/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

What do I do to turn this love for a girl I know I'll never meet or interact with in real life into something that I can use to benefit myself? Do I use the energy to focus and better myself so that I can find an Ame of my own one day? It seems like such an impossibility that anyone could ever make me as happy as this detective girl does, is it really worth the effort to likely only be disappointed? The decisions are too hard, but I know that Ame wants us all to better ourselves. I will do it anons. I will improve my life this year because that is what she wants. Even if she never really knows, just the thought that it would make her proud of me may be enough to get myself to do it. We will all do it together my gator brothers. This is the year of the teamate. We will become so powerful that the entirety of the hololive fanbase will have to kneel before the power of Ame, whose mere existence was enough to generate the next generation of world leaders. She will look upon our mighty works and smile, because there is nothing she loves more than being able to construct things for the betterment of those around her. But all along SHE was the thing improving the lives of the people who come in contact with her, not just the thing's she makes. I'm definitely still drunk after waking up...