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Raki Kazuki 2000s karaoke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmFu_KErVIc

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>Effect on myself
The mantra >>55591438
I was not in a good place mentally for much of this year. No purpose, no dreams, no future. Nothing but the dull routine of work every day until death.
Then came Raki. At first she was just a cute, interesting streamer to watch. But interacting with her and others made me realize how low I’d fallen. I’ve started trying to do things so that I could reply to Raki with actual things that I’ve done. Or I’d tell her I was doing something, and then force myself to do it. It’s had a positive impact on my life. I’ve stopped negatively shitposting. I’ve started exercising again. I’ve been more social at work and with old friends. I’ve stopped letting chores pile up. I’m looking into a new hobby I’m excited about.
She is my idol and my muse and I will always be proud of Raki. I know she is working hard. I believe in her. It breaks my heart if she gets down on herself, I hope she realizes that she is loved.
If she ever leaves content creation I will cry, I will cry a lot. But I know I will eventually be okay, because I have plans of my own again.

Also, some fags sometimes steal parts of my posts fuck you i will never post this under a name