/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>65233508
Look man you ever kick your bad habit I'll be your friend to the moon and back, I don't hate you nor wish any ill will upon you.
But the last friend I had who did that had me missing sleep and desperately contacting her because I was so worried 'what if she fucks up and dies this time'
the constant sinking feeling in my gut seeing her arms covered in more and more blood each time and wanting nothing more than to be able to stop her.

I couldn't do it anymore, I told her she has to stop or I've gotta stop being her friend and she blocked me on everything and then vanished.
For all I know she's dead and I'd prefer not to find out.
All I have left to remember her by is this art she made me for my birthday.
I don't care if it identifies me, I hope whatever is putting you in this mindset eventually you find peace and can stop before you get to the point she was at.