/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>16466829
>I realized that I groaned to myself anytime my then fling texted me and asked me to meet
I'd do the exact same thing! I'd be watching anime or something by myself, and I'd get a text asking how work or my day was or something, and I'd just feel so inexplicably... bothered. I'd even get sent a nude and simply wouldn't care, and I'm not sure why. Even when I had her over, she'd want to fuck, and I felt like, "Damn, I just wanna play Tony Hawk right now...". And then I was spending time with a different girl on Halloween just driving around at night, and she was having a blast, but I was more invested in myself and thinking of whatever joke I could say or story I could tell that would make her laugh than I actually was in her, because it felt more to me like a performance I was putting on than an actual date to me, because I was so uninvested in it. I went home that night unsure whether that meant I was narcissistic or a misanthrope.