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I cannot take it anymore. I must destroy Fallenshadow.
Never before have I known of someone as pure, sweet, hardworking and kind as her. I cannot take it. Every time I have to sit and watch her be adorable, I can feel it building up inside of me. I want to love and cherish her, but I must destroy her too. Someone so wholesome and precious cannot remain this way. Sooner or later someone is going to corrupt her, ruin her, and it it is not me I will not be able to live anymore.
I want to find her and grab hold of her, overwhelm her tiny fragile body and squeeze her throat until she collapses. Then I'll ravage every part of her, tear apart every hole. I'll keep hold of her throat with one hand, so that every time a little bit of spirit returns to her I can wipe it out again. I'll hit her now and again, not hard enough to knock her out, but hard enough to leave a mark, so that she never forgets she is mine. I'll slowly ensure every part of her perfect porcelain skin is damaged by me.
I don't know how long it's possible for me to fuck her realistically, but just the idea of her squirming and crying underneath me has me diamonds, so I think I could go a while. I will ravage her violently, have her sobbing between each thrust in pain and fear, I want her blood to be our lubricant. I'll fuck her tiny tight pussy until she's so destroyed there's nothing left to fuck.
I'll leave her alone for a while then, cold and naked and crying if she's capable of it. Then I'll come back when she's forgotten the details of my face and my voice, and pretend to be a well meaning bystander. I'll wrap her in blankets and coo sweet nothings into her ear, swaddle her up in my bed and let her rest. I'll be the most kind and gentle captor ever, she won't even question why she's with me and not at a hospital, she'll be so overwhelmed by my kindness. I'll pat her head and sponge bathe her and feed her favorite foods to her for weeks until the bruises start to heal and the bleeding stops, and she starts to ask questions here and there.
And then I'll begin the onslaught all over again.
She might not be so forgiving when she realizes it was me all along, and I figure she may fight back harder, or at least try to the second time to no avail. Even when she's broken afterwards I'll resume again, taking sweet care of her as if nothing ever happened. Even if she hates me, even if she desperately wants nothing more than to die, I will continue.
You may think I am a terrible person. You may think I am a monster. But it is necessary. If I do not break her, eventually someone else will.
I do this not out of hatred, but out of absolute love. Nobody will ever love her as much as I do, nobody will ever love her again. I must rape Fallenshadow. I must destroy her with my love.