/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

When I killed myself

When my oshi graduates

Never...

>>11027843
There's no escape for me bros....

>>11028047

>>11027843
I thought I had, but then Elira popped up in my recommendations

>>11028380
same

You don't grow out of it, you simply learn to live and function with it.

I will get cured when Selen graduates...

When Ina said people who watch anime girls are losers.

>>11028471
she didn't but okay anti

>>11027843
never got out of it

When I have to go back to my wagie cagie and just had no more time in my mind for virtual e thots

>>11027843
when i realized i don't deserve her

>>11028347
Her roommate is still around though

>>11027843
I'm just growing deeper into it every day.

>>11027843
Never did. I'm glad the EN girls are cheering you up Polka.

>>11027843
I can save gosling

wait, you are supposed to GROW OUT of being a gosling?
...uh oh bros

>>11029021
Think about it anon if the chuubas have bfs... that means (You) could've been that bf.
You may never be your oshi's bf, but you can be someone's bf.

You should have grown out of it as a teenager when you realize internet relationships like that don't work. Getting close to some internet bros is fine though.

I think this is only the beginning of my horror.

I can't stop being a gosling since my oshi sang happy birthday to me and the next day she remembered and asked me what i did to celebrate it

>>11027843
I never started to begin with.

>>11029126
yeah, but grills like my oshi would eternally friend zone a dude like me, or just ignore me. even if they did like me im shit at socializing and theres no way i could get the balls to ask one out.
at least my oshi is cute...

>>11030615
I feel you anon and I respect your way of thinking to an extent.
On the other hand... you've got one life
it's worth an attempt

if you live your life claiming small victories little by little, you will cross paths with people who will want to be with you

When I not longer felt the Dopamine...

>>11028762

>>11027843
when it became an overused global meme

>>11027843
what

I think my comments only bother my oshi... I think I'm growing out of the gosling phase only to fall to a deeper depresion. at least I had fun

>>11033342
Don't say that, anon
you can never be too sure
what type of comments are you sending to your oshi?

>>11027843
never will, i can still save him

>>11027843
When did (you) start?

When i got bored with ame
And i have been more happier ever since

>>11027843
But I just started two months ago...

>>11036307
tell me about your oshi anon... who's the lucky lady?

>>11027843
I witnessed that bitch go full menhera and initiate a yabai on twitter.

At that point I just didn't care, she still makes me diamonds but nothing more

The hand incident also helped

>>11027843
>I realized I would never meet or know her personally.
>realized she's just doing her job.
>What she's showing on-screen might not be truly her real personality.

When I realized self pity is for cowards and women

>>11033427
since my oshi doesn't speak english I make simple comments about the stream but since I can't say complex things I end up talking like a retard and I just know my oshi would be more comfortable with a japanese audience

>>11037319
The illusion is part of the fun anon just don't be a retard about it.
Think of your oshi as something like Hulk Hogan only it's a kissable anime girl.

>>11027843
Goslingness is an even stronger force than the "you are here forever" postulate

>>11038030
Yeah. I still enjoy her streams.

>>11027843
when I met someone in real life. parasocial autist no more!

>>11038010
she's more comfortable with anyone watching, so long as shes not a 0 view.

>>11028904
was Polka sad lately or something? I only watch Botan and Watame for holojp so don't know much going on with Polka

>>11027843
Long ago. There us no hope for me; not even the illusion of care can turn me from this despair.

>>11038490
Polka is barely below Rushia on the menhera scale. She's a perpetual emotional roller coaster, but instead of violent emotional outbursts, she retreats into herself and succumbs to all manner of anxiety, self deprecation, and feelings of inadequacy. It is the worst thing for a saviorfag and/or a gosling to witness.

>>11039329
Polka is an even bigger menhera than Rushia.

>>11039329
Ohh well that sucks, glad the EN interactions are helping even if only temporary

>>11027843
When the other goslings are incredibly retarded.

>>11039329
based

>>11043500
A moment of silence for all the goslings who sprinted into the minefield so the later goslings wouldn't fall into the same fates.

When I realize that I am just a mere viewer and nothing more to a vtuber, and might impossible meet these great, kind, and sociable people in
the offline world

>>11028904
Image sauce please!

>>11029126
>me
>be someone's bf
Ha! Ahaha! HAH!
Good one.

Watching Beatani and slowly realizing that w*men are awful and Vtubers are just w*men in anime clothing.

I will never make it

>>11030615
Don’t give up on yourself, goslingposter. Social skills are just that, skills. You can develop them.