/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I just dreamed about being Noel's boytoy being paid to handle her menhera outbreaks. I was not allowed to say a word, or make any sounds if possible. Most of the time I was hugging her in bed while she cried. Very occasionally she would use me for sex. But later on in the dream I just became her punching bag. Punching my face, leaving bruises all over my body, nail marks... At some point in the dream she pulled out a knife and was about to stab me in the stomach. I remember thinking "not paid enough for this", stopping her hand, shaking my head silently, then offering my arm for to stab and bracing for it. Then it ended.

She's so incredibly depressed and menhera right now it is unbelievable. She often breaks down crying while masturbating.

Is there a single holo who won't betray me?