/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>31680953
I'm sorry I keep letting you down

>>30196063
Is saplings the Risuna of Hololive?

The unfollowing was one year ago today or tomorrow depending on your time zone. I'm still not really over it

>>27502314
Don't remind me

>>27166813

>>26155849
Me too. They seem like cool guys but I don't want to awkwardly try to strike up an empty conversation

>>25139215
I knew it.

>>24384736
Nobody watches Beatani now...

>>21427635
I...I can send you a good morning DM. If that's something you'd want from me.

Sometimes when it's quiet I sit on the shower floor (I have a pretty big shower) and pretend I'm Risuna who has been raped by Beatani (I'm a guy IRL).
I sit and hold my head in my hands, rocking it back and forth and sobbing quietly, then I quickly splash some water over my face and wipe the imaginary mascara off my eyes until it runs down my cheeks. At this point, I'm usually fairly distraught.
Next, I open my mouth and wash the imaginary semen out. I make sure I gag and splutter, sometimes I even put my fingers down my throat to make sure it's all gone. The final stage is the most emotionally draining part of the entire ordeal.
I stand up, put my ass under the shower flow, then lean forward and begin to wash Beatani's imaginary cum out of my asshole and "vagina" (I just pretend). I do this for quite a while to make sure it's all gone.
Then I collapse on the floor again and just break down hysterically. No girl should ever have to go through what I just did, all polar bears are animals.

That's why I didn't get chocolates from my dadcrush yet, he must have gotten confused on when Valentine's Day was.

>>18211332
I want to believe but my heart can't stand delusions

>>18069478
Did she ever read the letters?

>>17589655
yes, I know, but knowing that she prefers to spend hours of her time chatting with chuubas that she doesn't know for long and that she trusts them more than us depresses me.

>>16979611
I'm practicing my song in the car but it's making my throat hurt. I want to be good enough

>>16411958
Me too

>>16074913
so she was really badmouthing us, it's all in my head but I can't stop thinking there' s a chance it could be true.

>>15927588
I managed to forget about that. Thanks for reminding me (not).

from what happened in july I've been quite sure that bea wants to get rid of us, every post on reddit feels like an attempt to replace us but it doesn't work she' s settled with us, I want to believe that all this is just in my mind and is not real, I'm afraid that something bad is going to happen this year

>>15679970
Sometimes it seems like she'll read a ton of mine in an early part of the stream and then seemingly ignore them after a certain point. I'm probably imagining it but it makes me feel menhera like what did I say wrong? Why is she mad at me?

>>15575370
the truth

>>15497374
I can't stop thinking about who she is talking to and sharing her feelings and frustrations, I want her to confide in me as well

>>15469945
I'd probably be happier now

>>15458931
ask ***** if he already finished his cosplay