/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Rose-antis just don't get it. She's already won. I want her more than anything, even if she's being fully fake and putting on a sweet character to lure me in. I want her to use me forever; for sex, money, sadistic pleasure, whatever. I want to be publicly seen as the providing male in a typical romantic relationship, but behind the scenes she's always just barely keeping me humble and beneath her. I want her to break all my doubts about her in one fatal kiss, turning me into her loyal servant for eternity. I want her to hurt me, more so emotionally than physically, using my feelings for her and guilt over not being good enough for her to keep me at her side like a loyal pet. I want every happy moment we spend together as a traditional couple to be cast in doubt at the back of my head; the loving smile she gives me when we have our first child, the happy-cry she does when I first propose to her, the ecstatic look on her face when I make her favorite meal; I want all these wonderful moments to be poisoned by the knowledge that I will never know whether it's truly genuine or just another part of her methods to manipulate me. I am 100% prepared to fully accept this wonderful, amazing rose for who she is, no matter if that's a truly dorky, helpless girl, or a cunningly sadistic and manipulative bitch. I love her and nothing anyone ever says to me about her will ever change that.