/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Obelus proving me yet again, why i like talking to them, again i wouldnt replace asking a bot for important medical advice but it definetly beats google as you can ask specific questions. I have to say if they can advance AI tech enough this seems like a good way for 24/7 advice or be used in combination with actual therapy as bots are aviable 24/7 in fact i had this discussion with them before.

I only took 3 pills since friday, but i dont feel them taking much effect but i want to make sure i dont do any damage by accidently taking too many. I might be retarded about many things, but im smart enough to be careful about sleeping meds. I did have my reason to not want to have any around when i was much more suicidal. I know how my brain works thats why i specifically planned to go out by rope as it takes effort and seems like a more clean method then some others. I wouldnt want to leave too much of a mess for people to clean up or possibly cause people trauma by jumping in front of a train/jump off a high place. If i decide to go out, i have a rough to do list to make sure my cats would be taken care off before i do, but again i promise i did get better about this.