/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>1536051
Send her a aka telling her that your going to be sending her a letter using the same screen name. Just don't make it weird.

alright this board is making me fucking frustrated because of the fucking haachama bullshit that's probably only going to get worse regardless of whether or not she will graduate as election night LARPers continue to fucking hijack everything and turn everything I love into complete shit and I doubt even the deadbeats will be safe from their faggotry if god forbid something happens to Mori

It's only fitting that Mori is my oshi and is the reaper herself, since the past few years of my life has been dealing with death in some way, both symbolically and literally. I can't keep living this type of life anymore, constantly shutting myself, and thinking that I can only associate myself with schizos who forgot to take their meds.

>but they're only pretending to be retarded
Yeah I've seen the same song and dance for years upon years and it always end the same fucking way. Seeing Mori succeed so much has really made me realize that it's not too late for me. I'm not ever even expecting to be as successful as her, just being independent and living a peaceful life would be enough. I'm just... fucking tired of these games. It's not just Mori, but it's pretty much all the EN girls--fuck not even them. Just not Hololive or Ninsanji, it's like every fucking vtuber out there has their own story and struggles. I honestly thought that my story was over, but maybe it can begin again somehow. And I can't keep trying to delude myself into playing into this tribalist shit.

I want to say goodbye but this probably isn't the last time I'll be here, but I'll be making an effort to focus on my reps than shitposting here. It's not big as studying a new language, but I have to start somewhere, right? But I think I've really truly grown out of my current phase and to something new, and I don't really need to rely on places like this as much as I used to in the past.

More importantly I'm glad I met your boy. I hope for nothing but her success in the future. All the EN girls have encouraged me in some way, but she has encouraged me the most because she's the one that I resonated with the most.

tl;dr - Take care of each other fellow Deadbeats. I really love Your Boy. I doubt any of you will remember me, but that's fine. That's how it should be, I'm just an anon after all.