/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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It pains me because I'm seeing the past being repeated over and over again.
In indie idol scene already, Nyaru had to deal with this kind of thing as she was always befriended/approached for her strong influence on the idol scene in her state, including her role in selecting the participants. Not to mention IOC.
However the few times an acquaintance would make it (partly thanks to her), she was quickly forgotten.
Just the shit she and Julily got from Shining Idol Project for giving them good advice... so frustrating.

She's competent, she takes care of a lot of things for other people yes. And for many years people have abused her kindness and how she tends to look after others, forgetting herself.
Even now, despite the front she shows, she's a a bit of a pushover and afraid to do anything that could make someone dislike her, with her big self-esteem issue she ends up unable to reach out if i's not literally someone with like 10 viewers.
She really gives it her all and a lot of people are always just riding the wave and being her "friends". I'm not saying everyone of course some are genuine (most the ones NOT from her past idol circles), but at some point she has to think about herself.
She doesn't reach out to the people she could, like she could have done a lot more with Phoebe, with how long they've known each other. Honestly, they could have both run their own idol vtuber group with a better focus on that, S-Pro has no image, no branding, it hardly does anything.

I'm just sad to see her in this kind of situation again. Of course I'm not in her head, but I've seen all this play out before and it'll end the same if something doesn't change here. Only her can solves this, so yeah it's frustrating to see someone I respect struggle.