled by default) has reverse image search in each post's dropdown menu.

>> No.17520203

>>17515290
>what's the most shameful thing you've done here
horny post in generals and threads for vtubers I don't watch
>or to vtubers in general
spend all weekend jacking off to their streams

>> No.17520726

>>17520203
>jacking off to their streams
this but with pictures of their roommate at the same time
please forgive me

>> No.17520915

>>17517895
We don't like spoonfeeding to retards here.

>> No.17522254

>>17515290
My only fap material for months has been female vtubers but I imagine every single one of them as shemales with varying penis shapes and sizes, I haven't fapped to a vagina in months and all of my sexual imagination is anally fucking the vtubers I like while denying them any stimulation in their cocks and watching them uselessly and weakly cumming into the air.

Forgive me padre for I have sinned.

>> No.17522658

>>17515290
shill art to nijien despite never watching most of them. Pomu's alright though

>> No.17522758

I opened a tab to raise my oshi's viewcount and didn't actually watch the stream myself

>> No.17522931

fapped to noels roommates asmr

>> No.17523150

>>17518101
Don't worry, that's 99% of the board

>> No.17523261

>>17515839
uoohhhh

>> No.17523279

Poured everything out dancing, singing along, and celebrating with Ame during her New Year's Karaoke.
Fast forward one month later and now I just feel empty.
I love Ame.

>> No.17523368

>>17522931
Same, brother.

>> No.17523603

I'm proud of you fags. A newfag came in here demanding to be spoonfed and by God you didn't immediately shove a spoon in his mouth.

There may be hope for /vt/ yet.

>> No.17524133

I befriended a 2view and convinced her to stop streaming as it was bad for her mental health

>> No.17524168

>>17524133
You saved her, anon.

>> No.17525552

>>17524133
Do you two keep in touch? If so you set her free bro....

>> No.17527908

>>17515290
I stopped keeping an archive of my oshi's streams. Didn't seem worth it anymore.

>> No.17528017

>>17524133
Based

>> No.17528128

>>17517502
Get out

>> No.17529025

>>17515439
Spacer...

>> No.17529086

My oshi is a reincarnation of an indie. I did my archive reps to learn more about her PL & all the random conflicting info I've read on wvt is driving me schizo and making me heavily debate if I should like her

>> No.17529452

>>17515290
Pekora's tits should be smaller in that pic

>> No.17529474

>>17515742
>what is saucenao
Retard
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/95923859
Make sure to follow the artist btw, he's pretty good

>> No.17530671
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>>17515290
I have maladaptive daydreaming and regularly think about being a vtuber (male though)
Wouldn't actually do it even if an opportunity presented itself because I'm boring

>> No.17531051

>>17515439
grats man, hope you used rubber

>> No.17531159

>>17517895
Hello friend! I'll help you out. That feature comes with a 4chan Pass (formerly known as 4chan Gold). Hope I helped!

>> No.17531214

>>17530671
What are the criteria for considering daydreaming maladaptive? You can be really imaginative without it being patological

>> No.17531251

>>17515587
It's easy to forget that she's actually bigger than Marine. https://youtu.be/dSFmZmfCqHw

>> No.17531432

>>17531214
it's sort of against your will, to put it simply

>> No.17531458

>>17531214
>Somer's definition of the proposed condition is “extensive fantasy activity that replaces human interaction and/or interferes with academic, interpersonal, or vocational functioning"

>> No.17531533
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>>17517502
Here is the info of artist Twitter and Pixiv

>> No.17531549

>>17531533
>didn't spoiler it
Anon.

>> No.17531569

>>17531549
FUCK.ME.RIGHT.IN.THE.

