/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>7943480
You don't have to be dependent to stay either. But I get your point. For me Amelia became my routine; Sleep, eat, watch streams or vods while studying. Repeat.
As this anon >>7942682 says. I consider her as much a part of my life as a really good friend (although I won't deny the romantic interest I have towards her) and I have full confidence that won't change.

As was said a few threads ago, "it's possible" that a new one will come along and fill in all the checkboxes and click on everything with you. But being paranoid thinking that might happen with every new person or streamer in your life is being extremely insecure. I trust this symbiotic (parasocial maybe) relationship I've developed with Amelia and how good it makes me feel.

It may seem easier to reduce everything to "depending" on her, but I find it healthier and more romantic to feel like I'm doing it based on confidence, trust and resolve. And that feeling makes me grow as a person and motivates me to improve, while a dependency makes you feel... bad. Makes you feel sick if you miss a stream, and it makes you feel incomplete since you need her, since she's a piece of you, or your life. I was like that some time ago and since I changed my mindset, I enjoy it much more. It also makes me less tribalistic oddly enough, as I individualize my relationship with her and stop relying on her serving as a substitute for a part of me (we tend to get aggressive if something that belongs to us is insulted).