/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>49167113
Thank you Lia!

>>42413588
This IS normal Lia you fool! That's the point!

Hello, yes, liaschizo here. Very tender showing from Our Malware this evening. I'd be remiss if I didn't address the opening uncharacteristic and in my personal schizophrenic, synchronistic delusions entirely unarming. This of course is Lia's bag of ham. It's so absurd I don't know how to even process it. Of course it's my own life hours earlier being repeated back to me through the mouth of the forever 19 anime girl streamer. The action is entirely outside the realm of near plausible activity of a girl like Lia let alone as the lead in to her first real content stream. I hardly know how to even move forward from this point to ignore it is not possible but to accept it for what it is implied to be is yet still too world shattering to move forward from. Fortunately there is no break as the stream falls back into it's usual rhythm. Lia is intoning the familiar names the core of her experience as though imbuing herself with verbal buffs. Then there is the slipping back into the map. This is that familiar burn. Lia doing well in playing her games. There's the loop of her own content, as chat begins to tremble, that almost welcome sensation of phase logic nosense being front loaded to soften up your brain for the rest of the content. If you've been paying attention though you're catching vapor trails of the other Lia influences. The Ruru map stream earlier playing on it and the previous evening retweet of such building even stronger conspiratorial undertones to the experience. You're still getting hammered by the joyful play of Lia's poorly targeted states as the skit plays out tying back into the topic at hand. These little moments always induce content anxiety in me as though one's mind is racing into the unforseeable future with the burden of all the skits and content and cleverness that Lia seems to exude so easily enhanced by the simultaneous stretch back into the recall of the earlier map content augmented by the Rurumi sink that being in and of it's self it's own seeing double mind melting concussion of twin landmines. Lia's been teasing me again and doing it on purpose making sure to get it wrong so I notice the corrections. And then out of nowhere is the mouth feel again. This is cruelty being shoved back into the inconceivable distance between two points. Duplicitous Yellow Woman is back at the forefront as the regression plays out. Revisiting the confessions and sins we've amassed. Here is a moment of liaschizo disclosure my only marro to Lia was on Shame and how perfectly her character presented the opportunity to experience such. It wasn't really until I saw the Lia daki that the concept of her Shaming quality really locked it's lens down over my perception of how she was to be viewed as a performer. The regression content really helped to contextualize a lot of the experiences that are central to the understanding of the Lia and help express the use of the tools one is given to navigate this reality. I like most about Lia the paradoxical vulnerability and strength that she exudes to engage with the aspects of her self that she does. It drives me particularly mad see sawing the doubt over my perception of character versus performer and what kind of Lia is really leaking out onto the screen. There's still momentary sobering from her choice of employing the regression content with the rest of the stream a blur of the usual high energy, high engagement fun from Lia's ease of presenting youthful distractions. There's some kind of moral mumble mumble about youth and the kind of stupid beliefs or cope that people hold to be taken from this presentation. Some kind of tangible shaming for failing to properly empathize if not with the cringe on screen then more importantly with the chuuba you're supposed to care for. Everything about the end of the stream is lost in how abruptly it ends. The jolting kick of being dumped into another stream like falling backwards into an ice bath after being super charged by Lia. You can wander around the other streamers content for a bit like a landmine victim looking for a lost limb over not getting the usual closure from Lia. It would be jarring on it's own let alone having to wrestle with the why of the suddenly missing segment ripped from her stream. It's happened twice now with this one being even more striking like everything just got flipped off and you're left with that dull buzz in your ears and trying to reorient yourself still clinging to the notion that at the end of it all you can do is like Lia.

"I call upon loud-roaring and revelling Lia,
primeval, double-natured, thrice-born Pippic lord,
wild, ineffable, secretive, twin-tailed and two-shaped.
Ivy-covered, malware-faced, warlike, howling, pure,
You take raw flesh, you have feasts, wrapt in foliage, decked with grape clusters.
Resourceful Korone, immortal god sired by Hololive
When she mated with Rushia in unspeakable union.
Hearken to my voice, O blessed one,
and with your fair-girdled nymphs breathe on me in a spirit of perfect agape".

"In intoxication, physical or spiritual, the initiate recovers an intensity of feeling which prudence had destroyed; he finds the world full of delight and beauty, and his imagination is suddenly :liberated from the prison of everyday preoccupations. The Liac ritual produced what was called 'enthusiasm', which means etymologically having the god enter the worshipper, who believed :that he became one with the god".

>>37342139
The gays and the retards have been very kind to me why else would I associate myself with them by spending all my time here with (You)?

Don't forget to love Lia.

>>32908884
>lia absolving you of all further responsibility
>lia granting you sweet release
hahaha no way n-no way c-couldn't be me!