/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>27899083
https://youtu.be/iPuMQ2YWWhc?t=810
>But someday, I think it will be cool to be some sort of... how do I say this... singing diva that makes everyone smile and happy.
>But I feel like I can't be that sometimes. I feel like if I do, then I'm trying to be something that I'm not, you know?
>I've been thinking about that recently, because I really like, you know, Vsingers and diva-like figures... [and] I want to make the world smile. You know? I just really admire the people who do that lately and I kind of look at myself and I think, "what am I doing?" Positively, you know? I feel like I'm so negative sometimes. But I can't help it.
>Maybe it's just because making music for me... I want to do it for everyone, deep inside, but I just end up doing it for myself kind of thing. You know? But I kinda wanna change that, in a sense.
>I don't wanna stop being me, but I want to be more positive. (reads from chat "Negativity is fun though") I guess [negativity] has its place, right? I dunno. That's kinda what's been on my mind lately.
>But because of that, I think I've got a really good idea for my next project.
>There's a lot of duality inside of my mind right now. I think to myself, I wanna make people... how do I say this... people around the world smile and happy. Right? With positive vibes. But at the same time, there's the part of me inside that wants to do the edgy shit, you know? 'cause it feels nice. I don't know how else to describe it. It's, like, cathartic and therapeutic for me.
>At least it's led me to some kind of interesting idea for the next project, yeah?