/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>I don't belong in this world, I'm just a waste of space. I'm just someone that happens to be here. I start sobbing. "*sob* I can't do anything! I'm just stupid and lazy! I can't do it! I don't want to try!!!"
>My sobbing slowly turns into crying. I can't focus anymore. I leave my additional work sitting on the desk. I can't even bother to take it off. Who even cares that it's there?. I land on my bed, crying. It's Friday afternoon and I'm crying. I shouldn't be crying.
>I shouldn't be crying, this day is supposed to be happy and an amazing day. Yet, I'm still crying. I don't want to bother my vtuber friends, I really don't want to.
>"Zeta! I came here to gi-"
>I slowly raise my head up. What a great time to be here, Axel. He's holding a little sack with some food inside. I don't feel like eating, I feel like dying.
>"Go away"
>"Zeta, I won't"
>Axel keeps looking at me. I can't help but look at his eyes. They're beautiful and brave. Mine are wet, from the tears I just shed before.
>"Zeta, I don't want those pretty eyes to be wet for tears, here"
>Axel hands me a napkin. Why is he here? He's supposed to be playing videogames right now. He always plays them on Fridays. Yet, he's here. I place the napkin on my face and wipe off my tears. With him, I somehow immediately feel better.
>"Hey, you know I always spend the Friday afternoon and night playing videogames with my guildmates, but today I want to spend it with my cute girlfriend Zeta"
>"c-cute?"
>My mouth rises up. I smile softly at his words. I almost never smile when I'm alone. When I'm at work, with my genmates. I never smile. Yet now I only feel like smiling.
>"Your smile looks so pretty, you should smile more. I have some goods, let's eat it in here and pretend we're having a picnic"
>"This is..very nice of you, Axel-kun"
>We place the sheet on the ground of my room. I turn on the lights.
>"Hey, do you want to go outside, Zeta?"
>"S-Sure! Let's go!"
>This is the first the time I feel genuinely happy to go outside, especially when it's just with a person I care about. We now place the sheet in the garden's grass. The sun's light flashes on us, Axel's eyes are the prettiest in the sun. We place the food on the sheet.
>"C-Cat food.."
>"Do you not like them?"
>"Oh, of course I do, Axel-kun!"
>Axel laughs, "I know you're used eating human foods with Kaela, right?"
>"Yes, I do. But I wanna try this"
>I grab the cat food and pop it into my mouth. The cat food is full of flavor. The crunchy texture makes the flavor double. It's actually the first time I eat cat food. It tastes amazingly.
Soon after me, Axel eats his dog food.
>"Do you like them, Zeta?"
>"They're..exceptional..I love them"
>Axel smiles and giggles. We finished our food soon and he pulls out some chocolate milk and tea.
>"Which do you want?"
>"Oh, I'll take the tea"
>"Hehe,I knew it"
>I drink my tea. This feels just too nice, I don't know if I've ever been this happy. We chit chat about our bands and it's nighttime now.
>"Hey, Zeta. Let's go to my house, Ragus is at Kobob-san's house and the rest of my guildmates are at work, no one can see us!"
"Let's go, Axel"
>We both hold each other's hands and head over to Axel's house. We enter and change. (I wear Axel's comfy sweater and pants to sleep)
>"Zeta, you look so cute, in my clothing"
>"Thank you. Before we go to sleep, c-can we...uh.."
>"Yes?"
>"Axel-kun, I want to hug you"
>Axel giggles.
>"Sure, come here, Zeta-chan"
>Axel holds me and we cuddle in the sheets. My head is on his chest, as he pats me softly. And smiles, sometimes he giggles cutely. It's so comfy, the sheets are so warm.
He hugs me and I can't help but smile all out. He's too cute. He starts reaching for something on his desk.
>He pulls out some air pods. He puts the left air pod on my ears and the right one on his. So they match our positions. He smiles at me and I smile back. That means we both agree to listen to some music before we go to sleep.
The music is calming and the piano notes are very nice. The song is "Gyutto" by Mosawo.
>The night sky travels though Axel's windows and the light of the stars shines on us, we look at each other and I quickly steal him a kiss on the lips, he kisses me back, as the night slowly starts to become dark and we fall asleep.