/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

i had to fly out of the usa and bury my dad a month ago
it completely knocked the wind out of my sails. i haven't made a direct public announcement, and i don't plan to, but my viewers are starting to notice things are still wrong. it's affected everything.
i can't drag my viewers down with me. the whole point was to be a positive outlet.
i don't really know what kind of answer im even looking for, but
I'm sorry. i wanted to be better