/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Fuck. I knew this would happen sooner or later, I am actually becoming an unironic gosling for a vtuber again. God damnit. It isn't even the one I thought it would ever be for.
Why do I have to be so attention-starved so that an enthusiastic greeting when I enter chat is enough to make me get infatuated with her? It isnt even anything special she does it with everyone. Am I just a horny coomer or is it any deeper feeling? Probably not, I hope not that would just make it worse. Just kill me already.
I know my autism is cringe as fuck but at least I hope it can entertain you fucks and liggers in here.