>> No.17531629

i once dreamed that i was fucking mori, it was slippery

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>>17531629
>i once dreamed that i was fucking mori
wtf jelly

>> No.17532020

>>17515290
I paid for a Mori membership

>> No.17532160
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17532160

I make pretty decent money, my IQ is sky high, I'm nice and forgiving to a fault and am overly self-aware. I also don't look bad irl, am in shape and am in my early to mid-twenties.
I can make women laugh, but I cannot flirt to save my life and have a crippling fear of even trying.
Deep down, whatever nonsense I may spout on /vt/ about entertainment value or lack thereof of certain chuubas, that's why I'm watching them. That's why I'm giving money to a woman (who I hold romantic feelings for) just for tiny slices of her attention when I know she's more than likely getting dicked down by her boyfriend when the stream ends.
I try not to think about it and just enjoy it for what it is, but sometimes I wonder where it all went wrong, and how it came to this. I have friends who I cherish, but I think somewhere in my cynical heart I just want someone to love me.

>t. random semi-unicorn/idolfag

>> No.17532170

>>17530671
How much time it's regularly? I do the same too from time to time, at moments like before falling asleep. It even helps me to practice my English, so I don't think is that problematic. It is something that you are totally unable to control?

>> No.17532245

I have never watched a single vtuber stream or vod
clipper channels are my only source of vtuber content

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>>17531458
This is a thing? Oh.

Oh...

>> No.17532514

>>17531458
Well shit.

>> No.17532631

>>17515290
> what's the most shameful thing you've done here or to vtubers in general?
I'm a bitter schizo that bring chaos to the certain threads, moreover, its effect can't be undone

>> No.17533178

>>17515290
Rushia's breasts are unironically too big in that picture.

>> No.17533179

>>17531251
it's easy because she's not bigger than Marine. (at least for most of their models.)

>> No.17533291

>>17532160
I'm in a pretty similar boat anon (am not that smart & don't have any RL friends anymore since I moved before Covid & I have 0 idea where to meet people there days)
I made an account on a dating app the other day after avoiding online dating for years. I started lifting in early 2020 so I'm way more fit now that I was before and got a passable # of matches and a few of them wanted to meet up this week. Unfortunately, my oshi is streaming every day so I'm pressed for time & I came to the realization none of the girls I talked to are interesting or fun to talk to. If I'm more fit, make way more $, am more educated, am 2-5 years younger than these women (so they've had more time to get their their shit together), and they can't even make me smile or laugh, why should I take time to meet up with them when I can just watch vtubers?

>> No.17533510

>>17515290
the needy girl stream made me admit to myself that I like watching Mori

>> No.17533595

>>17515290
I'm going to masturbate to this image

>> No.17533775

>>17524133
You did good pal. Being a popular vtuber seems miserable.

>> No.17534041

>>17533291
That's fine isn't it? You don't need to be in a relationship if you don't want to, despite whatever social pressure there is. Most people aren't worth it anyways.

>> No.17534106

I'm a sapling but I just like Fauna gaming streams. ASMR doesn't do anything for me and I think it's kinda cringe.

>> No.17534257

>>17515290
I bust my nut by looking at Aqua's porn while watching and enjoying Nijisanji

>> No.17534294

>>17517693
Stay mad, irrelevant. If you are such a badass why don't openly mock islam?

>> No.17534370

>>17534041
I'm an extremely lonely 25 year old virgin with no friends. I very well might be coping.

>> No.17534379

>>17516440
how

>> No.17534648

>>17534370
Its only a big deal if you make it a big deal dog. Having sex or a getting a gf won't magically fix the emptiness you feel. If you're lonely, being with someone won't fix that. It may even make it worse. If you didn't like anyone you were talking to, why force it?

>> No.17534816

>>17517593
Noel’s tits are also too small.
Prince of Darkness, if you’re gonna cosplay as the sex gen, get their milker to cunny ratio right.

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>>17532170
When I'm watching anime or reading manga I'll often stop and start walking around the house, imagining inserting myself into it, or some similar scenario to it. Last year I had a huge isekai phase where I'd just read any isekai manga I could find no matter how trashy it was, and I'd just indulge myself in isekai fantasies.
And one activity I do very often is I'll listen to music while walking around the house and use the music as fuel for the imagination.
I sincerely hate it, it's fucking stupid and cringe and I cannot stop. I don't even have the talent or skill to turn it into something creative like drawing of writing so it's worthless.

>> No.17534887

>>17534294
But I do, kike.

>> No.17535007

I've been working on a Holo Coom challenge , jerking for one girl per day until i get through the full list.

