/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

How much time do you spend practicing and how much of it do you put out there? Some weeks I feel like I make no progress and just putting things out there like >this has only gotten criticisms that I'm autistic and retarded out there.

I don't really have any IRL friends I can just laugh it off with so yeah I don't know.

Like this is art I did for myself and wanted to share, but in the past it either gets >ignored or people start making mockery posts about how "Just got into art wyt" and it's even less effort than what I did.

Feeling like setting myself on fire, in a good way, ritualistically