/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I cant seem to enjoy any streams for the time being. I get that there's all these cool shit happening that I was even looking forward to. Like Ren's electric guitar stream, fuuchan's dr stream, meloco's karaoke the Christmas ones, the Pomulensemi collab and all the new guys' streams but..I feel so devastated about what happened with yugo. I know days have passed and I should stop bringing it up already but how do I get over it.. i just dont have it in me. Seeing all the liveposting here about streams I'd have enjoyed without a hitch if that didnt occur makes me feel a little bit better though. I know this awful feeling will go away after a while but it's hard. All this made me realize just how reliant I am on nijiEN's streams..