/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Why doesn't Marine play video games anymore?

I like Marine.
She's talented.

Why do you all love Senchou so much?

>Be me
>19 y.o. prieto from Mexico
>Depressed af
>Meets white cutie in uni, she's a solid 9/10
>Somehow she notices that I like Chuubas
>Seems like she likes them too
>We start to talk about Holo, Niji and Indies
>I tell her that my oshi is Marine and she tells me hers
>We grow closer to each other after talking for about 10 months
>We start flirting and tease each other
>Fuck. I notice I really like her. So I "casually" bring it up and confess to her.
>She doesn't says anything and just goes.
>Go home and feel like shit.
>Get a message from her.
>"Come to my house tonight."
>????
>I shower and try wear something nice
>Go to her house and ring the bell
>She answers
>She has a Marine cosplay on
>She tells me to come in
>SNAP BACK TO REALITY
>I wake up in my rroom sweating.
>It was all a dream, I used to read Word Up! magazine.
>I'm starting uni this week.
>Feel depressed. Feel bad for being fat. Feel bad for being in love with a dream like a schizo.

Fuck this shit. Imma work out and work on myself. Fuck dreams. Imma make this a reality and get a cutie gf that will cosplay Marine.