I'm not even a coomer generally, i just thought it would be funny and now i'm committed.

1 week in now, AMA

>> No.17535033

>>17535007
I respect that

>> No.17535036

I have a recurring daydream where I'm standing at a street corner and a drunk driver crashes nearby killing Gura, or sometimes Amelia. It just pops into my head some days and I imagine the community's reactions and try and think of what I'd even do in such a situation. Thing is I don't even dislike Gura, and would love to be friends with her, I just always imagine her dying for some reason

>> No.17535060

>>17515290
>Used to be a mod for a 2 view
>She either got stupidly attached to me or was trying to manipulate me into spending time with her and being her full time job.
>Me having a job wasn't good for her streams since sometimes i was absent
>She ends one of the streams I wasn't there for cause of my job early and calls me on discord
>She fucking yells at me and calls me unproffesional and why the fuck do I accept the mod job if I was busy
>Bitch knew I had a job and was modding just for fun
>She starts crying while yelling at me
>Tell her to fuck off
>FFW to next day
>Recieve the usual ''woman textwall'' confessing her love to me, her experiences, her sorrows and etc
>She tells me that she needs me in her life and how lonely she feels without me
>Get kinda touched
>She asks me for an apology
>Fuckthisbitch.jpg
>She says is only fair and I tell her I'll stop modding and seeing her cause of my mental stress
>She threatens to kill herself if I leave, that only I can make her happy
>''Do a flip'' closes chat
>She hasn't streamed since then nor appeared in a reincarnationa s far as I'm aware

Should I feel bad?

>> No.17535090

>>17535007
who are you doing today? who has been the easiest and hardest so far? who are you looking forward to?

>> No.17535152

>>17535060
No

>> No.17535235

I have a picture of me with my oshii's cardboard stand I took at a convention but I feel bad because she told us to upload the pictures to socials and tag her but I don't use twitter but she's sort of unpopular and I feel bad for disobeying

>> No.17535299

>>17535060
No, she's nuts. Dodged a bullet.

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>>17534370
have you actually met up with any of these people irl yet? texting is a terrible way to gauge someone's personality or compatibility, even though for some reason we've all collectively decided that you need to do this little song and dance
>>17532160
fear of rejection is a killer. flirting has at its core an element of danger, because you're both putting yourselves in a situation that is a step beyond "social politeness" to a level where you are potentially being judged (and rejected). just stop worrying about it (easier said than done). not everyone has to like you, and for sure not everyone will accept your advances

>> No.17535362

>>17515290
I forgot to attend the 18 roses of my friend's debut because I was watching my oshi

>> No.17535376

>>17535060
She’s also as desperate for affection as some of the anons earlier in this thread. Spending time by herself is probably the best thing for an extended amount of time. Can’t be codependent if you force yourself to depend on only yourself.

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>>17535300
>how to talk to women
I prefer this one

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>>17535033
Thanks

>>17535090
History attached. Ignore the numbers, i was autistic and tried to order them before deciding to just do it at random.

LaPlus today - She's actually fun it turns out so this might end up being how i find new chuubas worth watching.

Best was Iroha, had a lot of fun there.

Worst was Kiara bc her stupid fucking voice kept putting me off. I'm trying to get through these by loading up streams/VODs alongside some R34, but i only got through hers bc of some great hentai.

>who are you looking forward to?
I'm saving Coco for a rainy day, and last time i posted an anon said i should save Gura for last, which is a good idea

>> No.17535454

>>17535060
You've stepped on a landmine. Was losing a leg worth it?

>> No.17535462

>>17535060
There's nothing wrong in your actions anon, you should feel better about it now that she's no longer tormenting you.

Did you learn something from it?

>> No.17535471

>>17517860
>The neighbor's kids try to sick their dog on me when they see me walking outside and give me looks of disgust
God I wish that was me

>> No.17535496

>>17517860
>try to sick their dog on me when they see me walking outside
do a patrick bateman on the dog

>> No.17535581

>>17517860
Let the dog bite you.

It's gonna be painful, but you can get the thing put down with a quick phone call.
Plus you can kick it as much as you want and the cops won't do shit because you were defending yourself

>> No.17535662

>>17529086
Menace?

