/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>be me
>be chumbud since debut
>a few months ago i fell into the "why don't you take the indie pill?" meme
>completely neglected being a chumbud, and focusing on the indie pill
>fast forward to a few weeks ago, felt neglected and depressed to the point of just forcing myself to watch indie even it emotionally hurts me
>...
>find myself stumbling into gura's community page
>start watching the vod of gura wrapping gifts stream that i didn't even watched live because reasons
>5 minutes in she shows this cute card she made
>bawl my eyes out like i never did my entire life
>finish the entire stream feeling like a new shrimp again
>checked /ggg/ to see what the shark is up to
>she has a gta stream starting in a few minutes, watched that and the bully stream after that
>found myself smiling again
>fast forward again to now, here i am, and finally had the courage to write this cringe green text

thank you for always being there goomba. thank you for making me who i am again. i don't know why i'm saying this /here/ but i just want to throw it out there hoping you might see it. fuck i'm crying again...