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I think I need help Anonymous Tue Jan 18 13:03:56 2022 No.16645308 [Reply] [Original]

It's been a couple of weeks i've experienced this but im getting worried. It started around Thursday, Jan 6. i woke up as normal, had enough sleep, took a bath, had breakfast and went to work. I was in the middle of boxing some boxes when i clearly heard Pomu yelling hey at me. I turned around and only saw my coworkers. I thought that was just my imagination acting. too much chuubas.
nothing happened after that. then came the weekends. I was cooking dinner and couldnt find my spatula. I looked under the counter and at that moment I heard Pomu's voice again. this time it was 'cabinet'. I tried to ignore it but fuck it and followed her. And there it was. Either my roommate put it there or i forgot about it.
it was quiet til the next thursday. was busy in the middle of chores and got a notifcation on my phone. Pomu's portal stream is coming up. I just shrugged since I got laundry to do and I couldve sworn i heard her booing me.
and yesterday was the most frightening.
>talking with mom on phone
>it was small talk
>heard Pomu again
>"Theyre coming over"
>mom immediately said that she was thinking about visiting
>almost blurted fuck over the phone
Havent heard her yet today.
Guys. what should I do now?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 13:09:11 2022 No.16645494 hello schizo

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 13:09:49 2022 No.16645521 >>16645308 Accept it. It's all you can do now. It's too late. YOU ARE BECOMING POMU

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 13:10:47 2022 No.16645554 >>16645308 Didn't read

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 13:12:29 2022 No.16645613 >>16645308 Anon did you ever attempt to... create a Pomu tulpa?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 13:16:39 2022 No.16645792 >>16645613 no never. im not stupid nor lonely enough to do that. >>16645494 >>16645521 fuck I wish im not. I havent puffed a single cig in my life. i tried avoiding anything brain damaging

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 14:19:56 2022 No.16648123 >>16645308 How do I get my own head Pomu?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 14:20:52 2022 No.16648147 >>16645308 It's too late, anon. You will slowly transform into Pomu.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 14:24:22 2022 No.16648274 >>16645308 Living levels of delusion so strongly its caused audio hallucinations as a fellow human bean I fear for you as gachikoi who wants nothing more than to have 1 on 1 interactions with my oshi I'm just a little fucking jealous

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 14:38:45 2022 No.16648829 >>16645308 actually rent-free.

>>	same anon but stream of thought or whatever Tue Jan 18 15:11:01 2022 No.16649911 File: 451 KB, 1000x1137, file.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google]

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 15:16:17 2022 No.16650095 >>16645308 >>16645792 How often do you watch chuubas, OP?

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Anonymous Tue Jan 18 15:26:28 2022 No.16650476

>>16645308
Hello OP, I've had this issue before.

As you know, everyone's inner voice starts out being heard in their own voices in their own language. The internal voice in your head (the one to think inner thoughts is merely changing to Pomu's Rainpuff).

This only happens when someone you know has drastically impacted you in such a way that their "voice" slowly ingrains into your brain over time. But, it seems like Pomu hasn't fully consumed your whole inner voice yet.

Here's a diagnosis test for you: read a paragraph from a book and tell us how much of it has been read out in her voice. Good luck, anon.

t. I can only think out in Italian now

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Anonymous Tue Jan 18 15:40:49 2022 No.16651052

>>16648123
>>16648829
it just happened one day. Ive no control over it
>>16648274
so far its only been short reactions around 4 separate incidents. no full conversations
>>16650095
not often. not zealous either. I dont have the time to stay on a full stream. usualyy i'd just let a vod play in the back while i do other work. hearing her while cooking and vidya is relaxing. When im watching a livestream im usually doing spreadsheets on the side
>>16650476
picked a novel from my shelf and read the prologue with my inner monologe. so far no Pomu

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 15:49:40 2022 No.16651502 >>16651052 >it just happened one day have you not figured it out yet? she's always there, she just doesn't always make it known to you

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Anonymous Tue Jan 18 15:53:40 2022 No.16651671
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>>16651052
>>16645308
Im not a doctor but I think you just Pavlov'd yourself OP
>OP does fun thing with Pomu background noises
>Brain thinks Pomu = more happy juice
>OP goes to work or away from PC, no Pomu
>No Pomu = no happy juice
Your brain just dedicated some of its RAM into making a Pomu to fill that void

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 16:23:27 2022 No.16653033 File: 319 KB, 1920x2560, fairysoft.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16645308 >Anon's Pomu tulpa sees his dick

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 17:19:27 2022 No.16655092 >>16650476 >italian inner voice How?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 17:41:33 2022 No.16655734 >>16645308 God, I wish I was a schizo sometimes. I'm so lonely.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 18:23:48 2022 No.16657462 >>16648123 You watch chuubas all day

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 18:27:43 2022 No.16657633 File: 136 KB, 895x702, 1634185826339.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] There's nothing to do, you're going through Pomufication. You thought that was a meme?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 18:43:48 2022 No.16658398 >>16645308 I hope this dont become worse for you. Get well soon, OP

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 18:45:44 2022 No.16658514 >>16651052 You must hone your Pomu tulpa/delusion anon live the fucking dream

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 18:50:57 2022 No.16658787 >>16655092 >Its a me Mario.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 19:57:57 2022 No.16661885 >>16658514 Not OP How do you do that?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 20:33:12 2022 No.16663183 >What should i do now ? Seek doctor retard, what are you expecting from asking retards on the internet

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 20:38:00 2022 No.16663385 File: 541 KB, 680x725, 1635961767655.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] It's starting

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Anonymous Tue Jan 18 20:42:12 2022 No.16663579

>Jan 6
It's trauma from the insurrection attempt a year ago, it's just manifesting in a weird way. Look at what she was saying: "Cabinet", "They're coming over". Your mind is using a manifestation of Pomu to try to tell you that you're not over what happened in DC a year ago. I'd advice counseling. And hey man, you're not alone. It's gonna be okay.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 20:54:49 2022 No.16664124 hey anon, please don't take your meds. you wouldn't want me to disappear, would you?

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 21:05:14 2022 No.16664525 >>16664124 The scary thing about schizophrenia is that it actually DOES fight back like that sometimes when a person starts taking meds. Voices screaming "You're killing me! You're killing me!" and whispering that the meds are actually poison, etc.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 21:07:21 2022 No.16664605 >>16661885 Watch nothing but Pomu even while sleeping have Vods playing constantly make your brain think not hearing Pomus voice is irregular and it will eventually self correct when its not there

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 23:17:08 2022 No.16671033 >>16664525 Neat. Egocide is an underrated genre

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 18 23:58:47 2022 No.16672987 >>16663579 But anon never said he was a child fiddling pedo grandpa.

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