>> No.17535792

I have been watching vtubers since 2020 and I still have not jacked off to them yet

>> No.17535882

>>17535792
I didn't jack it to one (Sana) until like two weeks ago, and I started watching Kizuna Ai in 2018. I don't know why it took me so long to see them as sexual.

>> No.17536228

>>17515290
I started the rrat about snuffy being fat and it's gained so much traction that she's had to deny it on multiple occasions

>> No.17536393
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>>17535882
Wise choice sir, wise choice

>> No.17536398

>>17535792
Coom challenge guy here.

I literally had not even considered them as jackoff material until I started doing this. Honestly it's helped me put them in the right place mentally, reminded me they're literally just women not characters. Overall i'd call it a healthy experience if you spend a lot of time watching VTubers.

>> No.17536405

>>17535300
I haven't, but I don't really care to. If you can't go 3 messages without mentioning your dog or Netflix then I don't see much purpose in meeting with you.

>> No.17536408

>>17536228
no what started the rrat was seeing those ham hands

>> No.17536431

>>17535662
Yep

>> No.17536438

>>17536393
imagine if they fixed her fucking face

>> No.17536553

>>17515290
>the most shameful thing
I'm currently dating a popular Holo. I really want to brag about it but I also don't want her to graduate.

>> No.17536587

>>17536553
Do it, noone will believe you anyways Connor

>> No.17536777

>>17536228
Based

>> No.17536807

HOW IS THIS STILL UP?

>> No.17536918

>>17536587
It's not Mori, don't worry about it.

>> No.17537125

>>17517502
if it makes you feel better newflen, many years ago I made a thread on a lewd board about low res gems. I only knew about the unreliable google image search at the time so I looked like a complete idiot. Still an idiot.

>> No.17537175

>>17536553
honestly there's a 0% chance that you're not lying, but i'll believe you anyway since that would be more interesting

>> No.17537222

>>17536553
Just say who it is no one cares about EN being whores. You can call them cucks and they will pay you for the privilege.

>> No.17537288

>>17536408
Yeah I was the one that made the comment on that stream
I was there at the very beginning

>> No.17537350

>>17529086
Doesn't that just mean she picked up an anti?

>> No.17537728

>>17535882
You have a nigger fetish

>> No.17538721

>>17537350
I'd probably just drop her and wouldn't bother with trying to convince others to drop her.

>> No.17539213

>>17535581
Dog probably won't bite him because the dog is a good boy and it's just the kids being shitty.
It's unlikely that anon is fit enough to outrun a dog, so anon probably would have been bitten by now if ever.

>> No.17539374

>>17515439
same
but she is also my wife and i encouraged her to try vtubing since she didn´t had a job for years and became to ugly/fat for regular streaming since she stopped going outside after corona started (she got a self-declared immune deficincy and is paranoid)
will propably divorce soon and then use the equipment to become a vtuber myself

>> No.17539675

>>17539374
Pat ffs

>> No.17539861

>>17539374
Dangerously based

>> No.17539907

>>17517502
>doesn't click links to find out the functionality of the website
You probably don't even know you can over on post numbers to read replies.

>> No.17540359

I gave up learning Japanese and just find an EN whore to follow instead of my true JP love.

>> No.17540419

>>17522254
Your penitence is killing yourself by drowning in a cess pool.

>> No.17540522

>>17517693
Reminder that Christianity has been a blight on the Japanese so it's no fucking wonder.

>> No.17540538

>>17515439
Koopa...

>> No.17540562

>>17515290
I actually tried learning japanese

>> No.17540686

I caught myself having a Schitzo moment at work today
>Be me
>Work at customer support center for decently sized business
>Get a call in from a woman
>"Hello anon speaking, may I ask your name"
>"Hello yes it's Mrs Krony"
>Mind goes blank, all I can think of is kronii, her image floods my head and I can't concentrate on work
>Rationally I know it's not kronii but that 1 in 1000000 braincell kicks into gear
>Get too nervous to talk to her and put the phone down

Why am I like this VT?

