/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

wow, did nobody point this out to her in chat? I dont watch ollie but I remember almost doing the same thing. sucks for her.
and ollie if you do read this, I only say mean things about you because it makes me hard. please understand. I wouldnt do this if I didnt find you so erotic.......

>I posted mean rrats about my oshi again
I need to stop... she is here and I know it genuinely hurts her, im sorry... I love you

whats wrong with me....

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my oshi is the one I bully the most. sometimes I write replies to my own posts defending her, only to have the anti version of me come back with a much better argument, and ultimately try to make other people join in and start the big argument in the thread.
I imagine my oshi reading and crying.... I dont know why i keep doing it, it makes me sad if theyre sad, but i also love it...