/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>45196369
End my suffering

Time continues to pass. Your own mortality continues to catch up with you. You post and shitpost as if it has any meaning but in the end, you will barely remember any of the words you wrote. The collab streams and "kino" content will satiate you now but as soon as it ends you will be left with a feeling of profound emptiness. All of this is noise. All of your postings are cries for help delaying the inevitable. Why should I be happy with any of this content when I know it will all be transient, all over in the end? Recommend me any stream and it won't save me and it won't save you either.

Watching the Myth 3D showcase just makes me realize how empty and friendless my life actually is. Oh, I'm supposed to be happy seeing a bunch of close-knit friends enjoying themselves and being successful? No. You all cope by watching and enjoying such things because you know how empty your own lives really are. The reality is that you can't escape your own mortality, vicariously experiencing relationship bonds through myth won't solve your problem and even if you got a gf and had children it still wouldn't make a difference, they're all gonna disappoint you and die too. The universe is fundamentally meaningless and every happy moment you have will be like a raindrop on a windscreen, temporary fleeting and pointless. There's no escape from the crushing reality and nothing will ever get better and even if it does it's pointless in the end because death is absolute. Things like the Myth 3D showcase are just a slap in the face, a mocking illusion pretending it can ever be better.

>tfw when you remember that none of these streams will save you from your own mortality
It's hilarious how the majority of posters ITT operate under the delusional that just because they're posting in the global thread this somehow inexplicably makes them exempt from being the kind of losers that frequent the rest of the board and 4chan. The reality is, no matter how much of a 'normie' you are or how seriously you take all this shit or not, you're all going to end up the same way. 'Graduating' from this shit into normiedom by getting pussy or whatever won't save you. It's actually laughable how some anons think of this hololive shit as some kind of stopgap for their social problems to wean them over while they 'improve.' In reality you're going to keep suffering with or without being /here/ and it will never end. And in the end when you die all of your feelings of superiority to antis/cringeposters/anons/incels/unicorns/whatever won't mean fucking shit. You're all going to die all the same.

Valentine's day is actually just another random day with no significance. We will all either die of nuclear hellfire or random causes like disease or getting hit by a car in traffic. The obsession with wanting chuubas to be pro gfe/unicorn is delusional and won't save you. Even having a gf wouldn't save you or make you feel like your life had purpose. You will keep watching these streams and nothing will change in your life. Even if something does change, it will be irrelevant in the face of the overwhelming meaninglessness of reality and the certainty of destruction anyway. Anon who are totally alone and unloved and miserable and watching these streams as their last crutch are actually more sane than the normies and the anons who want to be like normies and not losers.

I'm fucking tired of the whole 'you're supposed to feel bad for being an alone loser' thing, I'm tired of the 'haha isn't it so quirky and meme-y that we're all le lonely hikiNEETs shit' I'm tired of the inherent framing of all the gfe chuuba shit being 'haha yeah you're an incel loser but we're here to comfort you anon!' I'm fucking tired of seeing all the self-pitying faggot anons whining about how they wish they could be normie and are coping with chuubas and shit, I'm tired of the entire framing of all of this as being as escapism for losers who are deperately hoping to change themselves one day or lament their solitude.

I fucking hate it because it's all delusional. The reality is that relationships aren't this golden bullet that will save you or make you happy or anything, they're fucking dogshit. Women are just other people, it doesn't do anything. And they're fucking boring and a waste of time to talk to. On top of this, it's so fucking obvious that the impulse to get into a relationship is just an impulse to make you reproduce like a good little animal, a slave to your genes. And it doesn't even fucking matter anyway, because the world keeps getting more shit every day and mostly likely in the coming years we're all gonna die in nuclear war anyway so it's all fucking retarded.

I fucking reject the premise that I'm some coping lonely incel loser watching chuubas as a way to have a simulacra of a relationship or to try to improve myself. I'm watching chuubas because the idea of 'anime woman but real life streamer' is amusing and that's fucking it. All of this gfe shit is fucking cringe and pisses me off. It's fucking annoying that all these roleplaying women just assume I'm some sad sack of shit by default that's desperate for pussy when in reality I don't remotely give a fuck whatsoever. Everyone here obsessing over the myriad micro ways they may have possibly been cucked or whatever or how 'omgggg do they REALLY actually love me???' just seem so fucking pathetic and weak to me and it's irritating that I have to go along with being thrown in with you fucking faggots by default.

>REMEMBER WHEN MYTH USED TO COLLAB
>REMEMBER WHEN THERE WOULD REGULARLY BE VARIOUS COMBINATIONS OF MYTH MEMBERS COLLABING LIKE AME AND GURA OR KIARA AND INA
>REMEMBER WHEN THEY WOULD TALK ABOUT EACH OTHER REGULARLY ON STREAM
>REMEMBER WHEN THEY WOULD BE IN EACH OTHERS CHATS ALL THE TIME
>REMEMBER WHEN COLLABS WOULDNT REQUIRE A BIG SONG AND DANCE TO MAKE HAPPEN AND WOULD JUST HAPPEN
>REMEMBER WHEN EVERY COLLAB STREAM WASNT SOME BIG SURPRISE WHERE MEMBERS ACT ALL WEIRD AND CANT TALK ABOUT THE DETAILS FOR SOME REASON
>REMEMBER WHEN ALL OF MYTH ACTUALLY STREAMED AND WOULD TIME THEIR STREAMS TO BE IN ORDER WITH EACH OTHER AND NOT OVERLAP
>REMEMBER WHEN THEY WERE ALL SO EXCITED TO MEET EACH OTHER IN PERSON AND ALL OF THEM MEETING IN PERSON IN JAPAN WAS THE DREAM
>REMEMBER WHEN YOU ACTUALLY ENJOYED MYTH AND EVERY MYTH FANBASE WASNT DIVIDED IN THEIR OWN BUBBLE AND AT EACH OTHERS THROATS
>REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE HAPPY
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I miss 2011 /a/ bros... damn...

FUCK

>>28246313

It's over

One for each goal.

>Really love Madoka
>Swore an oath to myself to never ever spend a cent on vtubers
>NEET with 30 dollars left in account
>Ame's madoka watchalongs end tonight and they're members only
what do i do bros...