>> No.17540867

>>17536553
We already know it's Ina dumbass.

>> No.17540873

>>17540686
Move out of CS and go into cs

>> No.17541033

>>17538721
I was talking about all the conflicting information

>> No.17541114

>>17539374
Sup Patrick fuck off last time I saw you you were merging with your couch fat ass slob

>> No.17541147

>>17515290
I don't even watch vtubers, only look at their memes and 10 second YouTube clips
I only come on here a couple times a week to see if there's drama. My favorite one was Coco's graduation. I spent like 12 hours a day making racist shitposts and false flagging to fuel the flames, still never watched her though

>> No.17541341

>>17515439
koopa...

>> No.17541394

>>17515290
I fell in love with a male vtuber and I got actually angry when he talked with a female chuuba and I saw people shipping them togheter

>> No.17541466

>>17536553
Just say it this is a fucking anonymous shithole, no one will believe it.

I am fucking all of the holos including your gf by the way.

>> No.17542613

>>17530671
Hey me too, also a musician sonetimes.

>> No.17543043

>>17536553
get the fuck out of here connor

>> No.17543100

>>17540686
take your pills

>> No.17543101

>>17543043
no

>> No.17543283

I started watching a 2view menhara, and ended up joining membership. I don't watch her much anymore, but I feel too much pity to un-member, especially considering how few there are. Every time 1-2 people leave there's a new page long post apologizing about how awful she is and how she doesn't know how to be better. At this point I don't know if she's legit crazy, or just very manipulative.

>> No.17543365

>>17539675
>>17541114
I, too, hate Patrick Boivin's fucking guts

>> No.17543587

>>17543283
> Not sure if manipulative
> She

Literally just female behaviour, abandon ship and you'll stop having to feel bad about it

>> No.17544735

>>17543587
She's really entertaining when she's not melting down though

>> No.17544848

I don't know what is 2view.

>> No.17544883

>>17544848
An indie streamer with low viewed per stream

>> No.17544885
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>>17515290
my gym bros ask me what's my motivation to work out and lose weight and I always tell them that I want to live a healthy life but in reality I literally started lifting cause some of these girls said that they like muscular guys and I aim to become a semi muscular bald brown skinned guy who ntrs japanese women and make them squirt

>> No.17544959

>>17544848
1 viewer is a random, 2nd viewer is yourself.

>> No.17545205

My old interbet habits of shit stirring are starting back up again now that I've found a new target in Mori and found that she uses drinking as a clutch in many situations. For now things seem to be at a calm but I'm really hoping for an explosion on the level of internet bloodsports this year. I want guh to turn into guhnt. I blame all of these feelings and emotions returning solely on metokur not dying, this is his fault not mine, I tried to escape this part of my past but I just keep getting that rush every time I know someone's life is tipping on the verge of ruination and I could be that tipping point if I just push and prod a little bit with others like me.

>> No.17545326

i like the idea of being a vtuber but it's way easier to daydream about making it than becoming a ngmi 2view

>> No.17545534

I'm completely reliant on my oshi for emotional support & validation. She is the primary reason that I haven't decided to move back in with my parents to LDAR. I want to keep bettering myself, but motivation to even improve myself slightly has been hard enough. I don't know how to keep that motivation flowing for more things.

>> No.17545723

>>17545205
Same. It feels like post lolcow culture, most people on the internet became a lot more resilient and less-prone to freakouts, so the culture encouraging it seems to have died. As a result of that, people (like mori) aren't used to having to deal with those levels of toxicity and start melting down because they take it too seriously. I think the pendulum has started to swing back and we're entering a new era of lolcows.

>> No.17545816

>>17545534
You need to realize that even though your oshi might have inspired feelings of motivation inside of you, ultimately the motivation came from within you

>> No.17545915

I have seen a corpo vtuber roommate irl and told him I like his streams. Obviously he wasn't too fond of my comment.

>> No.17545923

>>17544885
Based

>> No.17546117

>>17545723
Unfortunately, unlike past lolcows Mori has unironic fans.

>> No.17546208

>>17515290
i cancelled membership after over a year

>> No.17546231

>>17530671
Same dude..

