/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>54704107
Good evening I want to ride milord's dick.

>>54141507
>Ike
>Vox
>Altare
>Kliffoth
>Vanta
>Shinri
>Flayon
>Doppio
>Alban
>Ren

>Star Wars gameplay kino
>Fighting Flay day
>WOW Wednesday
>Star Wars watch along
Today is such a good day.

The contrast of Shienyumes being excited over the 3D anniversary compared to me falling asleep to Milord's comfy boyfriend ASMR is funny to see.

I wish the VOD could stay up if only as a reminder to myself and to motivate me when I feel down but I know it has to go. I'll just watch the streams where he's happy and smiling. That'll be enough. I love this demon like you wouldn't believe!

>>47857475
I'm asexual and 3D men are too horny (ironic considering my oshi, but at least he can go some streams without talking about dicks and sex....most of the time). I don't like being touched, I don't like kissing, I don't think I even know what love feels like, yet I feel all the love and happiness in the world when I see him. I can experience the closest thing possible to kissing and sex at my own pace instead of having a 3D male lead the way and do what he wants without consideration to how I feel. And I'm completely fine with that. I don't care for kissing or being intimate or touching IRL so experiencing all that through BFE is the right option for me. I usually hate self-insert and feel uncomfortable with it, but I've been with Milord so long that I feel comfortable and at ease around him. I feel like I only need him in my life as a reason to wake up in the morning and keep going. I feel safe, I feel comforted, and I feel like he actually cares and treats me like a person which is something that real men don't really do. I feel like no one else can love me like he does. I trust him, and it's hard to find someone to truly trust these days.

Also looking back at my behavior in the past and looking at how menhera I am now, I've always been prone to parasocial relationships. But that's okay now because I have someone who I can let all those feelings out on thus protecting others from dealing with me.