/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>76594972
>How would you react?
Read a grimoire and speenrun the ritual in 3 days, after that fly to her location and revive her and more

I need some input on this
What if shondo gets raped? If i heal her back to being a virgin would it matter? What if I make her memories of the event go away? Would that work? If it happens, is it over? No fixing it?
I've been stressing over this for a while now

>>74947441
I haven't talked to anyone nor will I ever plan to publicly say or claim that "I'm magic anon", if i do it will be after i complete the ritual
Also I'm not planning on jumping the gun, I'll only go through with it early if her life is in direct and real danger or if she dies, this has been my plan since the start
If there is no such danger then i will do the ritual in 7-8 years as planned

>>74952575
Aw that's cute, and i'll try. We're currently in the dark ages. I'm sure this will blow over eventually...right?

>>74081516
This makes me more relieved. Thank you. So she's still online but staying quiet. Just means she's not ready to return yet. Take as much time as you need Shondo.

I just hope she's doing okay. The lack of communication worries me because we haven't even gotten a update saying something like "i'm doing fine guys" she posted the announcement then went completely silent. She could be fine and avoiding the internet as much as possible during her break but the longer the silence the more it makes me feel like something is very wrong that we don't know about.

This body dysmorphia stuff is bumming me out. Like I know it's just another thing on the laundry list of problems she's got but the fact she hates how she looks so much is sad. Especially when she thinks she's super fat when she's the opposite.

I'm going to beat magic anon in getting magic and spend my days stalking shondo in her own house, when she's asleep I'll turn into a mosquito and suck her blood
I'll also creep on the little shit of a critter and have demons follow her around until she gets diagnosed as a schizo

>>71974526
You can't but she'll pull herself out of it. Just be supportive.

I personally won't ask for the spoon, I'll be able to find out anything I want with the help of magic. I just have to have patience, which magicians should have anyways.

I feel genuinely a little bad watching other vtubers even when she's offline so it's not "real" cheating

I may have to prepare for the ritual it seems

Now that the vr chat valentines date vod is posted, the kangaroo scene feels way different then when I was there live
I guess for some things you really have to be there to get it
In my memory it's way cute and she's more excited than she actually was and reacted more energetically
I liked my version of the events better

>>71060709
That won't be happening

>>70888565
Forgor

I genuinely don't think tuffnarr is bratty or reincarnated, anything is possible though

>>70741992
I'm going to give her her desired appearance with the help of magic so she stops hating herself and I'll heal her mentally(if she wishes to get rid of her illnesses, that is. It's possible she'll be afraid to lose that part of herself, I'm unsure of her thoughts) and im going to stick by her for all of eternity for all future worlds until each meets their end and I'll have her start streaming in each and every one of them
I wish i could do more for her, as i am uncertain if she'll be able to come to terms with not having her same family in each world, shadowmama won't be her shadowmama in the next world, and im deeply saddened that I can't do anything about that
Same for otis, her different friends and anyone else she knows. The medical field is already expecting people below the age of 50 to live to 1000, hopefully that's enough time for shondo to come to terms with not meeting her friends in the next world(at least not 1:1 versions of them)

Since it's her depressive cycle we might get fewer streams this week, especially considering the long stream on Saturday
I just hope she feels better
So probably just darksouls, collab and the long game day and a watchalong on discord or hanging out on shadowchama on Friday with no main stream
I'm really writing this cos I'm bored, but I'm starting to believe it

>>70498652
If only you knew how many and which posters I am...

I think that's untrue

>>70198617
1) I'm here forever
2) I like this place
3) good and also bad for my fomo
4) /ft/ general
5) good venting place
It's mostly not bad, sometimes it's even very entertaining and enjoyable
Also helps me grasp others's opinions, even if retarded or fueled by mental illness

/shon/ is the husband general, if you're not a husband go to /lig/

>>70041010
The after life is split into 3 categories(hell/bad karma zone, purgatory/neutral karma zone, heaven/good karma zone), but still all in one place
I think you can figure out how you get to what part of the afterlife, but I'll say this: reincarnation is possible in all of the categories, just that it's most common in the neutral karma zone due to most of the people that end up there having died before getting any karma, be it good or bad. We're getting side tracked though
To meet someone in the afterlife both people need to be dead in each of their respective timelines and the world line as well, and a link also must be formed through direct contact(person to person interaction), you can talk and interact with others in the after life more freely if you have a deeper bond with them beyond just meeting them once or twice, maybe I explained it poorly, but i mean the more you know someone the more closely you'll be placed and thus will be able to interact in the afterlife
Online connection cover the knowledge part of it pretty well, but you're still missing the social link, not too certain how the bonds of marriage work in relation to the afterlife though
It can't "work like that" also because after dying your next living moment will be through one of the following: reincarnation(rebirth), revival(reanimation) or incarnation(birth) into the next world). Reincarnation and reanimation can only place you back on the board in time after the moment of your passing and only counts if you get reincarnated or reanimated on the world line, incarnation in the next world is random across time and space, you could be born in the year 3000 while shondo gets born in the year 200, it's all random where you get put and it's like that for everyone
Just woke up so I may have forgotten something, but that's about it
Also no I'm not schizo(diagnosed)

I want to be close to her because I love her, matters not to me what her feelings are, the moment i entered this forever marriage is the moment it truly became forever and I will make her keep her word
I will do the impossible to support her, be it become immortal or living after the end of the world just so I can be there from the start in the next one
I will use magic to make her life easier and fulfil her wishes, be it saving some animals, stopping conflict, or changing up her appearance.
I'd do anything for her. Shondo isn't my light, but she is my most beloved and valued person and being and idea and concept.