Every time I think of a funny joke in my head or an obscure reference I imagine I'm a vtuber saying it while livestreaming and then I ask the chat "anybody know which game that's from? First one to get it right gets a million points", and then if I remember their name or pfp from another comment they posted I would say "hey nice one! how's life and the blah blah that you brought up last time", and then they would be so happy because I remembered them and I would in turn be so happy for being someone that could make others happy like that.

I also imagine fun little larps and scenarios that I would play out in minecraft if I was on one of the vtuber servers. Little chunibyou shit like pretending I'm in a cold war with another tuber and making weapons but never really ever attacking them. It would be pointless, but I know it would be so entertaining to the viewers.

I used to do this with people I knew in real life and pretend they were listening just to organize my thoughts and stuff, but idk it's just became a lot more appealing to imagine I'm a vtuber.
It's probably very unhealthy in some way but I just can't stop doing it.

Man, it felt good to get that out

>> No.17546246

>>17546117
I think that's just going to make lolcows even more schizo. They're going to stop trusting their fans and start turning on them and spiral down even harder. You can already see that happening with Mori putting how diss tracks for deadbeats. Eventually, there won't be much left in terms of genuine support other than the worst types of people.

>> No.17546620

Sometimes I go into threads and tell lies

>> No.17546684

>>17546620
*gasp*

>> No.17546827

>>17535060
That's hot. If that's true, you should have given it a shot at least for a while. Granted, she seems unstable so it wouldn't have worked in the long run.
I've been in a relationship like that and it was very stressful, but I don't regret it one bit. Because crazy chicks give the best rides. Trust me, it'll never feel the same with a well-adjusted woman.

>> No.17547590

>>17546231
same shit same shit
I forgot to mention but recently when I play games I'll also talk out loud like I have an audience watching.
in a way it's good though because it lets me not rage at online games

>> No.17548321

>>17515290
why is marine bigger than noel? wtf?
also pekora looks hot af

>> No.17548997

>>17535439
This actually seems like a lot of fun. I'm going to do this too.
How do you choose who to do each day?

>> No.17549017

I hate the term "roommate" and everyone of you fags that use it. Pussies.

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>>17549017
Hey, I'm fully willing to say "that smelly fucking gook" instead.

>> No.17551030

>>17549017
>>17550882
Apologies, I thought I still had the Kronii split thread open.
I didn't mean to demean Kronii outside of it. I love Kronii.

>> No.17551066

>>17522931
Based actually

>> No.17551089

>>17530671
>>17531458
>>17547590
>>17546231
TIL: i'm a fucking schizo

>> No.17551196
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>>17551089
not what schizo means. although MD may be a part of schizoid personality disorder; schizoid has a similar name to schizophrenia but is not schizophrenia or even remotely similar in it's defining features
The distinction is important, so when you see anons say "schizoid" when they mean "schizophrenic" or just "schizo" be sure to correct them nicely

>> No.17551391

I really like my oshi, she has an excellent voice, she's amazing in collabs, doesn't ever shit stir, doesn't have any rrats. I'm subbed to her highest tier, bought her (shitty) merch and send her a few small supas a month. Being a Holo fan has more or less made me a unicorn if that's the correct use of the term. As much as I like her, she's only human, she has needs and isn't a complete social loser like me. There's nothing from what I've seen/heard since her debut till now that would cause me to dislike her but she obviously has a PL. At this point I can access it but I'm way too afraid of digging since it'll most likely ruin my enjoyment of it. However I'm too much of a schizo to not know and not knowing will eventually hurt more than just knowing but I would probably never watch vtubers again.

>> No.17551462

>>17551391
PL?

>> No.17551522

>>17549017
But they are different people that live in the same room.

>> No.17551551

>>17551462
A life outside of vtubing, in the past.

>> No.17551611

>>17551462
phantom lancer

>> No.17551687

>>17515290
I samefag as both a pink cat anti and pink cat defender in shitposting threads.

