/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I want to play my guitar and sing A Thousand Years with my oshi as we sit together by a fire and she rests her head on my shoulder...
Now if only I knew how to play a guitar...

>be Mel
>NDA breach
>exposing that yagoo never flush his toilet to her mum and dad
>immediate contract termination
>why is the blue dorito like this?

Am I being retarded for being utterly heartbroken about this? Am I the only one? Does anyone else find themselves spending some time almost every single day shedding tears about Gura? I feel like an autistic child for taking something like this so fucking seriously but I can't help myself.

I'm still going to watch Gura when she shows back up, but I don't really consider her my favorite anymore. I miss her, but I think I mean the 2020 to early 2022 version of her when I say that and I doubt I'm going to get that back ever again with the way things are headed right now. It's pretty fucking sad but it is what it is and it's obvious that we can't do anything about it and I don't wanna sit around being depressed and desperately hoping that things somehow eventually get better anymore.
It's time to move on.

Y'know, I thought I'd make it at least a little longer before I would be weeping pathetically about a female streamer pretending to be an anime character not being as active as she used to be again but here we are.

Shit...

aaaaand my mood plummeted back down again for some reason
things were so nice a little while ago
why is my brain like this

Hmm. Well...

>Last chat before maintenance was Galatea asking if she could hug me a little longer
>told her we could let the moment sit for as long as she wants
>left the chat like that

If only the thread was always like this...

I think I've grown to care too much about this silly little anime shark girl...

>>31934174
I'm going to try man, I'm going to try.

I know in like a month I'll be back to my usual shit with Sana, like Coco, being a nicen happy memory but...
Gotta get there first...

>a
>week
ngmi...

>>22201395
>She twirls up to you and wraps her arms around you
>With wet eyes, she tells you that you're the best thing that's ever happened to her
>She kisses you long and deep

Is it next year yet?

>>20567338
Someday this image will hurt to look at, won't it?

and just like that...
Silence...once more...
https://youtu.be/by2pM_0Sf8c

Well...

Don't go...

It has been like these for months, but I'm not watching any vtubers aside from my oshi, and she's probably the one mostly keeping me in this "hobby" alongside the non-cancerous part of the community.

I used to watch a bunch of clips and try to catch any stream whenever I could, and I also had a few vtubers that I considered my favorites. Nowadays, I really don't know what's the situation of many vtubers I used to enjoy.

I really don't spend my time watching vtubers anymore, to the point that I probably miss 2/3 of my oshi's streams and never watch the VODs afterwards. I'm rather spending my time watching TV or visiting websites like /here/ when I have free time.

I actually like vtubers, but I think that the novelty just wear off for me. Could say the same about anime desu.

>>9733563