/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I just started writing and this happened. It’s finally here, at least.
Pt 1/2

>Alone.
>You’ve often been alone.
>You’re used to this feeling.
>You were never the most popular femanon in growing up. You just could never seem to connect with anyone.
>Maybe it was your hobbies, maybe it was your personality.
>The boys didn’t want you around, and the other girls said you were weird.
>You gave up trying to make sense of it a while ago.
>As such, you never had a lot of friends growing up. Sure, there were people you chatted with online on internet forums and social media, but it could never satisfy you as much as you tried.
>Your days were spent largely indoors, more specifically your room. Hours of isolation, dedicated to gaming, reading, watching anime, schlicking to porn and sleeping. Rinse and repeat. You didn’t even bother to cook for yourself, as the empty boxes, cans, and wrappers that littered the floor indicated. Convenience store food and delivery, when you could afford it.
>This was your life. 24/7. 365 days a year. Entirely confined in a box.
>Outside of the usual convenience store run, you would sometimes visit the library. Just on occasion. You loved to read, and would usual just order books online, but sometimes you grew the urge to visit the library. Maybe it was out of childhood nostalgia. Maybe it was your ‘inner self’ wanting to socialise. Didn’t matter, you were in and out as quickly as possible.
>Usually
>Today was different.
>As you were lazily browsing the shelves, it was then when you spotted her.
>Her.
>This…strange looking girl. You’re not sure if she was new or if you just never noticed her before. That odd oreo coloured hair and those…haunting yellow eyes. You can’t really get a good look at her from here, but there’s no way you could’ve missed out on such a girl like that before, she must be new here!
>Whatever, you think to yourself as you grab whatever book from the shelf and sink into one of the nearby chairs. It’s not like she’ll talk to you anyways.
>Just look at yourself. Grey hoodie that’s too big for you, matching baggy sweat pants. Bags under your eyes, unwashed bed head. Never mind how terrible you smell. There’s no way a cute girl like that would ever talk to the likes of you.
>Fuck it. It’s too much. Better to just go home and-
>”Hey! Wait up!”
>You turn around and there she is. That strange girl.
>She’s even prettier up close! Those eyes are just as haunting as they are alluring, her goth Lolita esque dress is really cute, and that jacket of hers is really cool!
>There’s also those…massive assets of hers just popping out. She must be really confident in herself if she’s walking around with those out. Man they’re huge…
>”Uh…my eyes are up here, by the way.”
>Dammit.
>”Oh! Sorry, I uh…I’ve never seen you around here before.” You blurt out, attempting to salvage the situation.
>She lets out a giggle, smiling at you just briefly. “I just moved here~ I’m Shiori. It’s nice to meet you…?”
>”Femanon. It’s…nice to nee you too.”
>”Well, Femanon~ any guesses as why I called you out just now?”
>None, actually. You were so stunned that someone was actually going out of their way to talk to you that you hadn’t even guessed as to why they would do so in the first place. The mere act had left you dazed and confused. As such, you simply shake your head
>”So! There’s this book I’ve been meaning to get my hands on for a while now and I was told I could get my hands on it here. Unfortunately…the archiving system here at this library kinda sucks! So I was having trouble looking for it. That was until i noticed you had already grabbed it!”
>Oh. So she only wanted your book. Figures she wasn’t interested in you.
>”Do you, want the book then? I don’t mind-“
>”Actually!” She cuts you off mid sentence. “I was wondering if we could read it together, if you don’t mind? Like I said before, I just moved here and I don’t really know anyone in this town yet. So I was wondering if I could spend some time with you?”
>You’re left breathless. This girl…this really cute girl wants to spend time with you? Am absolute loser? No.…this has got to be some sort of prank right? One of those social experiment type deals? You’re about to back away when she takes you by the hand, looking into your eyes.
>”Please? C’mon, it’ll be fun!”
>She’s just…so cute. So alluring. Sexy, even. How could you possibly say no to such a girl? You sigh.
>”Sure…I don’t mind.”
>She smiles at you and you’re taken away. She’s so warm. So vibrant.