>> No.17551815

>>17551196
I more just meant it as a catch all for "oh shit theres something wrong with my head maybe i do need to touch some grass" because I thought i was just working through thoughts by filling empty air with sound because i'm alone all the time but you two are describing exact behaviours of mine
>commentary over games like a streamer (explaining mechanics or plays or things i find interesting about the design)
>commentary about other things as if i'm talking to an audience (including audience questions about the topic)
>LARPing out scenes and characters for my d&d setting

>> No.17551853

>>17522931
I never understood asmr until I listened to hers. The woman is a succubus

>> No.17551944

>>17551391
who's your oshi?

>> No.17555071

>>17548997
Couple of times i've asked on /vt/, but for the most part i just stuck the names into a randomiser and got myself a sorted list.

I've thought about doing the rest ordered by viewer count, or by Gen. Not sure yet though.

> Also namefagging for future reference

>> No.17555737

I'm planning to drop my oshi because I've developed such a bad parasocial relationship with her that I've started to become jealous when she interacts with other fans more than me and I start to worry that she has favorites and I'm not one of them. She also recently said she doesn't like gfe, which is perfectly fine since I don't care for it either, but now I believe she probably doesn't want gachikois/goslings in her chat so it would be best if I left.

>> No.17555926

>>17555071
How do you track your progress?
I'm thinking of also keeping notes to have a record of what I did for each day.

>> No.17556200

>>17530671
This but female

>> No.17556328

>>17555926
I took a screenshot of the Hololive talents page from the website and have been crossing them off like a hitlist (Part of it was the original pic i posted) just because it looks cool.

Also got an open notepad document with the current order i intend to do them, and a couple of notes (Mostly so i can answer questions about which were good/bad like above, i'm not so autistic enough to care about logging everything). Also reminds me which streams were actually worth checking out in the future.

In the future if i do it again or move onto Niji/VShojo/whatever i might come up with a better system

>> No.17556449

>>17551815
>went to reply to this comment
>ended up daydreaming about a back-and-forth discussion on the topic instead
im ngmi, tell me this is normal

>> No.17556618

>>17556449
Maybe you got adhd

>> No.17558469

>>17544848
1view= 1 digit viewer average (<10), 2view=2 digits (10<v<100), 3view=3 digits (100<v<1000)
My confession: I just spoonfed a newfag

>> No.17558639

I have had unwanted thoughts about beating my oshi to death

>> No.17558669

>>17517693
>he still thinks shinto is some kind of organized religion followed by the populace of japan instead of random little cultural quirks that they engage in

>> No.17561247

>>17546246
>They're going to stop trusting their fans and start turning on them and spiral down even harder.
Vtubers can be dumb like that.

>> No.17561354

>>17517961
>>17520915
Still doesn't answer the question.

>>17531159
>Posting gold information without a gold account

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>>17535471
>>17535496
>>17535581
>>17539213
There are multiple dogs behind a fence and they all bark nonstop from about 6am - 8pm. Try to sleep late, dogs bark. Walk past a window, dogs bark. I flush a toilet, dogs bark. Turn a light on inside at night, dogs bark. Walk out my door which is right next to the neighbor's fence, dogs run next to me barking and snarling. If one of them ever escapes and bites me I will do everything I can legally accomplish to have it suffer and die then I'll take a nice long uninterrupted nap after.

>> No.17561426

>>17517693
you should read up on the effect of christianity in Asia.

>> No.17561736

>>17561425
In the city where I live, someone was going to parks and leaving poisoned meatballs. Dogs going for walks in those parks would eat them and get sick and sometimes die. I don't think the person was ever caught.
Obviously, you should not do this.

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>>17530671
>>17531458
>>17551089
>>17551815
Ah so this is what I have...
On a serious note how can I combat this? I've noticed myself doing this for years now and it's getting to the point where it's seriously getting in the way of me accomplishing things

>> No.17564351

>>17563582
I do the same thing, I just stare into one point and daydream, or walk around the room for hours and talk to myself
but its fun, if you really want to stop then just recognize when youre starting doing that and stop it, start thinking or doing something else

>> No.17565248

Dreamt about beating my oshi to death and her bloodied body telling me to just end her, then panicked, and realized what I had done and how I'd have to live with the consequences. I felt fucked when I woke up

>> No.17565284

>>17515439
based

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