/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Go outside, touch grass, kiss a girl.

Who?

ehm wtf?

>>1651176
Vtubers graduate. Some reincarnate, some don't. It usually takes a lot of time to move on. Just remember, good fortune and happiness will come to the home of those who sing a song.

>>1651176

>>1651176
>it's been 6 months since my oshi graduate because of failure in her vtuber group company, i dont think she is my oshi at that time it was just a blissful day where i could tune on her streams from time to time, i have a terrible anxiety and she help calms me down give me reason to keep living and stop saying wanting to die
>on her graduation stream she is still cheerful as always but i felt empty, there is no reincarnation there is no way for me chase her shadow anywhere else, she might have found better job and moving elsewhere while im here just pathetically, just back to to the time where i never found her
>i watch many people since then and tried to find some solace but i cant get that feeling i feel from her to another person, its painful

>>1656875
Based and only good post here

>>1651176

Sounds like you need Watame

>>1658532
>the sheep has claimed another soul.
Seriously, if that girl says let's all die together, there would be no more watamelons tomorrow.

>>1665008
is it bad this is unironically true for me? i'm not in love with her but i'm depressed and her whole channel -- the channel being the community, livestreams, and, of course, watame -- makes me happy. for some reason i feel kinda calm and warm with the idea of death in such a manner jesus fucking christ. somehow my mental conditioning making me fear death is perfectly fucking broken by this happiness i feel holy shit i need to think about this

>>1665008
>>1665184
Sheep really loves her fans. [/spoiler]Also, meds.

>>1665184
You're gonna feel like OP when she graduates.

>>1665448
my ideal death has always been in spring -- i think it's a combination of depression covid and spring.
i just find it really fucking odd because i didn't think this kinda feeling was really possible at this point of my life. you know how scary death is, right? even for someone suicidal? it's realllllly weird to have that removed, atleast you think it's removed.

sorry i am just absolutely blown away at my reaction.

>>1665184
Religions exist because human beings has hunger for spiritualism, not surprisingly you gave that form to an avatar of a fluffy sheep, you just chose the idol instead of a cross or star. In the end your dependecy makes you not different from a deeply religious devote, i would be no surprised if Watame chooses to be a preacher in the future.
Be careful, the difference between concrete and an abstract objects of adorations, is that the concrete one is stronger, the dependency is deep, and also gives you more strenght, but at the same time is a great weakness, because you can loose it at any time, and then you are fucked.

>>1665184
i think i'm actually in love with watame, something in me wants her to give birth and care for my children

>>1651176
which one?