/sci/ - Science & Math

>>9644420
> fun/illustrated glossary of all math
> recursively search many seemingly unrelated terms
> if you memorize the definition you're prone to fuck up
> obsessively encrypt it with words that I don't understand

Welcome to math, there is no such thing as you claim.
If you are not a really hard worker, in which case you should have not those problems, I suggest you to enroll at a university with decent teachers.
Also, for some basic topics try to lurk in https://unapologetic.wordpress.com/ , select subject and read. Don't expect to understand everything there, only books and hard work will get you into the heights.